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What should I do if I meet my ex-boyfriend on the road?

There are probably only two options –

Either go over with a 'new love' to say hello, or pretend not to see it and go the other way.

Lan Lan thought about it for three seconds between the two and finally chose the latter.

It's not that she coaxes, but that she thinks the former is quite boring, as if she cares about Fu Yisheng after breaking up with her.

Besides, Li Zexu is not her real boyfriend, and using others to respond to her old lover is too tasteless.

Lan Lan retracted her gaze and turned her head to look at Li Zexu: "Didn't you just say that there is a 3D film over there that restores the grand occasion of the Colosseum thousands of years ago?" Let's take a look. ”

Li Zexu looked relieved and smiled: "Okay, I'll take you to see it." ”

Neither of them looked at Fu Yisheng anymore and left the Colosseum from the other way.

After walking for a long time, Lan Lan felt that the man next to her seemed to be very nervous, paused, and said, "Li Zexu, you don't have to be like this, Fu Yisheng doesn't have such a big impact on me." ”

Her depression is related to Fu Yisheng, but it is not all because of Fu Yisheng.

She has always known what kind of person Fu Yisheng is, and of course she has long thought about what the ending will be for herself and him, and separating from him will not make her a big shock.

The analysis that Nanfeng did before was the real reason why she suffered from depression, and Fu Yisheng was just one of the factors.

It's just that when she meets him and his new lover here, she will feel a little uncomfortable in her heart.

But after thinking about it, let him see her and Li Zexu together, he must be uncomfortable in his heart.

How to say that he had eaten Li Zexu's vinegar before, she didn't believe that he would be indifferent when he saw them together now.

Thinking about it like this, her mood was actually a little comfortable.

Seeing a small arc at the corner of her mouth, Li Zexu's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly ran to her and saw her expression more clearly: "Did you laugh just now?" Great, you're finally willing to laugh. ”

She has been depressed for the past few days, and he tried his best to make her hook the corners of her mouth, and she almost killed him.

"......" Lan Lan really didn't expect that her expression could make him have such a big reaction, and her mood was a little complicated, "Li Zexu, you ......"

"What's wrong?" Li Zexu touched his face, "Is there anything dirty?" ”

Lan Lan pursed her lips: "No, I want to say, thank you for taking care of me this year, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to survive now." ”

Depression is really a very unreasonable disease, it makes a person inexplicably negative, inexplicably irritable, inexplicably dead or alive...... She had forgotten how many times she had lost her temper with him, how could ordinary people endure this kind of mental torture? So she really didn't know where he got his tolerance from, and he didn't leave her until now.

……

Li Zexu was quite surprised that she would say such things to him.

This year, her temperament changed greatly, and she often ignored the people around her, and he couldn't talk to her much, let alone say this kind of calm thanks.

He smiled flatteredly, touched her head, and his palms were warm: "You don't have to thank me, these are all things I am willing to do for you." ”

Willing to do it for her...... Lan Lan couldn't help but raise her head.

He had said this to her more than once, but why did he want to?

She couldn't figure it out at this point, she had never given him any hope, could it be that he could last so long by her side just because he liked her? Paying so much for her regardless of return?

Probably guessing what she was thinking, a trace of hesitation flashed in Li Zexu's eyes, and he was silent for a while before he lowered his head and said, "Actually, I also have something to be sorry for you." ”

"Where do you have?"

"There's something I haven't dared to tell you, I'm afraid I'll get angry if you know it," Li Zexu turned to look away, as if he didn't dare to face her, and lowered his voice, "Actually, I bullied you back then." ”

The more Lan Lan listened, the more confused she became: "Huh? ”

"When I was a child, I was ignorant, and when I heard my classmates call you a monster, I also think you are a monster, and when they bully you, I ...... too"

“……”

She was bullied once when she was a child, that is, the one she was saved by Fu Yisheng, what he meant was that he was among the people who bullied her at that time??

No way......

Lan Lan couldn't believe that it would be such a coincidence: "You mean it really? "It's incredible," you tell me, how did you recognize me?" I was so chubby when I was a kid......"

"I remember your name," Li Zexu scratched the back of his head embarrassedly, "That was the first time I did something bad, and I can't forget it." ”

"......" Lan Lan didn't know what to say for a while.

"Although you have changed a lot from when you were a child, the first time I saw you, I thought you were very familiar, and when I found your name, I was even more sure that you must be the girl I bullied back then."

Li Zexu was born in a scholarly family, and he has been a good child since he was a child, and that was the first time he bullied someone since he grew up.

Later, many times when he recalled that incident, he was especially worried that Lan Lan would leave indelible damage because of their bullying. After all, there have been many cases of ruining a child's entire life because of the persecution of school violence over the years.

It wasn't until he met her in college and saw her so cheerful and lively that his heart that had been hanging for nearly ten years finally let go.

She suffered from depression in the past two years, although he knew that it had nothing to do with the school violence when he was a child, but he still couldn't stay out of it, she was the person he most hoped to be happy for a lifetime.

Lan Lan held her forehead, not knowing whether to cry or laugh: "Fate is really ......"

That was the only school violence she had ever experienced, how could she have imagined that after nine years, not only did she meet Fu Yisheng who saved her back then, but also Li Zexu, who bullied her back then, and these two men were still entangled with her.

Li Zexu saw that she hadn't said anything for a long time, and couldn't help but be nervous: "Are you angry?" ”

"No, I almost forgot about it, I just thought it was a surprise." Lan Lan looked at him, as if she understood a little, "You feel guilty because of what you bullied me back then, so you have stayed by my side all the time?" ”

Li Zexu nodded by default.

At first, he had two feelings of guilt and liking for her, but after more than a year of getting along, his liking was not as strong as it was at the beginning, but unconsciously, it was transformed into another kind of affection similar to family affection, and he hoped from the bottom of his heart that she could get better and change back to the previous Lan Lan.

Maybe his liking for her from the beginning was not the kind of liking between men and women.

All he really liked was the strength and confidence in her.

Just imagine, a child who suffered so much malice when he was a child, not only did he not become sensitive and inferior when he grew up, but he was still so beautiful, confident, chic and wanton, it is difficult for anyone not to be attracted, right?

The former Lan Lan was in his eyes, an existence that was more dazzling than the sun.

Li Zexu held her shoulder, bent down, and looked into her eyes: "Lan Lan, you have never been a person who easily compromises with fate, illness did not defeat you when you were a child, gossip did not defeat you, classmate bullying did not defeat you, now it is just a small depression, how can you not fight it?" Is it okay to give yourself a little confidence? Let's work together and overcome it. ”

"Don't forget, Mianmian is still waiting for you to go back."

Lan Lan's eyes flashed, and his words finally entered her heart.

Yes, when she was a child, she understood the truth that as long as she survived, she would have a bright future, why is she cowardly now?

Besides, she still has Mianmian, and there are many people who care about her, even if it is for them, she should hold on and come out.

It was as if the big stone that had been pressing on her heart had finally been removed, and Lan Lan suddenly became enlightened.

She smiled and stood on tiptoe and hugged his neck: "Li Zexu, thank you." ”

"I promise you, I will cooperate with the treatment, and I will get better."

……

From this day on, Lan Lan's condition began to improve.

Depression itself depends on whether the patient wants to get better or not, Lan Lan was not firm enough before she was always eaten by the demons, but now she actively cooperates with the doctor, and naturally gets better quickly.

A year later, the psychiatrist announced that Lan Lan's depression was basically cured and would no longer hinder her normal life.

Lan Lan couldn't wait to see Mianmian, she contacted Li Nanyan and learned that Nanfeng and Mianmian were now in Rongcheng, so she immediately booked a ticket to return to China.

At that time, it was Li Zexu who sent her to the airport - he received a task from his father to ask him to go to the United States to meet a cooperation, so he did not return to China with her.

This is the first time they have been separated in more than two years.

Lan Lan originally wanted to say a lot to him, but when she opened her mouth, she still turned into a sentence: "Thank you for being by my side all these years." ”

Li Zexu smiled: "Didn't you say thank you if you said okay?" If I want to say that, I would like to thank you, thank you for always being strong and optimistic, and not ruining your life because of those malice when I was a child, otherwise I would have a restless conscience for the rest of my life. ”

Lan Lan also smiled.

"Okay, it's almost time, you've been to security. When I saw Mianmian, kiss her twice for me, and I will have the opportunity to see her again in the future. Li Zexu handed her the suitcase, "Go ahead." ”

Lan Lan pulled the suitcase through the security lane, and they parted.

……

This time apart, the next goodbye is already two years later.

At that time, Li Zexu already had a very cute girl by his side, he doted on that girl very much, and it could be seen that they loved each other very much.

When she bumped into it, Lan Lan introduced herself as Li Zexu's sister, and Li Zexu also smiled and nodded: "Yes, it's the sister I mentioned to you before, the sister who can't defeat anything." ”

The girl was pleasantly surprised: "Ah! It's you! Zexu told me your story, sister, you are really the strongest woman I have ever seen, I admire you so much. ”

"Where is there, the heroes don't mention the courage of the year."

Lan Lan and Li Zexu looked at each other, and they both smiled.

This is probably the best ending for her and him.

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