098 Tell the world to marry you
He Yu continued to sit in the co-pilot and did not get out of the car.
Seeing that he didn't move, I pushed the car door and decided to leave by myself, but he quickly grabbed my hand again, "Lu Yuncan, don't be so ruthless." β
"Heartless?" I snorted coldly, "Compared to you back then, what am I?" He Yu, say it again, recognize the reality, it is really impossible for me to meet you again, never meet again. β
"Don't even think about it," he looked at me excitedly, gritted his teeth and said, "You can only be mine in this life, if you still want me, I can't care, anyway, I must take you back......"
"Whatever you want," I looked away indifferently, I really couldn't find the obsession I had in him, and most importantly, I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart at all, and the unforgettable resentment against him still lingered in my heart.
Seeing that my attitude was so indifferent, he didn't even bother to scold him, and refused to communicate with him further, he also saw through that this forcible retention would not work, and gradually became discouraged, "Okay, I know you need a while to digest, and I don't want to push you too hard." But what I want you to know is that I can't let you go, ever. With that, he pushed the door gloomily and got out of the car.
I put my seatbelt back on, didn't make any more stops, quickly started the car and drove away.
I was in a trance all the way, constantly pondering the big call I had just now, and I had a strong sense of unreality, as if I was listening to another story...... I used to dream that he would be alive, that he was really resurrected, but I had long since lost the shock I imagined...... He has been gone for so many years, no matter how hard it is, no matter how justified the reason, but in the disillusionment and despair that I have experienced for countless days and nights, my enthusiasm for him has gradually worn out.
Yes, I can't help but admit that the reason why I can't accept his return is that in addition to the psychological rift that cannot be eliminated, the more fundamental thing is that I am no longer interested in him...... I still remember when I was with him before, he made my heart so excited, just close my eyes and think about his appearance, his voice, I will have a feeling of heartbeat, no matter when I see him, my heart will naturally give birth to joy...... When I sleep with him at night, I always like to hold his back close to him, and smell his breath to fall asleep peacefully. He was my master, the center of my world, everything I had...... But now, after going through so much, when I see him again, this heart-pounding sweetness has long been gone.
Now, although he has the exact same face as I remember, he is just a stranger to me, and he never seems to have had anything to do with me.
*
When he returned home for dinner and was about to go upstairs, Jiang Feng came back.
He is dressed in a straight suit, tall and strong, and has a cold aura when he does not speak, and his handsome face is evil and charming, whenever it appears in front of my eyes, it will always give people a feeling of rippling heart, and he can't get sick of such a moment...... He is the kind of man who never deliberately plays handsome, doesn't like to look in the mirror, doesn't like to take pictures, seems to have long been accustomed to his good looks, and doesn't think it's an advantage worth showing off.
At this time, I especially wanted to walk up to him, put my hands around his waist, pounce my little face into his strong chest, and breathe hard the smell of his body, but I still held back and walked upstairs without saying a word.
I suddenly didn't want to play anymore, I was afraid that I would get used to it while acting, and I would never be able to climb out of this drama again......
Yes, the feelings for him are strong, but my dignity does not allow me to fall.
Walking into the bathroom to take a bath, the warm water is poured on the skin, washing away the tiredness of the day, and the person relaxes a lot at once...... After rushing for a few minutes, the bathroom door was opened, Jiang Feng came in, he didn't say a word and unbuttoned his shirt, took off the shirt on his body, and quickly unfastened the belt~
"I'm going to wash with you," he hugged me from behind, his hot and spacious chest was close to me, and I felt that my whole body was also hot, I put the shower down, turned around and kissed him hot~
Inevitably, he entered again......
In this smoky bathroom, we seem to be extraordinarily indulgent, and in order to reach that moment, all the baggage is thrown away...... With my eyes closed, my will focused on the pleasure he gave, I felt that my skin was very hungry, and I longed to be touched and controlled by him every inch of my life, and I really needed him at this time.
After more than half an hour of indescribable, I rubbed his back and bathed, washed his hair, wiped his body, and took his underwear and pants for him...... After taking a shower, I stood in front of the bathroom mirror wrapped in a bath towel, patted some water on my face, and smeared some cream, and he was also wrapped in a bath towel, rubbing around me with unfinished satisfaction. I couldn't help but dip my hand in some cream and turned around to touch his forehead and cheeks, and then gently rubbed the cream on his face...... He looked at me with tenderness, and my fingers wandered over every inch of his face, as if applying cream, but tracing the lines of his face, my fingertips caressing his eyebrows, eyes, the bridge of his nose, the corners of his lips...... Until finally he grabbed his hand, kissed him, and whispered in my ear, "You'd better not tempt me, otherwise, I can't guarantee that you will be able to get out of bed tomorrow,"
I smiled softly at him and said nothing.
When I go to bed at night, he is still used to holding me, a big man of 1.85 meters, his head is stuffed in my neck socket, and when he is asleep, he has to rub my face with the bridge of his high nose, and he takes the trouble to kiss and kiss me, I feel a little tired and want to push him away, and he is coquettish with me, which makes me soft for a while...... I leaned over and hugged him, rubbed his hair, and said, "Let's get married, the sooner the better." β
"Really?" His eyes lit up, and he was completely sleepy.
"Well, I can't wait, it's best to have a wedding this week."
"This week? That's too fast, not enough time. He said, "I have set up a department in the company, which is responsible for planning and preparing for our wedding, and as for your wedding dress, I personally designed it, and I have already drawn dozens of drafts without you, and now I have selected a few in production...... I wanted to surprise you, but no, you suddenly said that you were going to get married, and I blurted out so excited. β
Hearing this, I was a little shocked and a little weak-hearted, "Forget it, there's no need to make such a big show, just go find a wedding dress shop and try one." You know, I don't like to be high-profile, just do it. β
"What's the matter with the high profile, I just want to tell the world that I, Jiang Feng, have married Lu Yuncan as my wife, and by the way, I also remind those dog men who have bad intentions against you that it is time to wash and sleep!" His tone was domineering, but when he looked at me, his eyes were full of piety.
At this moment, I can really feel that he is in love with me and is destined to be inseparable from me......
"Why don't we go get the marriage certificate tomorrow first, and the wedding will be held next month?" He asked.
"Don't be in a hurry to get the certificate," I paused for a moment and smiled at him, "I'm still looking forward to this wedding, I'm afraid that after getting the certificate, you will deceive me, and the wedding will be so-so." β
He played with the ends of my hair, "Your logic is a little weird. β
Immediately afterwards, he drilled into my arms and said yearningly, "I can't sleep with excitement at the thought that you are going to be my rightful wife...... After thinking about it again, you will give me a child, we have a common home, and suddenly we are so happy~"
I quietly listened to his longing words, but my heart became more and more blocked. In fact, he is just a naΓ―ve and simple man in his relationship, simply pursuing a love, simply wanting a woman, a home, and a haven...... But once I thought of his deception, his danger, and his cruelty, I couldn't soften my heart.
Indeed, I want to 'marry' him as soon as possible, and the higher I lift his heart, the harder I can fall......
*
Next, Jiang Feng's main focus was on the preparation of our wedding, putting aside all the important work, discussing with the team in charge of preparation every day and listening to their creativity. At the same time, he also took me to try on several wedding dresses made by the company's team. Because we are engaged in the clothing industry, we did not go to professional custom brands at home and abroad for wedding dresses, and he personally designed and selected top fabric accessories, and then handed over to the company's employees to make them, with high efficiency and good quality.
In a large fitting room of the company, the staff brought over four or five sets of wedding dresses, and they were blind to the dreamy and gorgeous light just by looking at them......
I changed into my first white wedding dress in the fitting room...... After all, I put on a wedding dress for the first time in more than 30 years, and I was inexplicably nervous and awkward, and I didn't dare to come out, and I rubbed it for a long time, but Jiang Feng personally pulled me out and looked in the mirror, I didn't know myself in the mirror at all, and several female employees who helped made exaggerated exclamations, and Jiang Feng next to him looked straight in the eyes.
I looked in front of the mirror unnaturally, and it was indeed beautiful, and the beauty made me feel excited...... The wedding dress uses a lot of chiffon yarn, with some embroidery, it looks fairy, completely subverting my previous dignified and mature temperament, as if I am 10 years younger, the style of the boat neck is sweet and sexy, and my beautiful shoulder and neck line is more perfect~
"This ...... Did you really design it yourself? I asked him a little shyly.
He took a deep breath and walked over to gently stroke my hair, "My craft, are you satisfied?" β
"Of course," I said sincerely, looking left and right in front of the mirror again, admiring myself in all kinds of self-appreciation, indulging in this romantic and beautiful package, and thinking about it, I was almost reluctant to take it off. But just then, I saw a woman in the fitting room in the mirror......
It's Gu Minyi.