166 Enthusiasm has long been hollowed out

"Ah Feng's mental state is very bad, very bad," Duan Zhicheng said in a mournful voice, "From the time he woke up to the present, he refused to communicate with us at all, and he couldn't listen to our family members, he didn't even take medicine, he didn't cooperate with the treatment, and when he fell asleep, he called your name in his dreams...... I know that the two of you used to love each other deeply, but I really don't know why you broke up with him, I just hope you can look at him in the previous relationship and give him some encouragement, otherwise it will be very dangerous for him to go on like this! ”

I was so distracted that I didn't speak for a while.

"Ah Feng suffered from such a serious illness this time, to be honest, I, as a father, almost lost half of my life, his grandmother was already in poor health, and now because of Ah Feng's affairs, I don't think about tea and dinner, and I am about to collapse." Duan Zhicheng looked at me and said, "I've known you for so long, I don't think I've ever been harsh on you, and I've always accepted your relationship with Ah Feng, so help me this time." ”

I was bored for a long time again, and opened my mouth slightly, "Mr. Duan, I'm sorry, I have broken up with Duan Peifeng now, and we have already broken it in two, and we no longer have anything to do with each other." He is sick now, and the first thing you have to look for is a doctor, and coming here to tell me these inexplicable words will only waste time and will not be conducive to the treatment of his condition. So, I'm sorry. ”

"Hmph," the old lady who came with her let out a sneer, there were still tears on her face, she lost the sharpness and shrewdness in my impression, the whole person was too old to admit it, and the bags under her eyes were also very big, and she was particularly haggard, but her attitude towards me was still full of contempt, "Miss Lu, do you want me to kneel down and beg you, so that you will 'condescend' to help with this?" ”

"Old lady, I can understand your feelings. However, my visit to the hospital really doesn't do much to your grandson's recovery, and it also affects your mood," I turned my back to them and said indifferently, "Please go back, don't embarrass me again." ”

Seeing that my attitude was so hopeless, Duan Zhicheng and the old lady finally left......

I couldn't afford to fall on the sofa, my heart was blocked, not that I really didn't care about his life and death anymore, but I saw it very clearly, if I went to the hospital to take care of him this time, it would be nothing more than compromising in his 'bitter plan' as before, easily forgiving him, accepting him, and making him think that no matter what happens, we can resolve the contradictions between us in this way of life and death, and finally turn the world upside down because of trivial things, and recycle the previous bitter meat plan...... I can't afford this kind of deformed feeling anymore.

In fact, since I experienced the great pain of losing my child last time, my heart has long been cold, the only bit of enthusiasm left has been hollowed out, I can't raise feelings for all people and things, and I am even more disappointed in love and men, I don't want to touch these heartbreaking things anymore, I just want to die alone......

After staying at home for two days, I repeatedly forced myself not to contact him again, but when I went out, I drove around the street aimlessly, and I still involuntarily turned to the place where Jiang Feng was hospitalized, and it was already eight or nine o'clock in the evening, and most of the people who came in and out of the hospital were the family members of the inpatients. I took the elevator of the hospital to the floor where Jiang Feng was hospitalized, and quietly came to the door of his ward like a thief.

Looking through the half-covered ward door, it was a little dark inside, the main light had been turned off, only the dim light at the head of the bed remained, and Jiang Feng's upper body could not be seen, but his legs could be seen...... I saw a woman taking off his pants and wiping his body, and this woman, just looking at the back, knew that it was Gu Minyi. The ward was quiet, there was no one else, only she was taking care of him intimately, and she had 'taken care of everything' to such a point.

But after peeking for more than ten seconds, I quietly left, and when I walked gently in the corridor, my steps were trembling~

I sat in a chair in a corner of the hospital all night, and it was very hot and humid, but I shivered with the cold, and I didn't want to go home to sleep. It seems that if I am cowered in this hospital, in this closest place to him, I will not be so uncomfortable......

By the time dawn came, I was ready to go home, but as soon as I stood up, I felt dizzy, staggered a few steps, and almost fell. When I came to the hall on the first floor, I suddenly saw a familiar back, and when I got closer, it turned out to be Jiang Wanru!

"Can, Cancan......" Jiang Wanru also saw me quickly, and she walked up to me in surprise, "Is it really you?" ”

"Well, Aunt Jiang. What are you doing here so early? ”

"I ......" she hesitated for a moment before she said, "My son hasn't been home for a long time, and the nanny keeps telling him that he is going abroad, but his phone has not been able to get through, and I was so worried that I couldn't sleep all night, and then the nanny said that he was sick and hospitalized, and gave me the address of the hospital, I couldn't wait to come to see him, but I really couldn't find his ward, you know?" ”

I saw that she looked normal and crazy, she was still quite pitiful, and I couldn't bear to tell her Jiang Feng's actual situation, let alone let her run to the ward and affect Jiang Feng's treatment, so I thought about it and comforted her, "Jiang Feng just has a cold, he has been well for a long time, he is now on a business trip to Beijing, and he will be back in a few days, don't worry too much." ”

"Really?" Jiang Wanru believed it, and asked me again, "Cancan, you all know his itinerary, so you are reconciled, right?" ”

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"No," I forced a smile, "I heard what others say." ”

"That's it," I saw her pitiful appearance, and I was also moved with a little compassion, "how about you go to live with me during this time, and when your son comes back from a business trip, you will go back to him?" ”

"I'd rather live with you, butβ€”" Jiang Wanru said hesitantly, "You and Xiao Feng broke up after all, I haven't repaid you properly after bothering you for so long, and now there is no reason to trouble you." ”

"Don't think about it so much, let's go, go to my house first." I took her hand on my own initiative.

As soon as I walked out of the door of the inpatient building, Jiang Wan suddenly broke free of my hand and ran in another direction inexplicably! I don't know what happened to her, and her first reaction was to catch up and pull her back, but she seemed a little excited, and she was so anxious to get rid of me!

At this time, I found that Duan Zhicheng was running towards me again, with a kaleidoscopic expression on his face, and his mouth shouted chaotically, "Like!" Like! You ......" ran fast under his feet, and it didn't take long to catch up with Jiang Wanru, grabbing her sleeve, mixed with joy and sorrow, "It's really you!" ”

"......" Jiang Wan seemed to see Duan Zhicheng, but it was as if he had seen a flood beast, struggling to run.

In the end, Jiang Wanru didn't know where the strength came from, and he really ran away from Duan Zhicheng's hands! Duan Zhicheng and I both chased her out in the direction she ran, but she was gone! Because we were in a hurry, we drove around the nearby street a few more times, and it took three or four hours to find her. Considering her intermittent psychosis, I had to call the police.

After looking for a long time, I hadn't had lunch until two o'clock at noon, so I saw Duan Zhicheng's ruined marketing appearance and proposed to go to lunch first.

At the dinner table, Duan Zhicheng talked to me about the story of him and Jiang Wanru. He said that the woman he had missed all his life was Jiang Wanru.

Thirty years ago, Duan Zhicheng, who had been married for two years and had a dull married life, met Jiang Wanru by accident and had an extramarital affair with her that the world despised, and Jiang Wanru was willing not to be named in order to love him, and gave birth to Jiang Feng. The two suffered a lot in this immoral relationship, especially after Lin Xiping knew about it, she often turned the world upside down, and finally Jiang Wan made up her mind to break up and raise Jiang Feng alone.

But Duan Zhicheng still couldn't forget Jiang Wanru later, the two rekindled their old love again in circles and circles, and formed a family outside, Jiang Wanru gave him a lot of help in his relationship and career...... However, the old lady of the Duan family is a very traditional person who pays attention to etiquette, and she resolutely stood on the side of Lin Xiping, the original partner, and forced Jiang Wanru away. Later, when Mrs. Duan learned of Jiang Feng's existence, she tried her best to get Jiang Feng back.

Jiang Feng returned to Duan's house, and Duan Zhicheng completely lost contact with Jiang Wanru, and tried all means to find her...... Until one day 10 years ago, he suddenly saw her, but after a short time, there was no news.

It's a very clichΓ© story, but when Duan Zhicheng said it, I was still thrilled to hear it......

"I owe her so much in my life, and she must have hated me all her life, otherwise she wouldn't have avoided me for so many years." Duan Zhicheng sighed and said, "I told myself that if I could see her again, I would definitely give her back all the feelings I owed her, as much as I could, and never let her go again." ”