190 The Last Fall
In the few seconds when I looked at Jiang Feng, I felt a burst of dizziness like lack of oxygen in my mind, I felt that the blood in my body was about to coagulate, and my emotions were coagulated on the surface of standing in place, but my heart had already turned over the river and the sea, and the whole person was like being nailed to the spot, unable to move or speak, just staring at him blankly, the people around me became the background, and there was silence in my ears, as if only me and him were left in the world.
Immediately after, Gu Minyi also found out about my existence, her smile froze on her face, and then she grabbed Jiang Feng's hand more tightly and walked towards me.
"It turns out that the famous Lu Yuncan and Mr. Lu are also here, what a blessing," Gu Minyi smiled without smiling, and quickly looked at me from head to toe, her eyes showed jealousy, and she didn't mock her, "Our Mr. Lu really likes to be the protagonist wherever he goes, it seems that you have been in a very good mood recently, and you are dressed so beautifully that you can't turn your eyes here, and I am a woman who is attracted to you." ”
I don't know what this woman is still fighting with me now, why is she still putting on such an ugly appearance when she has already got him and is about to marry him...... Gu Minyi's cynicism didn't cause me much feeling, because my heart was hanging on Jiang Feng, watching him stand in front of me so closely, staring at me tightly, those cold eyes were like bottomless pools, making me feel almost suffocated......
For a moment, all eyes were focused on us, all whispering to each other, not knowing whether they were talking about their own affairs or laughing at us, my grogginess, messy, stiff and unable to control my thoughts...... At this time, Zhou Kaicheng coughed lightly and woke me up, only then did I find that Zhou Kaicheng's hand had been around my waist.
"Introduction," Zhou Kaicheng hugged me intimately, and said to Jiang Feng and Gu Minyi with a sneer, "Yuncan and I are already married, we have received a marriage certificate, and she is now my wife, so we are also preparing to hold a wedding, and when the wedding date is confirmed, you are welcome to come as guests." After speaking, he said generously to the people around him, "Everyone has heard it, and I will send the invitation to you when the time comes, and everyone is welcome to come." ”
"......" My heart fluttered, and I did not deny Zhou Kaicheng's words, and the onlookers exclaimed, saying blessings and festive words to Zhou Kaicheng.
Glancing at Jiang Feng, I saw that his expression had changed from indifference just now to a little stiff, his face was a little pale, the fierce light in his deep eyes was spreading, and he was looking at me more profoundly, his eyes were as sharp as knives, and it seemed that he was about to pounce and choke my neck fiercely in the next second......
"Heh," Gu Minyi chuckled, breaking the dangerous aura brought by Jiang Feng at once, and said mockingly with a few decibels in her voice, "Yes, our Mr. Lu is going to get married again, it's too fast, I remember that in the past few years, I have heard that you are going to get married, but the person you want to marry is different every time, why are you getting married again?" This time it should be true, you are not a big star, don't engage in those vain hype, if you want to get married, you should get married quickly, now the society is open, and you will leave if you are not satisfied, anyway, Mr. Lu, a rich and good-looking 'high-quality woman' with all kinds of charms, which man in the world is not tempted by you, right, Mr. Zhou? ”
Gu Minyi's words really attracted the attention of the audience, and all kinds of strange, judgmental, disdainful, and inquiring eyes focused on me, and I subconsciously shrank for a moment, if it weren't for the dim lights here that could slightly cover the embarrassment on my face, otherwise I would really be seen through as if I had been stripped naked. I took a deep breath, still ignoring Gu Minyi as a mad dog.
"Let's go, I'm a little uncomfortable and want to go back first." I took the initiative to hold Zhou Kaicheng's arm, at this moment, only this man is my safest and warmest harbor.
"Okay," Zhou Kaicheng has always been the best at seeing my state of mind, he didn't have any extra words, said a few words to the others, and walked out of the door with me. I stumbled and stumbled, and when I passed by Jiang Feng's side, I accidentally rubbed against his body, and I felt that his body was like a wall, stiff and cold.
I don't know how much effort it took to walk outside the door, to a place where there were few people, and there were some people outside who had just come to the drinking party, and they didn't know what had just happened. Zhou Kaicheng took a glass of warm water and handed it to me, asking me to drink some water first.
I drank the warm water and it got a lot better all of a sudden.
At this time, there was a man who had just come to the cocktail party outside, and as soon as he saw Zhou Kaicheng, he greeted him very warmly, and pulled him aside to chat...... I saw that they couldn't finish talking for a while, so I headed for the bathroom.
It took most of the time to find the bathroom. I casually entered a cubicle, mainly in this unknown space, quietly calmed my emotions, but instead of calming down, I collapsed tears like a fountain...... Why can't I escape his eyes everywhere I go, why has I, who was once cold and hard, become so vulnerable? I indulged my silent crying, cried for a few minutes, the kind of grievance was almost released before it eased down a little, and then took out the makeup mirror to take a photo, and saw that the eyes were very red, and the eye makeup was a little spent, and then wiped it clean with a cotton pad.
At this time, Zhou Kaicheng called me again, I answered the phone, and told him in a normal voice that I would come to the bathroom for a while, and then hung up the phone.
I looked in the mirror again before I opened the bathroom door and went out, unexpectedly, I just turned the corner of the door, and when I looked up, I found a familiar tall figure leaning against the wall, and he also looked at me in an instant......
I shuddered, and another bomb was thrown into my newly calmed heart, which blew me up and wiped me out!
Before I came to my senses, he had already walked up to me, grabbed me very roughly, and pushed me to the bathroom, not to the men's bathroom or to the women's bathroom, he directly pushed me into the mother and baby room next to me, and then closed the door and locked it!
"...... "I didn't speak, I didn't resist, I couldn't organize my thoughts, I just stared at him blankly, watching my shadow burn little by little in his eyes, he didn't seem to be calm except for staring at me with a fierce light, his breathing was very heavy, and the whole person was chaotic......
"You and Zhou Kaicheng are married?" He asked coldly.
I couldn't help but laugh coldly, "You care? ”
"Is it true?!" He asked in a deep voice, his hands clenching my arms and controlling my body, crushing my bones.
"So what, no what? At this point, do we still need to discuss this issue? ”
My indifferent attitude angered him, he glared at me even more fiercely, gritting his teeth, "Lu Yuncan, why did you lie to me again," After speaking, he violently pushed my body down, I didn't stand firmly, and sat down on a small sofa in the mother and baby room......
I didn't have the strength to resist him, let alone argue with him, I just felt ridiculous, and looked at him weakly, "What did I lie to you?" I'm no longer worth mentioning in front of you, what else can I deceive you? ”
Without waiting for him to answer, I sneered, "Do you think that I was still saying those earth-shattering love words to you one second, and the next second I was marrying another man?" So you think I lied to you? Oh, don't you believe my words, I said that I love you and can't do without you, and I want to get back together with you, but you believe it and now come to me to ask for an explanation? Hehe, I didn't expect you to be so stupid...... Haven't you always known me very well, I, Lu Yuncan, am a restless woman in my bones, I will use whoever is valuable to me, you didn't cherish it at the beginning, I only had to choose He Yu, and then He Yu was imprisoned, I really want to come back to you to relive the old dream, I didn't expect you to be disdainful of me, you would rather choose Gu Minyi' Clean's woman is married, but she just wants to play with me, I'm sorry, I'm not interested in playing with you, I have a lot of spare tires, Zhou Kaicheng is the best one, as long as I want to get married, some men rush to ask for it, so you see I'm doing well, and my heart is unbalanced, right? ”
His face turned blue with anger, and he closed his eyes angrily, and then ...... He didn't jump like thunder as I imagined, but sat down next to me seemingly calmly, his big hand on my cheek, caressing inch by inch, almost gently, but it made me feel a kind of danger of black clouds crushing the city...... His hand eventually clamped my chin, forcing me to lift my face and make eye contact with him, and his hand grew stronger...... After a few seconds of eye contact, just when I thought he was going to violently break me away or choke me by the neck to strangle me to death, he kissed me the lips......
In this small space, under his stormy and strong offensive, I inevitably fell again~
This is really the last madness with him in this life, I silently thought in my heart, the last time in this life...... Out of this gate, he walked his Yangguan Road, I crossed my single-plank bridge, our lives will never intersect again, I will never die or live for him again, I will leave this city completely, leave this country...... So this last time, indulge if you can, I gave him without reservation, took the initiative to please him, and the whole mind was only left with his spiritual blend, as if life was coming to an end, and I no longer wanted to dwell on the nature of this relationship, and I didn't think about tomorrow or later.
"Let's end it like this, don't torture each other anymore, go back and treat her well," after the wind and rain, my whole heart was surprisingly calm, I used wet wipes to gently wipe the residual lipstick on his lips for him, like comforting a child, "You can obviously live well, why do you have to compete with me, we are not people of the same world, if it is suitable, we would have been with Meimei a long time ago, you are also thirty years old, it is time to find a normal good woman to form a family, you still have your mother to take care of, From now on, don't waste time and energy with me, and go. ”