119 Man is not dust in dust
I breathed rapidly, tears rolling in my eyes: "You said you wouldn't stop me?" Shen Huanjiu, do you think you will be ruthless in the whole world? Me too! ”
Shen Huanjiu's eyes were like those of an eagle, and his breathing must have been heavy, because I could clearly see the abrupt stalks on his neck and his ears were also red.
I turned and walked in the direction of the door, the first few steps were fast, but then I walked more and more slowly, and when I came to the door to take the wide road, I glanced inside without any discouragement.
Shen Huanjiu really didn't chase him out, but his eyes looked at me deadly.
Every step I took was getting slower and slower, and the man who had just walked the stairs regretted it.
Women, sometimes they talk about leaving, saying that they are breaking up, but in fact, they just want the other party's words to stay and a hug.
Why don't men understand it?
I've read a lot of small stories in magazines, couples are upset because of the trivial matter of sesame mung beans, one party mentions breaking up, one party endures not to keep it, no one looks for anyone, and in the end the two people really break up.
When I walked to the last few steps, I desperately asked myself: Fu San-year-old, you know Shen Huanjiu's temperament, why do you have to mention what he minds the most, is it really what you want when you go out of this door today? From the beginning of love and seeming to understand to being deeply infatuated with this man, you finally became Mrs. Shen with indomitable courage, are you willing to leave this? Doesn't my heart hurt?
As I was thinking, my feet had already walked all the stairs.
"Girl, what do you want to eat today? There are pork knuckles in the fridge, to eat? Uncle Yao's cold words were like a knife cutting through my heart.
I said angrily, "Dad, I can eat whatever I want." ”
Uncle Yao said, "Cheng." Our daughter-in-law is easy to support, and Huanjiu is so blessed. You also know that the family environment in which he lived since he was a child was very complicated, and his temperament was very awkward. Others see that he has lived a good life since he was a child and has a good father, but in fact, this child is even more bitter than the average poor child. Now that he has you, you still have one in your belly, and you finally have a sound family. ”
As soon as Uncle Yao said this, I felt even more uncomfortable, and even the strength of my two feet to step to the door disappeared in an instant.
At this time, Uncle Yao said again: "Don't stand for a long time, go sit on the sofa and watch TV." Go, go, go up and sit there. ”
Uncle Yao gently squeezed my arm and pulled me to the sofa and sat down and then took care of myself, not long after I heard footsteps behind me, and the huge floor-to-ceiling window reflected the tall shadow of Shen Huanjiu, I immediately became nervous as if something.
But when I think about it, it took him so long to come down, and he didn't mean to chase me at all. Thinking of this, I felt that I couldn't hang up on my face, and when I was in a hurry, I took out the phone and dialed Chen Haodong, and said: "Haven't you arrived yet?" ”
Chen Haodong on the other end of the phone was obviously stunned for a few seconds, except for the sound of breathing. After that, Chen Haodong yelled at the other end: "You made the wrong call, right?" Is it okay for Lao Tzu to just fall asleep? You're waking up with a phone call. You're sick! ”
I judged from the silhouette of the floor-to-ceiling window that Shen Huanjiu was standing less than a meter behind me, and my heart suddenly jumped faster, and I said hurriedly and sourly: "Didn't I tell you to come and pick me up quickly?" I'm waiting for you at the door of Shen Huanjiu Villa, I'm a pregnant woman, people don't feel distressed, fortunately, you still feel sorry for me. ”
I noticed that the shadow on the glass window suddenly stopped coming forward, and even changed the direction of walking, and it was not long before I saw him walk into the courtyard.
Chen Haodong's tone on the other end of the phone became serious: "Fu San-year-old, did you quarrel with him?" ”
My nose was sour again, and I pouted and whispered, "You can pick me up." ”
"Okay, I'll get up now, pee and come over, five minutes, if you wait too boring, go to your yard and pick all the flowers, I'll definitely be there after picking." Warning, don't play me off. With a snap, the phone hung up immediately, leaving me with a series of rapid beeps.
Chen Haodong asked me to go to the yard to pick flowers, which was obviously a rotten idea. Those flowers in the courtyard Uncle Yao watered every day, moved into the house when it was cold, and moved out to dry when there was sun, just moved in and out, Uncle Yao was emotional. In normal times, I wouldn't even touch a small leaf.
But just because Shen Huanjiu was in the courtyard, I made the gods stand up and walk into the courtyard.
Shen Huanjiu and I quickly collided.
In desperation, I became a flower folder.
But after only picking one, I can't bear to pick it again.
I can see that Shen Huanjiu seems to be more angry than me at this moment, and when I think about what I said to him, I deserve to be at home. What Shen Huanjiu didn't want in his life was that one day Chen Haodong would be on the same line as him for comparison.
And I, on the spur of the moment, actually said that Chen Haodong was stronger than him, how angry he was in his heart, I can clearly understand.
Pursing my lips, I wanted to be soft with Shen Huanjiu, but before I could open my mouth, he said to me gloomily: "Chen Haodong, who is better than me and you have feelings, hasn't come to pick you up yet?" ”
He forced me back with a single sentence.
I saw Shen Huanjiu's teeth bite with my own eyes, and his mouth glanced at it, as if he was going to eat someone.
I also have dignity, and once I could not even have dignity in front of him, but now that I have grown up, I understand that love should be equal for two people who love each other. I can't just throw away all my dignity in front of a man and make myself worthless. What's more, I'm pregnant now, he should be considerate of me, shouldn't he?
"He'll be right away. Shen Huanjiu, we will never get along with each other in the future. There are a lot of people who like you, not only women, but men are all rushing to give them a hug, and you won't be lonely when I'm gone, right? I stared at him closely, how I hoped that the man I loved with all my might could give me a step down, no more, even if he pretended to be cool and said, "Have you made enough trouble?" "I'm sure I'll put away the spikes under my eyes and coax him with a lot of love words.
Shen Huanjiu's eyes were very strong, and there seemed to be something dormant in his two eyes, and every glance he looked at me was sharp and fatal.
"Three-year-old, with me, are you really tired?" Shen Huanjiu's voice was hoarse and sharp, but this sharpness seemed to reveal the tenderness of this iron man.
My heart softened all of a sudden, and my heart throbbed. When he was about to open his mouth, he listened to him add in a deep voice: "Originally, I was very happy, after all, I was going to be a father." When dawn came today, I thought of several names for my children, both male and female. You said that Chen Haodong is better than me and wants to go to him, this sentence is too heavy, it shatters all my strength. I wouldn't have felt anything if someone else had said it, but when it comes out of your mouth, it's like you've sentenced me to death. ”
As soon as Shen Huanjiu finished saying this, Chen Haodong's car was in front of me, he got out of the car, looked at me and Shen Huanjiu, and opened the co-pilot's door without saying a word, and threw me a look.
Chen Haodong warned me on the phone not to play tricks on him, but Shen Huanjiu went to the house when Chen Haodong arrived.
His shoulder struck me lightly, and it quickly brushed again. I immediately turned around and found that Shen Huanjiu's pace was quickening and he was walking towards the house.
I felt like I was being stirred, especially after hearing what he said. But his words were so ambiguous. Do you expect me to stay, or do you want me to leave?
I don't understand, I really don't.
I saw him walk up the stairs until his figure completely disappeared from my eyes.
"Help the three-year-old, do you hear it when you get in the car? I'm asleep and you wake me up, if you still play me, I'm not welcome to you! "Chen Haodong's patience was not very good, he waited for me for a minute and started calling.
My feet are like lead, and I can still walk.
Chen Haodong pulled me into the car, slammed the door on the co-pilot, and then got in the car and drove away.
There was a loud noise behind the car, and it seemed to be from the second floor, or the sound of glass, I was extremely anxious and poked my head to look back, and at a glance I saw Shen Huanjiu standing at the window on the second floor breaking the glass with his bare hands.
He was angry and aggrieved, so he waved goodbye to me when he found me looking at him.
As far as I'm concerned, how can Shen Huanjiu's waving hand make people feel good?
My tears were shaking, and at this time Chen Haodong broke my head and scolded: "Look at the fart, you are still angry with you with your big belly, this kind of person is too thoughtful, and it is not suitable for a rough person like you at all." But if you are three years old, you have to like a man who is not on the same level as you. What yearning, what enthusiasm, that's all bullshit, let's bet, if one day Shen Huanjiu has no dime left in his pocket, and he will not only be able to support you, but also himself, let alone earn the child's milk powder money, believe it or not? ”
I swept Chen Haodong's hand and said unconvinced: "The possibility you said is not valid at all. No matter how depressed he is, he can't get to that point, and if there really is a day, I have all the strength I have, and I can work to support him. ”
Chen Haodong's speed suddenly slowed down a lot, he cut his mouth, and then said as if he had already understood it: "Idiot! I know that it's not a good thing for you to call suddenly, but fortunately, I, Chen Haodong, are used to being cheap for you, and there is no difference between one more and one less fart. I'm telling you, you're not allowed to go back by yourself, you know? You should frustrate his sharpness and wait for him to pick you up. ”
Chen Haodong said this sentence very casually, as if it was natural to spit out of his mouth, he shook his head and drove, and hummed a little tune in his nose from time to time, which was completely different from his attitude when he said similar things before.
Inexplicably, I was so moved by this sentence that I couldn't do it.
The moment he solemnly said goodbye to my relationship with him, he was different.
I stared at the boy's side face for a long time, but he kept an eye on the road ahead, didn't realize that I was looking at him, and continued to swing around and drive his car. Occasionally, when a small battery is driving with other cars, he will always scold: ", blind, how do you drive?" One day I deserve to kill you! Depend on! ”
I couldn't help but laugh.
At this time, Chen Haodong turned his head and asked me: "Fu San-year-old, are you really pregnant?" Is it a lie, or is it true? ”
His nerves were a little out of his head, and I don't know how I suddenly remembered to ask this again, knowing that I was in a pretty bad mood.
Later, when I looked at it, I found that there was a man at the zebra crossing who was helping his wife cross the road, and the girl was holding her stomach and looked like she had been around for six or seven months.
No wonder he suddenly wanted to ask this.
"Really, I'm pregnant, and the doctor said it's been four weeks." I bit my lip and replied weakly. I don't understand, how can Shen Huanjiu really let me go, I'm pregnant, even if I say something that makes him angry, the child in my belly is always his. But come to think of it, I didn't make him feel better.
In an instant, my whole body slackened like a pickled eggplant.
"If we had a child then, maybe you wouldn't have divorced me. Why not? God won't even let us be together. Hehe. Chen Haodong muttered, reached over and pinched my ear, and said seriously: "Forget it, it's not interesting to mention these." Kind advice, you can just let Shen Huanjiu go crazy, you eat and drink yours, and he will definitely come to you in a few days. I don't know if it's dark, and the sky will come. ”
When I heard this, I immediately gave my spirit: "True or false? ”
Chen Haodong glanced at me disdainfully: "If he doesn't love you, can't he marry anyone?" He's used to being a president, but he's not a fool, and he'll be fine when the anger is over. ”
This comfort was a panacea for me, and my mood quickly calmed down, and my hand slapped Chen Haodong's shoulder heavily, grinning and saying, "Yes, he loves me, otherwise who can't he marry?" What, Chen Haodong, you are driving the wrong way, do you know? It's not the way to your house. ”
He slumped on the backrest and said nonchalantly: "Go to the big supermarket to buy you food, you are pregnant, and my refrigerator has nothing to eat except for drinking." If you don't go to the supermarket to buy you some food, you're going to eat later? ”
"Can you be civilized?" My stomach started to get restless.
He shook his head more and more proudly: "That's how I am." If you don't like to listen, close your ears! ”
The car drove for a few more minutes, and I asked him: "Chen Haodong, your refrigerator doesn't prepare to order, and you eat takeout for three meals?" ”
He said: "It's too lazy to cook, it's convenient to call takeout." You're pregnant, so I'm not at ease letting you eat takeout. In case of diarrhea, trouble. ”
I didn't speak again, and my heart warmed a little.
Chen Haodong took me to the supermarket to buy a lot of vegetables, he used to be a very rough person, but this time when he went to the supermarket, he would ask if it was today's things before buying, and then tell the salesperson one counter after another, I am pregnant, I have to eat fresh, I have to tell the truth.
I quietly acted as a mute, and it was all up to Chen Haodong to buy this and that. He was carrying several bags of food in both hands, and I saw that his arms were a little unable to support him on the way out of the supermarket to the parking lot.
He put the bag in the trunk, and I saw several strangulation marks on his palms, all of which were deep, deep red marks.
He rubbed his hands disapprovingly, let me get in the car, and on the way back, during the rush hour, Chen Haodong's car drove very steadily, as if he was afraid of any traffic accident.
The snail-like speed was still driven back in the end. is different from what I imagined, there are many people in Chen Haodong's family, and the group of people who played cards last time were all there.
When Chen Haodong brought me in with his things, a group of people around the coffee table playing poker were stunned, and some people dropped the cigarettes in their mouths.
"Brother Dong, ...... you" Ah Fei pointed at me and then at the dish.
"I've put out all the cigarettes, and I'm free from smoking for a day today." Chen Haodong said in a commanding tone.
"Yes, let's stop playing, let's go to the casino, a few acquaintances are going to play a few games this afternoon, so I won't bother you and your sister-in-law to fall in love." Ah Fei was the first to stand up, he gave the fat man a look, and the fat man quickly stood up, they threw Chen Haodong two guns when they left, and made a gesture to call when there was something to do, and they all went out with a smile.
Suddenly, I felt that they were all simple and innocent people, and under the appearance of gangsters, they seemed to have all kinds of emotions like other young people.
"Who do you have a crush on?" Chen Haodong put his hands on his hips and stood beside me and made a voice.
I was a spirit, probably afraid that I would fall, so he immediately supported me.
It's like a misfire-like contact, short and warm.
Chen Haodong quickly let go of me, and said a little embarrassedly: "What, I'll go and put the dishes away, you can sit casually." ”
"Hmm. Good. ”
He was busy in the kitchen, and while I was sitting on the couch alone, some bad emotions came back.
When Chen Haodong and I left just now, Shen Huanjiu's fist must have been injured again, and the injuries all over his body were not completely healed, and a new one was added. In my mind's eye, I could picture him standing barefoot on the balcony smoking a cigarette.
What to do, my heart is starting to hurt again.
I stood up and shouted at Chen Haodong on the other end of the kitchen, "That, or you will send me back." ”
Chen Haodong was bending down to take the green onion, his body suddenly froze, his spine didn't straighten up, and his face turned around first: "Can it be worth a little more to help a three-year-old?" I said he would come. Look at you in a hurry. Sit down for Lao Tzu! ”
I was still in place like a stubble of wood, he threw the green onion and came over, pressed my shoulder and pushed me down: "Sit down!" I kind of get it, that's all the you're doing! ”
He glanced at me very sharply, then turned around and walked to the kitchen again, but he turned around three times and pointed at me from time to time: "Don't think about it, if Shen Huanjiu doesn't come, I'll cut off my head for you!" ”
Chen Haodong stuffed all the dishes into the refrigerator and made me a glass of white dry water, then sat next to me and asked, "Say, what's the matter with you two?" ”
I was angry in my heart, I didn't care about the object, and I poured out at Chen Haodong, and the bitter water was poured out.
But the focus of his attention is completely different from my concern, tilting his head and laughing like a fool: "Fu three years old, your eyes are finally open, but it can be regarded as a human saying, Lao Tzu is not as good as him in business, but in terms of sincerity to you, I have never felt that I am worse than him." ”
I glanced at him, "Can you be serious?" ”
"It's serious. Isn't there a saying that a person can have a better future if he can look directly at his past? Chen Haodong's eyes instantly became hot, and he stared at me as if he was looking at a precious treasure.
When he lifted the corners of his mouth, he showed his straight teeth, as if it reminded me of the feeling I had when I first met him when I was a student.
We were both only sixteen years old.
When I went to report, I was so dizzy by the size of the school that I lost my way to find my classroom for a long time. Almost all the students in the class arrived, and the two of them took their own positions, leaving only a desk with a broken corner and a black footprint on it, which should have been stepped on by a naughty boy.
On the first day of school, everyone wanted a brand new desk, so the desk in the middle was abruptly empty, and I sat there without any choice, and the teacher began to take roll calls, thinking that I was the last one to arrive. I didn't expect a boy to be slower than me, and I still remember him standing lazily in the doorway, casually shouting a report.
Maybe the teacher felt that the standing posture was too unseemly, so he didn't rush to let him in, and deliberately asked, "What's the name?" You're late. ”
"Crazy Boy has seen it, right? My name is Chen Haonan, and my name is Chen Haodong. Southeast, northwest, east and west, the word east starts with the word, and he has to rank below me. Teacher, don't mess with me! After saying that, Chen Haodong walked straight to me regardless of the astonishment of the teacher and the whole class, and began to sleep on his stomach as soon as his schoolbag was stuffed into the drawer.
But because of this incident, Chen Haodong 'became an instant hit'
The next day, his drawers began to be stuffed with strange things, food, use, knick-knacks, and love letters in envelopes of various colors.
The desk that lacked a small corner was also replaced by the female duty student who had a crush on him. As his tablemate, for a long time I felt that he was dispensable like a ghost, and there was almost no verbal communication between us, and occasionally a few eye contacts, and he was always cold to me. At that time, I would never have thought that this boy sitting next to me would play an extremely important role in my best years, bit by bit, abused and spoiled, and he had already become a bunch of red beans and mung beans and eight treasure beans, and the selection was not clear.
I pursed my mouth for a long time and said to him, "It would be best if you could figure it out." ”
Chen Haodong shrugged his shoulders, didn't answer my words, pointed to the boiled water that was still steaming on the coffee table and said, "Drink it while it's hot, and then drink it when it's cold for a while." ”
"Whoa." I held the warm glass of water in the palm of my hand and looked at the door with a blank look. If Shen Huanjiu hadn't come to me earlier, I would have become a wangfu stone for fear that I would have become a pestle.
I took a sip of hot water, puffed up a sigh of relief, and said, "Chen Haodong, when you come back to Beijing, what else are you doing besides bars and casinos?" ”
Chen Haodong stared at me, hissed in his mouth, took a deep breath and said: "Most of them are wild people, but recently I plan to change careers, and you also know that the business of entertainment venues is mixed, and the social circle is too chaotic, and you can't think of many things." Take the fat man as an example, he follows me to earn a lot of money a month, but he is a little bad hidden, no matter how much money he has, he will not make him. Let me tell you, when I go to school, my companion will be broken, otherwise, with my cleverness, going to school is not trivial. ”
I rolled my eyes helplessly: "It's all fate." If you really study hard, you may not be able to get into university. What's the use of talking about all of that now? ”
Chen Haodong smiled, then took my hand, and said very seriously: "I don't regret that I wasn't admitted to college, I regret that you are three years old." After a pause, he put his eyes on my belly and said in a heavy voice: "Now that you are pregnant, I am really happy for you, you don't care about anything, the most important thing is to give birth to the child smoothly." If men fight with each other, let them play, and it is important for you to protect your children. ”
Whether he meant it or not, I knew very well in my heart. Whether a person is sincere when he speaks, many times the person who listens to it can feel it.
Without a trace, I withdrew my hand from Chen Haodong's palm, nodded and said, "I will." Chen Haodong, you too, don't always be alone, just fall in love when you meet a good girl. ”
He snapped and slapped his thigh and rubbed it a few times: "I don't know if I can do it?" ”
His words immediately made my heart a little blocked.
"What do you mean can be done?" I frowned.
Chen Haodong said: "Do you think that Shen Yan is worried about living well? Huo Pei still hasn't thought of how to walk in the light, and I, Shen Yan may slaughter me like Xiang Xiaoyang if he is unhappy one day. After exhaling for a long time, Chen Haodong's voice was lowered: "In the past few days, I have often thought, I am a single, and I don't care about it." If you find a few people to take risks and simply click Shen Yan, maybe you will be lucky and not be caught, and you and your children will be safe. ”
I was so frightened that I opened my mouth and asked, "Can't you call the police?" ”
Chen Haodong seemed to have heard a joke, and said something to me: "I, Huo Peiyi, which one is completely clean." His fake death is fraud, I open a casino, and I receive so many people who take gambling as a game every day, I don't know how many people are forced to owe a butt of people who are worse than dead, and testifying or something is just talking about it, if you really want us to testify to the police, you will also look for death. The police should find out what the witnesses are doing. If the circumstances of the crime of opening a casino are serious, the sentence shall be between three and ten years imprisonment. If you want Lao Tzu to go to labor reform, you should shoot me directly. ”
I stared at him, and suddenly I couldn't say a word.
Chen Haodong smiled at me: "Fu San-year-old, since you don't leave Beijing with me, even if you don't fight for this life, you won't be scared." Lao Tzu promises that the seed in your belly this time will be a long life, you believe me. ”
I shook my head, shook my head again, and my eyes immediately moistened.
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