140. Xi Sheng's departure
Xi Sheng's text message made me feel extremely panicked and apprehensive, and I hurriedly called her but no one answered.
I thought about it and called the fifth sister again, and the fifth sister's reproachful tone came: "That girl Yanyan has never contacted us, and she didn't even return to the United States during the New Year's family reunion."
The Shijiao family includes Lin You, Xi Sheng, Nanmu, Yin Zhen and the fifth sister and other major families, I heard that this party is an annual party, and no elder or junior can be absent under any excuse.
I sighed, and the fifth sister suddenly said in a deep voice: "Liuwei, Yan Yan hasn't been back to the United States for a year, and even the last time Nanmu saw her was at the Beijing concert in December, I don't know why I always feel uneasy in my heart, why did Yan Yan suddenly cut off all contact with her friends?" And her sister said that she hadn't called her for half a year, which ...... Did something happen to Yanyan? ”
I reassured her and said, "No, Fifth Sister."
After hanging up the phone, I stared at Xi Sheng's text message, and my heart became heavier and heavier, and it happened that she called me back at this time.
I was pleasantly surprised and relieved.
I pressed the call button and asked, "Where are you?"
"I'm Xi Sheng's client."
The unfamiliar male voice, I was stunned and stunned when I heard his serious tone and ask, "Hello, are you Miss Tao Wei?"
"Yes......"
"I am Miss Xi Sheng's client, she left me her phone when she was alive, and told me that a girl named Tao Wei would call me, and she asked me to hand over something to you."
With tears streaming down my eyes, I asked, "Where are you?"
He replied, "Los Angeles, USA."
I bought a plane ticket and hurried to the United States, where the man on the phone who claimed to be the client handed me a painting.
There is nothing unusual about the painting, just a vague back, framed with glass, and the client said: "Miss Tao Wei, Miss Xi Sheng asked me to transfer this painting to you, and she wants you to take it to her gallery to hang it, where all her thoughts are hidden."
"Where's her gallery?" I asked.
The client handed me the address, and I suppressed the grief in my heart and asked uncomfortably: "When did Xi Sheng die?"
"Sorry, I don't know."
I asked, "Where did she die?"
"Sorry......"
I sat in a taxi and tried to get to the gallery but finally reported the address of my fifth sister, and I told her the news of Xi Sheng's death, and she fell into Lin You's arms crying at a loss and full of despair.
Lin You hugged the fifth sister's waist, and said with moist eyes: "No one knows about Yanyan, I don't know how to tell the people of the Xi family now, let alone how to tell Nanmu...... He has been looking for her recently, and Yan Yan is so resolute that no one even knows when or where she died. ”
I remembered the text message Xi Sheng sent me, and after hesitating for a while, I said to Lin You: "It's the New Year, she sent me a text message on the New Year."
Lin You asked anxiously, "What did she say?"
"Goodbye, Sister Liuwei."
Yes, goodbye.
Never again.
The fifth sister was heartbroken and finally fainted from crying, Lin You carried her back to the bedroom and put her in place before she came out and said to me: "You accompany me to Xi's house, I will tell Yanyan's parents in person, and I also have to prepare for the funeral, Nanmu's side...... I'll call him later. ”
In the car, Lin You took out Nanmu's phone and dialed it, and as soon as Lin You was connected, he went straight to the point and said: "Anan, Yan Yan has an accident, I'm afraid you have to buy the nearest ticket to rush back to the United States."
Nanmu's heavy voice asked, "What's wrong with her?"
Lin You raised his head and said sadly: "You won't want to know."
"Her girl has always been willful, even the New Year's family party she can be bold enough to be absent, and I called her countless times that day and she didn't answer, I know she is complaining about me but how can she not even want home! Third brother, is she in the United States? I'll rush back to the United States later, I'm going to kill her!" ”
Lin You opened his mouth to say something, but Nan Mu rushed in front of him and said, "Yan Yan, that kid has never made me worry."
Unable to suppress the grief in his heart, tears silently flowed from the corners of Lin You's eyes, he stretched out his hand and gently covered his eyes, and said in a sad voice: "Anan, in the future, Yanyan will let you save your heart for a lifetime."
Hearing the voiceover, Nan Mu was stunned and asked, "What does the third brother mean?"
"Anan, Yan Yan has passed away."
“……”
Nanmu was unusually silent on the other end of the phone.
Lin You said again: "No one knows when she died, not even where she died, but she sent a text message to Liuwei on New Year's Day, saying-Goodbye, Sister Liuwei."
"None of you have seen her body, why do you say she's dead! Third brother, if you say this again, I will break off your friendship! ”
Nanmu hung up Lin You's phone directly.
I reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and told him, "Third brother, Yanyan had cancer a long time ago, and only her parents and I knew about it, and it was terminal cancer."
……
When we arrived at Xi's house and told Xi Sheng's parents about this, their expressions were very calm, and Xi Sheng's father looked at the painting in my hand and said, "I know Yanyan's condition very well, so I probably guessed it when she didn't contact me again for three months."
He looked at the painting with desperate eyes, and with endless frustration, he silently said: "I didn't help her fulfill her dream after all, and she didn't marry the man she loved after all."
Xi Sheng wants to marry Nanmu.
But Nanmu ran to Beijing to develop his career in order to escape marriage, and even quickly got a certificate with Yu Jian in order to get rid of Xi Sheng's entanglement.
And Nanmu also took the child in her belly.
"Uncle guessed why he didn't go to her?" I asked.
"Yan Yan said that she didn't want anyone to see her lying helplessly on the bed with the oil lamp running out, and she said that even if she was really gone one day, she hoped that we wouldn't bother her."
Lin You asked, "Doesn't my uncle want to take Yanyan home?"
Xi Sheng's father shook his head and said in a suppressed voice: "Her child hides herself very deeply, and none of us can find her, so it is better to go with her wishes."
Lin You lowered his head and hid the corners of his moist eyes, and asked clearly: "I heard that my uncle means that he doesn't plan to hold a funeral for Yan Yan."
Xi Sheng's father said, "Well, this is her wish."
"Don't you even want a tombstone? Uncle should know the word "fallen leaves to the roots" better than me, does it mean that Yan Yan has been wandering in a foreign land? Is it just for her to leave so cleanly? ”
"Ayou, I want to do this more than you! But she is my daughter, and I just want to take her words as a guideline, and she told me again and again that I must not build a tombstone for her when I die, and she said that she did not want to live in the dark all the time. ”
We left the Xi family in frustration, because the Xi family didn't hold a funeral for Xi Sheng, so Lin You and I planned to put this idea aside.
Lin You leaned on the car decadently and said, "Uncle Xi is right, this is Xi Sheng's wish, since this is the case, let's all follow her, but Nanmu ...... Liuwei, in fact, we all know that Nanmu loves Xi Sheng, but he can't pass the level in his heart. ”
I know that Nanmu loves Xi Sheng.
But this Xi Sheng didn't know.
Even when she died, he never gave her a moment of warmth.
Nanmu is very similar to Ye Zhan, but Nanmu is much better than Ye Zhan, Nanmu just can't pass the level in his heart, and always feels that Xi Sheng is a child, his sister, and the object of the family's favor.
Nanmu rebelled against his own family.
But Ye Zhan has always rebelled against his own heart.
Nanmu got off the plane and found the fifth sister's house, he saw me standing at the gate and hurriedly rushed up with an arrow step to reach out and hold my shoulder, with a hideous face and an anxious tone and asked, "Where is she?"
I stared at his reddened eyes in silence.
In fact, Nanmu should know, we won't joke with him about Xi Sheng's death.
But he just couldn't accept it.
What if you can't accept it?!
Facts are facts.
Nanmu let go of me with a sad face, and I took a step back and looked up to see the man in the distance.
He would always stand there with such a cold look.
I smiled sarcastically and turned back to my room.
I held the painting given to me by the client in my arms and asked Nanmu, "Fourth brother, do you want to go with me to see Yanyan's gallery?" ”
We all rushed to the gallery, and our hearts were filled with grief when we saw the backs of one painting after another.
I clutched the painting in my hand and finally understood who Xi Sheng was drawing, and I suddenly remembered what she said at the concert.
Standing on the stage, she smiled and said, "My hand used to draw, but it didn't make a big difference, and it only drew one thing from beginning to end...... Persevere for many years. ”
There is only one person's back in the gallery.
And that man was standing beside me.
Nanmu.
Kusunoki in a suit, Kusunoki in a white shirt, Kusunoki in a coat, and Kusunoki in a topless body.
Xi Sheng's paintings only have Nanmu.
There is only the back of Kusunoki.
It seems that he has been chasing for many years, and he can only look up at his back.
It's a desperate feeling, but it's also so joyful.
She loves him with care.
Love him, love him without fear.
She gave her all in life.
He hurt him again and again.
I tilted my head slightly to see the weeping man.
He should cry, after all, he has lost the most cherished person; He should repent, who let him take away the continuation in Xi Sheng's belly?!
I turned around to look at Ye Zhan, his eyes were far away and cold, just staring at me so fixedly and intently.
There are no impurities added.
My body was slammed, and I looked back to see Nanmu walking back with a painful face, as if he was afraid of everything in the gallery.
The painting in Nanmu's arms fell to the ground because of Nanmu's sudden collision, and I only heard the sound of glass breaking, and I saw Nanmu go crazy and put his hand straight into the glass shards to catch the last painting that Sheng left in this world.
His hands were cut and bleeding red.
The blood blurred my eyes, and vaguely I saw dense words on the back of the painting, and I hurriedly said—
"Fourth brother, Xi Sheng left a letter."
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The author has something to say:
wrote this sentence, "I didn't help her fulfill her dream after all, and she didn't marry the man she loved after all." "When the male god shed tears, in fact, I don't like abuse, but some feelings are only recognized as one person in a lifetime, even if the other party marries a wife or is to be married, it is the other party's business, and I sincerely retain the highest respect for this feeling in my heart, not for anyone but to abide by my heart! The male god has always treated feelings like this! The male god >
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