031 A man in the depths of his dream

The car drove slowly on the road that was not too crowded, and Zhou Kaicheng and I were so silent and preoccupied that we almost forgot that the purpose of this trip was to have lunch. Zhou Kaicheng only cared about driving, and when he waited for the red light, he glanced at me, smiled lightly and helplessly, "Yuncan, I said something inexplicable to you some time ago, and now it's embarrassing to think about it, just don't worry about it." ”

"......" I looked blankly ahead, feeling that every word in his mouth made me embarrassed, but irrefutable.

Do I want to tell him that Jiang Feng and I are just a pure X relationship, and I can't talk about the slightest affection for this man, so that he can't get me wrong? Obviously, such an answer would only completely ruin the little bit of good imagination he had for me.

So, it's better to acquiesce.

All the 'can't say' between me and Jiang Feng, as long as I know how to deal with it, I don't have to explain too much to Zhou Kaicheng.

"But at this point, I have to ask again,"

"What?"

"Which company did Jiang Feng work for before, have you done a background check?" He asked.

"No," I said with a calm disdain, "he's not important enough to do a background check that deserves my time and energy, there's no need." It doesn't matter where he's worked in the past, I just focus on his current and future performance. ”

"......" Zhou Kaicheng heard this, stared at me for a long time.

Then, he smiled deeply as if relieved, "Since you already trust him so much, then I don't need to say anything more." Anyway, in the past five or six years, I have watched you carry the pain and struggle to move forward in the past, and it is also time for a man to take care of and share it, I have no right to judge whether others are good or not, as long as you are happy. ”

"Okay, don't mention whether Jiang Feng is good or not," I said irritably, the more I listened, the more depressed I became, "In the final analysis, he is just an employee for me to send, far less important than you think, and there is no value to talk about, why lower your own stature to pay attention to people like him?" ”

He wanted to say something more, but after a pause, it was just a meaningful smile.

After lunch, Zhou Kaicheng sent me back to the company, claiming that he had something to do and drove away. I continued to work at the office until four or five o'clock in the afternoon, and I was ready to go home without any important work.

When I went downstairs to my car, I saw a card-like thing stuffed into the gap in the front window of the car. I thought it was someone who sent the small advertising leaflet, so I reached out and ripped it off, but suddenly found that it was a photo.

And when I saw the photo of the two of them in the photo, I was shocked, and the blood all over my body gushed to my head!

The two people in the photo are none other than me and my deceased husband!

I stared at the picture for a moment, my hands trembling and stroking, so excited that I was dizzy...... In the photo, He Yu is wearing a bachelor's uniform when he graduated from college, hugging the shy and innocent me, and we are sitting intimately on the lawn, smiling so sweetly, so naturally, and the background is still the magnificent library of their university.

There were no smartphones at the time, and this photo was taken by his roommate with a DSLR camera, because the composition angle and the expressions and poses of both of us were in place, which was a perfect photo. We also took it out of the wash and put it in a picture frame, and as we moved several times, each time it was placed in the most prominent part of the house. So this is the one I am most familiar with. It's been 10 years.

Later, on the day He Yu committed suicide, the photo was also missing...... I saw him confess in his suicide note, saying that he had taken this photo and carried it on his body when he died, hoping that he would not forget me in another world and be my husband and wife in the next life.

At that time, I searched all the corners of the house, and sure enough, I could not find this picture again.

Who would have thought that at this moment after N years, it 'fell from the sky' and flew in front of my eyes, without wrinkles, yellowing, or damage, and the He Yu in the photo is still exactly the same as in the memory, so tall and handsome and heroic, and the corners of the smiling mouth are always stubborn.

It's just that he can only exist in my memory forever.

Now I am struck by the question, who put the picture here? Because in this world, except for me and He Yu, no second person can have this photo, and even how Yi knows it...... So where exactly does it come from?

I felt a chill coming up from the soles of my feet and hitting my whole body, and the more I thought about it, the more incredible I felt, I couldn't believe my eyes, was there a hallucination? Thinking of going to Danfeng Group a few days ago and shaking the man who was very similar to He Yu, I couldn't help but shudder and get a little scared!

I immediately rushed to the security guard to check the surveillance. Helplessly, the surveillance video happened to be broken in the past few days, and it has not had time to be repaired, and there is no other way to find the person who put the photo for the time being.

On the drive home, my whole mind was trapped in this strange event, full of excitement and vague unease.

The car drove for a while, and when I passed a bridge, my eyes caught a glimpse of the deep turquoise river, and my heart suddenly throbbed...... After getting off the bridge, I parked my car on the side of the road. I got out of the car and walked to the stone fence by the river, staring blankly at the bottomless river, and the memories gradually spread out.

I met with He, and I did love fiercely and hard.

When I was 18 years old, I was victimized by Han Qiaojuan and lost the opportunity to go to college, so I went to work in S City alone and entered a garment factory as a general worker. Sewing, cutting, pattern making...... Basically, I have done all the grassroots positions in garment production, and although the salary is pitiful, I can at least support myself.

At that time, I always had a college dream, and I longed for life in the ivory tower, and I always felt that it was the regret of my life. So, once I have a vacation, I will go to a university in S City, which happens to be the famous school that admitted me in the first place...... I thought I would meet Sun Hanwei there and quarrel with her again, and even fantasized about finding the principal to reflect the truth, but I never met her, but I accidentally met the first man in my life, that is, my future husband, He Yu.

The campus is very large, and every time I go shopping, I will rent a bicycle next to it and ride it in, and that day I was distracted while riding, and accidentally bumped into He Yu, who was also cycling. We braked at the same time and looked up at each other at the same time, both with apologetic smiles on our faces...... But as soon as I saw his face, my heart pounded! He is very tall and handsome, and he is not the kind of face with delicate and flawless facial features, his whole temperament is very mature, a little gloomy, a little cold, and a little confused, and there is no kind of youthfulness that is common among college boys, in short, I am deeply attracted to him like this.

But at the time, we just smiled at each other, stared at each other for a few seconds, and then rode away.

It is the age when love first opened, and for the next week, I will think of him every night, carefully recall his face, and the more I think about it, the more I feel that he is like an unattainable dream~ After all, he is the pride of the sky in a famous university, and I am just a working girl in the factory, and our lives cannot intersect.

Later, I still used to go to the university on holidays, hoping to meet him again. However, when I look at the men and women of my age on campus, all of them are young and beautiful, confident and fashionable, and then look at myself, I will always feel inferior to the dust, and even feel that I am defiling this place when I walk on this campus...... I made up my mind that I would never dream of coming here again, but I didn't expect to run into him again as soon as I left school!

On that day, he rode his bicycle from afar, and I quickly recognized him and looked at him nervously and excitedly. And he was staring at me as he was riding, as if he recognized me and didn't...... Just a few meters behind me, he stopped and took the initiative to walk up to me, "Beauty, did we meet last time?" ”

"Hmm."

And just like that, we officially met.

He told me that his name was He Yu, 21 years old, a junior, from xx province. He is a somewhat introverted and unspeakable person, and he rarely talks much, but when he was in front of me that day, he said to me domineeringly and bluntly, "What should I do, I fell in love with you at first sight, be my girlfriend, I want to love you well~"

I fell in love with him so quickly...... In just one month, from holding hands, kissing, going to bed, to living together, they are so crazy and desperate to melt into each other's bodies. He was very kind to me, although he didn't speak sullenly, he was considerate and occasionally engaged in a little romance, which immersed me in sweetness every day.

He is the first man who treats me sincerely in addition to my grandparents since I grew up, letting me know that I am not disliked by the whole world, and it turns out that people like me are also worthy of love and happiness.

He said that his family conditions are very poor, there is a perennial sick mother at home, and a young brother named He Yi, and his father is not very capable, even his own college money is a loan, and the monthly living expenses are pitiful...... He asked me to think about whether I really wanted to accept such a terrible offer.

Of course, I don't dislike him, and I don't have the right to dislike him, but I feel sorry for him. He is a college student from a prestigious school, with a bright mind, a diligent and motivated future...... I love him, feel sorry for him, and worship him, and I have some inferiority complex in front of him, so I try my best to give him more. I started working overtime, saving more money to afford his tuition and living expenses, so that he could continue his studies without worries, and sometimes I would give him money and send him home to see his mother.

He was very grateful to me, but he often felt guilty, and in order to ensure that he would not fail me for the rest of his life, he agreed to get the certificate when I turned 20 years old. Now that I think about it, those days were so sweet that it was worth remembering for a lifetime, we were deeply attached to each other, every day was like a hot love, as if we could never love enough, and often made it dark in bed...... I earned money to support him, he told me interesting stories about college, took me to their library to read, taught me how to use all kinds of computer software, enrolled me in night school to learn fashion design, bought me a necklace with his scholarship, and kept his promise to me.

Later, he graduated and took me back to his hometown to work, saying that it was convenient to take care of his parents.

Soon, we also registered our marriage naturally, no wedding dress, no wedding, no car, no house, so we got a certificate and got married completely naked.

Either way, he gave me a real home.

Growing so big, I finally have a 'home'.

His parents treated me like a daughter, and I had 'mom and dad' just like everyone else.