I watched Chen Haodong's eyes dim little by little, he snorted coldly, and finally turned into a miserable voice: "Do you want to listen to the truth?" ”

Shen Huanjiu's eyebrows narrowed slightly: "Say." ”

"To tell the truth, I really don't know. People like me have been eating and waiting for death since I was a child, I can't do anything, and I don't know what I can do? Chen Haodong put one hand in his trouser pocket, and the loose hoodie on his body set off his ruffian smell even more.

It sounds so heart-wrenching.

Shen Huanjiu and I both looked at him in silence, but Chen Haodong smiled: "This is a society that pays attention to the ending, and I lost in the end." But......" he let out a particularly long breath: "It's much worse than my bad luck, and sometimes I don't feel unfortunate when I think about it." There are so many women who have liked me, and I have also liked a woman from the bottom of my heart, who is poor and destitute, and I have spent so much hair in my hands that I can't spend enough, I have experienced all of this. I've lived in a big house and slept on a flyover, and it's pretty wonderful to think about the past few years. Shen Wang bastard, do you know a feeling, that is, after letting go of everything, you suddenly feel that you don't know what you want to do. No, there should be a lot of people who can do it, and I don't know how to choose. ”

Still no one answered him, he was like a person talking to himself, talking and laughing by himself, looking at it was actually quite two hundred and five, but Shen Huanjiu and I knew very well what this young boy had experienced.

As he said, when everything is put down, there will indeed be a very confused time. I don't know the meaning of my existence, I don't know how to live a good life, and I don't know what the future will be.

Shen Chu suddenly shattered this atmosphere with a loud singing voice, and Shen Huanjiu turned around in a panic to see what was wrong with Shen Chu. Chen Haodong's neck was as long as a loofah, Baba glanced at it a few times, hooked the corners of his lips and smiled movingly and truly.

"I said, this man and woman?" Chen Haodong asked.

I said, "It's a boy." ”

Chen Haodong glanced at me obliquely: "The man's name is Shen Chu, right?" ”

I've talked to him once before, but I didn't expect him to remember it so clearly.

"Well, Shen Chu." After giving birth, I said to him very weakly.

"The name is really good, and ugly is really ugly." Chen Haodong sat on my bed, spread his legs widely, and said, "Help the three years old, you finally become a mother." ”

I didn't know what other words could respond to him than to smile, and in the end I just closed my eyelids instead of nodding my head.

"You're ugly." Shen Huanjiu cursed coldly, casually pointed to the plastic bag on the other side of me and said, "Go, help me get a quick diaper." My baby son knew that you were coming, and immediately pulled the crab roe to greet you, what a sensible child. ”

Chen Haodong replied sarcastically: "Crab roe, you leave it to drink by yourself, and it is estimated that the yield will be quite high in the future." ”

This will suddenly feel that the two of them are really mature, and they are really naïve. As far as the current conversation is concerned, I don't think it's as good as Shen Chu.

When Chen Haodong took the diaper, Shen Huanjiu had already meticulously wiped the little guy's buttocks, Chen Haodong tore off the packaging bag with his teeth, crushed a small horn with his fingertips, and his body shook locally.

"Chu Chu is good, Dad will change your diaper, don't cry if you are obedient." Shen Huanjiu stiffly changed Shen Chu's diaper.

Shen Chu cried even more, he still cried after changing the diaper and hugged him, and he still cried while shaking, Shen Huanjiu said a little impatiently: "Boy, if you have nothing to do and cry your nose, I will beat your ass if you are old." ”

"You dare." I shifted my lying position slightly, and shouted powerlessly.

Shen Huanjiu looked back at me: "Oh, I'll just talk about it." ”

"It's not okay to say it casually, I was always beaten by adults when I was a child, and my children must not be violently educated." The twenty-word words were intermittently felt by me several times.

Shen Huanjiu smiled: "Then what if he is ignorant and beats his own son, do you feel sorry for me?" ”

I couldn't laugh or cry.

Chen Haodong sneered: "It's sour, Lao Tzu goes out to eat beef noodles, and you two play it yourself." ”

When he turned around, I shouted, "Chen Haodong." ”

He tilted his face: "Why are you calling Lao Tzu?" ”

I mustered up the courage to say, "Didn't you say that you want to recognize Shen Chu as your godson?" What about red envelopes? ”

Originally, I just wanted to tell him in the most natural way that Shen Chu, the godfather, had recognized it.

But I didn't expect Chen Haodong to really take out a red envelope bag from his pocket, throw it on the bed and say, "I don't have much money now, I only have 600 yuan in it, so I take it if I don't feel cold." ”

Shen Huanjiu put Shen Chu in the crib, took away the red envelope in Chen Haodong's hand, opened the opening and glanced at it a few times, and said with a low chin and a low smile: "Six hundred...... It's also money. ”

After Chen Haodong left, Shen Huanjiu sat on the edge of the bed and just quietly accompanied me.

Uncle Yao brought us lunch, and he started to boil pork knuckle soup early in the morning, and it took a long time to come out with the amount of a thermos pot. My dad and grandma also came, as well as my stepmom and my brother, who was not related by blood, all huddled in the hospital room.

The space seems to have become very narrow all of a sudden, I can't tell the mood at this moment, looking at a group of people who used to be dressed in ordinary clothes and no temperament in Beijing in the past few years, I can't help but sigh, why many people in small places are arrogant and rude, just because they have not received a good education, all the ignorant atmosphere around them has become more arrogant and vulgar.

Beijing has changed them.

Grandma said that now that I think about the children who were killed in the past, I feel very sorry, and I have never treated my daughter-in-law and me well, so I feel very guilty. Grandma said that she had a hard time in the past few years, from the hypocrisy at the beginning to the fact that she really realized how ignorant she was, regretted it, and regretted it very much.

I was speechless.

"Three-year-old needs to rest, and the past is over." The voice came from Shen Huanjiu, and the corners of his mouth flowed out of a sharp arc.

Grandma and Dad are very self-aware, they know better than me that there will be many gaps in a broken relationship, although our relationship has long been glued together by something, but the gaps are still there, so it will never be complete.

It's better to be like this, yesterday's everything, such as yesterday's death, today's everything, such as today's birth.

Not all stories have to have answers, and not everyone will necessarily reap the various feelings of their dreams.

I was discharged from the hospital a week later, and I finally saw myself in the mirror after not washing my hair for a week.

That's not just an ugly death, it's just embarrassing to go home.

It is said that pregnant women can't blow the wind, and Shen Huan also found me a certain hat to wear on a hot day, but the hat covers the top of the head but can't cover the hair that can be fried out of oil.

I stared at the mirror for a while, and my face turned red.

"Shen Huanjiu, how did you bow to me for a week?" I swallowed hard.

He looked back at Uncle Yao, who was holding the child in the back seat, and then glanced at me gently: "Three years old, don't talk about anything else, just you have suffered a lot for me to give birth to a child, so it doesn't matter how sloppy you are now, I can not only face your current appearance, but also willing to follow the laws of nature, I will be old, you will be old, in a few decades, I will be an old man, you will be an old lady, and we will be together at that time." ”

I stared at him, and my nose soured: "The words are good, but the actual operation seems to be a little difficult." In case I get sick of any serious kind, in case I have an accident. Will you be with me too? ”

Shen Huanjiu concentrated on driving, and it took him a long time before he said, "If you had asked me so before, I might not have been able to say categorically that I could." But now I can confidently tell you that at the age of three, I can. Today's couples can't bear the change because they haven't faced the change together, and it's not a good thing to distinguish too clearly in their hearts. Some people think that a mother-in-law is a mother-in-law, a mother is a mother, a husband is a husband, and she is herself. Even living under one roof does not necessarily mean that people are truly family. No one in the world deserves to be unlucky, and love also needs to be responded to. It's like a kite string in your hand, tight and loose. It can't be blindly tight, nor can it be blindly loose. To this day, how many things have piled up, let us understand a lot. Such couples will not be separated easily. Got it? ”

My eyes were filled with tears, and I was too moved to speak.

Uncle Yao hugged Shen Chu behind him and said, "When are you two going to have a wedding?" ”

"No."

"No."

Shen Huanjiu and I spoke in unison, and then looked at each other because we were surprised by this tacit understanding.

There was a smile in my eyes, and my smile drowned out the glittering tears.

He understands me, and I understand him.

Weddings are things to explain to others and show off.

And Shen Huanjiu and I obviously don't need this kind of thing anymore.

After a week in the hospital, I felt like I was moldy, and I finally breathed the air at home again, and I felt fine doing nothing.

My family environment with him is a bit special, I can't let my stepmother help me take care of the children, and Shen Huanjiu himself has long been without a mother. Uncle Yao is a big man in the end, it may not be ambiguous to let him use a knife and a gun, and it is really not good for a soft child.

About three days later, an uninvited guest came to the Shen family.

We were all stunned when we saw her.

The small eyes of the rice are very distinctive, and the smile is crooked into a bright moon.

She was still dressed like that, with a pleated skirt and a solid-colored top, and her hair was black and shiny, tied into two very rustic braids.

I asked her with wide eyes, "...... you?"

"I'm coming to see you. Happy? Rice stepped forward, took my hand and shook it, and she said, "My husband brought me to China." ”

"Is that the white husband?" I had a white face, and to be honest, I was very happy to see the rice, but I was so happy that I couldn't speak.

"Hmm. He also came to China. Rice's little eyes are crooked, and when he laughs hard, he can only see two lines.

"Is he good to you?" I stammered.

Rice said, "Good." We plan to have two children in the future, and maybe settle in Australia in the future. ”

I fixed my eyes for a moment and asked cautiously, "What about Chen Haodong?" Do you still like him? ”

Rice still smiled and said, "I liked him very much before I got married, but I can't like him after I get married." But I am especially grateful to him for giving me a taste of what it is like to like someone before I get married, and I will live a good life with my husband in the future. Being able to get married is a kind of fate in itself. ”

I asked her how long she planned to stay in China, and she said, "Three months." I want to bring my white husband in the evening, you call Chen Haodong, and let's have a meal together. Oh, if he doesn't come, forget it. ”

I handed my phone to Rice: "I have the number, you call it yourself." ”

She graciously took the phone from my hand: "Okay." ”

A phone call passed, and I could hear Chen Haodong's roaring voice when I stood next to Mi Fan: "Lao Tzu is sleeping." Ancestor, I rely on your uncle, and I have to fight when I sleep. ”

I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"It's me." Rice also smiled: "Chen Haodong, I'm Rice, do you remember?" ”

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