Chapter 17: The Death of Love Beyond Recognition
I rummaged through QQ, and finally found Wu Song's QQ in a corner, it seems that there are three of them, I only added Wu Song, or once I added it at random for the sake of playing games.
I left him a message: Wu Song, do you remember me? I am Yi Zhizhi, who played with a few of you in the summer of my junior year of high school, and I hope you will contact me as soon as you see the message, I am looking for you in a hurry.
Then, I left my phone number.
After a difficult day of waiting, Wu Song's call finally came. He asked me what was wrong, why I was suddenly in such a hurry to find him.
The impression of Wu Song is a cute big boy who is tall and has dimples when he laughs, he doesn't talk much, but he loves to laugh very much, and he seems to be very friendly.
I asked him: Have you been in contact with Chenxi recently? How is he?
They all knew about our relationship that summer, Wu Song said: He just flew to the United States last week, and he plans to study in the United States for a year.
My heart was dark for a moment. I said, "Oh, why didn't he just say a word to me and leave?"
His tone was actually very surprised, and he said: I take the liberty to ask, he said that he has not been in touch with you for several years. Why listen to your tone as if you're still in touch?
Tears fell from my eyes. Chenxi, it turns out that all these years, I have been a spare tire hidden by you?
I pretended to be calm and said: Wu Song, we have been dating since that summer vacation. Do you think we should still keep in touch?
My voice was very stoic, but I couldn't help but cry. I think I couldn't help but feel bad at that moment, and I couldn't do it without being uncomfortable.
Wu Song was shocked, he didn't seem to want to avoid suspicion, he asked me where I was, and then asked me to meet.
I learned that he had returned to the city after graduating from university and was currently working.
We made an appointment to meet at a time and place, and we arrived that night.
I haven't seen each other for a few years, and it seems that everyone has shed their initial immaturity and become a little unrecognizable.
I almost didn't recognize Wu Songlai, the cute boy who was a little chubby in my memory is now so thin that even his chin is pointed, his hairstyle and dressing style are more business casual style, the only thing that remains unchanged is the two deep dimples when he laughs.
He was also amazed at the change in me. No one would have imagined that the tomboy who used to dress as a boy could become such a woman. At that time, my long hair was waist-length, I wore a high ponytail, I was wearing an elegant professional suit, I was wearing stiletto heels, and the only place I showed rebellion was the six studs in a row on my right ear.
He was surprised for a long time before he came back to his senses, and then he smiled at himself, and he said, "Hey, you have changed so much, I really didn't expect it at all."
I barely managed to squeeze out a smile, and I said, "You are the same, I wouldn't have recognized you if I hadn't been impressed by your smile."
After a few pleasantries, we got to the point.
Wu Song told me that after Chenxi dated me that time, he asked Chenxi what he thought, and Chenxi said at that time: I just have a good impression of her, and I don't like it much, so I want to try to have a relationship.
Later, after entering the university, Chenxi never mentioned me to them again, and they didn't ask much, because they didn't have much contact with me later, so they took it for granted that we didn't think it was appropriate for us to date for a while, and then we separated.
Later, when they met again, Chenxi mentioned that there were many girls who liked him, but he couldn't be tempted, because he always had the school flower in his heart, so he didn't take the initiative and didn't refuse other girls. Anyway, in the three years of college, Chenxi never mentioned me in front of them once, as if I had never appeared in his life again, and kept a tight line about me and his affairs.