It was determined that the time when she fell asleep was two o'clock in the morning, and in the room of more than 50 square meters, except for a strong man lying in the corner, she was the only one left. There was a throbbing pain in my heart, and I raised my steps and walked over tremblingly.

When the nurse saw me coming, a knowing smile flashed across her face, and I made a "silence" gesture to her and walked to the bed and sat down.

On the hospital bed, she breathed evenly, but there was a sadness between her eyebrows. She was sick, and when she needed to be taken care of the most, I didn't understand why she didn't call Liang Wenhao, if they were a couple, that man was obliged to take care of her. She must not want to cause her trouble, right?

In those days in Milan, although I personally experienced the taste of missing, but it was far from the reality of this moment, and the strange thing is that this woman was clearly standing in front of me, but I still missed her.

The infirmary was quiet, as if I could hear my heartbeat, I just stared at her, at this time, she actually said in her sleep, obviously confiding in vague lines, but in these words, I still heard the words "Zeng Ziqian", the calm of restraint a second ago was suddenly gone, I stretched out my hand, slowly, held her hand.

Her palms were so hot that at such a distance, I suddenly noticed that she had lost weight again, and now I could even feel the slender knuckles on her full fingertips, and it was hard for me to imagine what she had experienced during the time we hadn't met.

She complained about me, and she didn't hesitate to sneer when we met, but in my dreams, she called my name.

My nose jerked, and the heat in my eyes poured out, and I tried to restrain my emotions and sensitively realized that she might have a fever.

I have some understanding of acute gastroenteritis, and I can't care about the emotion in my heart at the moment, so I hurriedly got up, and then called the nurse. The nurse said that fever was normal and that I didn't have to worry about it. I looked at the small droplets of water on her forehead and hurriedly wiped them off.

What exactly did she experience in her dreams? Will it make her so anxious? Or did I, a negative man, also torture her in a dream?

The convenience stores near the hospital have been closed, and I finally found a small commodity store, but the boss told me that there were no daily necessities such as towels, and seeing that I was in a hurry, he gave me a small towel for her little princess, and I trotted all the way back to the hospital with it, and with the help of the nurse, I got a basin of hot water and gently wiped the sweat from her forehead.

The thermometer was stuffed under her armpit by me, she seemed to be very tired, she didn't even notice it, she was busy until four o'clock in the morning, and her body temperature basically hovered at a normal level, and I was relieved.

In fact, my sleep quality in the past two days was also very poor, for fear that I would fall asleep, I went to the water room to wash my face with cold water.

By the time the day dawned, her fever had receded, and emotionally, I wanted to stay, but reason told me that I should go.

When the little nurse saw that I was leaving, she looked at me with a puzzled expression, I walked over in two steps, wrote down a string of numbers, and said, "Call this number and say the patient's name......"

The number is Liang Wenhao's.

Giving up is not a simple thing, especially when you don't want to give up a woman from the bottom of your heart, this choice is still torturous.

I thought, it's time to leave.

And I never expected that at this time, Jiang Tianyang appeared. The sudden appearance of this pervert that I didn't want to mention broke my original plan, but when I realized his aggressiveness, he had already preemptively struck Yuan Xiaojie and found trouble.

An old rival for many years, of course, knows how to find the weakness of the other party, in the mall, I can subdue him in many ways, but in private matters, sometimes I can't do anything about him, some people are natural enemies, I allow him to provoke me, but he is never allowed to hurt her.

I think Jiang Tianyang knows that she is my only weakness here, and at the same time, I don't want her to notice that I still care about her, which seems simple, but it is actually very difficult. What makes me even more angry is that Jiang Tianyang still wants to move her. So, I made a shot.

I'm just worried that she will be hurt, but I'm afraid that she will realize that I want to get back together, you know, how can a man who is about to die be qualified to continue to fall in love with her? Let her go, it's the best choice.

And what I didn't expect was that I tortured her like this, and she actually mentioned the night she had a fever, and I panicked, so I could only say casually that the person who went to the hospital was not me. After saying this, I obviously saw the frustration in her eyes, but I could only force myself not to care.

I knew that I couldn't have any more contact with this woman, and it would be very difficult to go on like this, let alone deceive her, just trying to deceive myself. Knowing that Zhao Yang and Liang Xiaobai had an appointment, I simply said: "You must tell her that you can't have any contact with Jiang Tianyang." ”

Zhao Yang looked at me and said, "Second brother, you know me well, you can say anything when you are drunk, if you accidentally say the wrong thing at that time, you can't blame me." ”

I know what Zhao Yang means, he can't get used to me torturing myself like this, he wants me to tell Yuan Xiaojie the truth, but I can't do it.

"Go ahead." I waved my hand, not wanting to say anything more.

I spend my time on work, the old man left a lot of historical problems when he managed Hengyu, this aspect undoubtedly also gave me a lot of pressure, if I left, I can imagine what problems the old lady will face, so, before I use surgery, I have to race against time to solve these problems. Zhao Yang has been controlling the amount of coffee I have been taking these days, but I understand that I really don't have much time left.

I didn't expect Yuan Xiaojie to take the initiative to call me, and when I saw her name flashing on the screen, I thought it was an illusion, but the vibration in my hand told me that it was real.

I answered her phone, I heard her pluck up the courage to say to me, let's meet, this sentence suddenly touched the softness of my heart, I felt guilty, I blamed myself, I could only stand behind the curtain, silently staring at her figure, I restrained my emotions, I know, we are all holding our last breath, but our end is different, she is fighting, and I, is giving up.

I hung up the phone, leaned my back against the wall, somewhere in my heart was more sad than when I was sick, and walked to the blank room, my hand touched the cold mud, forcing myself not to think about the pain in her heart, forcing myself to devote myself to this hobby, but after a few seconds, I got up irritably, put my foot on the blank cart, and watched the work that was about to take shape lose its shape in an instant, and my heart was extremely entangled.

Why? Why should I be sick? If I can have normal health, then I can run downstairs to meet that woman, I can have a family with her that belongs to us, I can ...... I am not afraid of death, but what I am afraid of is that this woman I feel sorry for is suffering from great psychological torture at the moment.

After a night of consideration, I made a decision to deal with Jiang Tianyang as soon as possible, and then left quietly.

And what I didn't expect was that she actually came to Fujia to find me, I clearly saw the dark circles on her face, but I could only pretend not to know, we pretended to be strangers, but in the deliberate avoidance, the touch of an eye will make my heart ache.

After returning to Fujia, I went up to the fourth floor with a bottle of wine, I think I have to get myself drunk at this moment, because I know that I am not sober now, and I want to tell her selfishly, I am sick, Yuan Xiaojie, I am sick, but I can't bear you.

Zhao Yang pushed the door in, knocked the wine glass in my hand, and I heard his roar: "You don't want to fucking die!" ”

He's not in a good mood either, and I know that right in the bar, he's seen the girl he likes kissing another man.

"I'm going to drink ......"

"Drink what to drink! You've got the ability to drink here, so why don't you tell that woman the truth! Zeng Er, you didn't plant, you fucking know how to torture yourself here, why bother? Just a woman, are you as for it! ”

"As for!" The depression of the past few days burst out from my heart, I stared at Zhao Yang and said, "I also want to tell her, but Zhao Yang, whether I can live or not is unknown, I have to bet with God, why should I give her a future!" ”

"Then you just fucking sit and wait for her to get engaged to another man and roll the sheets!"

"Shut up!" I can't imagine another man having her, I can't!

"Am I not right? Since you're going to quit, you're going to have to accept the fact that one day, she's going to be lying on another man's bed, ......"

Zhao Yang's words were not finished I gave him a punch, he was stunned by my punch, and then suddenly got up, also gave me a punch, this is the first time we have been tortured for many years, scuffle for a while, I lay on the sofa, he sat on the ground, we were very embarrassed.

I closed my eyes and felt my heart beating much faster than before, but I heard Zhao Yang's voice: "Second brother, in fact, I understand you quite a bit, you quit by yourself, you look at me, I was blacklisted before I could fight for it, and I fucking pretended to be a good person thinking that I could have a chance, you are smart, and the stupid person is me." ”

In fact, Zhao Yang is wrong, where am I smart, I have such a high IQ, after falling into the problem of love, I can't find the answer, if there is really an answer, I hope to find a path to make her happy.

ps: I am going to write the 88 chapters of the main text of Mr. Zeng's content, and there are two or three chapters, I feel that all the problems are basically explained clearly, and then I will write the main text. Not anymore today