Mo Ziyu hugged me without saying a word, "Go now." ”

Out of the conference room, Lin Jingye and Fanghua saw that I was carried out by Mo Ziyu with a pale face, and the two panicked and ran over, "What's wrong, Mr. Shen?" ”

I glanced at Fanghua, "Help me go to the office and get my bag." "The voice is too weak to be heard.

"Go." Lin Jingye pushed her, and she turned her head and ran towards my office.

Mo Ziyu hugged me to the elevator, "Secretary Lin helped me press the elevator." ”

Lin Jingye walked to the elevator first, and when we entered the elevator, Fanghua just brought the bag to me and got off the elevator with us.

In the elevator, I instructed Lin Jingye: "I may not be able to come to the company in the past two days, you can call me if there is anything." ”

Lin Jingye nodded again and again, "Okay, Mr. Shen." ”

Mo Ziyu's face was calm, and his eyes kept staring at me, as if he wanted to see me through.

Soon the elevator went down to the basement, Lin Jingye and Fanghua wanted to follow together to the hospital to help, but I refused, Mo Ziyu seemed to know why I didn't let them follow, and let them all go back, he just sent me to the hospital.

When the car drove out of the basement, I whispered, "Go to that...... Wuzhou Women's Hospital. ”

It was a private hospital, a well-known women's hospital in Tongcheng.

Mo Ziyu glanced at me sideways, his eyes sharp.

I looked sideways out the window, my hands on my stomach, and I felt much better after lying down, not as painful as I had just now.

When the car was about to arrive at the hospital, Mo Ziyu couldn't help but ask tentatively, "Are you ...... Pregnant? ”

I turned my head to look at him, "Hmm." "He will have to know about this later, so that he can be prepared.

He turned his head suddenly, looked at me quickly, then looked back again, and after a few moments asked, "Does he know?" ”

"Yes." I adjust my sitting position.

"You...... Don't want it? He turned his head, his eyes a little complicated, "Does he agree?" ”

"Do you think I'm going to talk to him about it?" I took a deep breath, "I can't ask for this kid, and I won't have to cross paths with him again." ”

After Mo Ziyu heard this, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he didn't speak again.

"When I get to the hospital in a while, I may have to let you carry the black pot and act as my boyfriend." I said lightly, I originally thought that Su Qi would accompany me to the hospital in two days, but the plan couldn't catch up with the change.

Mo Ziyu's hands on the steering wheel were white, and they seemed to be holding very hard, and his face was gloomy.

"You...... If you find it inconvenient to pretend to be my boyfriend, then it's okay to say it's my family. ”

Mo Ziyu still ignored me.

After a while, the car arrived at the hospital, he parked the car directly at the entrance of the hospital, turned his head and looked at me very seriously, "You really think about it?" ”

"Hmm." I'm sure of it.

He let out a long breath, pushed the car door, and walked over to help me.

One of the benefits of private hospitals is that there are no queues and the nurses are attentive.

Mo Ziyu helped me to the front desk, the nurse asked me what my number, I directly said that I came to do a painless abortion, the nurse glanced at me and Mo Ziyu, with clear eyes, took out the list and asked me to fill in, I just picked up the pen, someone suddenly patted me on the side, and I turned my head sideways to the surprised eyes of the man above.

"Jiajia, why are you here?" After the words fell, she glanced at Mo Ziyu suspiciously, and then came to me again, glanced at the list I filled in, and then looked at me in shock, "You...... Pregnant? ”

I never expected to run into a man here. We haven't been in touch since she left in anger at Xu Lu's house last time, and now she acts as close to me as someone who has nothing to do, which makes me really uncomfortable.

"Why are you here?" I stacked the list aside and blocked it with my arm.

"I accompanied my mother for a check-up." As she spoke, she looked at Mo Ziyu again and said with a smile: "Eh, Mo Ziyu, do you still recognize me?" ”

Mo Ziyu's face was expressionless, and he glanced at Fang Yanan, "I'm sorry, I don't have a good memory." ”

The smile on Fang Yanan's face stiffened slightly, and then changed to a brighter smile, "You don't remember me, but I have a deep impression of you." ”

Mo Ziyu smiled faintly at her, didn't reply, but gently touched my arm, and pulled out the list I was holding down, "I'll help you fill it out first." He lowered his head and filled it in there, and the other party's self-familiar set was not sold.

Fang Yanan raised his eyebrows, his gaze fell back to my face, and then came to my ear again, "You reconciled with Mo Ziyu?" Then you broke with Shao Yihan? ”

Her words reminded me of the hurtful words she said to me at the door of Xu Lu's house that day.

"I broke with Shao Yihan, are you very happy?" My face was slightly cold, "Don't forget to call me if you want to celebrate one day." ”

"That ...... You've got it in mind. Fang Yanan smiled apologetically, "I was just angry at that time." ”

"Ya Nan, Ya Nan." Someone shouted Fang Yanan at the back of the hall.

"Mom, I'm here." Fang Yanan replied to that head, turned back to me and smiled: "I won't talk to you first, I'll contact you another day." When the words fell, he ran to the other side with a smile, as if he was about to fly.

I let out a sigh and turned around.

After filling out the form, a nurse led us to the lounge to wait, and she went through the relevant procedures.

When I went to the corridor of the lounge again, I seemed to hear the "click" sound of the shutter of a mobile phone behind me, and I couldn't help but glance back, just in time to see Fang Yanan turn around and enter the side consultation room.

Mo Ziyu held my waist and glanced back, "What are you looking at?" ”

I frowned slightly, "Nothing." ”

After sitting in the lounge for a while, the nurse came over and took me for various examinations after completing the formalities. After all the examinations, the doctor arranged the surgery for the next morning at my request, and I did physiotherapy first in order to facilitate the direct hospitalization.

In fact, I was afraid that I would run into Shao Yihan again after I went back.

After completing the hospitalization procedures, I was already hungry, so Mo Ziyu took me out to eat, and after eating, he accompanied me back to the hospital for physiotherapy. I thought that he couldn't get in the sterile room for physiotherapy, and it was a bit of a waste of time to wait outside for an hour, so I asked him to go back first, anyway, I have a special nurse to take care of me, and it won't be anything. But Mo Ziyu said that he was not at ease, so he would not go back no matter what he said. I will leave him to go.

Mo Ziyu stayed with me in the hospital until more than ten o'clock in the evening, and I opened my eyes again after he left.

I sat up from the bed, took my bag, pulled my phone out of it, and turned it on.

As soon as I turned on the phone, there were many messages popping up, but none of them were sent by Shao Yihan, not even a phone call, I couldn't help but laugh, I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart, loneliness, contradictions, and grief were very complicated. I didn't want to see him again, but ...... Suddenly, there was not a single phone call, not a single text message, and I was very disappointed.

This feeling is very difficult for me.

In the morning, the doctor read the examination report and said that my placenta was abnormally unstable, like this case, the fetus is generally problematic, and after listening to me convince the emergency contraceptive pill, the doctor said that my decision was very correct, because the possibility of fetal malformation with emergency contraception is very high.

I asked myself if I hadn't taken emergency contraception, would I have taken the baby without hesitation?

But...... No ifs!

Leaning against the head of the bed, my heart was filled with a sadness that I had never felt before. Hands on the stomach, gently rubbing, this is my first child but I didn't have a chance to meet, that kind of heartache, helplessness, I think outsiders can't understand.

And I ...... with Shao Yihan Destined to be a dream.

But why am I so unwilling?

Why does my heart still hurt?

Why do you still think of him?

Why...... Will it be so reluctant?

***

I was woken up by the nurse the next day, and after washing, Mo Ziyu came, brought a bunch of things, and brought breakfast, he must have forgotten that I couldn't eat before the operation.

I haven't drunk a sip of water, let alone eaten, since 10 o'clock last night. The doctor specially instructed it, but it was really hard to get through the dry mouth.

Before the surgery, I still had to do a physiotherapy, but this time it only took half an hour. This kind of physiotherapy is actually sterilization, and normal abortion surgery can only be done at home for a week, but this kind of physiotherapy is relatively fast.

Coming out of the ward, Mo Ziyu helped me and asked in a low voice, "Do uncles and aunts know about this?" ”

I gave him a slap in the eye, "If you dare to tell them, I will break you off." ”

He rolled his eyelids helplessly.

When I entered the treatment room, he grabbed my arm and looked at me and stopped, I knew what he was worried about.

"Don't worry, now I'll be like a person who is fine after an hour of this surgery, and I can go back in the afternoon." This is what I asked the doctor yesterday, and I didn't know before, if I hadn't been in a hurry to do it, there would be no need to be hospitalized.

He frowned, still uneasy. I patted him on the shoulder and walked in on my own.

Although I said it lightly, I was actually very nervous in my heart.

Half an hour later, I finished physiotherapy, the nurse pushed me directly to the operating room, there is a direct door between the physiotherapy room and the operating room, when I was about to enter the operating room, I heard a noise outside, I seemed to hear Shao Yihan's roar, but the sound was quickly separated by the door of the operating room.

My heart was pounding, and I wondered how he would know I was here. I must have misheard.

For some reason, I suddenly felt a little flustered and cowardly.

But even if I'm uneasy, there's no turning back.

The operating room was huge, and there were several inner rooms in it, and I was pushed by the nurse to change my clothes, put on a gown, and then I was taken into the real operating room where the instruments were placed.

The doctor told me to lie down on the cold apparatus and spread my legs apart...... That feeling made me feel at a loss that I had never felt before, my heart was ashamed and aggrieved, and my eyes turned red.

At that moment, I secretly vowed in my heart that I would never let myself lie in such a cold and biting place again in the future, which would make people crippled.

I was given an anesthetic and soon lost all consciousness...... Like dead.

It's as if I've been asleep for a lifetime.

……

Someone shouted in my ear, "Wake up...... Miss Shen ......"

I slowly regained consciousness, slowly opened my eyes, it was a blinding white light, and I closed my eyes again.

"The surgery is done." The man next to me said another word, and helped me off the apparatus, sat down in a wheelchair next to me, and pushed me out.

My consciousness is still very weak, as if I am half asleep, I feel that someone lifted me from the wheelchair, put me on the bed, and then covered me with a quilt, I fell asleep again, and after a while, I woke up again, I felt that my stomach was sticking to the warm thing, but there was still a faint pain in my stomach, just like when I was menstruating, and the pain gradually subsided after ten minutes.

I lay on the bed in a daze, a little confused...... As soon as you close your eyes and open them, the child is really gone.

I can't put this feeling into words, melancholy and sad.

Half an hour later, I sat up from the crib, and although my stomach still hurt, it was tolerable. The nurse came to help me change my clothes, and the little nurse said that my operation went very smoothly and it took less than 15 minutes.

When I got out of the operating room, I didn't even have to sit in a wheelchair, and the little nurse helped me out directly.

I hung my head and walked out, and my soul seemed to drift somewhere else.

"Shen Jia!"

This shout, not loud or small, exploded in my ears like thunder.

We looked up and saw Shao Yihan standing straight at the door, his fists clenched, his face was cold, his eyes were fierce and red, staring straight at me.

Such a cold and terrifying look...... Like a messenger from hell.

I only felt that my legs were weak and weak, but fortunately the nurse on the side supported me, otherwise I would have fallen to the ground.

I looked at him with my lips twitching. At that moment, I saw the pain surging in his eyes, and my heart ached.

"You're so ruthless." These words were almost squeezed out of his teeth, and his beautiful peach blossom eyes were moist...... But the gaze was cold.