I didn't know what I was going to do, I really wanted to calm myself down, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't.

"I'm sorry Yichen, I'm trying to calm myself down, but I really can't do it, I don't know what to do, do you think my body is really not good? If I continue like this, our daughter will really be hopeless. ”

At this time, I could only weakly reach out and pull Song Yichen's clothes, looking at him with begging eyes.

"Yichen, I really can't understand, I don't have any infectious diseases, why can't I have a transplant, do I have to be in a particularly good health before I can do a bone transplant, like others who are going to die can donate, why can't I have this body!"

I always feel that there must be something wrong with this, and I always feel that Yichen and my godfather have something to hide from me.

"Don't think about it so much, we are doctors, we know when we can do transplant surgery and when we can't, there are some things I told you, and you don't understand, so you don't think about it so much, you just need to take care of your body now, and you don't have to think about other things."

How can I not care about this kind of thing, watching children suffer in it every day, can I, a mother, rest at home like no one!

Although I know that my body must recuperate so that I can beg for my daughter's life, I am now working hard to rest, but ......

"I'm the child's mother, do you let me leave me alone, if you stand in my shoes, can you rest at home so easily?"

After Song Yichen, who was holding me, heard me say this, he didn't say anything but hugged me quietly.

"I can't figure it out, now that my body is a little weak, there is nothing wrong with it at all, why can't you let me donate bone marrow? Besides, I've also checked on the Internet, donating bone marrow is not as strict as you say. ”

And I also secretly went to other hospitals to ask other doctors, and they all said that my body is suitable for bone marrow donation, and bone marrow donation does not hurt my body much at all.

So I think Song Yichen must have something to hide from me, but he just doesn't say it, he doesn't let me rest every day, he still rests.

"Xinxin, those on the Internet are all fake, only I know how your body is, so you don't have to worry about this problem anymore, you can rest assured that as long as your body is suitable, I will definitely operate on you immediately."

After hearing Song Yichen say this, I was very angry and pushed him away.

"You know? Did you know that if I didn't have surgery, our daughter wouldn't have lived long at all. ”

It's been almost two months since my daughter was born, and the disease has destroyed her daughter's body in the past two months.

"Whenever I go to see my daughter, you know how uncomfortable I feel as a mother? What else can you say in a day other than make me wait and let me rest? Don't treat me like a child anymore. ”

If I hadn't paid attention this time and went to other hospitals to ask, I might have been kept in the dark by Song Yichen and stupidly recuperated at home.

"Actually, I've already asked in other hospitals, and there is no problem with a transplant for a body like mine, I don't know what you're planning to do in your heart? But Song Yichen, let me tell you, if you don't give me an answer today, then I will take my daughter to another hospital for surgery. ”

Song Yichen, who was standing opposite, looked at me with a surprised face after hearing me say this, maybe he was surprised, why did I go to another hospital to ask about my daughter's condition.

In fact, I have always believed in Song Yichen very much in my heart, but what he did this time was very abnormal, and I just went to the hospital to ask casually.

I didn't expect Song Yichen to deceive me on this matter, which made me unable to calm down, and I couldn't forgive Song Yichen for these things.

"Xinxin, you heard me say that other doctors don't know anything about Yanran's disease, they just know a little bit about it, and they don't know what the specific condition is, so don't listen to those opinions, can I, as a father, still harm my daughter?"

Song Yichen stretched out his hands as he spoke, he wanted to hug me again, but I avoided him.

"Do you think I'll believe what you say?"

I never thought I trusted him so much, and he would cheat on me on such a big matter.

If something really happened to my daughter, I would never be able to forgive Song Yichen in my life.

"Song Yichen, I don't know what you think in your heart, but you have to give me an answer today, either arrange a time for surgery today, or I will take my daughter to another hospital for examination."

Although other doctors don't know much about Yanran's disease, at least others know what kind of body is needed for this disease to perform surgical transplant surgery, if others are wrong about this, then what kind of doctor should others be.

After I gave the ultimatum, Song Yichen actually sat back on the sofa, and he lowered his head in pain.

I looked at Song Yichen's painful appearance, and I suddenly had a very bad feeling, which made me very scared.

"Actually, I want to wait a little longer to tell you about this, since you said this today, then I can only tell you about it."

Looking at Song Yicheng's serious face, I was very worried in my heart, I didn't know what else Song Yichen was hiding from me.

"Actually, your bone marrow and your daughter don't match at all."

When I heard the news, I felt like a bolt from the blue, and I was shocked.

I thought there was something wrong with my body, or something happened to my daughter's body, so Song Yichen didn't let us have a bone marrow transplant.

But what I didn't expect was that the two of us didn't match, how could this be, I am the mother of the child, if I can't, then who else in the world can match my daughter.

This must be Song Yichen's nonsense that he didn't want me to have surgery, and I had read the report several times at that time, so how could it be fake.

"Song Yichen, what are you talking about, how can you say such a thing, don't you think you are cruel?"

I don't know what to look at him with other than looking at Song Yichen with desperate eyes now.

"I'm sorry Xinxin, because your health was too poor at the time, and you were so eager to find your daughter's bone marrow match, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it after telling you the truth, so I issued a fake certificate, at that time I only hoped that you would take care of your body, and I didn't think about anything else at all."

How could Song Yichen be like this, he gave me hope, and at the same time he also destroyed my hope, how could he do such a thing.

"But what I didn't expect was that this incident didn't make you take care of your body, but made your body worse and worse, so I regretted this incident very much, and then I didn't dare to say it at all, because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept this fact."

I never thought that I would be deceived by the person I love the most, which makes me face Song Yichen in the future.

"Song Yichen, do you think I can accept this if I tell me now, Song Yichen, do you know that you gave me hope, and at the same time gave me a devastating blow, do you know how much I hate you now."

Now I don't know what kind of mentality to use to deal with this except hatred.

Song Yichen always thought that this was good for me, but he didn't know that he hurt me more like this, if Song Yichen could tell me the truth of the matter at that time, maybe I wouldn't be as miserable as I am now.

"If I had known that this was the case, I would never have been so disappointed, Song Yichen, why can't you change this problem that you are the master of me, I said that no matter what happens, I don't want you to hide it from me, because I am an adult, and I have the ability to bear the truth of the matter."

Why is it that in Song Yichen's eyes, I will always be a child who can't grow up, not to mention that I am already a mother now, why will I be like this in his heart!

"But you will always be like this, you will always help me make the decision, no matter what happens, you don't tell me the truth, you always think that you are doing this for my good, but you don't know that you don't trust me like this, don't you think this is too much as a husband and wife!"

Others say that everything should be discussed between husband and wife, so that they can go on hand in hand, but Song Yichen and I will never be on the same channel.

Maybe in Song Yichen's mind, I don't have the ability to deal with things at all, but even if my ability is poor, I also have the right to know the truth of the matter, why would he treat me like this.

Or is it that in Song Yichen's heart, he has never treated me as a wife, if that's the case, then what's the point of me marrying him!

"Xinxin, it's not what you think, I've never disbelieved you, and I've never doubted your ability to accept things, I'm just worried that your body can't withstand such a blow, so I'm hiding it from you."

He's always so self-righteous that he thinks it's good for me, so he'll make decisions for me.

In fact, Song Yichen didn't understand what I was thinking in my heart at all, he always started from his point of view, and never thought about things from my point of view.

"But don't worry, I have contacted major hospitals across the country, as long as there is a bone marrow match suitable for my daughter, they will definitely notify us, and I have also contacted foreign hospitals, so you don't have to worry, I believe that our daughter will find the right bone marrow, so you don't have to think so much, you take care of your body now, you don't have to think so much about other things."

My daughter has such a disease, can I, as a mother, still have a good rest?

If I can have a bone marrow transplant, at least I have a little comfort in my heart, but who can relate to my feelings when I know that I can't save my own daughter's life.

Song Yichen actually let me have a good rest, I believe that as long as it is a person, he will not lie down and rest calmly at home at this time.

"Song Yichen, I don't want to say anything else to you, I just want to tell you, if something happens to my daughter, then the two of us will come to an end."

Actually, I didn't say this angrily, if my daughter really hadn't been saved, then there would be no need for me and Song Yichen to stay together.