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As soon as Zhuo Jing's words came out, the room was silent.

After a brief moment of embarrassment, Dad turned around and left.

Theoretically speaking, it should be pouted by Zhuo Jing, and it is really faceless to leave, not to be angry with me.

But when Dad left, he was still very sad. almost threw down a sentence with tears in his eyes, "Jojo! You've let Dad down so much!! ”

I don't know where he was disappointed, I thought hard, and then finally found a little reason for his disappointment, that is, I didn't go back, now for the Lin family, I play the role of a reassuring pill, after all, grandma's formation is what they are taboo now, they are afraid, afraid of offending something. In fact, in the final analysis, it is still their weak hearts. They are selfish, and this also reflects my pathos.

Maybe my grandmother didn't expect this result to happen, she wanted to use this to restrain my parents and make them treat me better, but in fact, this constraint is actually ridiculous when I think about it now, I actually need a formation to make my parents responsible for me.

Grandma does have good intentions, but she didn't think about it, when I grow up, a look, a word, is enough to make me physically and mentally cold, how can I live in that environment, although it is a little bitter to come out, but at least, I can breathe. I am me, I am not a burden to anyone, and I don't have to look humbly at anyone's face.

The little uncle watched his father brush his sleeves away, and could only chase him out to chat to comfort, how he is a brother-in-law, the eldest brother was made to lose face by his nephew, I think the most difficult thing to be caught in the middle is the little uncle, I can tear my face. But on his side, there is still Aunt Xinyun's sister-in-law, Sister-in-law.

Zhuo Jing and I were the only two people left in the room, I sat on the sofa and opened my mouth: "Thank you." ”

If he hadn't suddenly picked up, I think my face would have been torn up a lot, maybe I would have severed the father-daughter relationship in the end, or I would have been swept away by the Lin family, and I would never have been able to step into the door of the Lin family in this life...... But, think about it, this result. It's not necessarily bad, I'm really fed up.

"Thank you, what you have to do is wait for me for two years, and when I come back, we will get married."

I tugged at the corners of my mouth: "What are you kidding, you still take it seriously, my dad is gone, don't say this." ”

"Do you think I'm a joker?"

I sighed: "You don't know anything, you don't know anything about me, we don't match, what kind of marriage." ”

"I just need to know I like you."

I was stunned and raised my eyes: "You like me?" As he spoke, he couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly: "Do you like me because I was my sister back then, I call you big brother, that kind of liking is not like to get married, don't you make fun of it, don't joke casually when you're old, it's easy to take it seriously...... Ay! ”

Startled, he actually grabbed my hand and dragged it up for me, this foot and neck hurt me, "What are you doing!" “

His hand was wrapped around my waist, and his eyes looked straight at me: "Ma Jiaolong, I like you, don't mention anything to me brother and sister, otherwise, I had a neurotic nine years ago and went all the way to your house to find you, nine years later, I had a bunch of things in my school, but I couldn't help but come back at the thought of seeing you, who do you think you are, why do I care so much about you, it's not because I like you!" ”

I looked at his eyes, and there was a reaction below, reaching out and pushing him away hard, the whole person fell to the sofa, pulled the sofa pillow and hugged it in his arms, and when I saw that he was about to step forward, I shouted: "Zhuo Qilin!" Don't move!! ”

Maybe my reaction was too strong, Zhuo Jing frowned slightly and looked at me and didn't take a step forward.

The heart was beating hard, half excited, half scared.

I asked myself when I was in school, I also heard a lot of boys' confessions, but Zhuo Jing's made me want to hug him directly, but I couldn't, because I was afraid, really afraid, if he knew that I had the same thing as him, what would he think of me.

"Zhuo Jing, I beg you something." I sat on the sofa with a pillow, lowered my eyes, and whispered, "Don't be my lifesaver......"

"What do you mean, you can choose not to like me, that's your freedom, I know that it's okay to like you."

I shook my head and looked up at him: "It's very simple to like you, but after I like me, I really can't leave you, just like my grandma, I have to follow every time she goes, she leaves, I can't wait to die, so, don't be like this, my life doesn't want to bear the difference, compared to that, I really ......"

"Why do you want to separate, we are married, it is a lifelong thing, you can choose to wait for me here for two years, or, come with me, we should be people of the same world, I recognize you, I won't let go."

The circles under my eyes were red, but my body was reminding me to stay awake, and I replied in a wooden voice: "I can't get married, I have a bad marriage, and the person who marries me will be miserable." ”

He sat next to me and looked at me: "Who said it, I'm not nothing, besides, I've been miserable all the way since I was a child, I've touched all the dirty things, and I've walked back and forth a few times in the underworld, am I still afraid of the word miserable?" ”

I was about to answer, but I heard a 'uh-huh' sound from the door, and when I looked over, it was my little uncle who came in.

He walked straight up to us and glanced at Zhuo Jing: "Qilin, what you just said, is it true, you want to marry Qiaoqiao?" ”

Zhuo nodded his head: "Of course, but I haven't started chasing her yet, and she hasn't agreed, but I have the right to express my thoughts." ”

The little uncle nodded: "Of course you have this right, I advocate freedom of love, I won't say anything more about whoever you want to be with, it's just that I have two words to say to Qiao Qiao now, can you go out and avoid it first." ”

Zhuo Jing stood up: "Aren't you going to say something like retreating, if that's the case, it's ridiculous that you said before that love is free." ”

"I won't say that, Qiaoqiao is also my niece, I just want to tell her about her family, do you believe the little uncle, can you go out for a while first."

Zhuo Jing glanced at me, then nodded, and when he arrived at the door, he deliberately looked back at me: "Ma Jiaolong!" Remember, it's me who likes you, and it doesn't matter where you're from or your family! With that, he walked out.

If I were a normal girl, then I don't think I would be so sad at the moment, Zhuo Jing, is the Ma Jiaolong you like what you think?

"Jojo."

My little uncle pulled my attention back and sat on the sofa opposite me and looked at me: "Qilin likes to be alone since he was a child, I have never seen him get close to any girl, even the family specially arranged to let him get close to Angel a few years ago, he either had a cold face, or disappeared, but I can see that he had a good impression of you when he was a child, but the time you have been in contact alone is too short, I don't know if this good feeling supports him to say that he wants to marry you, so, I hope you wait and see, you are in contact for a while." , when the time comes, the conclusion is made. ”

"I know I'm not worthy of him." I lowered my eyes and replied, people grew up with the hope of their families, and I was thrown aside as soon as I was born to survive so far, not a little worse.

"You misunderstood what I meant, Qiaoqiao, I remember the first time I saw you, you told me that you wanted to be a boy, then I knew that you were a fragile child, you want to use something that seems powerful to arm yourself to protect yourself, but the more like that, the more crisp your heart becomes, you are right, your family can't be chosen, but I think you are a strong child, at least, sitting in front of me is a motivated, sensible girl who is afraid of causing trouble to others, I'm not talking about how Kirin is with you, but you, I don't want to see you hurt in your heart again, do you know what I mean. ”

I nodded slightly, but didn't respond.

"Qilin's parents have high requirements for him, what I'm afraid of is that they know that your physical condition is indirectly hurting you, and Qilin, he doesn't know, he has always thought that you are an ordinary girl, and these problems will accidentally turn into a hurtful sword in the end, Qiaoqiao, my little uncle can't say anything more to your family relatives, because I can't intervene, but my sister-in-law and I both think that you are a child who needs protection, and I don't want to see you suffer any other setbacks."

The little uncle said and stood up: "If you want to be with Qilin, then you have to be ready, can you tell me, do you like him, is the feeling I told you before, like it, do you have it for him?" ”

I lowered my eyes, paused, and nodded.

The little uncle also nodded: "Okay, then it's up to you, together, there will definitely be difficulties, but I like it, I think, it's also painful not to be together." ”

"It's not going to be together." I replied lightly, "I can't be with him." ”

The little uncle sighed: "In short, your sister-in-law and I don't want to see you hurt again, it's right that you don't go home, I told him on your father's side, even if it's the fire that ignited his factory, there's no need for you to come out and go back, your father is also angry, and your family still has your aunt next to you, sometimes it's very difficult for him to do, you try to understand, as for your emotional problems, it's up to you to think about it, that's all I want to say, I'll go first." "Throw it to death.

I nodded, watching my little uncle walk out of the door and pull Zhuo Jing aside, the moment the door closed, I suddenly felt that this room was very big, but my world was very small.

The mobile phone rang again in the upstairs bedroom, I forgot that my feet hurt, so I walked upstairs, and I cried when I saw the name of my grandfather displayed on the phone, and wiped a handful of tears and picked it up, "Grandpa." ”

"Jiaolong, is your dad here, don't listen to him, it's all your aunt's string, what are you doing when you come back, you're still angry when you come back, your feet are on our legs, and you can still call them to come and go at once, stay there, eat and drink well, and after coming back for a while, you still have to be a moth, listen to grandpa, you know no."

I held my breath and cried, biting my lip: "Grandpa, I miss you." ”

"Jiaolong, why are you crying, don't cry, it's okay, when the time comes, grandpa will come to see you, there are many things to prove what, hey, your dad should be famine again, I don't know when the house can be built, don't count grandpa, this is my daughter's house, grandpa is very good, you have to be good, don't cry, when you cry, grandpa feels uncomfortable, grandpa is not good, it is useless, let you be wronged."

"I'm fine, grandpa, you wait for me to earn money, either go home and build a house, or take you in, let's not separate."