"You can't touch my hands, you can only see with your eyes, how is it, do you have an answer? ”

I can't pick out such a person among millions of people, I thought. I didn't respond, but looked at his face again, the centipede-like jujube scar was unusually dazzling under the light, and opened my mouth: "Since the phase is broken, it must have done something rebellious." ”

The old clown suddenly smiled, looked at me and waved his hand: "Forget it." I don't embarrass you, someone should have told you when you want to go out of the mountain, some people's lives can't be seen, one of them is like you, you can't look deeply, tell you the truth, love is also called a complex, since it's a knot in your heart, how can I untie it, if I solve it hard, it will only make me vomit a mouthful of old blood in front of you, I think, you don't want to see that scene, don't add up to these. Someone should have told you a long time ago, let it be, you can't solve it, that's the best thing to do, and the best thing to do. Just let it be. ”

I thought about his words and nodded, I was indeed told by someone. There is more than one, but I have been competing with myself, so when I get there, it is like holding my breath, as if I don't see Zhuo Jing and don't listen to his voice, I'm fine. But as soon as I saw him and listened to his voice, I was about to get sick, but after that, I was able to be a little more normal, and when I looked up at the old ugly, I suddenly became interested in his face: "Uncle ugly, then, how is your face broken." ”

The old ugly's eyes darkened, "You think I'm a good guy and a bad guy." ”

"Good guys." Without thinking, I answered with determination.

The corners of the old ugly's mouth rippled with a hint of bitterness: "Heh, Jiaolong, over the years, whenever I go out, I will always meet some people, but I have never had the habit of talking nonsense to others, but I met you today, this is fate, and your understanding in Taoism makes me admire very much, Mr. Yin and Yang I have seen a lot over the years, deceiving people under the guise of a three-legged cat, and will come out to cheat money with the kung fu of a three-legged cat, or will have the ability to see no one in his eyes, it can be described as all kinds of things, I all scoff at them, the same line, It is inevitable that you are used to competing in secret, but you are impressive to me, first, you are born yin and yang, and it is normal for the Tao to be high, and secondly, you have a pure temperament without a trace of bad intentions, which is very rare, I think this also has a lot to do with the person who cultivated you, so although I didn't have a friend in the rivers and lakes before, I didn't feel a trace of pity, but now, I want to make a friend with you, I don't know, can you appreciate your face. ”

"Uncle Ugly, it's serious, you are an elder, you look up to me when you treat Jiaolong as a friend."

This is really embarrassing for me, all kinds of shyness in my heart.

The old clown nodded: "Since it's a friend, then I'll tell you about me, I was extremely smart when I was a child, this is not boasting, when I was four years old, I had no teacher, I can read, I can memorize poems, I don't know things, as long as I teach it once, then I will use it freely, my parents said that the ancestor burned high incense to produce me such a champion, so the whole village named me a prodigy, my eldest brother is eight years older than me, and I am extremely spoiled to be responsive, as a result, I gradually developed my arrogant and domineering temperament, the more I grow up, the more I see no one”

Saying that, the old clown's eyes emitted a cloudy light: "I don't want to go to school and the year is not good, so I mixed up with a small head and led others to set fire to the house and do all kinds of evil, no one in the village does not hate me, even the dog sees me running with his tail between his legs, my brother can only follow behind me to apologize and compensate, but I don't feel that I did anything wrong, that year's heavy snow, a sheepherd who watched the sheepfold scolded me for being a scourge in the village, I was angry, and in the middle of the night he put the sheep he watched and drove up the mountain, In the second half of the night, the shepherd found that the sheep was lost, and shouted in the village, and someone in the village told him that he saw me wandering around there, and the shepherd found my house at night, which could have been killed in those days, and my brother was anxious, worried that something was wrong with me, so he went up the mountain in the middle of the night to help him find the sheep."

"And then?"

I looked at the tears in the old clown's eyes, and although I vaguely guessed something, I still wanted to ask.

The old ugly's lips trembled twice, but they still opened: "The mountain is steep and the snow is slippery, my eldest brother will roll down, at that time, I was still drinking with my little brothers, my father rushed in with a sickle, slashed my face with a knife, and asked me, why did I die, I only then knew, my eldest brother is gone, that year, I was thirteen, my eldest brother was only twenty-one years old"

After speaking, he took a long breath, raised his face and looked at the roof of the shed, as if he was also holding back his emotions: "When my eldest brother was found, his face was cut by a branch, he was hard, I hugged him and cried for three days and three nights, and then I also ran up the mountain, at that time I was also thinking, why not me, I fell down the bottom of the mountain, blinded, just when I was waiting to die, I saw my eldest brother, he said, if I die, I will never forgive me, and I want to serve my parents for the rest of my life, after that, I will be ugly." ”

I didn't respond for a long time, waiting for the old clown to calm down, and I felt a little uncomfortable, this kind of thing always sounds unbearable, the person who loves me the most dies because of himself, this kind of pressure, probably has to bear for a lifetime.

The old clown slowed down for a long time before he looked at me again: "Maybe it's because I'm blind and my appearance is broken, so I'm particularly easy to provoke those things, I can always see the eldest brother, to be honest, I'm not afraid at all, I keep a life just to atone for my sins, who wants, who takes, I kneel down in front of his grave every day, we have a lot of spiritual things on the mountain, and then I met a person, as for whether he is a human being, I don't know now, but my ability to use medicine was taught by him, plus I myself naturally like enlightenment, Some things are in contact every day, and I gradually know how to deal with them, I used ten years to let my family accept me again, and then it took ten years to let the people in the village accept me, but I have to use a lifetime to repay my eldest brother's love debt, this, is also my love robbery, people begin with love, love is the most difficult to solve, you say, I myself have a catastrophe that I can't solve, how can I help you solve it. ”

My eyes were a little red, and I looked at him: "Ugly uncle, but your eldest brother said that he forgave you." ”

The old clown tugged at the corners of his mouth: "I can't forgive myself, my heart knot, you should understand, where can people get out of the knot in their hearts." ”

The atmosphere is a little heavy, I didn't expect the story of the old clown to be so depressing, if I experienced such a thing, I would definitely not be able to live, the price of this growth is too great.

"Woohoo!"

The little silver fox dog seemed to feel this atmosphere, and barked twice with some displeasure, and the old clown hurriedly touched it: "Okay, uncle won't talk about this, uncle knows, it's useless for uncle to mention these things in the past, Xue'er is good." ”

I was stunned: "Uncle Ugly, it's called Xue'er, I thought it was called the third sister." ”

The old clown's mood replied slightly, looking at me and smiling, her eyes glowed with love: "The third sister is my little niece and nephew, and she is also Xue'er's future master, she likes puppies, this time before I went out, she specially told me that she wanted me to bring her back a little white dog, she must be happy to see Xue'er." ”

I nodded and touched Xue'er's head: "You like the third sister so much, then she must be a smart and clever little girl." ”

The old clown shook his head, and touched Xue'er's head helplessly: "The third sister is a stupid girl, and it is because of this that I feel sorry for her." ”

"Silly girl?" I'm puzzled, is this saying that she is really stupid, or is it a kind of pampering? Zhuang Mu Chi died.

The old ugly looked at me thoughtfully: "Jiaolong, maybe we won't see each other again in the future, but one day in the future, my third sister may need your help, and when the time comes, I hope you can remember to help me take care of her." ”