I didn't go to him, but took Aunt Jiang back to the hotel early. She suddenly became a little chattering, whispering in my ear as if recalling the 'son' in her mouth, praising how smart and handsome her son was, how good her relationship was with her, and how much she missed him all these years...... In short, her eyes are shining when she talks about her son, as if this is her life's sustenance.

"I heard the eldest sister surnamed Yang say, didn't your son ...... when he was a child?" I didn't say the word 'premature death' in person.

"No, he grew up safely, he lives well," her eyes were red and she couldn't help crying and choked, "It's just that we haven't seen each other for almost 20 years." ”

"And how did you separate back then?"

Aunt Jiang lowered her head and fell into deep thought for a long time, and the brilliance on her face disappeared......

"If it's inconvenient to say, then don't say it."

"No," she slowly raised her eyes to look at me, smiling secretly, "Cancan, I don't have to hide it in front of you. When you ask me why I was separated from my son, it's a really hard question to answer, and it's something I still regret. ”

She continued, "When I was young, probably not yet 25 years old, at that time, I fell in love with a married man, knowing that he was a man with a wife, but I still couldn't resolutely break with him, and he repeatedly promised to marry me after divorce, and persuaded me to give birth to a child when I was pregnant...... I know that this kind of behavior is shameful, and it is also very unfair to his wife, I am a big sinner, but at that time, I was young and ignorant, and I only thought about things like the wind and snow, and I ended up burying my life. I later gave birth to a child, the child is loved by everyone, raised by me since childhood, his father has been giving child support, and I did not persuade him to divorce, because with such a lovely son, I am very satisfied...... My son is very sensible and mature, and he makes me feel distressed at a young age, and he has a very good relationship with me.

She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand, "Later, the child's grandmother saw the child once, and felt that the child was too good and so smart, so she strongly asked to take the child back to their home to recognize his ancestors." What I thought at the time was that it was better for my child to have more love from relatives than for me to love him alone, and his father's family conditions were good and could give the child the best education and growth environment. But what I didn't expect was that the child was picked up by them, and when I wanted to see him again, it would be even harder than it would be to ascend to the sky—" She said this, covering her face and weeping bitterly.

I hurriedly hugged her tightly, and comforted her gently, "Okay, don't talk about it, I won't ask, I know your story......"

"No, you don't know, there's a lot of ...... going on behind it"

"Then let's talk slowly in the future, okay to talk a little bit a day?" I was really worried that she would be overly emotional and have a seizure, so I tried my best to comfort her.

"Hmm." She hugged me tight, too.

After taking care of her to go to bed and fall asleep, I sat quietly on the bed in a daze, thinking about the tragic story of Jiang Yiru no longer in my mind, but what happened to him...... I took the wallet from the bedside table and looked at it carefully, isn't this the same wallet he picked up when he was hospitalized with Jiang Feng when he was in China, and it was exactly the same. Now, I will search it out of Jiang Yiru's pocket, is this Jiang Yiru 'stealing' by himself, or did he deliberately put it in?

Either way, the most fundamental thing is that he has already appeared in Sweden.

I became more and more nervous, sitting on pins and needles at the head of the bed, always thinking that he would suddenly appear out of some corner...... I got up and approved a piece of clothing, drank several glasses of water, stood by the window, looked at the night outside, there was not as dazzling light and shadow as in China, there was an indescribable tranquility and loneliness, but my heart at the moment could no longer be at peace.

Glancing at Jiang Yiru on the bed, he slept quite peacefully, and he hadn't gotten up in the middle of the night for a long time, so I opened the door with confidence and walked out.

The moment we closed the door and turned around, we found a man leaning on the wall a few meters away, and our eyes collided in an instant!

What a encounter.

I stiffened slightly, and it was obvious that my heart was beating half a beat slower...... I was probably mentally prepared for a long time, and I had expected him to come, and he would always follow me, so after this brief shock, my mental state was quite stable.

Still looking at each other in a daze, his gaze was distracted, the whole person was in a trance, as if he didn't know me, he couldn't believe all this, and he couldn't pull it out after a long time in this shock......

I walked up to him step by step, walked up to him, and "......" wanted to say hello to him, but I frowned and looked away.

"Chan," he cried out excitedly, pulling me into his arms and hugging me tightly, as if he was afraid that I would fly away, and hugged me so tightly that I couldn't breathe. I could feel him gasping for air with excitement and nervousness, and soon he couldn't calm down and couldn't say anything more.

I let him hold me indifferently, hanging my hands, not speaking or touching him.

After a long time, he slowly let go of me, and quickly held my face and looked at me carefully, "It's really you, it's really you, I actually found you...... Heh," he let out a heartfelt laugh, a smile of relief after hardship.

Then he took my hand and left.

"Where are you going to take me," I finally spoke.

"Go over there, I've opened a room in this hotel too." As he spoke, he took my hand and soon came to the door of another room on this floor, he swiped his card, pushed the door in, and then turned to close the door.

He dragged me to sit down on the edge of the bed, hugged my body, and kissed me without any thought, and without giving me time to react, he swept in like a storm...... That kind of fierce fanaticism, that kind of strength controlled me to death, I didn't have time to think and react, I was made groggy by him, and I unconsciously entered this deep situation~

He pressed me down on the bed, and in a hurry to remove each other's restraints, he forced me again......

I don't know what I think in my heart, probably because I am too lonely in this strange foreign country, maybe I am really depraved and tired, or maybe I have been a loving couple with him and don't want to worry so much anymore...... Anyway, I didn't resist him much this time, I just thought it was a man who could bring happiness to my body, and I accepted the chaos like this. I closed my eyes and felt his power rampage through my body, and my hands couldn't help but grab his back, and in a trance, I went back to the years I had 8 years ago......

His habits in bed and on the bed have not changed much, and every step of his movements and behaviors are no different from those of N years ago, which makes me fall into memories...... I can't help but think that over the years, there is probably no other woman in his bed and on him, otherwise there would be no 'new tricks'.

On the contrary, I have become much more 'mature', and I used to regard it as extremely sacred, thinking that there would only be one man in this life, and that I would not accept any other closeness of the opposite sex in the world. But after he walked for many years, after I climbed one height after another, and I would no longer rely on men psychologically, I had no worship for men, and there was no love without worship, and I was now in a state of 'love impotence', and the passionate indulgence between them was just to meet the needs of the body.

I don't know how long it took for him to finally end the battle. I didn't have the same satisfaction and relaxation as before, but my heart was clogged and panicked...... Did you fall into the abyss like this, did you give up on yourself? I thought that I could live again in a brand new place, but I didn't expect to hand over my bottom line so easily. Scold.

I was curled up on the bed like a dead corpse, lying on my side, not thinking about what had just happened, not wanting to communicate with the man next to me, I was numb and tired.

He Yu approached me, broke my face, gently stroked my hair, and there was a rare look of satisfaction on Jun's face, "I'm sorry, I miss you too much, I've been holding back for so many years, and I can't help ...... when I see you."

......I didn't look at him and remained silent.

He said warmly, "Can I understand that you have forgiven me, and from now on, you are my woman again?" ”

"You can understand it however you want." I said coldly.

"......" he choked on me, but quickly put his arms around me and pressed my head into his arms, "the rift between us is so deep that it will be difficult to repair it suddenly to its most perfect state, but in any case, it comforts me that it has improved." ”

"You don't even want to know how I found you?" He asked.