For example, he told me that the success rate of this operation is still very high, as long as I patiently cooperate with the doctor, and then as soon as I turned around, the African girl who was responsible for my ward rounds told me that I would stay here for at least half a month, and I also needed to observe various physical indicators every day to finally determine whether the operation could be performed.

In the end, there is a 50% probability that people will be fooled, because everyone's physical fitness is different, and whether they can operate is still a question worth considering.

So, is all I can do is lie here and continue to heal?

This question bothered me for three days, until one day I woke up from a nightmare during a thunderstorm and I suddenly made a decision that I was going back to City A.

If I only have a little time left in my life, I think I should do something, at least before I leave this world, I want to know how she is doing.

People who have not experienced illness may think that this is a hypocritical statement, but for me, who has a small chance of survival, it is not.

I even thought that it would not be a good thing to use such a period of time to really test the man named Liang Wenhao.

Of course, the old lady disagreed, during this period of dealing with various medical equipment, my weight has dropped significantly, which will undoubtedly give some opportunities to the more sensitive media, everyone knows that I have always been in and out of the situation, and I have also speculated about my physical problems, if I am caught by the media at this time, the problem can be imagined, moreover, I am now admitted to the hospital during the period of observation, the data on my body determines the chance of survival, at this time, everyone is afraid of what if.

Dr Teo has arranged for a private hospital in Canberra, where the environment is much better than in Milan and suitable for surgery, as well as post-operative recuperation.

The old lady comforted me like this, in fact, I could understand, but no matter how resolute she was this time, I couldn't follow the trajectory she said, yes, I resolutely told her that I was going to see the girl.

"Why do you have to go at this time?" The old lady asked me.

I looked at her and said, "Mom, we all know very well what the probability of success is, and if I can't see her until I close my eyes, I think I'll die." ”

The old lady can't understand my feelings for Yuan Xiaojie, in her opinion, all girls should revolve around me, and I should choose my princess like a prince, this spirit of willing sacrifice for love, in her concept, is stupid, is impulsive.

We argued for a long time in the hospital room, and she cried about how she had raised me alone since my father was gone, and at such a critical moment, I had to fail her for another woman, and she couldn't accept it.

I know I'm going to let her down, but there are things I can't do. I promised the old lady that as soon as I took care of something, I would come back immediately and prepare for the operation.

The old lady hugged me and cried, and I thought she knew what kind of mood I was in when I returned to City A.

Yes, after nearly two months of tossing, I returned to the house in City A that holds the memories of me and her, and I know that sooner or later the news will be known by the media and will be known by her.

The day after I came back, Zhao Yang came to me and said, "Second brother, don't you go to your sister-in-law to ask for clarification?" ”

I know what Zhao Yang said - she and Liang Wenhao have traveled together for several days.

It stands to reason that it is extremely disrespectful to check the other party's privacy privately, but I still did it, and I also know that Liang Wenhao actually had such a big relationship in order to find her.

For this woman.

A woman can confirm whether a man has paid attention to her according to certain details, and a man can also see another man's ulterior motives through some details, I am not a generous man, but at this moment, persuade myself that another man will be a better choice for her.

I restrained my thoughts and told myself to keep my distance, but one rainy day, I sat at the window and worried that no one would give her an umbrella. That's right, I know she's doing well now, trying to get up and start a studio of her own, and I'm not sure if there is a man like me who cheated on her in her heart.

A trace of impulse welled up in my heart, I went out with an umbrella, the car stopped on the side of the road not far from her company, and walked down with an umbrella, the street lights were dim, reflecting my heart even more anxious.

I saw her talking and laughing with the owner of the furniture factory with her hair scattered, and the rain drenched her oblique bangs, how I longed to soothe her heart at this moment, and how angry that man could let her be left alone!

However, just as I was about to step forward, I saw a familiar BMW parked in front of the main entrance of the building, and it was Liang Wenhao who rushed out of the car. I smiled wryly, watching her wink at him with a pair of big sparkling eyes and smile, I realized that I was really superfluous.

Some people say that a crush can cause a person to stage a huge mime in his heart, and now I understand that breaking up can also make people so entangled.

Dr. Zhang reminded me that I couldn't smoke, but while I was waiting, I couldn't help but smoke, and the rain was still falling, and it fell on the umbrella to hide my panic.

In that building, the woman I cared about was alone with another man.

After the fifth cigarette was over, my restlessness was finally calmed down, thinking about the information about Liang Wenhao handed over by Zhao Yang, I turned around and walked back, and a hypocritical love song came from my ear, "He must love you very much, I was compared to me, and it only took a minute to break up......"

It's just a minute. I think I'll get used to another man, standing next to her, and she'll get used to it, embracing the love of another man.

I persuaded myself to be submissive to this fact, so when I saw her coming out of the great fortune with him, I kept quiet, and when I saw him and him come out of the French restaurant in pairs, I also kept my composure, but I was not reconciled, I thought contradictoryly, if she saw me at this time, would she also laugh like an ordinary old friend?

In fact, she just glanced at me calmly.

I see, really got rid of this woman.

There are a few days less time to return to Milan, I am a little anxious in my heart, if I leave like this, for her, I must not be able to let go, I am selfish, I selfishly hope that before I leave, I can shake hands with her.

Only in this way can she not complain about me, not remember me, and start a new life.

I don't know if it's the right thing to do to make it up to her in my career, but I know very well that she blames me, and I've never been so obsessed with her eyes, so obsessed that she said I had dried up the wine in my hand, and I obeyed.

I drank too much, and I actually felt that there was a resentment in her eyes. Is it because she still cares about me?

At the end of the party, we took the same elevator, and the cruelest thing was that the woman I had once hugged was just a stone's throw away, and I could only pretend to be indifferent.

Waiting for the car, she was obviously slightly drunk, I asked Zhao Yang to ask if they needed to give them a ride, but I heard a mocking voice, and when I looked up, I saw Liang Wenhao walking out of the car. Zhao Yang was angry, pointed at Liang Xiaobai and said, "What do you mean, do you know my second brother......"

I stopped Zhao Yang from continuing, but from the car window, I still saw her getting into the man's car.

She was sharper than I had imagined, and when we met twice, she was much more disgusted with me than I had imagined, and I was suddenly very scared, thinking that before, although she was a little cowardly, she was a gentle girl after all, and if I became covered in thorns, it was not what I wanted. I wanted to find a chance to talk to her, but I was worried about her refusal, so I dragged it out until Friday.

I knew she had overtime, so I went downstairs to wait for her, and at this time, I was ten o'clock in the evening. What I didn't expect, however, was that the lights in her office were turned off.

A single girl leaves work early on the weekend, and there are only two possibilities, go home, and go on a date.

The latter, on the other hand, pierced my heart deeply.

Don't call me stingy, don't call me shameless, I admit it, I can't leave as if nothing happened, but what else can I do but leave? Take her hand and say don't go? I guess she'll be able to resist giving me a slap, right?

I went back to Fuga and had insomnia again. Thinking about the pile of information about Liang Wenhao, my heart is quite uncomfortable, for example, the photo that caused me to argue with her is related to him.

Can such a man give her happiness?

The question came back to me repeatedly, and when I woke up the next afternoon, I had turned a few more pages of the calendar, and I knew that there were some things I had to say.

So, I went to her house, a place I knew so well. waited downstairs for half an hour, but saw her walk out with a haggard face.

She was sick.

She went to a small hospital in the community, the location is not big, but there are a lot of people, I looked at her weak appearance, and asked several times before asking the nurse to give her a vacant seat. Small hospitals are different from big hospitals, and the nurses have bad tempers, and if it weren't for my sincerity, people wouldn't have bought it.

She lay there alone on an intravenous drip, and at eight o'clock in the evening, when there were fewer people, the nurse came over and asked with a smile, "Could it be a quarrel with my girlfriend, it's not a problem to stand here all the time." ”

I shrugged my shoulders and asked, "Didn't she call her family?" ”

"I said yes, and she said no."

This is not scientific, they are all sick like this, there is no reason not to contact Liang Wenhao? I wanted to contact this man, but when I took out my phone, I hesitated, or, at this time, I could have stolen some of our alone time.

PS: See you tomorrow.