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Postpartum depression?

Nanfeng subconsciously wanted to say that it was impossible, how could Sister Lan's character be depressed?

But since giving birth to Mianmian, Lan Lan's whole person has become wrong, and she can't find a second explanation for this reason.

For the first month, she was just irritable and irritable, and recently she even started to be in a trance.

When others talked to her, she either didn't have the interest to deal with it perfunctorily, or she was slow to respond for a while before answering, which was very different from Sister Lan, who was sharp and sharp before.

Nanfeng slept with her these nights, and found that her sleep condition was also very bad, she only slept for two or three hours and couldn't sleep.

"Some people with depression, they are not depressed, depressed, painful and pessimistic, on the contrary, they seem to be very optimistic and outgoing, and even very gregarious. But in fact, it's just the mask they put on for themselves, and after taking off the mask, they are very negative and sad in their hearts. ”

Wen Mu pulled a book from the bookshelf and handed it to Nanfeng, the cover of which read 'Clinical Manifestations of Depression'.

Looking at the south wind, the specific manifestations of depression are low mood, slow thinking, insomnia, tiredness, anxiety and irritability...... It's all what Lanlan has now.

Wen Mu continued: "I have observed Lan Lan before, she has depression in many details, it should be that her mood is more depressed after giving birth, which leads to the aggravation of her condition, so she will become what she is now." ”

Nanfeng clenched the book in his hand, and felt a little self-reproach in his heart.

She kept Lan Lan by her side, originally wanting to take care of her, but she was busy with her own affairs, ignoring her, and didn't even find out that she was depressed.

Depression......

She's been suffering from Banyan City, right?

During that time, she was imprisoned in the Lu Mansion by Lu Chengyu, and with her character, she must have blamed herself for not telling her the truth at the beginning, causing her to be used by Lu Chengyu, and there was no way to save her if something happened.

Later, she was also expelled from the Golden Terrace, lost Fu Yisheng, and became pregnant unexpectedly...... So many things have happened, and there is no one around you to confide in, even if the person with strong psychological quality can't withstand the successive psychological attacks.

She said it easily, what 'I was born when I was pregnant, and it wasn't that I didn't have money to raise', but I was pregnant for ten months, how hard it was, if I didn't insist all the time, how could I hold it?

Nanfeng's mood became very heavy: "I heard that depression cannot be cured by medical means, right? ”

"Yes, so I suggest that she go to a more comfortable and relaxed environment to recuperate, and at the same time accept the guidance of a professional psychologist." Wen Mu's hands fell on the pockets of his white coat and said deeply, "Depression is no less harmful to people than ordinary illnesses, she is fine now, and when she begins to have suicidal tendencies, it will be dangerous." ”

As they were talking, a male voice suddenly sounded at the door: "Or, let me take her out for a walk." ”

Nanfeng and Wen Mu turned around in unison and saw Li Zexu standing there.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on you, I passed by the door and heard you talking about Lan Lan, so I ......" Li Zexu walked in, pursed his lips and said, "I know she has always wanted to go to Rome, the Colosseum in ancient Rome is a place she has always wanted to go to since she was in college, I took her there to relax, maybe she can be in a better mood." ”

Wen Mu agreed: "This is a good idea, with a relaxed environment, it may be easier for her to get out of the predicament." ”

Li Zexu hesitated again: "But what about Mianmian?" She is still so young, Lan Lan's current situation is not good for taking care of the child, and I will not take care of the child. ”

Nanfeng immediately said, "Mianmian can be handed over to me." ”

The three of them felt that this plan was the most feasible, but Lan Lan did not hesitate to refuse after hearing it: "I don't want it, Mianmian is still young, I can't leave her." ”

"I don't have any depression, I'm just a first-time mother, I don't know how to do a lot of things, I just learn it."

She refused to go, and they couldn't force her to go, so they could only put the matter aside for the time being.

However, later, Lan Lan's condition did not improve, but became more and more serious.

Once she fed Mianmian, Mianmian refused to open her mouth and refused to suck, she couldn't coax well, she was suddenly very irritable somehow, couldn't control her emotions and behavior, and stuffed the pacifier into Mianmian's mouth hard.

At that moment, she even regretted giving birth to this child, and she would have been easy without it...... In fact, the child is still so young, it is easy for her to disappear......

Lan Lan stretched out her hand to Mianmian's neck, such a small child, her neck was so thin, it seemed that with a little strength, she could break her......

Mianmian burst into tears.

The cry instantly brought Lan Lan's reason back, and she saw her hand resting on Mianmian's neck, and she was so shocked that her soul went out of her body, how could she ...... How could he have such terrible thoughts about his own daughter......

Nanfeng heard the sound and ran over from the next room and hugged Mianmian, Mianmian's body was wet and full of milk, she looked at Lan Lan in disbelief, what did she do to the child?

The cry of her daughter and the eyes of the south wind made Lan Lan's face pale for a moment, and she retreated again and again, and in a hurry, she rushed out of the door.

Li Zexu immediately caught up: "Lan Lan! ”

Lan Lan ran all the way to the square, a foreign country was full of people of different races from herself, she looked around blankly, she couldn't even see a familiar face, at that moment, her heart was full of indescribable pain.

"Lan Lan!" Li Zexu grabbed her hand, Lan Lan didn't even think about getting rid of him directly: "Don't come close to me, I'm a crazy person now, don't get close to me......"

Li Zexu forcibly hugged her, feeling extremely distressed: "Lan Lan, don't be like this, we all know that you didn't mean it, and Mianmian won't blame you, really." ”

“…… How did I end up like this......"

Lan Lan hugged her head uncomfortably: "I can't control myself at all, I obviously didn't want to do that, I ......"

"Lan Lan, listen to me," Li Zexu held her shoulder, bent down to look into her eyes, and said seriously, "We know that you can't control your emotions, because you are sick, Lan Lan, you are sick, you have to be treated, so that you can get better." ”

Lan Lan knew that he was talking about depression.

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that her mentality had already collapsed, and she had been holding on.

But she really didn't expect that she would hurt Mianmian, and even had such terrible thoughts about Mianmian......

Li Zexu persuaded her: "Your situation can't be delayed any longer, you don't want today's incident to happen again, right?" ”

"Can it be cured......

"Absolutely."

Lan Lan squatted down weakly, buried her head in her knees, and finally nodded slowly.

She figured it out, until the disease was completely cured, she must not be close to Mianmian again, in case she lost control again and did something more serious to Mianmian, then she would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

……

Later, Lan Lan entrusted Mianmian to Nanfeng, and she went to Rome with Li Zexu.

Probably because she was far away from someone who could keep her spirit, after arriving in Rome, Lan Lan's condition worsened again and again.

Depression is a condition that has no specific symptoms.

It can induce all the negative emotions and pessimistic thoughts of a person, and the patient will dislike the world and disgust himself for no specific reason, and in the worst case, it will even make people have suicidal impulses.

Lan Lan sometimes tries very hard to cooperate with the treatment, but as soon as the negative emotions come up, she becomes self-defeating and faces everyone with the most negative attitude.

This situation lasted for a whole year.

Until that day, Li Zexu took her to the Colosseum in ancient Rome.

He originally wanted to use this place she once longed for the most to stimulate her positive emotions and make her regain her strength and continue to receive treatment, but he didn't expect to meet Fu Yisheng who was traveling with a new lover there.

Li Zexu immediately blocked in front of Lan Lan and said with a smile: "Let's go over there and have a look." ”

"I've seen it all, you don't have to block it." Lan Lan smiled faintly, "It's nothing, are you there?" ”

Lan Lan pushed him away and looked directly in Fu Yisheng's direction.

It just so happened that Fu Yisheng also looked in their direction, two people who had been separated for two years met unexpectedly in another country.

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