When I got the B-ultrasound order, Shen Huanjiu and I sat on the bench in the hospital corridor and were silent for a long time.

When I think of my previous experience of being stripped of clothes in Chen Haodong's house and being treated roughly in Shen Yan's house, it is really creepy to think about. Fortunately, the doctor said that the child was healthy, and the progesterone in the blood sample was also up to standard, in short, the results of all the tests were satisfactory.

It's just that when I was excited about getting pregnant, I was more afraid and uneasy.

I touched my belly, and I always felt that this child had come at a bad time. Slowly turned his head to look at Shen Huanjiu beside him, and was surprised that his eyes were also catching me.

Taking a deep breath, I asked him softly, "Shen Huanjiu, I'm pregnant, aren't you happy?" Why don't you say a word when you come out of the doctor's office? ”

Shen Huanjiu hooked the corners of his mouth, and a dense layer of moisture grew under his eyes and said, "The doctor just congratulated me and said that I was going to be a father, did I hear it right?" ”

Seeing Shen Huanjiu leaning his head in front of me, his expression looked particularly funny, and I was immediately amused: "I heard it right." ”

He nodded heavily, then smiled, completely losing his previous calmness: "Well, it seems that I was right at that time, your next child is still surnamed Shen." ”

"Shen Huanjiu, I'm sorry, he doesn't believe Shen." I poked him in the arm.

Shen Huanjiu exploded in an instant, his tall body instantly sprang up, and he asked with a gloomy face: "Who is it that is not mine?" Fu three years old, do you know that we are married, you ......"

I raised my chin and quickly interrupted him: "I mean Uncle Shen is not your father, and the child should be surnamed Yao." ”

Shen Huanjiu breathed a sigh of relief and sat back in his place: "My dad doesn't believe Yao. Shen is a big surname, and unfortunately, he is also surnamed Shen. ”

"Huh?" This time it was my turn to be dumbfounded.

Shen Huanjiu stretched out an arm to take me into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "After coming to China, he just changed his name and surname, and now he is used to it, and there is no need to change it back, we know that he is my father." ”

"I see." I laughed to myself, I got used to Shen Huanjiu, and I thought that if he changed his surname to Yao one day, I would still call him unaccustomed.

"At the age of three, if a man has an extra identity, his responsibilities will be different." Shen Huanjiu's hands rubbed on his suit pants several times: "I'm a little nervous, I don't know if I can be a good father." ”

"Absolutely." After a pause, my smile retracted, and I gently grabbed his sleeve and said, "Shen Huanjiu, do you think it's okay for us to live in another place?" Shen Yan is in Beijing, and I'm pregnant again......"

I can't say a word completely.

But I'm sure Shen Huanjiu can understand what I mean.

Just because I am pregnant, I don't dare to gamble anything with the child's life, not to mention that now I can afford to gamble on anything, but the two most important people in my life can't afford to gamble, one is Shen Huanjiu, and the other is the baby in the belly.

If I hadn't been pregnant, I believed that my man could fight against everything, and I was willing to accompany him to face all the bad things head-on, but now because of the arrival of a new life, I have become timid and cowardly again.

After all, in this world, most mothers will cherish their children. Some parents prefer to give up the big house they bought and move to the school district to live in a rented house for the sake of their children's schooling. There are also parents who give up their jobs and futures just for their children to grow up better.

And I, too, am no exception.

Because of the little life in my belly, my resolute heart became soft throughout.

Shen Huanjiu was silent for a while, his eyes squinted lightly as if he was thinking, I thought that what I said invisibly added more pressure to him, so I hurriedly said: "I just said it casually, I know that you can't be a deserter, you are not such a person." Ignore me. ”

Shen Huanjiu didn't speak, he gently patted my shoulder a few times, then stood up and said, "The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital is too big, let's go out first." ”

I pursed my lips and nodded.

Back at the villa, Shen Huanjiu sat on the balcony drinking coffee, his eyes looking into the distance as if he was thinking about something.

I didn't bother him, knowing full well that the child's arrival was too sudden, both for me and for him.

Not long after we finished eating at noon, we saw a TV station reporting on Shen Huan's nine catastrophes, and I think the whole city of Beijing would know that he was fine.

Not long after the news was broadcast, Chen Haodong was in a rage, Uncle Yao was watering flowers in the yard, and when he saw Chen Haodong, he insisted on not letting him in, and Shen Huanjiu and I heard the quarrel and immediately walked to the yard.

Chen Haodong saw me and Shen Huanjiu standing together, and his expression was very subtle, as if he was happy and unhappy.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

Chen Haodong said: "Oh, just to see if the news is true or false. Help the three-year-old, you can really do it, you won't fart with Lao Tzu if it's okay, and make me restless at home. ”

I don't know if Chen Haodong had just taken a shower or done exercise, his hair was completely wet, especially the bangs, which were parted one by one, like sharp thorns, swaying slightly with the wind.

Before I could speak, Shen Huanjiu blew up first: "Are you worried? What right do you kid have to worry about my wife! ”

Chen Haodong put his right hand into his trouser pocket and rolled his eyes at Shen Huanjiu proudly: "Heh! ”

Shen Huanjiu's voice was furious: "Boy, don't think that you can show off your power in front of me when you come back to Beijing this time and have a few stinky money." Don't say I'm alive, even if I'm really dead, I won't be able to turn you at the age of three. ”

"This time you really made a mistake in your calculations, what I said was ...... happy" Chen Haodong raised his eyebrows, as if he was brewing some language, and said again for a long time: "Anyway, I have already let go of her, I care about her completely out of friendship, do you believe it or not." There is a saying, don't take your villain's heart to the belly of a gentleman! ”

Shen Huan Jiuyin laughed twice: "Mr. Trouble Junzi will leave my house immediately, you are really not welcome in my place." ”

"I'm not looking for you." Chen Haodong hooked his finger at me and said, "I have something to tell you, and I'll leave after that." I can't delay you for two minutes. ”

Shen Huanjiu turned his head and asked me, "Do you want to go over?" ”

When he said this, he couldn't see the joy and anger, but I knew very well that if I really passed, Shen Huanjiu would definitely not be happy.

I said to Chen Haodong: "If you have something, you can just say so, Shen Huanjiu is not an outsider to me, I can know, and he can too." ”

"Okay, you are husband and wife, he is not an outsider to you, I am!" Chen Haodong laughed sarcastically twice, then took a deep breath and said, "Now that he's back, you won't leave Beijing with me, will you?" ”

Of course, this is clearly.

As soon as Chen Haodong finished speaking, he immediately raised his hand and sent an ear scraper to his face and scolded: "Look what stupid thing I'm asking." You can even shoot at Lao Tzu, how can you care if I live or die. ”

Hearing this, I was shocked: "Chen Haodong, what did Shen Yan talk to you about after I passed out that day?" ”

Chen Haodong glanced at me and said, "What can you talk about?" Shen Yan said that if I take you out of Beijing, then we can both survive. I'm also fucking unlucky, so why did I get on it with a pervert. I'm not only worried that Shen Yan will trouble me now, but I'm also fucking worried that one day his perverted energy will come up, what will he do if he wants to fuck me? ”

Chen Haodong's cold humor didn't make me laugh at all at this time.

"Mean, if I don't leave, we're both going to be out of luck?" I swallowed my saliva, and then subconsciously touched my own belly.

Chen Haodong was very careful this time, and when he saw me touching his stomach, he immediately asked, "What's wrong with your stomach?" ”

"She's pregnant. It's mine. The voice came from Shen Huanjiu.

Chen Haodong's face froze suddenly, and his body, which had been shaking slightly, suddenly stopped shaking. He was almost a century away and asked me, "Really?" Help three years old, you ...... Do you have it? ”

I answered: "Well, Chen Haodong, I'm pregnant." ”

Chen Haodong was stunned for a moment, and then sneered: "It seems that you and Shen Huanjiu are really a natural couple, and they have only been married for a few days, why don't you have it with me." Okay, it's a good thing to be pregnant anyway, and knowing that you can still lay eggs makes me feel a little less guilty. ”

Chen Haodong's words are particularly rough, but what I am struggling with is not this sentence, but his last two sentences.

Whether I want to admit it or not, what has happened in the past few days gives me a feeling, which is that Chen Haodong has matured and grown. He stopped forcing me to do things I didn't like, and he let me do what I liked and decided for myself.

For example, that day I said that I was going to negotiate with Shen Yan, although Chen Haodong also persuaded at first, but after the persuasion failed, he told me very seriously: "Help the three years old, your life will go by yourself, Lao Tzu will not stop you." I will send you just one sentence, that is, think about everything clearly, don't let yourself have any regrets in this life that can never be made up like me. ”

"Are you finished?" Shen Huanjiu's deep voice cut off my thoughts.

Chen Haodong glanced at me again and nodded: "That's it, Lao Tzu will leave." He turned around, walked three or four steps, and then stopped on his feet, then turned around and pointed at me and said, "What then?" Help three years old, you have to eat something good when you are pregnant, your stomach is as small as a chicken gizzard, and you have to eat more if you can't eat, you know? ”

No one responded to him.

He talked to himself like a boring man, and was lonely like a dog at every step he left.

More than an hour after Chen Haodong left, I received a text message from him, he said: "For you, I can let go of all my hatred for Shen Huanjiu, not because Lao Tzu is afraid of him, but because I don't want your baby to be born without a father." I'm sorry for you so many times, I should return it to you this time, let's clear it up. ”

I held my phone and watched it for a long time, reading it over and over again, and what I saw was not only the content of the text message, but also the growth and maturity of Chen Haodong, a rebellious teenager.

As a man with a temper, it was not easy for him to let go of his hatred for Shen Huanjiu. Although Chen Haodong is always babbling in front of others, like a difficult prickly young man, under the cruel words again and again is his fresh heart. I think that if life could be restarted, Chen Haodong would definitely not be like today. He may study hard, stay away from me, find a good job, and let Uncle Chen, an honest father, live a better life.

It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now.

Each of us is living, even if there are many sufferings in life, but because of the preciousness of life, we must insist on living, and since life exists in this world, it should not be absurd.

The sky is dead tonight, not even a star exists.

Shen Huanjiu touched the cigarette box several times throughout the day, but each time he quickly retracted his hand, only picked up the lighter, and played with it between his fingers.

"If you want to smoke, stay and I see you're suffocating." I stood in front of him and pointed to the cigarette box on the bedside table.

Shen Huanjiu said seriously: "It is very appropriate to take this opportunity to quit smoking, and when the child is born in the future, it is not appropriate for me to smoke too much." ”

"Do you think a child can really be born?" I asked something very unlucky.

He looked at me in shock.

In fact, I have lived in the countryside since I was a child, and I don't have the same affection for having children as girls in big cities. When I was not an adult, I was brainwashed by all kinds of backward thoughts, and I felt that giving birth to a child was an obligation given to a woman by God, and it was the inheritance of life. While dangerous, there is more to greatness and responsibility.

It's just that after experiencing a nine-month miscarriage, giving birth to a child has caused an infinite shadow to me, and I am afraid that the child will not come again, and I am even more afraid that if I lose this child, I will lose the right to be a mother in this life.

I can be strong, but never in this matter.

Shen Huanjiu sighed calmly, hugged my neck like a sloth, and said hoarsely: "The child came at this time, maybe he was telling me that cherishing the present is the most important thing. Now that my dad, you, and children are all by my side, I still have nothing to be satisfied with. If you want to leave Beijing, I can go with your wishes. It's just that I'm not sure if it's really over when we leave? I always felt that it was better to leave or to stay, and the result was not much different. ”

Shen Huanjiu's words without strong ink made me even more nervous.

Actually, I understand what he said, but in Beijing, in this villa that everyone knows, I will be more uneasy. I couldn't say a word to Shen Huanjiu: "Since it's almost the same, let's not leave." ”

I can't.

I have to ensure that this child comes into this world safely, he is not only a child, but also an explanation of the tortuous love between me and Shen Huanjiu along the way.

I used to think that Huo Peiyi and Chen Haodong were difficult enough, but they were too insignificant compared to a high-IQ criminal who wanted people's heads if he was unhappy. Shen Yan loves Shen Huanjiu, so what kind of existence I and the child are for Shen Yan obviously doesn't need to say anything.

His love has been distorted to a certain form, and he is crazier than Chen Haodong to me and Wang Yue to Chen Haodong. Except for Shen Huanjiu, other people's lives are meaningless to Shen Yan.

"I don't, I don't Shen Huanjiu, come with me, take Uncle Yao with you, you can go anywhere." I was so nervous that I was sweating all over, probably because of an expectant mother's prenatal phobia.

In addition to these, knowing that after I became pregnant, I began to worry about whether the baby I gave birth to would be healthy, whether it would be disabled, whether it would be a man or a woman, and a series of complex and confusing questions.

Shen Huanjiu's fingers rubbed lightly on my neck a few times, he must have seen how nervous I was, and said vigorously: "Don't be nervous at the age of three, I promise you, whatever you say, uncle will promise you." When I take care of the sale of the company, you can go wherever you want. All right? ”

Although Shen Huanjiu has not impulsively shouted to express his happiness since he was found to be pregnant, from my observation of him, the excitement lurking under his calm surface may not be less than mine.

"Really? You must not lie to me. "I suppressed my chaotic breathing.

"Really, really." Shen Huanjiu kept closing his eyelids, and his long eyelashes that made people jealous fluttered in front of me again and again, hooking my heart.

I turned over, hugged his waist, touched his back and forth again and again, and said: "Shen Huanjiu, I heard that many husbands cheat when their wives are pregnant, you are so sexy, you can't do it for a day, now that I'm pregnant, will you go to steal food?" ”

I'm really worried about that, because I've heard a lot of precedents.

I thought Shen Huanjiu would be angry when he heard my words, but his first reaction was to laugh, he reached out and pinched my nose, and said in disbelief: "You just said that I was very? Three years old, it turns out that in your heart I am a pervert? You have to figure it out, I like you because I want to you every day, if I don't like you, will I be interested? ”

"Hmm. I mean......" I frowned.

Shen Huanjiu let go of the hand that was pinching my nose and interrupted, "You mean I'm a pervert, I heard it." ”

I really couldn't hold back my giggles: "Shen Huanjiu, I'm going to die laughing." ”

"Hmph. In the future, when you are finished, I will not touch you, and the province will say that I am a pervert. He glanced at me, turned over pretentiously, and his actions were as sudden and childish as his words.

I wanted to laugh even more, and tears were about to burst into my eyes. Keep poking him in the waist, he is like a man who has been shot, I poke and twitch, just don't turn around and look at me again.

"If you don't turn around, I'll go downstairs and sleep. A big man is so stingy. "I said that on purpose.

Shen Huanjiu quickly turned around, frowned and said, "I'm stingy, I'm stingy with everything about you, can't I?" ”

This time it was my turn to hook his neck: "Okay, okay." Everything you say is right, who makes you look better. ”

The gentle kiss quickly burned on my forehead like a brand, and then I said very seriously: "At the age of three, I used to only work in my life, and in the future, my family will be the most important thing in my life." Do you say the little one in the belly is male or female? Do you prefer boys or girls? ”

His deep voice was as meandering as thick seawater, and he snatched my original lines, and I was overwhelmed at once.

"What about you? Do you like a kid or a girl? Shen Huanjiu asked again.

I looked at Shen Huanjiu's tenderness towards me, and suddenly said with tears in my eyes: "What kind of boys and girls, as long as they are healthy men and women." You must know that when I married you, I thought that I would not get pregnant in this life, how precious this child is, where do I care if it is a man or a woman, as long as it is me and you. Now I'm asking you to leave Beijing with me, just because I'm worried that the child will become a victim, do you understand? ”

Shen Huanjiu's thumb twisted around my eyes, swept away my shaky tears and said, "Well, I understand. It's all my fault, I'm too good-looking. It's my uncle's fault that even men like me. ”

He's a master.

One sentence made me burst into tears and laughed, knowing how funny it was to praise himself so seriously.

He probably thought it was annoying for me to cry and laugh, and suddenly pinched my mouth and said, "Look at you, the person who wants to be a mother still can't control his emotions." ”

We looked at each other for a while, and Shen Huanjiu said again: "Sleep, pregnant women need to sleep well." ”

He embraced me and closed his eyes first.

The next day, when I woke up, Shen Huanjiu was talking on the balcony, and I listened silently for a while, and the more I listened, the more frightened I became.

The call was obviously made to Shen Yan, and Shen Huanjiu said: "Leave some way back for yourself in everything, I don't let the police check how much you still have a little brotherhood." If you continue to do nonsense, don't blame me for being too vicious. ”

I couldn't hear what Shen Yan was saying on the other end of the phone, but Shen Huanjiu's emotions became more and more excited, and he roared angrily: "I don't like you, damn, you yourself are perverted and don't pull me!" If you want to do anything again, even if you don't use the police, I'll take your life. ”

When the call ended, I saw Shen Huanjiu, who was standing at the window, hanging his hand and squeezing his phone tightly.

I sat up abruptly and shouted at his back, "What did Shen Yan tell you?" ”

He turned around and shook his head: "Didn't say anything." ”

I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked quickly to him, and said incredulously, "Tell me honestly, what did you say?" ”

Shen Huanjiu was silent for a while, and said helplessly: "I ran away Shen Yan is very unhappy. He said he wouldn't stop if I didn't be his boyfriend. Three-year-old, boyfriend means wants me to him? Damn, I've never seen anything like that. If you really want to talk about revolutionary feelings, I am better than Shen Yan in Chen Haodong. ”

I grinned as if I was going to be petrified. Shen Huanjiu has never encountered such a thing, and I have never encountered it. The biggest rival in love is not a woman, but a man, and I can't resist it in my heart.

"I just heard you say on the phone that you were actually thinking about his brotherly relationship. Shen Huanjiu, you and him are not brothers, this is not the time to be soft-hearted. Shen Yan is a pervert and a criminal, do you understand? That trick to the police is actually fooling me, right? You didn't even want to cure him! I said anxiously.

Shen Huanjiu avoided my gaze and said in a deep voice, "You don't understand. ”

I grabbed his arm: "There's something I don't understand." ”

He stared at me with straight eyes: "Old man Shen will burn, why do you think it is?" Do you think someone like Shen Yan would really be interested in helping Huo Pei and the golden cicada get out of their shells? He even taught others for me to use a set of face-saving rhetoric. If it weren't for the fact that I was genuinely in love with you, he probably wouldn't have been perverted to this extent. Do you understand? ”

Suddenly, I was confused.

The world seems to be quiet.

What Shen Huanjiu means is that Shen Yan is perverted like this because of me, in other words, everyone's bad luck is also because of me, and Xiang Xiaoyang's death is also because of me.

How could he say that?

I raised my chin arrogantly and threw a sentence to Shen Huanjiu: "I don't understand!" I don't understand. How much have I suffered for the sake of you? Can't you even see it? Now how can you say such a thing? You know that I am worried about the safety of my children, and you still let people like Shen Yan live well. Shen Huanjiu! You've let me down so much! ”

"Three years old, I was in a hurry just now, I didn't mean that." Shen Huanjiu immediately hugged me, and explained to me in a soft voice.

I broke free from his arms and said something hurtful: "I think Chen Haodong is better than you for me now!" ”

"What do you say? Say it again. Shen Huanjiu raised his hand, gritted his teeth, and pointed at me angrily. Those dark eyes almost looked like they were about to burst out with anger.

Because of my anger, because of the unwillingness brought to me by that phone call, I really cruelly said it again in front of him. One word at a time: "I said, Chen Haodong is better than you." Do you understand this time? ”

Shen Huanjiu was really angered by me, and he sneered coldly: "You actually have feelings for him, right?" You keep saying that you love me, is the person you really love in your heart is that stinky boy! Damn it! He's so good in your heart, then you go to him. ”

I knew that my words hurt him, but I couldn't do it in my heart. I understand how much he has given and endured for this relationship, but does he also understand me? Can't he understand how nervous I am now, and who wants my child to be safe?

It's only to blame that even if I'm not very strong now, I'm definitely not the pure qi bag I was when I was sixteen years old.

I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and the hands hanging on my sides squeezed the fabric tightly, and my mouth trembled and said, "Shen Huanjiu, you say I have feelings for him?" That's right, I just have feelings for him. Do you really think I don't dare to let me go to him now? ”

Shen Huanjiu's eyes instantly turned red: "If you dare to go, I will definitely not stop you today!" ”

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