132 You still love me

After I finished speaking, I didn't give her a chance to refute, I just put the phone away, and then I directly blocked her number, and instantly felt that the world was a lot cleaner.

When I thought that Gao Lin was about to break her thighs at that end, I was secretly happy.

I put my phone back in my pocket, and then told Sister Hong that she would go back to the company to help me ask for leave first, and I would stay in Shenzhen for a while.

Sister Hong wanted to see me reunite with Zhang Jingchi, I just mentioned the leave, she said that she had communicated with the boss, because Bolian is our customer, and the boss heard that I was going to stay in Shenzhen to take care of the boss of Bolian, he didn't say a word, let Sister Hong tell me, saying that I should stay at ease.

After communicating this matter privately, I took Sister Hong to Zhang Jingchi's ward.

Zhang Jingchi, who pretended to refuse to visit, chatted with Sister Hong for more than three hours, until Sister Hong said that she was going to catch the car back to Fujian, and he said goodbye.

Because there is a nurse to take care of her, I think that Sister Hong has been coming to Shenzhen for a few days, and she has no good food and clothing, so I will give her a look, and by the way, I can buy something for her on the road to take back to Xiaoxin.

Fortunately, there is a big supermarket near the hospital, and as soon as I entered, I was very curious to brush up on a bunch of snacks of all sizes, and they were neatly stacked, and let Sister Hong carry them back.

didn't let Sister Hong go back empty-handed, my guilt finally eased a little, and my mood finally warmed up a little and went back.

Back at the door, I saw Zhang Jingchi inside through the glass baffle, his mouth was constantly moving, and the little nurse opposite was looking at him nymphomaniacly, it seemed that they were chatting quite hotly.

My heart suddenly tugged.

I care so much. When I see that he is familiar with other women, I still feel very sour.

I stood in the doorway and didn't go in right away.

I know I'm stupid to do this, but I can't help it.

I just leaned softly against the door and pricked up my ears to listen.

The sound insulation effect of this ward is very good, and I was almost in the crack of the door when I heard Zhang Jingchi's voice coming intermittently.

Still, I heard it clearly.

What he said was: "We have been together for more than half a year, she is usually dependent on me, she is very nice, very kind, very simple, the food is very delicious, she cares about me very much, she will think about me, she also tolerates my bad temper, she is completely different from the girls I met before." The girls I've met before have wanted to get as much as they get from me, but she's never thought about how much she's going to give me. It's such a good girl, but I'm still hurt to the core. ”

After a pause, he continued: "She just left and may never come back." Actually, I had the cheekiness to ask her to come back, she should be quite annoying to me. She's definitely a lot of people chasing her now, maybe I'm not the best choice. Also, she must hate me, but I also hate myself, I didn't do my duty to her as a man. ”

Liability.

Indeed, he is a good man with a sense of responsibility.

He felt that I was a good girl when I was with him, and he had an unfulfilled responsibility to me, so he did not hesitate to put down his body and stick it up now.

Therefore, all the feelings that he gave me during this time that he actually loved me were all illusions, all illusions. It's all my own wishful thinking.

I suddenly felt a little annoyed that I shouldn't be competing with Gao Lin, what am I competing!

I froze in the doorway, confused as to whether I should go in at this time.

Just as I was standing at the door in a daze, Dr. Zhu, who had given Zhang Jingchi a few hours ago, came over, and when he saw me, he waved his hand and said, "Miss Li, come to my office." ”

I had to suppress the undercurrent in my heart for the time being, and follow him to the other end.

After closing the door, Dr. Zhu motioned for me to sit down, and after a glance, he said slowly: "Miss Li, that's right, although Mr. Zhang's condition this time is not very bad, he just proposed to me that he would be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow, and he has a private doctor who can be in place at any time, and I can also sign to let him be discharged." However, for a patient who has suffered from a cerebroma in the past, he has such a situation a few years after the operation, which has to attract the attention of his family. As far as I know, Mr. Zhang used to live alone, and now in his situation, I suggest that you still accompany him well within this month, and I hope that Miss Li can keep Mr. Zhang's mood calm to the greatest extent, don't stimulate him, don't let his emotions fluctuate too much. This is my personal suggestion, you can go back and discuss the arrangement. ”

I was stunned for a moment, my hand unconsciously grabbed my coat, and I asked with some confusion: "Cerebroma?" Dr. Zhu, can you tell me when did Mr. Zhang get this disease? ”

Maybe this doctor, he thought I knew all this, but unexpectedly I asked back, his expression stiffened slightly, and he quickly said: "I'm really sorry, I thought Mr. Zhang had told Miss Li, if Mr. Zhang didn't say it, it means that he belongs to the privacy he doesn't want to reveal to Miss Li. ”

After he finished speaking, he stood up and walked around the desk and opened the door, he said, "Miss Li, I'm going to be busy." ”

I knew he had given the order to evict him, so I stood up, exchanged a word or two with him, and walked out.

His words kept flashing through my mind, and eventually the information became a mess in my mind.

It turned out that Zhang Jingchi did suffer from such a big illness, but after we reunited, even if he pretended to be forced at the beginning, he didn't pretend to be forced and kept pestering me, he never told me about this.

Xu Zhiyong too, he has been comforting me on WeChat for the past few days, and when I asked Zhang Jingchi what his craniotomy was and when it was done, he would automatically ignore me.

Seeing that they are so taboo, a conjecture pops up in my heart, maybe Qiu Jialing dumped him because Zhang Jingchi was sick, so he didn't like to mention it.

Thinking that the doctor said that he couldn't let his mood go up and down, I finally decided to go back to his hospital room first.

I was afraid of disturbing him talking to the little nurse about my interest, so I didn't push the door directly, but knocked lightly a few times, and then slowly opened the door and went in.

The moment he saw me walk in, Zhang Jingchi's face was full of surprise, he looked at me and said anxiously, "Orange, why are you back?" “

Since I had decided to stay and take care of it, now was not the right time to pretend to be forced, so I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Why, aren't you welcome?" “

Zhang Jingchi still has a drip on his hand, he still has to lie firmly on the bed, his head is slightly swollen, but his silhouette is still so familiar, he still likes to put his eyes on me so much, he is still so good at chatting, he said: "You can come back, I am so happy to die." ”

The word "death", after being frightened by him once, suddenly became particularly harsh.

I walked over quickly, I glared at him and said, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

When the little nurse saw me coming back, she quickly found an excuse to sneak out and help us with the door.

After there was no one else in the room, Zhang Jingchi's hand suddenly reached over and grabbed my hand and pulled me in front of him, I was afraid that he would use too much force to cause those drops to flow backwards, but he was also pulled by him three or two, his hand kept clinging to my hand, he asked with a little cautious tone: "Are you going to stay with me these days?" ”

I was flustered by his question.

If I want to say what I hated him before, it is to hate him after we broke up, he was merry and happy with beautiful women, and I was wandering and alone and couldn't protect the child, then in the back I was a little resentful that he actually thought that I would conceive someone else's child.

But when I think about it, even if he thought I was pregnant with someone else's child, he still wanted to treat my child as his own, although I felt that his thought made me chill, but later I thought that he would have such thoughts, or because when we broke up, we didn't mention pregnancy at all, and we went through four years of hard work, it was normal for him to think so, and I was too him for what to do.

After experiencing life and death, I suddenly wanted to let go of my hatred for a while, or so that I could more easily gain my own sea and sky.

What's more, I also thought of arguing with Gao Lin, and then thinking of what the doctor said, so I nodded, and I said, "Well, I'll still be here in the next few days." ”

Zhang Jingchi immediately smiled.

In fact, his face was still very pale, his smile was very shallow, and he still took my hand and said, "Okay, then you hurry to the opposite bed and rest." Your eyes are red. ”

I was really tired, and when the little nurse came to change the needle, Zhang Jingchi told her, and she stayed here to watch, and then I lay on the opposite bed and slept so peacefully for the first time in my days.

In the next two days, the hospital really carried out Zhang Jingchi's order to the end, from beginning to end, there were many doors, I looked lonely, but Zhang Jingchi didn't know how happy he looked when he looked at it.

In the blink of an eye, it was time for him to be discharged from the hospital.

Because we were in a hurry to be admitted to the hospital, we basically didn't bring anything, so we came empty-handed and left empty-handed.

With him, I stopped a car on the side of the road and returned to Galaxy International.

After settling him down, I wrote down the medicine in detail, and then I said, "Zhang Jingchi, I have divided these medicines for you, I will stay at the hotel first in the next few days, and if you need help, call me." You have a good rest, I'll go first. ”

After I finished speaking, I stood up, picked up my bag and a temporary change of clothes, and walked straight to the door.

When I walked to the door, I remembered that it was a fingerprint door, so I didn't even look back, I said, "Mr. Zhang, please come and help me open the door." ”

As soon as my words fell, I was suddenly hugged by Zhang Jingchi from behind.

He rested his chin on my shoulder, his face rubbed against my face a little cold, and he said, "Orange, you still love me." I know you're still in love with me, can you come back to me? ”