"Well, it's me, don't you remember at that time, we drank together, you drank too much. I got up in the middle of the night, saying that I was worried that Jiaolong would go to the yard to find her! ”

"Oh, cousin, hello."

"Hey, remember, I just saw you on TV! If you have time, you can come to our house! ”

"Well, I'll definitely go when I have time. Uncle cousin, is my aunt's health okay? ”

I listened to his voice and slowly lowered my eyes, and at this moment, he was polite and I didn't recognize him.

"Okay, it's good after Jiaolong reads it, and I've been talking about you, saying that you and Jiaolong are golden boys and girls!!"

“……”

There was suddenly no sound on the phone, and I gritted my teeth to stimulate him.

"Hey, Xiao Zhuo, are you listening?"

"Uncle Cousin, did you call me for anything, did you come to the city, did you encounter any trouble, just ask, I will try my best to help if I can." Come and indulge in the garbage.

"No trouble! I didn't go to the city, it's your second aunt a few days ago, do you remember, her son's eyes were damaged by willow roots for a while, and Jiaolong was favored by Jiaolong, Xiao Tao, Xiao Tao, do you remember. ”

"Well, I remember."

"He's getting married, isn't that a great event? Your second aunt must invite Jiaolong to come, but Jiaolong came, but I didn't see you, which made me worried, and I wondered why you didn't come with Jiaolong! ”

“…… Uncle cousin, I'm busy with work, so you can help me convey that I wish Xiaotao and his new wife a hundred years of good union and eternal marriage. ”

My cousin glanced at me, I knew that I didn't have to look in the mirror, my face was already pale, he blocked me, I should be able to think of it. Thinking. I got up directly and wanted to go out to breathe, my cousin saw this, as if he was in a hurry, and hurriedly spoke: "Xiao Zhuo, don't worry, if you should bring it, your cousin will definitely bring it, but my cousin now wants to ask you what is going on with Jiaolong, my cousin heard that the two of you broke up, what is the reason, you tell me how good a couple you two are, it is not easy to get together by fate, you have to cherish it!" ”

"Is she next to you?"

I walked to the door, and I couldn't help but pause.

"Mmmm, you mean Jiaolong, she's here, she's in the rain today, her coat is soaked, and she changed into a long skirt, but it's beautiful, I'm sure you'll see it......"

"Uncle Cousin."

Zhuo Jing's voice was as cold as ever, he interrupted his cousin's words, and the tone came out of the mobile phone earpiece without waves: "Who she is or what she wears, it has nothing to do with me, please help me tell her, if you don't want to cause trouble for yourself, then ask her to disappear in my world." ”

I bit my lip and smiled silently, disappearing?!

"Ah, no, Xiao Zhuo, why are you ......?"

"Uncle Cousin, I'm still busy here, let's catch up again when we have time, goodbye."

"Hey, hey...... It's not ......"

My cousin looked at me helplessly: "No, Jiaolong, what's the matter with you two!" ”

There is a sentence called self-inflicted humiliation, which probably refers to my current behavior, the matter between me and Zhuo Jing has always been at the extreme, black and white, either I can't help but love with all my might, or, I hate to strangle each other, what's going on? I really don't know what's going on! He's naïve to death, and I'm no better, anyway, neither of us can figure out what's going on.

This is the answer that Uncle Cousin is looking for, the answer without an answer.

I never want to mess up anything, I always want to do as well as I can, but only feelings, I won't deal with it, I want to hand over time, but time doesn't seem to give me an answer, squatting under the eaves at the door of the house, I look at the water droplets in the yard ticking and jumping, who can tell me, how to forget a person?

"Jiaolong! What the hell is going on! Why are you two still enemies! ”

Uncle Cousin was still shouting loudly in the room, and Zong Bao comforted him beside him: "Uncle Cousin, don't ask her, outsiders don't understand this matter, and no one can understand it." ”

I sighed softly, raised my eyes, and saw the old clown standing at the door of the barn with his puppy looking at me, that eye seemed to have seen my current mind clearly, and saw that I was also looking at him, and then half-turned his face to look at the rain like a bead curtain, and opened his mouth faintly and said: "Pear blossom fragrance, sad bowels." A thousand glasses of wine, contemplation. Everything in the world is impermanent. For emotional sadness, laugh at the vicissitudes of life. Ten thousand lines of tears, turning into a cold window. There are gatherings and scattering, gains and losses. A pear blossom poem, a few sad parting. ”

Lowering my eyes, I have little culture, and I don't know how to express things like feelings, but the old ugly's chatter is really appropriate, maybe, it was specially read to me.

"If you can't let go, don't force yourself to let go, in this world, unless the pain of betrayal, the evil of abandonment, the sorrow of carelessness, the hatred of the bones, only the love is difficult to break, and it all starts because of love, the so-called blessing and misfortune depend on each other, and there is laughter and tears."

I listened to the old ugly's words, looking at him through the courtyard, I never believed that he was an ordinary peasant, at least a peasant would not say such a thing, besides, he explained to me in the car before the Taoist forgetfulness, which is enough to show that he is detached in thought, and he can easily figure out the mind of people, I became more and more curious about him, thinking, I ran across the yard in a few steps, ran directly to the door of the barn, and looked at him: "Uncle ugly, can you help me see the face." ”

"Looks?" He was slightly stunned in one eye, then smiled indifferently, turned around and walked into the warehouse: "I have already said everything that should be said, what do you want me to think." ”

I followed behind him: "Uncle Ugly, I know you are not simple, you can help me take a look, didn't you say that I have a love calamity, I just want to know when I can cross it, is it when the Jiaolong of Hetao Village crosses the dragon gate, I can cross this love calamity together?" ”

The old clown sat on the simple wooden bed, put the water into a bowl and put it in the mouth of the little silver fox dog to let it drink, and in the sound of the puppy licking the water, his mouth responded gently: "This, it has nothing to do with your love calamity, Jiaolongyue is just your Taoism and your future actions, as for love, it is much more complicated......"

"How complicated?"

I asked: "Uncle Ugly, since you can see that I am a yin and yang person, then I think you must also know why I have a love affair, I just want to know an answer, when will I not be troubled and tortured by these emotions?" ”

The old clown looked up at me: "This, I want to ask yourself." ”

I laughed miserably: "How do I know? "If I knew, I wouldn't have forced myself to such a point, let alone hurt Zhuo Jing to stick a knife into my heart in disguise, I really don't know, I really want to let go in a chic way, so I really want to know an answer urgently, at least let me walk on the path of the Onmyoji without distractions.

The old clown sighed and looked at me: "In this way, if you can analyze my fortune and destiny and the Taoist method of my major without asking me eight characters or touching my bones, of course, needless to say, just three or two sentences, then I will have the courage to make a hexagram for your love calamity." ”

Showing the old ugly's appearance, I'm a little stunned, it's not that I can't see it, but his appearance is broken, how do I look at my life! Even if you look hard, you can't eat it!

Thinking about it, I looked at his face and opened my mouth: "Uncle ugly, can I look at palmistry." ”

"Of course."

Uncle Ugly responded generously, and spread his palms directly in front of me, I looked over, but the cold air was pumping, light? The first time I saw the palms of my hands were calloused, but there were no hand prints! Thinking about it, I looked at my fingers, and there was no bucket or dustpan! What's going on, this is!