Shen Jialan thought, biting her fist and sobbing softly in the closet.

Even when she cried, she didn't dare to speak out because she was in trouble, because she was afraid of being seen by Aunt Zhang.

Even if her memory is as good as Shen Jialan, she forgets how long she cried at that time.

All she knew was that when she woke up, she was lying in her own bed.

Her face was hot, her throat was sore, and she was covered in sweat.

Seeing her struggling, Sister-in-law Zhang, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, suddenly hugged her with a quilt, and looked at her with red eyes: "Little Miss, are you still uncomfortable?" ”

She said, touching Shen Jia's blue and swollen walnut-like eyes: "Tell Aunt Zhang, why didn't you answer when Aunt Zhang called you, crying alone inside?" When Auntie carried you out, you were crying and fainting, and the whole person burned to 40 degrees! Do you know that you're scared to death Auntie! ”

Aunt Zhang was also a little scared when she said it.

She searched the entire villa several times but couldn't find it, and finally remembered that she hadn't found it in the closet, so she opened it and took a look. As a result, it was found that Shen Jialan was curled up in a ball and fell asleep in the closet, her face was full of tears and redness, and she couldn't wake up no matter how she screamed.

Aunt Zhang's heart was tangled when she saw it, and she reached out and touched her forehead, only to find that Shen Jia had a high fever with blue hair, and immediately carried her back to the room. I called my master's house, called my family doctor or something, and it took me hours to calm down.

Shen Jialan lost it under her nose, and she had a high fever, although no one blamed her, but Aunt Zhang was still guilty, so much so that she couldn't help but shed tears when she looked at Shen Jialan's eyes.

Seeing Aunt Zhang crying, Shen Jialan, whose face was flushed with fever because of fever, pulled out her hand from the quilt and wiped her tears: "I'm fine." I just broke my favorite toy, I was so sad, and now it's okay. ”

About because she had been crying for too long, Shen Jialan's voice was very hoarse, and the hoarse didn't look like a child at all.

But what is more childlike than her voice is her attitude.

After she wiped her tears for Aunt Zhang, she suddenly asked very calmly: "When I had a fever, did my parents come to see me?" ”

Hearing this, Sister-in-law Zhang, who was still pleased with Shen Jialan's sensible eyes, avoided Shen Jialan's face with a dodgy look: "Aunt Zhang forgot to tell them." Lanlan, it's too late now, Mom and Dad must be asleep too. Wait until tomorrow during the day, Auntie will call them again and tell them, okay? ”

Aunt Zhang didn't dare to look at Shen Jialan when she said this.

In fact, as early as when Shen Jialan disappeared and couldn't be found, she called the old lady to report it. But the lord and the lady both felt that they were in their own villa, with a fence and security guards watching, and Shen Jialan would definitely not be able to run away, so they didn't get too nervous, and just said that they would let her take someone to look for it a few more times, and if they couldn't find it, they would tell them again.

A few hours later, when Sister-in-law Zhang found Shen Jialan, she found that she had a high fever, so she immediately called them again in a hurry. But the lord and the lady only said: "I know, you take good care of her, don't fall into any diseases." "Just hang up. Sister-in-law Zhang didn't have a chance to speak at all!

If it was in the past, Shen Jialan was clamoring for her parents, Aunt Zhang would definitely distract her.

But now, Shen Jialan has a high fever, and she is a child, and she needs and relies on her parents the most, Aunt Zhang, as a mother, naturally knows the fragility of children when they are sick.

Aunt Zhang was very distressed about Shen Jialan's behavior of asking her parents if they had come to see her.

Although the lord and the lady are proud of their respective careers, they really lack care about their only daughter, right?

Sometimes it can be as little as three months, or as long as half a year. The one who can accompany Shen Jialan is basically except for toys, which is her as a servant.

Don't talk about normal times, let's just say that today, Shen Jialan first lost three hours, in which family is he not in a hurry to die? As a result, in the eyes of the lord and the lady, it is just "the child is playful, it is estimated that she is hiding somewhere, there is a security guard, she will not run far, you just look for it a few more times." ”

And then there is a fever, which parent is not anxious as soon as they hear that their child has a fever, and put down all the things at hand, just to take care of the child? But when it came to the old man and his wife, it became: "We are not doctors, and we can't do anything when we go back, sister-in-law Zhang, as the person you take care of, take care of her a little more, don't fall into the root of the disease." ”

In the past, as a servant, with the money of the master's family, no matter what happened, no matter what the master did, she would definitely not have an opinion. But now, looking at Shen Jialan, whose face was flushed because of fever, cold sweat on her forehead, and white lips, Aunt Zhang complained a little about her master for the first time.

If you don't care or don't care, why should you be born.

Every time I watched the little lady lying on the window and staring at the door, her face went from full of expectation to disappointment......

As an adult, her heart was sour.

Thinking like this, Aunt Zhang couldn't help but turn her head sideways, avoiding Shen Jialan's eyes, quickly raised her hand to wipe the wetness from the corners of her eyes, and then smiled and changed the topic as if nothing had happened: "Little Miss, have you slept for so long, are you hungry?" Aunt Zhang stewed the pork rib soup for you for three hours, but it was fragrant. I'll bring it to you, okay? ”

Hearing this, Shen Jialan looked at Aunt Zhang silently and did not speak.

Shen Jialan's behavior of staring at her without saying a word made Aunt Zhang a little furious.

Just when she was stared at by Shen Jialan's gaze and couldn't help but want to dodge, she saw Shen Jialan lower her eyelids, leaving her long eyelashes like butterfly wings to make a faint black shadow under her eyelids.

"Okay."

Aunt Zhang heard Shen Jialan say.

Hearing that Shen Jialan was willing to eat and no longer asked about her parents, Aunt Zhang suddenly got up happily and happily prepared to pour the soup.

Of course, before pouring the soup, she didn't forget to make a phone call to Shen Jialan's parents and convey Shen Jialan's wishes that she wanted to see them.

When Aunt Zhang left the room, Shen Jialan climbed down from the bed, held her favorite doll, and stood on the stairs.

So when Aunt Zhang was on the phone, she just stood there and listened quietly.

She heard Aunt Zhang say that she would let them come back, and heard her parents say that they would find a time to go back.

Then before Aunt Zhang came up with the soup, Shen Jialan returned to her bed.

She wondered if they would come back to see her if they were going to come back to see her, she had a fever, she was very sick.

They agreed, so they should be back, right?

……

But until Shen Jialan recovered from her illness, her parents never came back.

She only received a call back from them: "Lanlan, Dad (Mom) is too busy to go back to see you." I heard Sister-in-law Zhang say that you are well, but you have become less talkative. It's my father (mom) who is not right, I promised you to go back but didn't go back. Didn't you say last time that you wanted us to take you to the amusement park, and my father (mother) asked Sister-in-law Zhang to take you to the amusement park today, okay? Have fun, Mommy Daddy loves you. ”

When Shen Jialan hung up the phone and jumped off the sofa with her favorite pillow, Aunt Zhang was standing next to her with a smile on her face, "Lanlan, will Auntie take you to the amusement park?" ”

As she spoke, she reached out to hold Shen Jialan's hand.

was broken away by Shen Jialan without saying a word.

She didn't want to go to the amusement park anymore, not at all.

Aunt Zhang was not annoyed when Shen Jialan broke away.

Shen Jialan has been like a different person since she had a high fever, she doesn't like to talk, and she no longer always clamoves for her parents like before. The most common thing to do is to sit alone on the windowsill with a pillow in a daze. So she doesn't want to go to the amusement park she has been clamoring to go to now, and Aunt Zhang is not surprised.

She walked over with a good temper, squatted down, looked at Shen Jialan with respect, and said, "Lanlan doesn't want to go to the amusement park, so what do you want to do?" You say it, is it okay for Aunt Zhang to accompany you? ”

Regarding Aunt Zhang's words, Shen Jialan lowered her head and kept tugging at the pillow in her arms without speaking.

For a long, long time, when Aunt Zhang thought that Shen Jialan would not speak, she suddenly heard Shen Jialan whisper: "You say, if I jump down from the window and die, will they come back to see me?" ”

That was the first time Aunt Zhang heard the word "death" from a child's mouth.

She felt a little creepy, and she couldn't accept that a child as young as Shen Jialan would have such thoughts.

She hugged Shen Jialan, so angry that she couldn't even care about humility: "Little Miss, what are you talking about?" How can you say the word death indiscriminately? Phew! It's so unlucky, Miss Xiao can't blame this kind of thought in the future. If you really do this, the lord and the lady will definitely die of sadness. ”

Will they be sad? How can it be sad?

Shen Jialan thought about it in a daze, but she didn't show it when she saw Aunt Zhang's excited reaction.

She raised her hand and gently patted Aunt Zhang's shoulder, and said in a comforting tone: "I'm just joking, Aunt Zhang, don't be afraid." ”

She said, her voice soft and glutinous: "Aunt Zhang, let's go to the amusement park, I want to ride a roller coaster, and I want to eat marshmallows, you can take me there." ”

Shen Jialan's words made Aunt Zhang breathe a sigh of relief, and because of this, when she stood up and took Shen Jialan's little hand to change her clothes, she missed the seriousness in Shen Jialan's eyes.

She was really serious about whether they would look at her more if she died.

It's not like "If only I hadn't been born." ”