Before I could break free of him, he continued, "Will you marry me?" ”

He jumped so much that I froze there, at a loss for a moment.

After a while, I said, "Mr. Zhang, let go first." ”

Following my words, Zhang Jingchi not only did not let go, he clinged to me more harder, he seemed to want to rub me into his body, he said: "I know that you hate me because of the child's affairs, I also hate myself, I also hate myself for being a useless man, I didn't protect you and the child." I will never be able to make up for my child's debt, and it will be the regret of my life. I know I'm cheeky enough to ask you to come back, and it's shameless indeed. But I have too many regrets in my life, and I don't want you to be one of them. I'm afraid that if you leave like this, we will say goodbye forever. I'm afraid of the days when I can't see you every day, and I'm afraid that as soon as I let go, you'll become someone else's. I don't want you to be someone else's, I don't want you to hug and kiss and hold hands with other men in the back, I don't want you to be good to other men in the future, I don't want you to have other support behind you, and this support is not me. ”

His hug was still so warm, and his tone was still so sincere, which made me mistakenly think for a moment how much he loved me, and how much he couldn't live without me.

In fact, during his stay in Fujian for more than a month, I had such an impulse several times.

Yes, I have such an evil impulse, I have the urge to take revenge on this man fiercely.

I want to pretend to promise to be with him, I want to make him a promise that he must not do, I want to use his guilt for me to let him marry me, let him marry me in style, wait until he sends out all the invitations, wait for him to invite all the guests to the scene, when he thinks that he has finally done his duty to me like a man, I will take a man to him, and humiliate him so badly that he will die and live, and then I will tell him that I have never loved him from beginning to end. I also didn't want to spend my life with someone like him from beginning to end, I felt disgusting.

Yes, I used to have such evil thoughts.

I don't think he loves me, I can't promise to lift him up to the clouds and fall down, but I can make him humiliated and embarrassed, I want him to suffer the pain and pain I have suffered before, even if it is insignificant, I want him to suffer once!

However, I am also deeply aware of my sorrow.

In this game, I was actually the loser from the beginning.

Because I am the one who loves deeply, because I am the one who has taken off all my hole cards prematurely, because I am the one who has been deeply hurt by him but cannot use bad means to retaliate against him and give back to him.

These evil impulses were finally suppressed by me and silenced in my body, and none of them were acted upon.

And now, I am listening to his love words, such love words that sincerely begged me to stay, and I was shamelessly shaken.

I wanted to turn around and hug him with my backhand and ask him if he would really give me a long time as he said now, but I was still scared.

I would have thought, he's holding me behind me right now, and what he's looking forward to may not be my face.

I'm not the one he loves, I'm the one he is responsible for.

I was annoyed that I was the one who he thought had failed and needed to be compensated.

If anything can break the heart I want to shake, then what has been hovering in my mind for the past few years is not only the natural wedding photos of him and Qiu Jialing, but also the two sweet text messages he gave her.

If there was anything else that could break my heart that I wanted to shake, it was that the sound of the child crying in the middle of the night kept hitting me, and the dull memories of running in the heavy rain with the child in my arms would flood me like a torrential rain.

Forgive me for not having too much heart, no matter how easy it is, to devote myself to the flood of love again.

So I finally hardened my heart, I tried to hold the undercurrent in my heart, I said lightly: "Mr. Zhang, the doctor said that you need to keep your mood calm recently, let's talk about this later." ”

After saying that, I tried to take off his hand, I casually stroked my hair, and I said, "Mr. Zhang, help me open the door." ”

Zhang Jingchi stood still, his eyebrows lowered, and after a while he said, "Your fingers can still brush the door open." ”

I froze for a moment, and finally walked to the door in distraught, and tentatively reached over and pressed it, and the door opened.

I hesitated, but eventually left.

I found a hotel near the convention and exhibition center, although the quality is not very good, but because of the prosperous location, it is also considered to be expensive and expensive, I don't care so much, after all, close to him, he wants something to let me help, I also want to help.

In the next few days, I also came in handy, I bought a small clay pot and put it in the hotel to boil soup, and at noon I sent Zhang Jingchi, who was sick to go back to deal with documents, to Bolian, and by the way, Gao Lin's diaphragm deserved to die.

From her casual glance at me, I could see that she wanted to kill me countless times, but she specially wanted to pretend to be a lady in front of Zhang Jingchi, but she didn't do anything to me. But I'm so cool, it's really cool to see that she wants to kill me and can't.

It's the weekend in the blink of an eye.

I thought that Gao Lin should also jump to the point that it is difficult to sleep, Zhang Jingchi's body can be regarded as returning to normal, and I will help him finish the soup for the past two days, which can be regarded as benevolence and righteousness, and I should also go back to Fujian to start work.

Thinking that I was going back to Fujian, I originally wanted to go to the supermarket on Saturday to buy some gifts for Sister Hong's family, but I didn't want Zhang Jingchi to call me early in the morning and ask me if I could accompany him back to Shenzhen University, saying that he was going to find a book.

I wanted to refuse, but he said he knew I had a driver's license and wanted to trouble me to help him get out of the car, after all, he was taking medicine, and he could easily become a road killer when he was dazed on the road.

Sometimes I really feel that his IQ is high and low, when he is low, when he is like a fool, when he is high like now, he is always easy to grasp my soft underbelly.

That's how I agreed.

Driving a local luxury car of more than one million, and driving a small Chery for thousands of yuan, the feeling is really different, not to mention that this car is not mine, and I don't have the heart to be cautious or something, in short, I ran all the way and soon returned to school.

After getting out of the car, Zhang Jingchi began to talk nonsense: "Hehe, orange, I'm sitting on the co-pilot, and some people will definitely think that I am your little white face." ”

I felt that I was going to really play such a joke with him, and let him kick his nose to the sky, so I threw the key back to him, and I said lightly: "Mr. Zhang, you go and borrow a book, I'll go for a walk first, and wait for you to call me." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Zhang Jingchi suddenly rubbed over, his voice suddenly became lower, and he said, "Can I hold your hand?" ”

I quickly took a step back, dodging his clutches, and I said categorically, "No." ”

Zhang Jingchi looked very disappointed, and the innocence on that face really made me look at him and want to beat him.

But he was still half sick, and I really couldn't do it, so I waved my hand, and I said, "I'll go for a walk first." ”

Finally got rid of that childish troublesome ghost, I wandered around the campus alone, and there were still some little boys staring at me, thinking that I was disgusted with my sister when I was old, I still had some heads, my mood warmed up a lot, and I swayed all the way, and ran to the southwest.

Coldly, I saw the façade of a bubble tea shop, and I inexplicably felt familiar.

After searching in my memory for a while, I remembered that it should be eight years ago, Chen Liang once opened a similar bubble tea shop in Guimiao.

Time has passed, and my mind is a little vague about Chen Liang, who used to be a close friend and seemed to have participated in the wanton murder of me on the highway.

The gods sent the devil away, and I unconsciously stepped in.

What surprised me and expected me was that I saw Chen Liang there after a four-year absence.

He was wearing an apron with the logo of a bubble tea shop and dark brown overalls, and he was standing at the bar, concocting something.

He's probably been in the service industry for a long time, and he'll notice it as soon as someone walks in, and he quickly looks up, and he looks at me, and he finally puts all eyes on my face, and after a while, he says, "Welcome." ”

I stood in place, dizzy for a few seconds.

At this moment, it is too similar to eight years ago, when I was still in the factory in Shekou, when Chen Liang had just opened the first bubble tea shop in his life, he said let me be the first customer in the bubble tea shop, and let me help him demonstrate.

At that time, I came to him after working overtime and wore overalls, and he rented a small store of less than two square meters, but he still stood there like that, waiting for me to walk over, and he also said welcome so sincerely.

This welcome made me feel like a world away.

And he is no longer my dear friend Chen Liang.

Even if I'm still a dick, I'm no longer the Li Cheng who does quality inspection in the factory and dreams of marrying his own male god and his own prince in the future.

I froze for a few seconds, then turned to leave.

But Chen Liang quickly walked out of the bar, he quickly blocked my way, and said, "Little orange, since you came here so coincidentally, drink a glass of something and then leave." ”

Small oranges.

I hate that title.

This is the name of the young, stupid, naïve, stupid Li Cheng.

And now I'm old, my heart is as old as a citrus placed outside for a few months, wrinkled, as if I don't need to squeeze it with my fingers, I can feel the wind and frost left by the years.

Now I can chat with Xu Zhiyong, who used to be tense and on WeChat, and I may not be too harsh on this man who brought me to Shenzhen to teach me too much.

So I chuckled lightly, and I said, "Or you should call me Old Orange." ”

Chen Liang also smiled, and he said, "Please come in there, old orange, I'll invite you to drink something, what do you want to drink, bring it yourself." ”

After he finished speaking, he took me a menu that looked exquisite.

I glanced at it, and eventually I saw a one called "Orange Rolling", and I wanted to see how the oranges were going to roll, so I ordered that.

Anyway, I still have to wait for Zhang Jingchi, anyway, someone has a treat.

Now my mindset has changed, I feel like I'm fine, I deserve to be asked for a drink, and I don't need to be honestly afraid.

I picked the innermost spot, and looked through the huge floor-to-ceiling glass at the hurried green faces outside, and the greenery of the campus with the advent of summer.

Chen Liang quickly took the tray and put it in front of me with a cup of gadgets, it seemed that the business here was really not good, so he sat down opposite me.

He said, "Old orange, try this." ”

I took it and took a look, and the so-called "orange rolling" turned out to be freshly squeezed orange juice!

Thankfully, I didn't have to pay for it, otherwise I would have had my brain in the water, so I spent 32 yuan to order such a cup!

I finally understand why this place is so inaccessible, this is a cheat!

Holding back the inner complaint, I took it and took a small sip.

But after taking a small sip, I realized that there was a mystery in the groove, and the taste was really good.

Chen Liang suddenly smiled shallowly.

He looked very clear and said, "Before you drink it, you must think that this cup is not worth the price, right, after drinking it, you will think, well, it's not bad." ”

Chen Liang really knows me very well, and I was immediately hit by him.

However, I was no longer embarrassed as before, I also smiled lightly, and I said, "Thank you, Boss Chen, for inviting me to drink." ”

Chen Liang's gaze remained on my face, and after a while, he said slowly, "I think I owe you a word of sorry." I haven't been able to find you, but now that I've met it, I'll tell you about it, it's more plain, but I'm sincerely sorry. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I suddenly remembered that night of turmoil, the night before I broke up with Zhang Jingchi, the night when I was attacked from behind.

Once the memories were provoked, I realized that in fact, I shouldn't have asked Chen Liang to invite me to drink, I should have paid for it.

So I took out fifty yuan and put it on the table, and I said, half-seriously and half-jokingly, "It's useful to say I'm sorry, why do you want the police?" ”

Chen Liang's eyes fell on the fifty yuan, his fingers kept knocking on the table, and he said: "At that time, Luo Mihui told me that you want to go back with Zhang Jingchi to get the hukou certificate, and I was stupid when I heard it. I thought at that time, even if you are with Zhang Jingchi, his character, you may soon break up, and I still have a chance, but I didn't expect you to marry him. I did drink too much that night and was impulsive. I'm actually glad that Xu Zhiyong came over and took you away, otherwise I would hate myself for being a bastard. ”

I didn't expect him to apologize for him and Luo Mihui for tricking me into his house.

But I think what he really should apologize for was the time when he found someone to attack me.

Anyway, it's all talked, and I don't plan to be a relative with him again, so I'll just talk about it all at once.

I paddled the cup on the table, and I said lightly, "Chen Liang, don't you think that you should apologize to me for finding someone to attack me on the mud gangroad?" ”

I was going to say that after you found someone to attack me four years ago, I fell out of love the next day, hehe.

But I swallowed it.

However, to my surprise, Chen Liang's gaze fell on my eyes again, and he said slowly: "I don't know who told you that four years ago, it was I Chen Liang who deceived you into committing a crime in the middle of the night on Nigang Road, whether you believe it or not, I definitely didn't appear at the scene that night to attack you, and I have a clear conscience about you that night." ”