Jiang Feng stared at me intently. After the release of passion just now, the anger in his eyes almost disappeared, and I let me put on his pants, wipe the lipstick marks from his neck, and button his shirt...... He looked at me a little lazily and a little indifferently, but he didn't say a word.

Seeing that he didn't move, I felt my heart fall violently, and I couldn't stay for a moment, so I got up and let go of him, simply sorted myself out, and threw the last few words at him as if I said goodbye, "I wish you happiness, goodbye." ”

He didn't hear me, he didn't look at me, he still lay there indifferently, and he was still indifferent until the moment I opened the door and went out...... When I came out, I was about to lose my footing, so I forced back the tears in my eyes, cleaned up the mess, and walked in the direction of the exit as if I was fine.

Zhou Kaicheng has been waiting for me there. When I walked in front of him, he probably noticed that my whole appearance was very wrong, and my makeup was a little messy, so he looked at me very seriously for a few seconds, but he didn't ask me carefully, just took my hand and walked towards the parking lot.

After I got in the car, I was still in a state of lost soul, and my mind kept circling the lingering pictures that happened between me and Jiang Feng just now, and the more I thought about it, the more fascinated I became, and the more I thought about it, the more embarrassed I became. At this time, Zhou Kaicheng glanced at me and chuckled, "What's wrong with you, you feel quite nervous, relax." ”

Only then did I notice that my hands had been clenching my bag mechanically, and my nerves were quite tense...... I forced myself to relax, put the bag in the back seat, and when I came back to my thoughts, I saw Zhou Kaicheng beside me, who was like no one else, and I was suddenly overwhelmed by a overwhelming sense of guilt and shame...... What the hell am I doing, I have obviously agreed to marry Zhou Kaicheng and immigrate abroad with him, but tonight I still indulged myself in what I did in that corner...... Isn't this a hurtful trampling on his nakedness?

When I returned home, I finally couldn't bear the pressure in my heart, and said to Zhou Kaicheng, "Kaicheng, I've been entangled for a long time, and the matter of marriage is still over." ”

When he heard this, he smiled disappreciatively, "Did you change your mind when you saw him tonight?" I said, I don't mind if you still have another man in your heart, after all, in your relationship for a few years, it's not realistic for you to let go of him completely, I'll give you plenty of time to forget-"

"But I mind!" I interrupted him and said in a sullen voice, "Do you think I'm happy when you keep saying so affectionately and selflessly?" I know the grievances in your heart better than anyone else, and the more you treat me, the more I will be psychologically burdened...... At first, I thought that marrying you was a relief, but now it seems that I am not ready to become a husband and wife with you at all, I am only full of guilt for you, I am with Jiang Feng-" Thinking of intertwining with Jiang Feng's red fruit in the corner of the reception tonight, every picture is so clear and so ironic, which makes me completely unable to raise my head in front of Zhou Kaicheng.

He sighed slightly, still showing an indifferent look, "You are so tired of living, you just think too much." Actually, I never felt aggrieved, and if I had to be aggrieved, I would never have appeared in front of you again when you rejected me for the first time. You are now the most difficult, frustrated, and most in need of companionship, who can give you such help but me? In short, you don't put too much pressure on yourself, thinking about things you shouldn't think about will only add to your troubles. ”

"Don't you think I owe you a lot?"

"It's okay, there are still decades to make up for me after marriage, I'm not in a hurry," Zhou Kaicheng began to show a light and breezy demeanor, making people unable to see through his true thoughts.

I thought that the 'last time', I would be relieved, I would see away, and no longer have illusions, but I didn't expect that the next sense of loss and loneliness invaded my internal organs like poison, and my state was worse than before...... In the middle of countless sleepless nights, I was thinking about Jiang Feng like crazy, it was something that my reason could not control, no matter what way I used to divert my attention, it was in vain. I always expected him to call or text me, but every time I saw the dead silence on my phone, it was even more painful.

In this bad state, I completely dismissed the idea of marrying Zhou Kaicheng, because I knew that I would never think that I would let go of that man one day, so I was determined not to trample on Zhou Kaicheng's heart again. No one but myself can save me from this misery......

So in the end, I decided to leave alone.

I began to quietly study the destination I was going to, quietly arrange the company's affairs, and quietly pack my luggage, because I had the heart to stay away and had a little 'goal' in life, but I was not so depressed.

But the most reassuring thing for me is Lao Hu. He just met me, and he tossed around in the detention center for a while, and his health is not as good as before, and the focus of his daily life is me, and he puts all his body and mind on me, if I suddenly 'disappear' like this again, what will he think? Especially seeing him limping and walking hard, and coughing badly at night during this time, I couldn't bear it anymore. And tonight, when Lao Hu came back from outside, he looked preoccupied, as if he had encountered something, and he was watching the central news alone on the sofa.

I thought that I was leaving, and at least I had to talk to him a little longer, so I went over and sat down beside him, and asked, "Where have you been today, don't you seem happy?" ”

Lao Hu sighed deeply, and stopped talking several times.

"What's wrong?"

"I ran into Han Qiaojuan again this afternoon," he said with a heavy face, "I didn't expect her—" He hesitated and couldn't continue.

I was a little anxious, "What kind of tricks is she going to play, and she wants to get you back to prison again?!" ”

Lao Hu shook his head, "She...... Pregnant. ”

"What!?" I thought my ear was misheard, "Who's pregnant?" ”

"Han Qiaojuan is pregnant," Lao Hu continued to say heavily, "I can't believe it, but that's the truth." Her daughter's leukemia is chronic, and if there is no bone marrow, it can be slowly controlled by medication, and she has been hitting your attention, and then so many things have happened, she should also know that we will not promise to save her daughter again, so she is trying to find a way on her own...... Sun Hanwei's disease, if you want to be cured and live a few more years, you still have to change the bone marrow, so Han Qiaojuan is now trying to conceive a child again, planning to let the bone marrow of the newborn child save her sick daughter. ”

When I heard this, I was speechless in shock. It turns out that a person can go crazy to such a point. It turned out that her love for Sun Hanwei was so deep, and for Sun Hanwei, she was willing to risk getting pregnant in her fifties......

"Whose child is it in her womb?" I couldn't help but ask.

"......" Lao Hu subconsciously turned his head sideways, as if he was more entangled, and his eyes could also avoid me.

"Dad?"

Only then did he utter a few words in a voice as low as a mosquito, "She said it was mine." ”

There was a rumbling in my head, I looked at Lao Hu incredulously, I felt that I was in an extremely unreal illusion, I couldn't believe it, I just thought he was joking, "You...... What do you mean? ”

Lao Hu said the truth heavily, "Han Qiaojuan wants to give birth to a child who is the same as her daughter, so that the chance of bone marrow matching is great, so the first choice must be Sun Hanwei's biological father Sun Guanghong, but unfortunately, Sun Guanghong divorced her many years ago, and also moved abroad and cut off contact with her...... She couldn't find Sun Guanghong, so she came to me and said that the child I had with her had at least the same gene chain as Sun Hanwei, although the probability of matching was not as high as that of the same father and mother, but it was also much higher than that of other strangers, so she begged me to do IVF with her. ”

I was so angry that I felt like my worldview was going to be turned upside down......

"She made such an unbelievable and ridiculous request, and I thought she was a crazy psycho and didn't want to pay attention to it...... But she came to me again and again during this time, begged me, knelt down and begged me, apologized to me, and threatened me with suicide. At that time, I thought that the success rate of IVF with someone of my age and her age was almost zero, so I went to the hospital with her with the idea of fulfilling her and making her die...... How strange do you think this is, how did she really get pregnant? Many young girls fail to do IVF, why is she still able to conceive when she is in her fifties? Is this the fate in the dark? Anyway, after I knew the news, I really couldn't say that awkward feeling in my heart, after all, it was another life, and I could force her to have an abortion? …… I didn't know how to tell you after thinking about it all afternoon, but now that I finally say it, I feel much better," Lao Hu sighed deeply, "Cancan, can you forgive me, I accidentally made a big mistake again, and I can't get rid of that woman......"

"You might as well hide it from me for the rest of your life!!" I yelled at Lao Hu, and I couldn't accept it at all for a while, it was even more disgusting than swallowing a fly!

Oh my God, what kind of world do I live in, and why is everyone around me so crazy? I rushed upstairs in a bit of a breakdown, locked the bedroom door and lay down on the bed...... Han Qiaojuan was pregnant with Lao Hu's child, and this ridiculous news was like a bomb still in my world, and my tormented body and mind were hit hard again...... I can't stay for a second anymore and just want to disappear here as quickly as possible.

The next day, I had already bought a ticket to fly abroad at 24 o'clock in the evening, but in the evening I received a call from Zhou Kaicheng, who said in a relaxed and mysterious tone on the phone that he wanted to surprise me, and then sent me an address, asking me to come over as soon as possible, and it is best to dress myself up and put on a grand evening dress.

I don't know what 'surprises' he gave me, but I thought that there were still six or seven hours before I left, and for the sake of his good intentions, I should finally fulfill one of his wishes, so I decided to go to the appointment according to his address.