Chenxi began to make frequent requests in that regard, and then after the incident, forced me to take a small white pill.

He has changed, and the innocence and warmth of the past are gone. He was a devil who kept taking, and he asked me to cooperate with all his demands, and he said that he liked my obedience, and liked the great contrast between my arrogant appearance before others and my meek appearance in front of him.

And I don't understand sex at all. I don't think that's the world I want. Just because I love him, I'm willing to cooperate with him.

In the torture of this time and again, I gradually consumed my love for Chenxi. The three years of college were the happiest three years of my life.

I got Chenxi, I changed from a girl to a woman, I went from short hair to long hair, I went from tank top shorts to a floor-length skirt, and I even became white and beautiful. But I can no longer find the joy I used to have.

In the past three years, Chenxi has not said for a moment that he loves me, and he has not said that he misses me for a moment. And I, because he intervened in my life, became unrecognizable.

After graduating from college, the fairy and I have already started the stage of laying the net for job hunting.

The fairy has no culture or background, but she is a woman with a wide range of skills, and she belongs to my category of behind-the-scenes military advisors.

She mobilized all the three aunts, six wives, seven uncles and eight aunts she knew to find a job for me. After reading the information of many companies, the fairy picked five and put them in front of me, and marked the characteristics of each one with its scribbled font, whether the boss is single, whether the boss is powerful, the company's development prospects, and the space for promotion......

In my eyes, a fairy is a fairy with great powers. If she had studied back then, if she hadn't given birth to me early, maybe her fate would never have been the same.

I let go of my feelings, concentrated on researching each company, and took the time to learn more information on the Internet, and finally, we targeted my current company, and the main target became Xu Cheng.

During that time, I began to make up my brain frantically in a targeted manner, and I almost forgot about the existence of Chenxi. And Chenxi also seemed to evaporate, and there were almost no phone calls and text messages.

I was too busy to have time for Q, so I didn't know the fact that he and his first love school flower had quickly hooked up and decided to study abroad to continue their relationship.

I had just passed the probationary period on Xu Cheng's side, and when I finally survived and planned to report the good news to Chenxi, I found that I called him, but it turned out that I couldn't get through......

Once, twice, three times, four times...... I dialed every hour for a total of 24 hours and didn't hear any response......

A bad premonition arose in my heart, in these three months, the last time we talked on the phone, was half a month before the incident, I called, he asked me how my work was, I said okay, he said that's good, he was relieved.

I was snickering at the time because of the relationship in his tone, and now that I think about it, there is something faint in those words.

I want to find him. I went on Q and found that there was no trace of Chenxi on my Q......

A bean-sized cold sweat broke out on my head. I suddenly found that my life with him over the years had intersected with him except for the summer vacation of my junior year of high school, and the rest of the time was far away, and I didn't even know anyone around him except Wu Song, Ah Jian, and Xiaobin.

But even the three of them were tightly in the relationship of going through the motions that year, and after we went our separate ways, there was no substantial progress at all......