My back was numb for a while, and sure enough, as soon as I was with Zhuo Jing, I would see it very clearly.

Just as I was thinking, the ball in the kid's hand slammed twice and rolled towards me. I was so frightened that I instinctively wanted to reach out and pull the car door, but when I turned my face, Zhuo Jing looked at me with a good look in his eyes: "Hey, didn't you say overcome." ”

As soon as the words fell, the ball rolled to my feet and stopped, took a deep breath, and was about to shout, the little boy actually spoke, "I ...... ball"

Does he know I saw him?

Under normal circumstances, when you encounter dirty things, you have to pretend that you don't see them. Otherwise, a child like this knows that you can see that he will deliberately play pranks to scare you. My mind was spinning rapidly, whether to yell or pick up the ball for him, and I looked at his face, eight or nine years old, I might not be able to shout at a loud voice.

"Pick it up." Zhuo Jing's voice sitting in the car was beautiful.

Also, after picking up the ball, maybe he left, and I squatted down, turned my face sideways and didn't want to look at him, and cleared my throat. His fingers reached the ball, and he hummed softly in his mouth: "I just crossed a few mountains, hehe, I crossed a few rivers, why is he so ......"

"Babe! What are you doing! Why mom goes to get a car and you're gone! Hurry home with your mother! What time is it, you're still thinking about playing ball, go back and go to bed early!! ”

"Mom! I'll go over when I'm done with the ball! ”

I was stunned with the ball. The boy who handed it to him watched him take the ball, said thank you, turned around and ran towards the woman who called him.

His shadow under the street lamp directly stung my eyes, is it obviously a big living person, this scares me!

After standing up, Zhuo Jing held the steering wheel and looked at me with a smile in his eyes: "You can still remember your title song at the critical moment." ”

"Zhuo Jing, you're really bored, you know?" I gritted my teeth and looked at him. No wonder he wasn't afraid, he must have seen the kid and the kid early in the morning!

He waved his hand: "It's you who want to be crooked, I didn't say that he is not human, okay, you go in, rest early, see you later." ”

"I don't want to see you again!" I threw down a sentence and turned around and walked to the hospital with a huff, and when I got to the gate, I secretly hid behind the door, watching his car drive away, and I felt strange in my heart, I couldn't put it into words.

As soon as I returned to the ward, I was stunned for a moment: "Big girl, why haven't you slept yet?" ”

Xu Meijin was also surprised: "Jiaolong, what's wrong with your head." ”

I reached out and touched the tape on my forehead: "Oh, knock it, it's a small thing." ”

"How's your sister-in-law?"

"My sister-in-law? Oh, she's, she's fine. "I just said that I couldn't lie, and I didn't react at the first time.

Xu Meijin nodded: "You go to my bed, let's squeeze it." ”

"No need, you can sleep, you have a wound here, you can't touch it." As I spoke, I pulled a chair and sat next to her, watching Xu Meijin answer in a low voice.

"And where do you live?"

"Living on the bench outside, it's really fine, you can sleep, do you want to go to the toilet."

"Go to bed." Xu Meijin is quite persistent.

I shook my head: "Oh, don't be tough, you sleep, I'll go out when you're asleep." ”

In fact, I really can't share a bed with others, there is an unspeakable thing, that is, I occasionally set up a tent when I wake up in the morning, especially in the past two years, I blush when I see it myself, so although Xu Meijin is my best friend, she also knows what my situation is, but I have never told her about it, nor have I told anyone, I really can't control it, and I will be like this even if I don't dream, I am very depressed.

"Jiaolong, you are so good to me." Xu Meijin may be really sleepy when I wait, and after a while, I opened my mouth in a daze.

I smiled softly and covered her back: "You are my best friend, like a relative, of course I am good to you." ”

That night, I lay on the bench outside the door of the ward, tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep, I could think of Zhuo Jing's death when I closed my eyes, and there was no place in my body that was comfortable. ”

Shengzi squatted on the ground, looking at me with a small face and smiling: "Hehe, sister, it's good that you have met your big brother." ”

I seemed to remember that the first time I saw Zhuo Jing, it was also to chase after my son, and frowned: "Shengzi, do you know a lot of things, and about Zhuo Jing, did you deliberately let me see him for the first time." ”

He held his cheeks as if thinking about my words, and after a while, he blinked at me and responded: "You and the big brother are destined to meet, but it does have something to do with me, sister, I can't tell you too much, someone will hear, I will be punished, you just need to remember that you and the big brother are inseparable." ”

I frowned, "Inseparable?" But grandma doesn't want me to have anything to do with him, it's been like this since I was a child. ”

"Well......" Shengzi looked like he was about to say something, "because you will encounter many things with him, but I think you will persevere." ”

I couldn't understand the meaning of his words, and looked at him: "Shengzi, have you seen my grandma, is she okay?" ”

"Okay." Shengzi replied with a smile: "It's just that she is not happy that you are here, but she can't stop many things, sister, I'm leaving, you have to remember your heart, don't miss it again." With that, he turned around and walked a few steps and disappeared directly.

What does it mean to miss it again, does it mean nine years ago?

"Jiaolong, Jiaolong."

I opened my eyes and looked at Xu Meijin looking at me worriedly: "How uncomfortable it is to sleep here, there is no quilt, you don't have a cold." ”

My head hurt a little, I waved my hands and sat up, thinking about giving birth to a child, it seems that since I was a child, giving birth to a child is different from my grandmother, and my grandmother doesn't like me to have anything to do with Zhuo Jing, so she will lock the phone at home.

But Shengzi is the opposite of grandma, when I was going to the city for the first time, Shengzi seemed to have told me in a dream that I was about to see that person, that person should refer to Zhuo Jing, what is going on, what do I have to do with Zhuo Jing.

"Jiaolong, what do you want?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Xu Meijin sat next to me: "Are you uncomfortable?" ”

"I'm fine." glanced at her: "I'm just dreaming, why did you get off the ground, go to bed and lie down, I'll buy you breakfast." ”

I took a deep breath, and since I can't figure it out, then I don't want to, just let it be.

……

During the day, I stayed in the ward, my eyes inexplicably always wanted to look at the door, I always felt that Zhuo Jing would suddenly appear, this feeling was very strange, and later, I finally found a reasonable excuse for myself, that is, he never returned my mobile phone, which made my heart that had been tight a little relieved.

yes, he didn't return his phone to me, so I naturally wanted him to come.

At night, Xu Meijin insisted on letting me go home to sleep, saying that I was not resting well in the hospital, and I couldn't resist her, so I could only agree to leave. ”

This heart gave me a void, and I laughed dryly: "No, I just want when you can recover." ”

"I'm fine, you must not have rested well last night, go back tonight and take a good shower, I won't be discharged from the hospital in a week."

I nodded, told her to rest early, turned around and let out a long breath, I have lived for twenty years, how can I have the feeling of being a thief, just because, I began to know that I wanted to see someone?

The street lights in the community were very bright, and I walked slowly home alone, and a voice came from behind me: "Hey! Black Monkey! ”

Looking back, I didn't know what I was happy in my heart for a moment, but my face immediately became flat, and I looked at him with a little disdain: "Why are you here?" ”

Zhuo Jing walked over slowly with his hands in his pockets: "What, am I not normal here?" ”

"Then why don't you go to the hospital to look for me today?"

He suddenly smiled and looked at me: "What, this is missing me?" ”

I blushed: "I'm going to get my phone back!" ”

"That's right, your phone is here with me, I'm noisy, I turned it off directly, do you want it, I'll give it to you, big brother."

"Cut!" I raised my eyebrows: "Don't pull it!" ”

After saying that, I walked home with my head held high, I couldn't wait for the wind under my feet, he kept hey behind him, I looked back at him: "What are you...... Oh mom!! ”

He trotted a few steps to catch up, and looked at me sitting on the ground grinning with bared teeth, his eyes were speechless: "Didn't I remind you, this community is now going to expand the green belt, and there are potholes on the side of the road, you should look at it." ”

"If you don't hey, I can step on the pit with one foot, and I don't blame you!" Tears of pain are about to come out, so I say that I am a prisoner, and as soon as I see him, I will be injured, either head or foot.

He didn't say anything to me this time, and squatted in front of me: "Come up, I'll carry you back." ”

Seeing that I didn't move, he added again: "Your weight is so big now, don't blame me if you walk hard, don't blame me, this is the chance, please ......"

"On it, on it."

Before he finished speaking, my arm went up, and when he stood up, I seemed to be able to smell the shampoo on his head, my feet hurt, and my heart was beautiful, I had never been carried since I was a child, and the first time I felt like sitting in a sedan chair, swaying, it seemed to be quite comfortable.

He didn't carry me directly to the private clinic in the community, my ankle was a little swollen, sprayed with medicine and put on the medicine cloth and he continued to carry me home, at that time I suddenly came up with the idea that this road is a little longer, so that I can be carried all the time.

"I'm heavy."

"It's not light, anyway."

I snorted silently, I can't say something nice, and if I don't take you back, I'll crush you.

"Why does it suddenly seem to be a little heavier, are you trying to work hard there?"

I wanted to laugh, holding back, "No, you're tired, lack of exercise." ”

"Why don't you do it twice, and I'll practice more?"

I looked at the hair on the back of his head: "Look, it's exposed, you just think about it." ”

When I opened the door and entered the house, he slowly put me on the sofa, and I suddenly had a melancholy feeling of being forced to land, he sat down next to me and looked me up and down: "Do you know what I think?" ”

I moved to the side: "Anyway, you don't want me to be good, why do you always look at me like this." ”

He smiled, laughing inexplicably, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"I laugh at you for becoming stupid, don't you remember that you were quite capable before, and you have to make me apologize to you, saying that I was wrong, otherwise, you will ignore me."

I didn't expect him to remember it very clearly, how could I be so rigid at that time, on the other hand, now, he took it one by one, no, it shouldn't be that I'm weak, it's someone who has changed a lot, and it takes up the light of age, so I bully people.

"That'...... Where have you been today? I still can't help but ask.

He took the sofa cushion and padded it to my feet, and responded lightly: "I'm going home, I have to let the family know that I'm back, and then I went to see my uncle, he wasn't there, the second grandmother didn't let me have a meal there, and I saw you just after leaving." ”

"Second grandmother?" The little uncle's mother should be his own grandmother, "Why are you still called the second grandmother, isn't the little uncle your own uncle." ”

He raised his eyes and looked at me: "This, it's more complicated, my own grandmother died very young, and my grandfather married another one, my father and uncle belong to the same half-brother, so my uncle's mother is my second grandmother." ”

I said why didn't that aunt live with Zhuo Jing's parents, I thought it was a rare little son, it turned out that the problem was here.

"Then, over the years, has my sister-in-law been happy at your second grandmother's house?" I always feel that my sister-in-law is a little wrong there, saying that she is traveling, but I haven't seen her come back these days, where has this been.

Zhuo Jing's expression paused, and frowned slightly: "I don't know, I haven't been back much over the years, but I heard that it's probably because of the child's affairs that the second grandmother is a little unhappy, and I don't know anything else, what's the matter, did your sister-in-law tell you?" ”

lowered her eyes: "I haven't seen her yet, what can she say to me, but I think even if I see my sister-in-law, she won't say anything to me, in her eyes I am a child." ”

He raised his eyebrows: "You're going to reach the legal age of marriage and you're still a child, you're pretending to be tender." ”

He glanced at him: "You don't have to pretend, it's more tender than you." ”

He looked at me with a smile: "Hey, do you remember when you were a child and said that you wanted to be my royal feng shui master, I'm going back next month, you can go with me." ”

I was a little stunned for a while, and lowered my eyes: "I can't go with you, when my hometown house is finished, I will go back with my grandfather, besides, people say it's good to go abroad, but I don't think it's good at all, I can't understand what I speak, I can't adapt to eating, and the most important thing is ......."

Raised his eyes and looked at him: "I think I may not be a particularly powerful feng shui master as my grandmother said when I was a child, I have been out of the mountain for two years, and I have not done anything big, let alone solved anything by myself." ”

He frowned, "But haven't you already settled the affairs of this family, I saw them all that day." ”

"But in the end, it was someone else who helped me, not all on my own, hey, I can't be too far from home no matter what."

"Ma Jiaolong, I found that you are no different from when you were a child, you used to be three sentences without leaving your grandma, but now you can't leave home, right, when can you completely listen to yourself and follow your own ideas."

This person was not happy when he said he was not happy, and I raised my eyes to look at him: "My own idea is to mix here for a year and a half, and then wait for the house to be built...... Not. ”

My eyes widened, looking at his face that suddenly came over, he he, he actually kissed me!

Before I could react, he let go of his mouth and sat back in his original position, calmly making me think that everything that had just happened was my hallucination?!

"You, why are you kissing me?" My face started to catch fire again.

He cleared his throat and didn't look at me: "Pay it back, who told you to kiss me when you were a child." As he spoke, he looked at me, "Did you pass my permission at that time?" ”

"But, but ......" I don't know if I have nothing to say if I take advantage of me.

He stood up and walked over to me: "I'll carry you upstairs." ”

Looking up at him, at that moment, I admitted that I thought too much, but the next second, my body reacted, which made me panic, like a basin of cold water poured on my head, pulled over the sofa cushions, and I covered my lower abdomen: "No, no, I'll go up myself in a while." ”

"What's wrong with you, your stomach is upset."

"Nope! Don't touch me!! "I was suddenly a little excited, some secrets, I could tell somebody else, but I didn't want him to know.

"Zhuo Qilin, you go back first, I'm going to sleep here tonight, it's late, you should go home quickly." Lowering my eyes, I said incoherently, and the little drum in my heart was beating tom.

The body slammed into the air, and I exclaimed in fright, and the cushions were still held in my arms to hide the embarrassment: "What are you going to do!" ”

"Go upstairs and rest." He said with some displeasure, went directly to the bedroom on the second floor, and watched me hold a cushion all the time and didn't let go, "Do you have a habit of sleeping with it in your arms?" ”

Covering the quilt, I turned over and felt empty, but fortunately he didn't find out.

"Are you angry?" Clamp winter low-handedness.

I pulled the quilt: "No, I want to rest, you go first." ”

I felt him put something next to my pillow, "I got a call from your dad in the afternoon, he might be coming, don't forget to turn it on in a moment." ”

My dad? Before I could ask, he had turned off the lights in the room and went out.

I turned on the lamp at the head of the bed, and I thought he must have thought I was angry because he kissed me, but it wasn't, and there was a little bit of discomfort underneath, which made me feel ashamed.

After turning on the phone, a text message came in, showing the person Kirin, 'Go to bed early, good night. ’

It seems that Zhuo Jing has already saved his own number with my mobile phone, opened the address book, and added his five contacts, and now he is left with his uncle and grandfather.

He actually deleted the phone numbers of Cheng Baize and Wen Xiaoni, and I immediately sent a text message back to Zhuo Jing: "You are bored, do you know, why delete my contacts." ”

After waiting for two minutes, he replied, 'What is there to connect with a man you are not familiar with and a woman who is not quite normal.' ’

I frowned, and was just about to reply to what you are doing to say that people are abnormal, but it suddenly occurred to me that he knows what I am doing these days, so he must know that Wen Xiaoni said that he likes me, so he said that Wen Xiaoni is an abnormal person, which means that he is not very acceptable to this kind of thing, but if he knows me, will he think that I am also abnormal?

'Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong'

Early in the morning, the doorbell ringing downstairs.

I thought about it for a night, I haven't slept well, when I got up, my feet were slightly on the ground, and I could walk, but I was a little weak, I opened the door with a slight limp, and I just walked halfway up the stairs and saw Zhuo Jing go to open the door, I was stunned for a moment: "You didn't leave last night?!" ”

He glanced back at me: "The sofa is very comfortable, where you sleep is different." As he spoke, he looked at me again: "Can you walk on your feet?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." As he spoke, he watched him open the door, and although the person who came in had already thought of it, he still showed some surprise: "Little uncle, Dad, why are you here." ”

My little uncle was more surprised than me when he saw Zhuo Jing: 'Qilin?!' You're really here! My eldest brother told me that you answered the phone and I still don't believe it, when will you come back! “

Zhuo Jing nodded at my father, and then looked at my uncle: "I've been back for a few days, I've been going to see you, you're not at home." ”

"No, then can you come back to your school?" The little uncle looked at him a little anxiously: "Didn't you say that you should focus on your studies, how can you come back." ”

Zhuo Jing was a little displeased, and looked at him: "I've already come back and still say what I'm doing, I'll go back next month, don't talk about me yet." ”

Seeing that Zhuo Jing was unhappy, the little uncle could only hold back and stop asking, and looked at me walking over with a slight limp: "Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with your feet." ”

"Oh, it's okay, little uncle, you sit, Dad, you sit."

Dad nodded, sat on the sofa next to me and looked at me: "Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you." ”

"Oh, I knocked it out." As I spoke, I deliberately glanced at Zhuo Jing, all thanks to him.

"Well, Kirin, why don't we go back first and let Jojo talk to his father."

Zhuo Jing stood still and looked at my father: "Uncle Lin, what you said shouldn't be a secret, we won't bother here." ”

I glanced at Zhuo Jing, I didn't want him to go, I didn't want to face my dad alone, because I could almost guess why he came to me.

"Oh, it's okay, that, brother-in-law, you can sit down too." Dad replied again and again, looked at me, and cleared his throat: "Qiaoqiao, why don't you call Dad these days, Dad doesn't know if you're doing well." ”

"I called my grandfather, I think he'll tell you." I lowered my eyes and replied faintly.

Dad looked a little haggard, but I think this is normal, he must be angry if something happens to his factory, "Qiaoqiao, you know what happened at home." ”

"Hmm."

"Don't worry, your little uncle went to help Dad deal with it, he lent Dad money to get over this hurdle, Dad thought, it's not a matter for you to be outside, I came to pick you up this time, I also talked to your aunt's family, you are not the noble person of Xiaojing, they all understand why you want to come to the city, no one can say anything about you, clean up, let's go home in the afternoon."

Look at it, I knew that this was the case, I tried hard to pull the corners of my mouth and looked at my father: "Dad, you came to pick me up, do you think that grandma's words back then have come true?" ”

Dad's body trembled: "You kid, what, how can you talk about this." ”

My hand tightly picked at the sofa cushion to control my emotions, so that I was not uncomfortable, even if he said two days earlier that he would take me home, or on the second or third day of my arrival, I would never think about it, but at this time, he also specifically asked me if I knew what was going on at home, and I didn't know if they wanted to be at ease when I went home.

"Dad, why didn't my grandfather come?"

"He, he's not in good health, so I didn't let him come, but your grandfather misses you, I want you to go back so that I can live with you!"

I took a deep breath, the words were so nice, I raised my eyes and looked at him, "Dad, it's Grandpa who also thinks that the reason why you let me go back is too chilling, so he won't come." ”

"Jojo! Why are you so ignorant! Okay, even if Dad said that because you are gone, your grandmother's formation back then may have been affected, this time period is too coincidental, is it possible, do you have to watch Dad's business get worse and worse! Do you want your mom and brother to have a more and more difficult life! You're so ruthless, Jojo! ”

The soft one doesn't work, the hard one comes, and he began to threaten me with family affection, but this family affection is too light and thin, my eyes are sore, but I don't want to cry: "Dad, I didn't cry, I didn't cry when I left." ”

Dad was stunned for a moment: "What? ”

"Grandma's fortune into the treasure array is made of my tears, as long as I don't leave the Lin family crying, this array will not break, I didn't shed a single tear, so, that array is still there, the factory is on fire, it has nothing to do with my departure, it can only be a coincidence." I gritted my teeth and finished speaking, my mouth bitter and astringent.

"Yes, eldest brother, I also think that this matter has nothing to do with Qiaoqiao, it can't be because what the eldest sister says is what it is, Qiaoqiao is such a big girl, she should go wherever she wants, we adults don't interfere too much, it's unfair to Qiaoqiao." The little uncle on the side may not be able to see it, and he also opened his mouth to persuade.

I didn't know what he said, but I couldn't bear it at all, and the tears that I had endured for a long time flowed like this.

Dad's face was obviously unbearable, he looked at me and stood up, and sighed: "I asked myself if I was good to my daughter, should I think, is it really for the good of her parents that my daughter leaves home and doesn't cry, or because she has no feelings, she has never regarded me as a father, Qiaoqiao, can you be here for a while, can you be here for a lifetime, you have to go back sooner or later, it's better to go with your father now, do you really want your mother and aunt to blame you?!" ”

"Who do they have to blame me!!"

I erupted, stood up and looked at him, "Are you saying I'm a mourning star?" I wasn't born by choice! Are you saying I'm a freak, then why don't you blame my mom, why did you give me this generation! Why should all the fault be blamed on my head! You can't be so selfish! Yes! ”

'Smack'!!

"Big brother! What are you doing with your child!! Zhuo Jing was about to step forward in a hurry, but his little uncle stopped him and hurriedly said to his father.

"You're not my daughter!!" Dad's angry eyes were red, his fingers trembled and pointed at me, and the spit spittled all over my face, as if I had hit him just now, "How can a daughter talk to her father like this!" That's how your grandmother taught you when you were a child! Talk to your parents like that! I don't know who you're like! ”

"Huh." I think I was beaten stupidly, and I could still laugh, and there were no tears in my eyes: "I don't want to be your daughter, it's your child, so that I can still get a minimum of respect, I can not care about the environment of life, I don't care about what I eat, what I wear, but can I give me a pair of parents like other families, don't just give me two titles, Dad, Mom, I really don't know what Mom and Dad are for, just to make me look cheaper?" Dad, tell me, why are you doing this to me......"

Dad's mouth trembled twice, and he looked at me: "What did we do to you, if we didn't pay you every month, would you grow so big, Qiaoqiao, you really hurt me." ”

Saying that, Dad took a long breath and said goodbye: "That's it, that's it, you are angry, I can understand, but I didn't expect that your prejudice is so deep, today I will tell you clearly, since you are not Xiaojing's nobleman, your little uncle does not need to help you let you live in this big house, if you don't go back with me now, then it will be difficult for you to step into our family again, because you have broken the hearts of the whole family, now I will ask you again, whether you will go back with me, this is the last time I will ask you, Lin Qiao, you have to think about it carefully, Since you were born in this family, you can't choose, you can only face, can you stay here for the rest of your life, what will you do in the future, don't you have to rely on your family? ”

I had nothing to say, I didn't expect to force me so much, just to let me go back and make them feel at ease, let them make money, opened my mouth: "I ......"

"I'll raise it."

I was stunned and looked at Zhuo Jing, he, what did he say?

"Kirin, what did you say?" The little uncle looked at Zhuo Jing with a surprised expression.

Dad was also stunned, "Xiaojing, you ......"

"I said I raised it." Zhuo Jing opened his mouth lightly and glanced at his father: "Uncle Lin, it is the first time I have met a father like you, including your family, which has made me gain ...... knowledge."

"Kirin!" The little uncle wanted to interrupt him, but Zhuo Jing glanced at him: "Uncle, you let me finish speaking, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to help but commit the next offense." ”

The little uncle could only look at him anxiously and angrily: "Don't talk nonsense, that's Qiaoqiao's family!" ”

"It's superb." Zhuo Jing replied with a cold face, looked at his father's stiff face and continued to speak: "Don't worry, your family doesn't have to worry about her future, I will marry her after I come back from abroad." ”

I froze, and the three people in the room were stunned and stared at Zhuo Jing one by one, and for a long time, the little uncle said in a trembling voice: "You...... Say what? ”

Zhuo Jing glanced at me, and then continued to speak: "I said, she is under my control, and I will marry her." ”