I looked at him with my lips twitching. At that moment, I saw the pain surging in his eyes, and my heart ached.

"You're so ruthless." These words were almost squeezed out of his teeth, and his beautiful peach blossom eyes were moist...... But the gaze was cold.

I lowered my eyes and tried to hold myself up. I can't think about how he ended up here, but at this moment, I really can't explain it to him.

"Jiajia, how are you?" Mo Ziyu ran over from the side, took me into his arms, and asked eagerly, "Are you okay?" ”

I leaned weakly on Mo Ziyu's arms, only feeling cold, and I didn't even have the strength to speak, so I could only let him hold me tightly.

Shao Yihan stood aside, watching me lean into Mo Ziyu's arms, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, revealing a touch of ridicule, "Shen Jia, if I, Shao Yihan, still pestering you from now on, then I won't be surnamed Shao." ”

He said this so categorically that it made me tremble.

I gritted my teeth tightly, my eyebrows drooped, and I didn't dare to look at him.

"You owe me a life," his voice trembled slightly, and he sneered softly, "Shen Jia, you remember, I will get it back." ”

I felt as if something had cracked in my chest, and I was dizzy and unconscious.

I had a long dream, dreaming that I was lying on a cloud, and even my body and mind seemed to become lighter, surrounded by an infinite sea of stars, the beauty was incomparable, and I felt like I had entered heaven. I happily got up from the clouds and flew up with a slight leap. Suddenly I heard the baby's cry, hoarse and hoarse. My heart was entangled, I looked around, and when I saw a vague villain in the sea of stars, I flew towards him, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fly to him, and the more anxious I became, the slower I flew. Suddenly, a tengu appeared next to the baby, and I saw it open its bloody mouth and pounce on the baby, swallowing it in one gulp, and I screamed with wide eyes and heartbreaking, "No......"

I woke up from my dream and found myself lying in the same room I had had been in the room from last night.

"Jiajia," Mo Ziyu sat on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at me worriedly, "What's wrong?" ”

I glanced around the room, but I didn't see the man's figure, remembering the man's words, the loss covered my whole body like an invisible net, almost making me breathless, and after a while, I sat up from the bed, "What time is it, why am I still here?" "My voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

"Let's drink a bowl of brown sugar water first." Mo Ziyu got up and brought a bowl of brown sugar water to my mouth.

I took the bowl and drank it all in one gulp, thirsty.

Mo Ziyu took back the empty bowl, his eyes were heavy, "How do you feel?" ”

"I don't feel anything, I want to go back right away." With that, I lifted the quilt to get out of bed.

"You are weak now, and the doctor said that you need to take care of it for a month. They have a nutritionist, and I think it's better for you to stay here for two days. Mo Ziyu pressed my shoulder.

"No, I want to go home and raise it."

Mo Ziyu looked at me helplessly.

"Help me with the formalities, I don't want to stay here for a moment." I stood up, walked to the closet, took my clothes out of it, and went to the bathroom.

Mo Ziyu let out a long sigh, "Then you change your clothes first, and I'll go through the formalities." ”

"Hmm." I went into the bathroom, closed the door, and saw myself in the mirror, my face pale and haggard, and my eyes dull and dull.

Slowly, my vision blurred, and when the mist was about to condense into tears, I raised my face and forced the tears back.

"I'm not wrong, he deceived first, not to mention that the child couldn't have it in the first place...... I'm not wrong......" muttered as he changed into his hospital gown.

When I came out of the hospital, I was silent.

Mo Ziyu's complexion is not very good, and the corners of his eyes and mouth are a little bruised, as if I had done it with Shao Yihan when I had surgery.

And from the time I woke up, my mind was full of the cruel words Shao Yihan said at the door of the operating room, and every time I thought about it, my chest was suffocated.

At this time, the mobile phone in my bag rang suddenly, I retracted my gaze from the car window, took out the mobile phone from the bag, it was my mother calling, I adjusted my breath for a while, and then picked it up, "Mom." ”

"Jiajia, can you come back this Saturday? You haven't been back for three weeks. The mother's tone was a little resentful.

"I just finished handing over to Yang Zheng yesterday, and I've been very busy lately, so I don't think I can go back on Saturday, next week, I will definitely go back next week."

"You said that the company is not far from home, and what you said seems to be 108,000 miles."

"Hongda has a big mess now, I have to hurry up and rectify, and when I'm busy for a while, I'll go home for dinner every day, do you think it's okay?"

Mother chuckled on the other end, "I just miss you a little...... Didn't you say you were going to bring that one back to eat with us last time, and your dad and I couldn't wait. ”

My heart was corrected, and my eyes glanced out of the car window, "A few days ago, his grandmother fell down the stairs and broke her leg, and he went back to City B to see his grandmother, and it is estimated that he will not be able to come back in the near future." ”

"Oh, that's it." The mother sample was visibly a little disappointed.

I took a breath, "I'll talk about it when he comes back." ”

"Okay then."

Hanging up the phone, I looked at the scenery in front of me and was stunned.

Mo Ziyu glanced sideways at me, "Auntie, did you miss you?" Why don't I send you back? ”

I jerked my head back, "Don't." ”

"You go back to them, at least Auntie can take care of you, you live alone...... I'm really not at ease. Mo Ziyu frowned.

I looked ahead and whispered, "I just want to be alone for a few days now." ”

"The doctor specially instructed that you should take good supplements during this time. Don't be too sad, or it will hurt your body. ”

"I know."

***

A week later.

I sat on the couch in my apartment watching the reality show, eating the braised chicken feet that Suki bought for me, and laughing like a nervous break.

Su Qi came out of the kitchen wearing a purple apron and a swinging spoon in her hand, and frowned when she saw my character, "Eh, how can you say that you are also the boss of Hongda now, can we take care of the image." ”

"Why do I want to be so image at home, haha...... This one is hilarious. I beckoned to her, "Come and have a look." ”

"I'm looking at the fire, you don't eat much." She glanced at me and went back into the kitchen.

When I came back from the hospital that day, Mo Ziyu didn't worry about me being alone, so she called Xu Lu and asked her and Su Qi to come over to accompany me. Mo Ziyu also came over to give me supplements every day, making me feel like a confinement. I've grown a lot of meat this week.

During the day, when they are there, I am in good spirits, but at night, when I am the only one left, I will think about Shao Yihan...... I used to think about him very rarely, and I don't know why I miss him so much now that I'm separated.

Thinking about the bits and pieces with him, thinking about his childish appearance in front of me, and the evil charm when he was domineering and demanding on me...... Anyway, at night, all my thoughts are about him.

I think I must be crazy.

And as he said, he didn't call me or send me a message, thinking that he hated me to the core, so it can be seen that the few cruel words he said at the door of the operating room were not just words.

But all this ...... Who can blame it?

Isn't it wrong to stump him?

What's wrong with me?

No matter who is right or wrong, I think it will be a thing of the past, and when the dust of time covers the memory, who will we remember.

Sooner or later, he will also be my past, so I didn't deliberately restrain myself from thinking about him.

The joy of watching reality TV is that it can put your worries behind for a while and immerse you in laughter.

I'm laughing heartlessly, my phone is singing on the side, and I recently changed the ringtone. I glanced sideways, it was the landlord calling, put down the chicken feet, pulled out a piece of paper I wiped my hands, picked up my phone, slid over the answer button, "Hey." ”

"Miss Shen, the house expires tomorrow, are you sure you won't rent it?" The landlord asked over there.

"Well, it's not renting anymore."

"Then you come over today and pack up your things, and someone will come and see the house tomorrow."

"Okay."

"When you're done, give me a call, and I'll get the keys then."

"Okay."

"That's it."

Hanging up the phone, I leaned back on the sofa in a daze, and the funny pictures on the TV didn't arouse my interest in the slightest.

Su Qi came out of the kitchen and asked with a sense of accomplishment, "Do you smell the fragrance?" ”

I turned my head and looked at her blankly, "Well, it's very fragrant." "She's been slutting this chicken for a long time, and I've already smelled it.

"What's wrong with you, weren't you quite happy just now?" She came over and sat down next to me, "What do you think, sad face." ”

"The landlord just called me and asked me to go over and pack my things."

"I'll help you clean up later, and there's not much left anyway, is there?"

I hung my head and turned the phone in my hand, "I want to go over by myself." ”

"It's windy today, and it's raining later, so don't go out."

I looked up, "It's okay to drive." ”

Suki stared straight at me, her gaze sharp, "Are you...... Do you still want to see Shao Yihan? ”

"No, there are some things I don't know where I put them," I replied a little weakly, "I lived there for half a year anyway...... It's still a little reluctant. ”

"Since you have decided to break with him, don't drag the mud and water."

"I didn't."

Su Qi's eyes had a kind of hatred for iron and steel, "You don't have the best, otherwise you will be the one who will be uncomfortable." ”

"If everyone is so ruthless, how can I still break off the connection with him."

"I see you...... Still can't put it down. ”

"Then you forgot what you said about the difficulty with that man at the beginning, and you haven't forgotten it yet." In a hurry, I poked her wound.

Suki bit her lip and glared at me, then smiled, "You can do it, you have learned to dig other people's wounds." ”

In fact, as soon as I said it, I regretted it.

With a bitter little face, I took her hand, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

She shook off my hand and glanced at me, "Can you make a difference?" ”

"It takes some time to forget someone."

Suki sighed lightly, "You just have to know what you know." ”

"Well," I nodded, took her hand again, and said with a smile: "In the future, we will work hard to make Hongda bigger, what kind of man do you want, and then pack a few of him and serve on the side, do you think it is okay?" ”

Su Qi glanced at me in disgust, but the corners of her mouth were smiling, and she withdrew her hand, "Look at your character, can't you live without a man?" ”

"It's so hard that you want to be a ...... Exterminator too? I looked at her in feigned amazement.

She gave me a slap with her hand, then got up, "Don't talk nonsense with you." With a smile in her eyes and a pout, she went into the kitchen again.

I chuckled out loud and felt a lot lighter.

At noon, after lunch, Suki and I went to the old apartment.

When the car entered the community, my heart beat inexplicably, thinking about what to do if I accidentally ran into Shao Yihan for a while?

But it seems like I'm thinking too much.

From the time we entered the community, went upstairs, and when Su Qi and I packed everything that should be cleaned up, I didn't see half a shadow of Shao Yihan, and I even specially brought all the garbage out of the room to the door, in and out, I think he would definitely notice such a big movement if he was at home, but there was no movement at all next door, as if no one was at home.

In fact, seeing him again and being able to do so will only increase the sadness.

But I'm still inexplicably lost.

Sometimes what I think and what I do are completely inconsistent, and I think about forgetting about a person...... But partiality does not follow people's wishes.

I handed over the keys to the landlord and Suki and I went back with our things.

Along the way, I looked out the window of the car and snorted, obviously he had lost my trust, how did I feel in the end...... Like if I lost him?

In the past few days, his resentful and sad eyes have always appeared in my mind, and they are the eyes of extreme sadness and disappointment, and at that time...... I didn't even have the courage to look at him, the wetness and redness in his eyes were so horrible that I had never seen him like that, as if I had ruined his whole world.

But it was obvious that he lied to me first, and he played with me like a fool...... Why did he come from such grief and indignation, and why did he resentment so much......

That's it, just put it down!

If he hates me, he resents me, and let everything go with the wind!