All Chapters_Chapter 473 Speak clearly
He said it very clearly, Cheng Baize has always been such a person, the reason why I think he is good is that he can speak clearly at any time, and even the question that I feel like I can't open my mouth makes him say it, yes, if he thinks that my bones are useful, he would have slapped me to death with five thunder palms when he knew who I was two years ago, why wait until now.
I couldn't figure it out, I really couldn't figure it out, so I wiped a handful of tears and looked at him: "But I still don't understand......"
Cheng Baize sighed slightly: "Ma Jiaolong, do you still remember what you were like when I first met you?" ”
I sniffed and nodded, "Yes." ”
If you have to use an adjective, you really don't know the height of the sky, and you still want to fight feng shui with him, but you are slapped in the face by him in various ways.
He tugged at the corners of his mouth, and his dimples loomed: "I met you at that time, and I met a half-witted man who was quite cute but dressed neutrally, but it was strange that I could be sure at a glance that you were a girl, maybe you wouldn't believe it when you said it, I felt very affectionate about you, at least for the first time in my twenty-four years of life at that time." ”
"I didn't know you were a yin and yang person at the time, I know, it's just that this Ma Jiaolong's girl will support herself for 10,000 yuan to let the ramen squirt out of her nose, absolutely nothing to go to the Three Treasures Palace, call me if something happens, let me help you pick up the nails on the wall, and will compete with me for the five ghosts and fortunes, who will find the dark room first, let me swear, don't do bad things like you in this life, don't make crooked money, many, much, I don't know how to do so many things with you."
I half-hung my face and silently shed tears, yes, my acquaintance with Cheng Baize is so pure and without impurities, he accidentally broke into my life, the relationship between us is not mixed with a little bit of deceit, I can only say that the coincidence of life made me his so-called enemy, but he didn't kill me, what qualifications do I have to turn around and doubt him?!
"At that time, I thought this girl was really stupid, I couldn't see your life clearly, but I just knew that you were obviously not suitable for that evil person, but you insisted on getting closer, carefully covering up the fact that you were a yin and yang person, obviously standing on the stage with a thousand holes or going to die in pain to get a needle for him, and then lying on the bed sick and unable to get up, I have been thinking, how can there be such a persistent person, and I can't help but sweat for you in your life."
"Actually, I asked myself, and I was quite envious of Zhuo Jing, because you really made me an outsider look down on him, I think, you are so good to others, and it will not be too bad for friends, so I choose to stay by your side all the time, that is, to be a brother, feel the warmth of relatives, and the company of friends, it is enough."
As he spoke, he let out a long breath: "I have said a lot, Ma Jiaolong, do you know that I and the subject are like gold." ”
I clutched the porcelain vase tightly in my hand, raised my eyes to look at him, and my snot flowed out unconsciously, and it was a little salty in my mouth: "I'm sorry, I ...... I've never been a good friend, I've never done anything for you......"
Cheng Baize looked at me with a slight disgust, pulled the tissue box and handed it to my hand: "First wipe and talk, Aunt Sun is making dumplings, and you will be full of snot after a while." ”
I pulled out a few tissues and blew them vigorously, lowered my eyes, and still opened my mouth: "I'm really sorry." ”
I don't know when I started, I have to forget that I have done so many things with Cheng Baize, it seems that I just feel that he is a little different after he appeared in Hong Kong, and then after having that long dream, it seems that there is an extra drawer in my heart, if anyone says something sensitive, my drawer will be opened, forcing myself to look at those dirty things that I don't feel belong to Cheng Baize, over and over again, over and over again, but I have to forget, he is the first friend in my life who helped me without hesitation!
If he really wants to do something to me, eat me, and use me to improve the Dao, then why wouldn't my grandma say it, she obviously said Cheng Baize's name when she was below, but she didn't say that Cheng Baize was not good!?
It was he who helped me deal with Aunt Xuemei's affairs, how would I get up the nail without him, it was he who took me off the stage, without him, how long would I be embarrassed to be looked at, and my kidney, which was also saved by his indirect intervention, otherwise, the one who had been checked and would have operated on it immediately, even the two years that he disappeared, the crisscrossing scars, were all because of me, and what I did to him.
"You don't have anything to be sorry for me, don't forget, if it weren't for you, my studio would have collapsed a long time ago, who would remember that there is a Mr. Cheng Bai Zecheng, right, it's all your credit, although you didn't make me much money, but I remember your love in the wind and rain."
He looked at me and whispered back, then took out another piece of paper, wrote down a string of passwords and handed it to me: "Unravel this, I don't think you will question me like this in the future." ”
I took the password and looked at it, "But I...... Stupid. ”
Cheng Baize suddenly smiled, sat next to me and looked at me: "You admit it yourself?" ”
I hung my face and sniffed: "I'm really sorry, in fact, you have always spoken very clearly, and the matter of Gu is also very clear, but, but I ......"
Taking a deep breath, I looked up at him, "But you are my most important friend, really important." ”
Cheng Baize smiled and nodded: "Then can I ask, what is the most important standard for this, it is important to me...... Or, is Zhuojing important?! ”
"That's different."
I took a tissue and wiped my eyes again: "I know that I will have a lot of things with Zhuo Jing, otherwise my grandmother would not have blocked it, but I really can't do it, as long as he doesn't let go, I can't let go, I really can't say how I like someone, I ......"
"Stop, I don't want to listen to your inner monologue to Zhuo Jing, it's numb."
I sniffed heavily and looked at him: "Anyway, you are very important, Cheng Baize, you are my relative." ”
Cheng Baize suddenly looked at me with a smile: "Ma Jiaolong, I think you are very suitable for pyramid schemes, you are very good at brainwashing, do you know, I remember this, you also told Zong Bao, Zong Bao, you are my relative, and now you are telling me, you are not tired of using this sentence, you ......"
I couldn't help but pull the corners of my mouth when he teased me, crying and laughing like a fool: "Who said that...... I'm all sincere, I don't fake it at all, and I want to say it from the depths of my soul every time. ”
Cheng Baize sighed: "So, the importance of me and Zhuo Jing is behind Zhuo Jing, and my relatives are behind Zong Bao, I can only seek a little comfort from your grandfather, at least in his heart, I am at the front, almost on a par with you." ”
I looked at him with the corners of my mouth and sideways: "Yes, who knows how my grandfather likes you so much, it's almost going to pass me......" As I spoke, my voice stopped, and my eyes fell directly on his hand: "Your hand, when did it ......"
Without waiting for me to finish speaking, Cheng Baize put on the little finger and moved in front of me indifferently: "Look, I can't see it at all, it's exclusively customized." ”
I couldn't laugh a little: "When did it break, did you cut it yourself, or did you ......"
"Don't ask about the process, okay, I'm in pain too."
Cheng Baize looked at me and still smiled: "Actually, when you came to the city to invite me to dinner more than two years ago, I did it, but I didn't want to give it to you, because, I thought you wouldn't need it, but fortunately, I did it, right?" Otherwise, how can I wash my grievances away? ”
"Two years, but I've never found out that your finger is fake."
Cheng Baize's face showed a slight hint of grievance: "You are embarrassed to say, keep saying that I am your important friend, I am your relative, and you can't even notice that your relatives are disabled, do you say that you have been fooling people there." ”
I was a little upset by him, "I'm sorry." ”
"Hey, here it is again, I know, you don't know how much it hurts...... How much I regret using my ashes as medicine, I really ...... Why don't you hug and comfort you? ”
I slowly pulled the corners of my mouth and looked at him: "Cheng Baize, if you were my brother, it would be great." ”
Then I will never think more about these haves and don'ts, Cheng Baize has all the good, I can also accept it as a matter of course, I won't be weak-hearted, I won't hesitate, because he is my relative, but now, I have a deep sense of guilt, maybe just like Zong Bao said, he may have come to pay off his debts, but he has finished owing Bai Jingqi in his previous life, and he has more debts to me, when do I have to pay them back.
Don't let me think about it, Cheng Baize stretched out his arm to me: "Sister, my brother is sick like this, can't you ask for comfort?" ”
I leaned forward slightly, and my head was attached to his shoulder before I smelled a faint smell of medicine, and his hands just wrapped around my back, and within five seconds, he let go, "Okay, the hug of love is over, brother, I am full of blood and resurrected!" ”
Looking at his face smiling lightly, I opened my mouth: "That...... Why did you drink too much the night before, and you drank too much for yourself. ”
Cheng Baize frowned: "You don't need to jump like this, you jump directly from your fingers to the night I drank, man, isn't it normal to drink." “
"But that night, you know I'm with Zhuo Jing, right?"
Cheng Baize's head leaned back helplessly: "Of course I know, I called you to remind you not to be impulsive, Gu poison is one thing, the important thing is that you are ready." ”
I didn't answer, I wasn't ready.
Cheng Bai hooked the corners of his mouth and looked at me: "But my drinking has nothing to do with you, I was eaten back, and it was more uncomfortable, so I wanted to rely on drinking to relieve the pain, and then isn't this sick, helping people buy Shoulu, it is indeed a little hurtful to yourself." ”
"You're backfired?"
I raised my eyebrows and fought back, and he would also be very taboo about back-eating, so it was even more unlikely that he would be the kind of evil onmyoji that Brother Qi said.
"Well, do you want to look at my pectoral muscles and show you off."
I pouted: "Look at your pectoral muscles!" ”
"Because the wound has broken open again, this is the evidence of the backlash, you always don't seem to believe what I say, you have to let me come up with evidence."
"Don't!"
I feel a lot more relaxed inexplicably, in fact, Cheng Baize is like a safe haven in my heart, I like to joke with him, and I also like to fight, maybe it's like Zhuo Jing said, hating a person is a very tiring thing, and thinking bad about Cheng Baize is a more tiring thing, so I'm afraid, that fear will make me feel anxious, and I can't find an exit, until I hear the answer I want to hear, I will exhale, I'd rather scold myself a few more words, and I don't want what I imagined to be true.
Pulling at his clothes, I pursed my lips: "That...... Cheng Baize, in fact, I have something to tell you. ”
"What's the matter, say......" He replied, pulled out a tissue and wiped it under my nose, and grinned to himself: "Hey, you're really disgusting." ”
I pushed him away: "I'm serious about telling you, this time I'm going to the southeast of Qiandong......"
"I know, you predicted the mudslide, it's all on TV, but...... I wonder how you know about the mudslide, it's a catastrophe, you can't hide, who did you borrow the courage to move forward. ”
"I don't want to tell you this, I mean, I know a girl named Xiaoshu, I want to introduce to you, people are very gentle, but they are very young, it seems that they are not in their twenties this year, or they are in their early twenties, her brother is very powerful, is ......"
"Introduce me to a girlfriend?"
I hummed: "Yes, her brother has heard of you, saying that you are young and promising, and you are a talented ......."
"Isn't it pretty?"
"Beautiful!" I nodded heavily: "Special water spirit, that looks really ...... Hey, why are you pushing me, Doudou! I need to get Doudou back! ”
“…… Hungry, go to your house and eat dumplings. ”
"Do you say yes?" I picked up Doudou and caught up with him, "People live in big villas, the front and back are the land, the boss's place, when the resort is OK, hey, Cheng Baize, did you listen to me!" ”
"Thirty-three."
Cheng Baize glanced at me: "Thirty-three, you are working hard for me, anyway, that girl is young, wait a few years, but no one has seen me, but if you hear about it, you will know that I am a talent?" Although this is the truth, but Ma Jiaolong, you have a lot of moisture in your words. ”
“…… Then put this matter aside, I have one more thing to tell you, and that is ......"
"I'm starving, you have to introduce a few to me."
"No, you listen to me, it's just that you remember that you sealed a female ghost a few years ago, the physical one, especially fierce, her grave is there, you know, can you take me to meet her."
"You want me to release it for her?"
"No, her sister begged me, you listen to me tell you......"
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