165 Only you can save him
He Yi said this important news, which suddenly shocked me again...... I briefly recalled in my mind that Jiang Feng didn't have any abnormalities in his body before he got sick, and he often entangled with me energetically, especially when he fought with Zhou Kaicheng, he could increase his strength, where was it like a patient missing a kidney?
But there was no trace of joking in He Yi's sworn words......
He met He Yi's own brother, it is normal for the kidneys of the two to be just matched, but to say that a person like Jiang Feng, who is not related to him, can match and has no rejection reaction, the chance is really too small and too small. But I vaguely felt in my heart that He Yi was able to get a suitable kidney source in such a short period of time and successfully underwent kidney replacement surgery, which was somewhat inseparable from Jiang Feng. I couldn't calm down for a moment, so the next day I went to the hospital where He Yi had kidney replacement surgery, and wanted to ask Dr. Xie who provided us with the kidney source for verification, but I was told that Dr. Xie had gone abroad for investigation and study, and it would take at least two months to come back.
At the same time, what was the situation after Jiang Feng woke up, whether it was good or bad, whether he could speak, whether he could recognize people, whether he could eat, and whether he could be in a coma again, all of which made me feel uneasy in my heart for a moment. I still quietly made my way to the hospital where he was, to the floor of his room, but as soon as I approached the room, I flinched...... The hatred for him during that time came back to my mind, and I remembered the days when life was worse than death, and the resentment towards him gradually returned to my soul...... Forget it, I still can't get past the level in my heart, I turned around and went downstairs again. If he's not in a good state, what can I do to help, do I really compromise to take care of him? If he's in good shape, then I'm out of this kind of guilt.
Unexpectedly, He Yi had already gone to see Jiang Feng, and came back to tell me, "Jiang Feng is awake now, he just can't speak, he can't eat, he can't move, he doesn't respond to anyone talking to him, he doesn't even say 'um', his eyes are staring blankly at the ceiling, he doesn't blink for a long time, he can't tell whether he is stupid or amnesia, everyone is in a hurry, and the doctor said that he needs to recover slowly...... But I look at him like that, except that his eyelids are open, and it's the same as when he was unconscious. ”
He Yi said, "Otherwise, you should go to the hospital to see him in person and try to talk to him,"
My heart was heavy when I listened, and I didn't speak for a long time.
"Sister, have you become so cold-blooded now?" He Yi looked at me coldly, "I don't care what happened between you and him, but now that he has reached this point of being half-dead, you can't even see him?" What's more, he also changed all his kidneys to me, to put it bluntly, it's not because he loves you, otherwise he wouldn't be willing to make such a big sacrifice, he needs you the most now, and it's too selfish for you not to show up. ”
"He Yi," I took a deep breath, "I don't need you to intervene in the matter between me and Jiang Feng, if you are willing to care about him and visit him, then you can go, I have my own difficulties, don't say more." ”
In the next few days, although I was worried about his life and death, I just didn't take that step...... Yes, I am selfish and cold-blooded, heartless, and I don't love him as much as he loves me...... My enthusiasm has been used for 8 years on He Yu's body, and then after He Yu's 'death', I also felt like I had died once, and I was no longer interested in the so-called love, and I was with Jiang Feng to a large extent because of his deep routines, and he bewitched me with those romantic games, but once I knew that he was approaching purposefully, I also left a shadow in my heart, and I couldn't be as hot and blind as He Yu back then. In addition, the last time he charged me with those trumped-up charges because of Jiang Wanru, my heart was completely cold, not to mention that he accidentally killed my child and ruined the only hope in my life......
When I was in a quandangle, Zhou Kaicheng called me again and asked me if I wanted to visit He Yu in prison.
By the way, He Yu is still in prison.
When I thought of him, my heart was pricked like a needle again......
Now that the child is gone, how can I explain to He Yu? Thinking of his repeated exhortations before he was imprisoned that I should protect the child and give birth to his flesh and blood safely so that he would not be 'left with nothing', and now, my stomach has long been empty, and I almost lost half of my life...... How the hell am I going to explain all this to him? He is now in prison, and he must still be thinking about his children, counting the months, relying on this hope to support the miserable prison life. I really can't imagine how he would react when he learned the truth.
After struggling for a long time, in order to let him get through the past few years with peace of mind, I decided not to tell him the bad news first. But I decided to visit him in prison first.
The next day, Zhou Kaicheng accompanied me by car to the prison where He Yu was serving his sentence. But before I went in, I actually saw Duan Qian and Lin Xiping. Needless to say, their mother and daughter also came to visit He Yu, and they obviously cared more about him than I did.
Duan Qian also discovered me. She probably didn't know about my miscarriage, and walked up to me on purpose, except for a sneer, there was no special blow and taunt.
"You went to see him?" I asked.
"Yes, I come every week," Duan Qian glanced at Zhou Kaicheng, and sneered at me again, "I see that you are busy flirting with your men every day, I'm afraid you have forgotten him a long time ago, since you came to visit him, you actually came over empty-handed, anything"
At this time, Duan Qian's eyes glanced at my stomach again, and said a little mockingly, "Aren't you supposed to be four or five months old, why is your stomach still so flat?" It can't be that the child is stunted, I can tell you, if there is something wrong with your fetus, don't give birth to him and drag him down for the rest of his life. ”
In the face of her repeated ridicule and provocation, Zhou Kaicheng couldn't stand it anymore, and when he was about to stand up for me, I stopped him, and then asked Duan Qian lightly, "Did you tell him about your pregnancy?" ”
"Of course, he knows that I also have his child, I don't know how excited I am," Duan Qian was arrogant, and the pride she deliberately wanted to show, I was embarrassed for her.
"Well," I said calmly, "then good luck with the safe birth of his child, and give him a thought." "Yes, at this moment, I really hope that Duan Qian's child will not have any more accidents, at least He Yu will not be so disappointed.
Duan Qian's face darkened, and she left with a cold 'hum', only then did I notice that she was still wearing heavy makeup, manicure, and wearing seven or eight centimeter high heels, it is said that she is pregnant, and she is in the unstable period of the first three months, and she attaches great importance to this child, why is she still dressed like this?
I didn't think much about it, and then followed Zhou Kaicheng to the prison management office, handed over the documents, and waited for the prison guards to bring He Yu over to meet me.
"Let's make a long story short for a while, time is limited, I'll avoid it." Zhou Kaicheng patted me on the shoulder and walked outside.
While waiting, I secretly pinched my fingers, my heart beat so hard that I couldn't tell how nervous I was excited, and even my heart ached...... Then, He Yu finally appeared in my sight, he sat in front of the window across a bars window from me, only his upper body was exposed, he was wearing a prison uniform, his hair was shaved very partially, and his face was not as thin and haggard as I thought, it seemed to be no different from the original.
We can only communicate by phone.
"Yuncan," he said on the phone as he looked at me with fiery eyes, his face still more happy, "why are you thinner than before, so haggard?" ”
Facing him, my throat felt like it was stuck by the master, and I was stuffy for a long time before I said indiscriminately, "I, it's okay." How are you? ”
"It's okay, I made a few friends, I usually read books, do work, humbly accept transformation, and I'm used to it." He smiled wryly.
I nodded, my hand holding the earpiece sweating, and I was afraid to look him in the eye anymore......
"By the way, is the baby more than four months old?" He Yu was overjoyed when he mentioned the child, "The results of the prenatal examination are all fine, have you done B ultrasound, can you see whether the child looks like you or me?" ”
When I heard him say this, my heart cramped uncontrollably, and my nose was sour, and I almost lost control of my emotions...... However, I think he is in good shape now, and I really don't want to disappoint him, so that he suddenly collapses and spends his days in prison...... So I quickly adjusted myself, and finally held back my tears, barely squeezing out a smile, "Well, it's all good, don't worry." ”
I lied to him, and I couldn't hold it anymore, so I was afraid that I would be excited and leak my mouth, so after a few simple chats with him, I said goodbye. Although he was very reluctant, he still instructed me, "Your belly is getting bigger and bigger in the future, and you have difficulty moving, don't come to see me, and after the baby is born, after the confinement, take a few photos of the baby to see me, remember to contact Kaicheng at any time if you have difficulties, I told him okay." ”
I nodded, hung up the phone, turned around, and tears flowed down my eyes......
When I walked out of prison, I realized that I hadn't asked He Yu about Duan Qian's pregnancy just now. Oh, how did I accidentally sink myself into the quagmire of feelings again? The child has been lost, he is divorced, and he no longer has any relationship, why do you still visit like a wife? Do you really want to wait for him? Now that Duan Qian is pregnant with his child and loves him more than me, it seems that there is no need for me to intervene anymore......
When he returned home in a daze, who knew that Duan Zhicheng and the old lady of the Duan family were sitting in the living room.
"Yuncan, you're finally back," Duan Zhicheng got up, the whole person looked tired and tired, much older, and he said to me heavily, "I came to you this time to ask you for something." ”
"Say it."
"I want you to go and see Pei Feng," Duan Zhicheng lamented, and said in great pain, "Now, only you can save him." ”