At this time, Jiang Yiru took out a small yellowed photo from the bottom of her purse and said with a smile, "This is a photo of my son with me when he was three years old, you see." ”

I took it and took a look, it was the kind of traditional photo taken in the photo studio in the eighties and nineties, the little boy in the photo had a red mole on his forehead that was very popular at that time, although he was only three or four years old, he looked amazingly beautiful, with double eyelids and big eyes, and his eyes were so sharp at a young age, and there was a little evil in the sharpness...... In addition to the little boy, the young woman in the photo is as beautiful as a hibiscus in the water.

"Is this what you were like when you were younger?" I asked Jiang Yiru.

She nodded, "It's been more than twenty years, almost thirty years, and I can't believe that I looked like this when I was young." ”

"It's so beautiful!" I praised it from the bottom of my heart, looking at Jiang Yiru when he was young, slender and thin, without powder, but bright and atmospheric, his facial features can really reach the kind of beauty that captivates the country and the city. It's no wonder that she is now in her fifties, and she has experienced so many vicissitudes of the past, and she can still have charm.

When I was going out to eat at night, He Yu appeared at my door again.

I haven't seen him for a few days, and he has been haggard a lot, and the stubble that has come out has not been cleaned up in time......

When I thought of shouting Jiang Feng's name in my sleep that night, I felt embarrassed, and I was a little awkward in front of He Yu. He Yu walked up to me, naturally took my hand, and as if nothing had happened, he never mentioned the conflict that happened in his room that night, and only briefly talked about what to eat at night.

During dinner and walking, I carried Jiang Yiru on my back and mentioned to He Yu, "Otherwise, go back to China tomorrow." ”

"You want to go back home?" He Yu was surprised.

I nodded, told him Jiang Yiru's thoughts, and added, "I've been here for almost two months, and it's not interesting to stay for a long time." ”

"If you don't want to go to other Nordic countries, Norway and Finland, aren't you very interested?"

"Let's go back to China first, and send Aunt Jiang back."

I couldn't tell him about my inner conflicts. For me, it would be too idealistic to actually settle in Northern Europe. Although I am alone now, I am not without concerns. There is still my home in China, I have friends, He Yi, and I have Yuncan clothing that I have never been able to give up...... At the beginning, he came here in order to retaliate against Jiang Feng, and he didn't make far-reaching plans, but now that he has come to his senses, he still feels unrealistic.

He Yu sneered, "In the end, you still can't give up that man...... Or are you going to go back and continue that wedding with him? ”

"I never thought I had anything to do with him again. After returning to China, I will never see him again, and I still need you to keep my whereabouts secret, I don't want anyone to know about my return to China, even He Yi and Zhou Kaicheng. ”

"Do you think you can hide from him for the rest of your life," He Yu said with a gloomy face, "If you don't want to have anything to do with him, the best way is to stay here, get back together with me, form a family with me, we have children here, and immigrate here is the most perfect plan." ”

I couldn't listen to He Yu's proposals at all, clasped my hands, and was bored for a long time, "Forget it, don't tell me these unrealistic things again, I have decided to return to China." ”

He Yu sighed helplessly, "Whatever you want." Everything is up to you, and I will follow you wherever you want. ”

**

Two days later, He Yu and I flew back to Guangzhou from Stockholm with Jiang Yiru quietly.

He Yu arranged a place for us to live, the location is a villa away from the city, because it is a new development, the occupancy rate is relatively low, and it is at least two hours away from my original residence, there are few cars and people around, or there is a certain degree of privacy.

Back in China, Jiang Yiru is obviously very happy, her mental state is good in all aspects, and she takes the initiative to take on the tasks of housework and grocery shopping and cooking, which is similar to the role of a nanny. But I was extremely worried, always feeling that my whereabouts had been exposed under Jiang Feng's nose, and I could be found by him at any time...... I stayed at home and rarely went out, at most in the dead of night when I went out for a run to breathe.

But when I have insomnia at night, I still turn on my phone from time to time, and I can still receive messages from Jiang Feng expressing my thoughts...... My heart is in turmoil and turmoil in these messages, full of impact, he is open and closed, and the days have become more tormenting and unbearable~

I really don't know what I'm doing now? If you decide to cut him off, then how big of a difference is it between hiding from him or not?

Most importantly, why do I have to work so hard to hide myself and make my life feel like going to prison? Didn't I want to 'take revenge' on him, but why did I end up torturing myself? Days like this are not what I want, and I don't want to go back to normal all the time......

One day at noon, when I accidentally logged in to the news client and saw a push of popular news, there were words like 'the most romantic and infatuated of the year' on the title, I inadvertently clicked on it and found that it was a popular video, so I clicked on the video again-

At the beginning of the video, the back of a man is lonely and lonely, squatting in the corner of the wall and smoking, and then looking out of the window blankly...... The background music was very sad, and it wasn't until I watched it for four or five seconds in a row that I suddenly realized that the man in the video was Jiang Feng!

I thought I had seen it wrong, but after looking at a few more frames, I realized that the person in the video did look exactly like him! At this time, another affectionate narration appeared in the video: Chan, where are you?

Hearing these words, my heart tightened for a while, and I couldn't help beating wildly! I was nervous and trembling, staring at the video, and saw Jiang Feng's figure appear on the beach for a while, on the rooftop for a while, in the car for a while, and on the street for a while...... The scene is constantly changing. At the same time, a voiceover that he read out clearly appeared in the video-

"Can, I never knew that without you, my life would become so boring and completely unfunctional...... You're gone, you've drained my soul away, and I've almost forgotten what it's like to be alive, and 24 hours a day feels like hundreds of centuries...... I reflected for a long time, and finally realized how deeply I had hurt you. You are a proud woman, but I used my shamelessness to crush your most important thing...... Here, I want to sincerely say 'I'm sorry' to you in front of everyone in the world...... You said that I was a naïve child in your eyes, so please forgive a child for unintentionally playing tricks. Believe it or not, everything I look like in front of you, good, bad, gentle, mean, is actually meant to convey one meaning, and that is - I love you. ”

At the end of the video, he stands in a red sea of roses in a suit and leather shoes, opening a jewelry box with a diamond ring that sparkles in front of the camera and is extremely luxurious...... In the video, he said to me so sincerely and affectionately, "Wife, I'll wait for you to come back and continue to complete our wedding!" ”

After the video ended, I was immersed in this shock for a long time and couldn't get out......

Every one of his depressed backs, every gentle confession, and that real voice were deeply rooted in my mind and touched my heart that had been numb for a long time. I didn't expect that in order to find me, he would use this method that he once hated the most, that is, exposing himself in the media and saying what was in his heart in front of people all over the world...... may be because Jiang Feng's image is too outstanding, and the content is indeed very sensational, this video has now become popular on many social media sites, with tens of millions of views and tens of thousands of comments, but anyone who can surf the Internet can probably see it.

At this time, Jiang Feng has also become a 'celebrity' in a certain sense, and even the relationship between me and him has been 'announced to the world' by him.

I froze on the couch like this, unable to recover for most of the day, thinking about my 'goodbye' and the deception and harm he had done to me. But thinking about his heartfelt love words in the video, I gradually felt like I was entangled in a mess, and I couldn't breathe.

In the following days, I still stayed at home and did not go out, and Jiang Yiru went out to buy all the necessary daily necessities. Staring at that mobile phone every day, there will always be a few impulses, impulsively wanting to call Jiang Feng over, but at the last moment, he still turned off the mobile phone and threw it aside, closed his eyes and sighed.

Unspeakable contradictions.

He destroyed my career in such a despicable way, trampled on my dignity cleanly, and tried to forcibly control my body...... His behavior is like a needle stuck in my heart, and I can't forgive him no matter what, and I can't let go of this humiliation...... It stands to reason that every cell in my body should be full of disgust for him, but in fact, the real feeling in my heart tells me that I don't hate him as much as I thought~

I can't even hate him, and this happens to be the most tormenting ......

One day, when I couldn't help but log in to my Weibo, I stumbled upon someone @ me, it was He Yi.

I saw He Yi write one thing in his latest Weibo, which mentioned that recently people from the Public Security Bureau found a female corpse in a mountainous area in the suburbs, suspecting that it was me, so he asked Jiang Feng to claim it with He Yi...... It is said that the man fell and fainted on the spot, and was rescued when he was sent to the hospital, but he had a serious fracture in one hand and many large and small injuries all over his body, and he had to recuperate in the hospital for at least a month.