After my phone rang twice, He Yu picked it up, a little sleepy-eyed, "Hey? ”

"Heyu, can you ...... Coming to Beijing soon? I asked hesitantly and anxiously.

"......" He paused for a few seconds, didn't even ask me what happened, and directly agreed, "Okay, I'll buy the ticket now, and I'll contact you when I arrive." ”

Next, I have been struggling with how to open my mouth to tell him this, after all, the stakes are very high, although the blood relationship between him and He Yi is here, they have not lived together for so many years, and the family affection is so weak......

A few hours later, I met He Yu.

"How in the hospital? Are you sick? He came running in the dust, and when he saw me intact, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's He Yi who is sick." I stopped beating around the bush and said with difficulty, "He's very sick, go and see him." ”

He Yu frowned, and anxiously followed me to the ward, and saw He Yi, who had just finished hemodialysis for the second time on the hospital bed...... But when He Yi saw him, his face changed in shock, and he immediately glared at me and complained, "What do you mean, what are you calling this person for!?" Do you think I'm not embarrassed enough to let him come and watch my jokes? Get the hell out of here! ”

"He Yi, you calm down first," I walked up to him and comforted, "He is still your brother, you are sick, of course he wants to come and see you." ”

"No, you don't!"

He Yu was a little embarrassed by He Yi's resistance, but he still took a few steps closer to the bed, observed He Yi's state and the auxiliary machines in the ward, and then picked up a few packets of medicine on the table and looked at them, and his face quickly became serious, "So serious?!" ”

He Yu asked me a little reproachfully, "Why didn't you say it earlier?" ”

I couldn't help but open my eyes, I didn't know how to respond for a while, and He Yu then tried to care about He Yi a few words, but He Yi rudely refused. He Yi's temperament has changed drastically now, he is impatient and negative, and he casually puts the word dead on his lips, which makes me a little exhausted. I understand that this disease is indeed more painful, both physically and psychologically tormented, under the oppression of this pain, people's willpower is easily weakened, the only thing to think about is how to liberate, no longer care about any decency, let alone listen to other people's innocuous and useless comfort.

After letting He Yu understand the current situation, I then called him to the corridor outside the ward, and whispered to him about He Yi's treatment, and after some hesitation, he said in a deep voice, "Now only through kidney replacement can he return to a normal life, and you are the only person he has a blood relationship with him, can you-"

"......" Although I didn't finish speaking, when he heard this, he really expected his face to be a little unsightly.

He crossed his hands and wandered silently in the corridor, his face solemn and his expression tangled, although he did not directly veto, the pale pink hesitation already made me feel his great reluctance.

My heart gradually sank, and I couldn't help but grab his arm, "He Yu, you are really so ruthless?" ”

"......" he sighed sullenly, but still didn't speak.

"He Yi is your own brother! You could have 'avenged' your parents back then, and you left me alone...... Since you attach so much importance to family affection, why don't you take your brother seriously? He's tortured now, and you're the only one who can save him, so why don't you care?! I shook his body hard and shouted at him excitedly, "You abandoned He Yi back then, and you didn't feel any guilt in your heart?" Now is your chance to make amends, you must save him! ”

"Okay, don't get so excited." He looked at me fixedly this time, and said with some sincerity and some depth, "Yuncan, first of all, I have to thank you for helping me take on this responsibility, it is impossible for me to feel no guilt...... He Yi is suffering from this disease now, and I can't stand it myself...... Anyway, I'll match him first, and it's still a question of whether I can match it. It's not something I can change if I want to. ”

When I heard these words, I was relieved.

Next, He Yu did a lot of kidney matching tests with He Yi, what antibody reaction test, lymphatic test, blood routine, liver function, and various virus tests...... It took almost a week of hard work before the final results came out. If the operation is successful and the follow-up care is appropriate, it is possible for the new kidney to survive in He Yi's body for more than 15 years.

Hearing the news, although I was excited, I also felt faintly uneasy, because such a big thing as a kidney replacement would have a significant impact on He Yu's future days......

At the same time, He Yi was very resistant to this matter, and when He Yu went out, he was honest with me in private, "Sister, don't be busy, I can't promise him to exchange a kidney for me." ”

"Why?"

"I don't want to owe him," He Yi said in a muffled voice with a bitter face, "Since the day he pretended to be dead and abandoned the two of us, I don't want to admit my relationship with him anymore...... What's more, I don't have the right to deprive anyone of their health, if he replaces his kidney for me, he himself will have to be half dead, and when the time comes, he will use this as a threat to let you remarry him, and you may compromise again, which will affect your happiness for the rest of your life, and it is not what I want to see. ”

"Happiness? If you can change back to the appearance of a dragon and a tiger, it is my greatest happiness in the future, if you continue to be sick like this, I will not have a better day," I touched his head and said softly, "Don't you understand, you are the most important person in my life, I am not afraid of losing anything, the only thing I can't lose is your ......"

"Sister," he seemed to be a little touched, and couldn't help but hold my wrist, "I thought that if you had Jiang Feng, you wouldn't take me seriously anymore, I'm sorry, I'm really useless, I've been protected by you all these years, but I've never protected you, and now I've become a burden to you, and I feel really uncomfortable, I want to die!" ”

"Don't say these frustrating words again, from now on, listen to my arrangement, you just have to cooperate with the treatment, don't give up on yourself."

Next, we had to prepare for surgery, and after discussion, we decided to bring He Yi back to Guangzhou for treatment.

So when He Yi finished dialysis again and his health improved slightly, the three of us got on the plane back to Guangzhou together and returned home a few hours later. He Yi was unwell and tired along the way, so he fell asleep in bed not long after he came back.

I sat listlessly in the living room, my heart always heavy, heavy and breathless...... He Yu was silently smoking, also silent, and as the smoke slowly rose, the entire living room seemed even more silent.

Somehow, I was a little hesitant at this point. He is now in the prime of life, if he loses a kidney, he will basically become half a patient, and his strong body will be greatly damaged, he can no longer do heavy work, can not do strenuous exercise, his resistance is reduced, he has to live carefully in all aspects, maybe his life will not be too long, and he will lose not only his health, but also many things that come with it...... Is it really necessary to make him make such a sacrifice?

Raising my eyes, I couldn't help but ask him in a low voice, "He Yu, are you sure you have thought about it?" ”

He continued to smoke slowly, making a light 'um' sound.

"No regrets?"

He snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray and said, "What is there to regret, save your loved ones, it is right." ”

Yes, this is his responsibility, and it is what he should do as a matter of course, but he also has absolute reasons to refuse, after all, everyone is an independent living individual, and he should not be kidnapped by morality in the matter of life and death...... So I was instantly moved, and in the silence of the night, an impulse leaned on his shoulder, and said emotionally, "He Yu, thank you." ”

"It's not that I don't know how big your sacrifice is this time," my hand involuntarily climbed up to his neck, and said with some softness and some heartache, "If you save He Yi, you save me...... Now I just hope that you can both be safe and that there will be no more accidents. ”

His eyes lit up suddenly, and he couldn't help but hug me further to his chest, hugged me tightly, and said in a dumb voice, "Then can I make a request to you at this time?" ”

"No need to mention it, I promise you."

I raised my eyes to meet his tender eyes, and said earnestly and firmly, "I promise you to go back to the days of 10 years ago, continue our married life, let me take care of you, and be responsible for your life for the next few decades——"

"Cancan!" He called me even more excitedly, and rubbed me into his arms hard, "I'm so scared that I'm dreaming, I can't believe that I heard that you want to continue to be married to me...... Don't say you're responsible for me, as long as you're willing to give me a chance, I'm willing to die! ”

With that, he kissed me wildly on the cheek and neck...... I had to close my eyes, didn't respond to him, let him ask for it, occupy it, but the softness in my heart didn't last long, but it became extremely depressed, so depressed that it was about to suffocate.

I don't know what I'm doing, I just know that I can't lose He Yi, as long as I can save him from the pain of illness and get healthy quickly, how chaotic my own life has become insignificant.

After finding the hospital and the attending doctor, we relocated He Yi to the hospital, and the next step was to prepare for He Yu's kidney removal surgery. Although the doctor repeatedly said that the operation was relatively mature and would not be too risky, I was still beating a drum in my heart when it came to the end, hoping that He Yi's pain would be relieved soon, and on the other hand, I didn't want He Yu to undergo the operation too soon, so I hesitated and sat on my seat every day.

On this day, when He Yu and I just came out of the doctor's office, we ran into Duan Qian.