I didn't open my notebook for a week, and it wasn't pleasant to chew on the taste of missing every night, so early this morning, I packed my bags again, said goodbye to Kathmandu, and traveled to Pokhara in a twelve-seater coach.

The small hotel environment is good, diagonally opposite is the famous snow-capped mountain fishtail peak, it was dusk, the red sunset painted the majestic fishtail peak charming and colorful, a small helicopter flew over the mountainside, the mountain peak then had a dynamic spirituality, my eyes fell on the snow peak for a long time can not move, for a while, said: "How are you?" I'm back again. ”

Recalling this kind of thing, it is really impossible to refrain from it, even if I didn't stay in the hotel before, even if I came alone, but some scenes still involuntarily came to mind, and that was a few years ago.

Actually, I'm quite naïve, thinking that if I don't think about it, some things will naturally be forgotten, but in reality? It was a trip that I thought it would take all my courage.

It's not that I haven't pursued her, and when I learned that she went to Tibet alone, I was surprised and worried. As Ms. Fu predicted, there was a problem between her and him, one hid in Tibet, the other flew abroad, which shows how big the misunderstanding is, Kuroko told me that they broke up.

I know very well what it will be like if I chase after me at this time, it stands to reason that it is no problem for me to pursue a single woman, but she is different, she is a single woman who has just broken up.

There is an interesting experiment in psychology between an ordinary single woman and a single woman who has just fallen out of love, and the results of the experiment show that the woman who has just fallen out of love is more likely to succeed.

I studied psychology, and I know very well that if I chase it out at this moment, it will be contrary to the gentleman's behavior, and to put it mildly, it will be to take advantage of the void, but this kind of thing is emotional, sometimes it cannot be measured by ordinary moral standards, so I persuaded myself and went to her.

There is only one Sichuan-Tibet line, but the geographical area related to this route is still very vast, if you want to find her, how easy is it, there is really no way, I can only call my grandfather's old friend, while moving forward, while searching.

I'm here with the intention of pursuing her, and I thought, even if I'm not a gentleman now, what does it matter? What could be more important than being with someone you like?

So, I came cheekily and left with a dead face. In this way, I followed her all the way to Nepal.

Plus this time, I've actually been here three times, and I'm fairly familiar with everything here, and I know that I have certain food allergies, like curry.

Her rejection of me was so strong that I could only find a way to win sympathy, and even though I hated the food so much, I swallowed it. She is not a ruthless girl, and when she learned that I had diarrhea, she rushed over as soon as possible.

People have a hunch, I can feel her heart slowly melting by me, even though I want to hug her to sleep every night, but I still restrain myself, I think, just wait, give her a little time to heal, everything will be fine.

I used to think so, and even after returning to City A, I kept restraining myself. Kuroko said that I was too stupid, and I didn't know how to grasp such a good opportunity, and I was afraid that there would be endless troubles. I laughed, but I was reluctant to wronged her.

I'm also a man, how can I have no desire at all? When the two of us were alone, I thought of many ways to bring us closer, and finally we all compromised.

I thought that she wanted to start a company, and I just liked it when I helped register and find an address; The company has no business, and silently asking the lady to take more care is care; I don't want her to drink, and I can't bear to hurt her self-esteem, so I just drink with her, it's love, I thought she would be moved.

She was indeed moved, but I know that this kind of touching is not at all the same as her attention and love for Zeng Ziqian.

I don't mind, I don't know what's wrong with me compared to that man, I've asked myself many times, what else did I not do? Otherwise, why wouldn't I be able to get into her heart?

Later, I knew. When I learned that Zeng Ziqian had a genetic history, I understood, in fact, I felt quite guilty, there was a solid class gap between them, which was a gap that the outside world could not change, and his genetic history forced this man to choose to leave, even if it was in a misunderstood way.

If it's not deep love, who would do that?

After drinking with Zeng Ziqian in a bar, I was shocked for the first time because of the relationship between the two people, she was hurt by her self-esteem and heartbroken, and she was still thinking about him, he was in poor health, and she came to ask me. A man asking another man to take care of his beloved woman is in itself something that requires courage to do, not to mention that he is still a sick person.

I finally regretfully realized that he and her were a couple, and I was just an outsider.

What makes me feel even more ashamed is that before I didn't know this fact, I once thought that Zeng Ziqian was not worthy of such a good girl, and several times, when I saw her wronged, I was not worth it for her.

If the three of us hadn't been entangled in the past few years, I don't think I would have believed that there was such a heart-wrenching love story around us.

I knew how important he was to her, and when I learned that he was going to hide her illness, I was aware of the fact that I was in a little bit of agreement with him, and it was also an opportunity for me. Actually, it's not that she doesn't like me, it's just that she's too dead-eyed, a heart, she can only tolerate one person, and now this person is leaving, or let her leave after misunderstanding, for me, why isn't it an opportunity?

I confess that I have no interest in this kind of charity-like opportunity, I have my own pride, just pride, and I can't afford to feel sorry for her. So, the day before his flight left, I told her when the man was leaving.

I want to make a complete choice, if Zeng Ziqian chooses to forget, she will also say goodbye to the past completely, if they are not willing to open their hearts, then my approach, it is not considered to take advantage of others.

And I found out afterwards that the flight information I found was just Zeng Ziqian's behavior of covering his ears, I think this is a temptation, he is testing me, testing me, whether he is a man who is sincere to her.

We have our own hearts, but fortunately, we are all for a girl.

I thought that this kind of thing would always fade slowly with time, and I also thought that a man who left a girl with pain would make the girl eager to forget, but the result was that she was still worried, and she still hadn't forgotten.

I don't know what kind of entanglement I was in when I helped her investigate Zeng Ziqian, first, I hope that I can meet her wishes and find out the doubts in her heart, but on the contrary, I hope that I can't find anything, at least in this case, she has no reason to wait.

However, when I learned that Zeng Ziqian's ex-wife was in a school with her, I was entangled again, and I knew that this clue would definitely continue to entangle them with each other, Ms. Fu said, just keep it secret, it is also a kind of protection for her.

But I know one thing very well, if you want to get a complete heart, you must let that person, completely, be driven out of her heart.

How naïve I am, perhaps, this kind of paranoia is also a reason why she and I have not really gone to the deepest part of our love.

In the past half a year of accompanying her to solve her doubts, I have been persuading myself, Liang Wenhao, you must hold back, the girl is not dead now, if you get closer, use it strongly, the girl will have to turn around and leave, but every night when she is sent back, I will blame myself for being too careful, even if it is a month, even if it is three months, it has been more than half a year, why are you not like a man, holding her little hand to tempt and temptation?

I'm not a hesitant person, but in this matter, I didn't dare to act rashly, at this time there is a popular saying on the Internet, called companionship is the most affectionate confession, just a glance, I feel that these few words, has spoken my heart.

I'm not a saint, I paid my feelings, I naturally want a response, but I'm not in a hurry, I think, forgetting a person is indeed not a simple thing, indeed, in the seven months that Zeng Ziqian left, I never took the initiative to confess to her, I even hesitated to hold her hand, but I think, being by her side when she needs it most, will it also be a silent confession?

It's been seven months, and if that man has recovered from a serious illness, he should choose to come back to her, right? But he didn't, does that mean he has chosen to give up?

The turning point of the matter was at a class reunion, Jack came to China with a group of Stanford classmates, I had a treat, everyone sat together to drink, he drank too much, and asked me at the top of his throat: "Hey, Wen Hao, how far have you developed with the goddess of your dreams?" ”

It's just a piece of gossip, but it attracted countless surprised eyes, well, I admit that when I was at school, I was indeed a little unkind to girls, and it's no wonder that after Jack broke the news, everyone was so curious.

I was asked too much, I could only beg for mercy, and several classmates laughed and said that this was not the usual style of Xueba, and clamored for me to call her over.

Well, I'll admit, I actually wanted to call her over, but I was afraid that these crazy people would scare her.

When the phone rang, I glanced at the more than twenty pairs of eyes in the room, and cautiously said that I was drunk, I knew her too well, and naturally knew that such a sentence would make her rush over immediately.

She is like a dazzling pearl that I have hidden, I am only willing to watch it silently, I don't like other men to look at her more, even if it is a handshake, you know, compared to China, this group of gringos is still very open.

Actually, I've been waiting for her for a long time, and I admit that I don't want to wait any longer, and this emotion can be restrained a little in normal times, but under the inducement of alcohol, I showed my true colors.

Don't send me a good guy card, I just want to be your boyfriend.

PS: A strong ability to generalize has emerged. There should be about two more related content...... See you tomorrow night.