"Tell you to go back, and you will go back. Where is so much nonsense. ”

I let out a long breath because of his unhappy tone, and then said, "Originally, I had a good internship." You're bothering me. Now you want me to go back. Zong Sheng, you have to give me a reason. ”

"Do you have to be a reason? I'll tell you, then. The things that Lao Bei did to Shen Jien were not doing to half people and half corpses at all, but refining drugs and using people as medicine primers. Shen Jien's various performances have become more and more similar. As I told you, to identify a thing, it is not to look at one characteristic, but to have three or four characteristics to say so, and to have more characteristics is to break a mouthful. Now, I can already conclude that Lao Bei is using the Shen family and using me. You'd better go back to your hometown, and don't let these things get to you. You should pretend that you don't know anything, and if I can live, I will go to you. If I die, remember to crush me under the slate. I'll go back as soon as I'm discharged from the hospital! ”

I didn't really understand what he was saying, but I knew he was going to kick me away.

"Zong Sheng, even if I'm useless, I can't help you, but you don't have to tell me to leave like that. Besides, I've been through so much with you......"

"You don't know what Lao Bei will do next. It's a danger for you to stay here. Not just a danger to you, but a danger to me. When I'm alone, I'm sure I'm protecting myself. If I take you, you will kill me when the time comes. Do you understand? I just don't want to see the day I'm killed by you! ”

Zong Sheng turned around and yelled at me. At his roar, I was so frightened that tears flowed down my eyes without warning.

Wiping away my tears and saying nothing, I got out of the car and walked alone to the hospital. Behind him, there was the sound of Zong Sheng banging on a lighter and lighting a cigarette, but now, I didn't want to look back. He's already made it so clear, what face do I have to turn back?

When I am needed, I don't agree with it, into my dreams, into my body. When I became his weakness and threatened his safety, he just threw me out of sight.

When I got back to the ward, my aunt talked to me, but I didn't want to answer anymore. When I walked directly into the bathroom, tears flowed uncontrollably. Thinking about it, Ye Hong's matter, wasn't it me who caused him trouble? He should have seen Ye Hong's matter and thought of the trouble I might cause him. And Shen Jien's matter made him more concerned, whether I would threaten him.

While crying, I said, "Whatever." Even if he's dead now, it doesn't matter to me. ”

I was in the bathroom, crying until I felt dizzy and wanted to pass out, then I walked out of the hospital room and fell asleep directly on the hospital bed.

The next day, when the doctor came to do rounds, I was still sleeping. I'm so tired, crying is a very tiring thing, and I can't wake up at all.

The doctor woke me up and said, "Why is my eye swollen like this?" Come, show our chief physician your face. That's pretty fast. ”

Several doctors asked me to sit up and study the wound on my face, and concluded that their medicine was useful for this wound, that it healed quickly, and that the test results showed that I did not have the virus in my blood. The doctor told me that I would be injected today and tomorrow, and I would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

But another doctor said, "The face is so bad, there is nothing else wrong with the blood test." Blood tests for discharge, add a few more items, and don't ignore the underlying condition. ”

To put it nicely, in fact, it is to be discharged from the hospital and earn dozens of dollars more.

My mom came over at lunch. She looked at me, not paying attention to my still swollen eyes. Looking at the scabbed wound on my face and asking me why I had such a big wound.

The nurse happened to come and pull out the needle to draw blood, and check before discharge.

My mom helped me get everything back first, and I followed my mom out of the hospital to eat together. I said to my mother, "Mom, I'll go back to live with you tomorrow, and you can clean up my room." ”

"Okay, if you don't intern, you won't intern. When the time comes, just ask your dad to find someone to sign for you. ”

I know that even if it's my dad, the person I'm looking for is not Grandpa Zongsheng. The whole village, and his grandfather's face is big enough. My mother said again: "You Xuan, don't think about the more than 80,000 things. Isn't Grandma Zong Sheng just scolding? After so many years, my mother is used to hearing it. I really can't get it, I'll go with your dad to get a credit. Can't be wronged that you're not. Don't think about it, I'll go home tomorrow when I'm discharged from the hospital. The hospital is also yes, this wound is called hospitalization. I'll get the old doctor to get you some herbs when I get home, and I'll be fine in a few days." ”

Watching my mom leave with a big bucket and my bag on my shoulder, I felt very uncomfortable. I didn't dare to tell them about Zongsheng. In their eyes, we broke up a long time ago. I don't want them to worry, so it's better to bury the things that I cried all night in my own heart.

When I returned to the ward from the outside, packing up the only two sets of clothes I had left in the hospital and some daily necessities, the nurse called me to the doctor's office and said that the doctor had something to talk to me about.

I wondered in my heart. I've been hospitalized for several days, and the doctors have come to see me during their morning rounds and haven't asked me to talk about it. After all, my injury is not a major injury at all among people in the hospital.

The doctor's office is a large office. It's just that there are only two doctors on duty now, one is writing something there, and the doctor who received me is sitting in front of the computer and looking at my case.

Seeing me coming over, he pointed to the chair and asked me to sit down beside him, and said with some embarrassment: "Zong Youxuan, right?" Twenty-seven beds, herpes simplex on the face. Let me ask you first, when you first came to the hospital, did the nurse ask you whether you were pregnant? ”

I listened to the question, confused, and shook my head. When I was hospitalized, the nurse really didn't ask this question.

"Did you know you were pregnant before you were hospitalized?"

After listening to this sentence, my whole person was already petrified. After a few seconds, he came back to his senses and asked, "Me...... Pregnant? ”

"The blood test done this morning has clearly revealed signs of pregnancy. If I hadn't told you, you wouldn't have known you were pregnant. ”

"Yes, I ...... I...... I do not know. "My hand unconsciously touched my lower abdomen, is there already a child of me and Zong Sheng in it? This month, my eldest aunt was delayed, and Zong Sheng didn't let me take medicine. And the rest is not protected.

The doctor added, "That means you didn't know you were pregnant, so you didn't tell the nurse, right?" ”

I hesitated, nodded, and didn't understand why the doctor had just asked such a question, and said it three or four times, and very slowly. "I didn't know I was pregnant, so I didn't say anything at the time. And they didn't ask either. ”

"Even if they ask, Zong Youxuan, are you pregnant now? You didn't know you were pregnant, how would you answer? ”

"I ...... I would say that I ...... I'm not pregnant. ”

"That's right, Zong Youxuan. You didn't take the initiative to tell the nurse about your pregnancy. Even you don't know you're pregnant. And our doctors, who have been visiting the ward many times, have not explained this to us. ”

"I don't know, how can I explain it?" My brow furrowed, and I couldn't understand what the doctor meant. Anyway, there was a feeling of nervousness.

"Yes, you don't know, the nurses don't know, and I don't know. Now you're pregnant. It's only been about thirty-six days. Well, this, uh-huh. Let's put it this way. We gave you regular medication for your condition without telling us that you were pregnant. This medicine will allow the wounds on your face to heal quickly. However, it is important to be antiviral, and pregnant women are prohibited from it, and it is a drug that has an impact on the fetus. See what I mean? When does your man come to the hospital, you ask him to come to me, and I will explain it to him. He has the right to be informed about this. ”

I was stunned. I don't know what he's talking about behind at all. But I also understood the meaning of his previous words, he said, this child in my belly now, I can't do it. It has been affected by drugs.

It took me a moment before I said, "Doctor, how big is the impact?" Is it serious? ”

The doctor looked at my case and said, "I've sent your case and the results of today's examination to the obstetrics and gynecology department." The doctor over there replied to me that there are two possibilities for this effect on the child, one is 100% impact, direct fetal malformation, maternal rejection. There is also a type of disabled child, whose hearing is affected as soon as they are born. ”

"Deaf?"

"The child is only thirty-six days old, and this, tsk, is usually a spontaneous abortion. You ask your man to come over, I tell him, you also discuss it, see if it is an operation, and deal with it directly. Otherwise, it's okay to wait for her to have a natural miscarriage, but if she gives birth to a deaf and mute, your family won't have so much time to take care of a child who is not normal at all. ”

My eyes were red again. Just two minutes ago, I was still thinking, I already have Zong Sheng's child in my belly, why do I ask me now if I want to have surgery to dispose of it?

"I, I want to give birth to this child."

As soon as my words came out, the doctor became anxious: "Why don't you think about it like that?" This child, when he grows up, will have a natural miscarriage. If you are really deaf and dumb at birth, you will be dragged down by him all your life. You, you better call your man to discuss, this matter is not up to you alone. And we have to sign or something, he has to come to the hospital, no matter how busy he is, he has to sign first.