"Let's get married," he said, sitting down in front of me, holding my hand, his eyes burning to set me on fire.

I was shocked by Zhou Kaicheng's words, and looked at him blankly, "What did you say?" ”

"We get married," he repeated again clearly, his deep eyes staring at me for a moment, firmly, hypnotically, "let me be your husband, and be good to you in the name of it, and love you with my whole life, and not let you shed a single tear...... If you want to get rid of the pain in front of you in the fastest way possible, then now, marry me right away! ”

Listening to these seemingly absurd words, my heart swelled with inexplicable excitement, and I said in a trance, "Yes, you want to marry me?" Would you like me? ”

"Yes, eleven thousand!" His hand wrapped his arm around my shoulder and rubbed me into his arms.

I seemed to have been wandering in the vast sea for a long time, and finally grabbed him as a life-saving straw, and I couldn't help but take the initiative to hug him, "......"

"Trust me, I will save you, come to me, and I will make you the happiest woman in the world," he continued to whisper seductively in my ear.

"But I still have someone else in my heart, and it's not fair to you,"

"I don't mind," he said softly, "as long as you become my wife, I have the confidence that I can make you fall in love with me, two years if it doesn't work for one year, three years if it doesn't work for two years, and one day, you will fall in love with me...... There's nothing unfair about me, as long as you give me a 'name' so that I can love you openly under the sun, that's my greatest joy......"

"Don't say such things again," in this fragile dark moment, I was especially easily moved by Zhou Kaicheng's heartwarming love words, I raised my eyes to look at him, and suddenly realized that he was just a humble and pitiful person like me, he had poured so much effort into me for so many years, why did I torture him again and again to reject him? I couldn't help but reach out and touch his cheek, "Why are you so stupid, I'm just a broken flower and a willow, where is it worthy of your uncomplaining protection, if you don't feel sorry for yourself, I feel sorry for you......"

He immediately took my hand and pressed my hand against his face, his eyes glowing, and his voice trembled with excitement, "...... No, you are in my heart, it is a dream that is out of reach for a lifetime, I don't care at all that you love other men, as long as you also give me a little warmth, I am already very satisfied, really. If you feel like you're in a desperate situation right now and can't find an exit, then fulfill me,"

Leaning on this bosom full of security, I really couldn't cheer up, my thoughts wandered and entangled......

"You really don't mind my past?" I asked softly.

"Do I have the right to care," he said faintly, "everyone has their own past, and my past days are not necessarily clean. You are very simple in my eyes, you are a touching woman, I don't see your other identity, and I don't care who you have experienced or what,"

"But I may never be able to have children again, and if I marry you, I may not even be able to give you children."

"This problem is not serious at all," he said lightly, "marriage does not mean having children, if we really need a child to appear that our marriage is normal, then we adopt one through legitimate legal channels." ”

He looked at me intently, "Yuncan, don't dwell on these unworthy details, please believe in the decision made by a 45-year-old mature man, I am very serious about telling you about marriage, marry me, let me help you get rid of the pain now......"

"......" I also stared at him in amazement. The man in front of him, middle-aged, but without the greasy and worldly of a middle-aged man, so gentle and beautiful, indifferent and affectionate, that handsome and heroic face is still pleasing to the eye, even if he doesn't say anything, his blurred eyes make people calm and give people strength.

"Okay," I said indulgently, "I promise you that we will get married." ”

Zhou Kaicheng hugged me tightly again, his breath became heavy, and he said two words, "Thank you." ”

I decided to marry him, and I seemed to have 'redemption' at once, and my heart was temporarily relaxed, and I no longer lived so darkly...... In the afternoon of the same day, Zhou Kaicheng packed a suitcase of luggage and moved to my house, saying, "Since we have decided to get married, let's live together first, considering that you are used to this home, and you don't need to buy a house again after getting married, I just move to live with you." ”

I didn't refuse.

In fact, Zhou Kaicheng lived in my house, and he was not in a hurry to share a room with me, but lived in a room next to me, and would not casually enter my bedroom in the middle of the night, saying that it was 'living together', but in fact it was no different from sharing a house.

The next morning, he offered to go with me to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get his certificate.

"Isn't it too rushed?" When I heard about getting the certificate, I was a little hesitant and felt that I was still not ready.

"Don't worry," he said, looking at me earnestly, "you see, it's only been a day, and you're not firm enough now, how dare I wait a minute longer." If I don't act right away, you'll think I'm just talking casually, and the fundamental problem is still not solved. Only when you get that certificate as soon as possible and we become husband and wife will you have the consciousness of 'being reborn and starting over'. ”

He put his hands on my shoulders, "Remember, I'm not forcing you, I'm 'saving' you." After marriage, I will not force you to be married to me, everything is as you wish, but this certificate must be obtained. ”

I was distracted by his words, and when I looked up, I caught a glimpse of Lao Hu slowly coming downstairs holding on to the railing......

Lao Hu also heard what Zhou Kaicheng said just now, and when he saw that I was a little hesitant, he was a little helpless and sincerely encouraged, "Then go." Mr. Zhou is a person worthy of entrusting his life, and I am relieved to hand you over to him. ”

"Okay," I nodded, as if seeking relief, "I'll go to the Civil Affairs Bureau today." ”

I deliberately went upstairs to clean myself up, put on exquisite makeup, changed into simple clothes, and prepared the marriage documents, and followed Zhou Kaicheng out. Sitting quietly in the passenger seat, looking at the receding street scene,...... More than 10 years ago, I also went to get a marriage certificate with another man, and that day we didn't crowd the bus, but took a taxi 'luxury'...... But a few days later, when I went to get the license in a luxury car worth millions, I didn't feel half a sense of joy in my heart, except for the heaviness or heaviness.

"Why don't you speak," Zhou Kaicheng reached over and held my hand while driving for the red light, and my body trembled lightly because I was so distracted. This made Zhou Kaicheng frown slightly, and he said, "You are so depressed, others think that you are going to the execution ground, not to 'tie the knot' with me." ”

"I'm sorry,"

"You still have a chance to regret it," he laughed self-deprecatingly, "don't think so deeply, I don't think I'm that bad—"

"Alright," I took his hand in turn, pulling myself out of the gloom and trying to give him a smile, "don't think too much about it, everyone is not young anymore, there is no need to take this kind of thing as a joke." Let's go, I hope that after today, there will be a new life. ”

Soon came to the Civil Affairs Bureau. I don't know what a good day it is today, there are a lot of people who get married, we took the number and found a place to queue up, at least we have to wait for more than half an hour. While waiting, he took me to take a wedding photo...... He kept squeezing my hand, looking very relaxed and happy, but I was so preoccupied that I couldn't laugh...... When taking pictures, the cameraman repeatedly reminded me to get closer to him, and my expression was natural, but I still behaved very stiffly, which made the smile on Zhou Kaicheng's face disappear. He finally put his hand on my shoulder and forcibly put my arm around him and took a group photo.

Seeing that it was about to be our turn, I became more and more uneasy, tense all over, very uncomfortable, thinking about some messy things in my head, mechanically pinching my bag in my hand, not saying a word with an expressionless face, and no intimate actions with Zhou Kaicheng...... In this way, compared with other sweet couples who are waiting to get married, we are more like we are here for divorce.

Zhou Kaicheng went out to smoke later, while I continued to sit in the corner and get distracted, even at this time, I was still thinking about Jiang Feng, thinking about the past with him, thinking about what happened between us, why we came to this point, thinking that he should have also received a marriage certificate with Gu Minyi, and in this Civil Affairs Bureau, they registered as husband and wife......

"Yuncan!"

I was startled by this shout, and looked up to see Zhou Kaicheng in front of me, looking at me with a little complicated eyes.

"What are you doing, I didn't hear you shouting a few times," he said, holding out his hand to me, "and we'll be next, let's go, go first." ”

"......" I got up a little nervously, and was led by him to the window for the certificate.

First of all, I have to fill in a lot of information, I feel that I am in a trance, I can't hold the pen steadily, even look at the basic information on the filling information, what name, age, ID number, etc., I need to react for a long time to remember...... At this time, the staff at the window also teased, "I can't see it, the age difference between the two of you is more than ten years, and your appearance is quite a good match, handsome guys and beauties...... By the way, what about the man's account, why didn't you see it? ”

Zhou Kaicheng subconsciously glanced at me, and then buried his head in rummaging through his own bag...... After rummaging through it for almost a minute and still not finding it, I couldn't help but ask him, "You can't bring it, do you?" ”

"It seems that I really didn't bring it," he smiled helplessly and asked the staff, "I forgot to bring my household registration book, can I get a certificate?" ”

"I'm sorry, but this won't work." The staff also smiled apologetically, and reproached him, "How can you be so careless about such an important matter as marriage, hurry up and go back and get it." ”

"Okay," Zhou Kaicheng asked me not to fill in the marriage registration information first, and took my hand and left.