144 Overestimating the love that once was
"Yuncan!" He Yu screamed on it, and then came down to pull me, but my body rolled down the sand and gravel along the slope out of control, and just when I thought I would fall all the way down the valley, I was finally blocked by the stone, and my head hit the stone hard, and I hit a big bag, and I didn't faint, but it hurt instantly, and it hurt so badly! At the same time, Jiang Feng didn't know if he noticed me rolling down or something, he stepped on the brakes in time, and the car that was supposed to fall down the valley ended up stuck between two pine trees on the edge of the cliff, and most of the body was hanging outside! Yes, this is a wooded mountainous area, and when this road was built, a lot of dirt was pushed to the outside of the road, and there was a slope, and there were some trees blocking the edge of the slope a few meters apart, so Jiang Feng's car was fortunate to be blocked.
"Yuncan, don't move, don't move, I'm here to save you now," He Yu was also not afraid of danger and stepped on the soft sand and gravel, slipped in front of me step by step, helped me up, and then found a way to climb up, but because the slope was too slippery and too loose, plus my head and waist were injured, I couldn't use my strength at all, it was very difficult to climb up, maybe I slipped down halfway through the climb and fell down the cliff...... When He Yu was thinking about how to go up, I quickly looked at Jiang Feng who was hanging in the car, he really didn't dare to move this time, he looked at me, his originally cold face finally had a little different, he gritted his teeth, his eyes looked a little excited and a little anxious, and scolded me, "Are you so brainless, what are you doing with rolling down?" It makes me want to die! Sit there and wait for the police, this stupid man next to you can't save you! β
"......" I couldn't listen to a word of his scolding, seeing that his life was now hanging by a thread, even more dangerous than the situation just now, and then glanced at the height of the valley, and the big stones scattered in the valley, my scalp was numb for a while, I couldn't feel the pain of being injured, I sat slumped in place, I didn't know what to say to him, I was afraid of saying one more word, and he impulsively committed suicide.
He Yu saw the dilemma of this terrain clearly, so he had to take out his mobile phone and urge the rescuers again, and then waited helplessly. He glanced at Jiang Feng who was hanging in the driver's seat in the air, and was so angry that he grabbed a stone beside him and was about to throw it at Jiang Feng, but I quickly stopped his hand and scolded angrily, "It's endless!" Are you so naΓ―ve? Do you want to force me to death to make you happy? β
He Yu looked at me in a daze, looked at me for a long time, and finally threw the stone into the valley as if venting!
Next, several of us didn't speak again, everyone waited with a calm face and a heavy heart, irritable, and after waiting for more than ten minutes, finally the rescuers sent by the police came, and He Yu and I were quickly pulled up safely. However, Jiang Feng was in the car, and the car was stuck on the cliff, it was difficult to save him, but the rescuers brought a lot of equipment, after more than an hour of thrilling rescue, after I went through physical and mental suffering, Jiang Feng was finally rescued, except for a slight abrasion on his forehead, he had no other injuries, and he was not frightened, in short, he picked up a life.
Seeing that all the thrills were settled, it stands to reason that I should have driven his car back with He Yu, but as soon as I thought of what he had done in this incident, I decided to go back with the rescue vehicle, and when I was about to get in the car, my arm was grabbed by a hand, and when I looked back, it was Jiang Feng who appeared in front of me.
"You're injured," Jiang Feng stared at me with cold and strong eyes, and said lightly, "I'll take you to the hospital." β
In the face of his face, all the complicated emotions that I had pent up in my heart came to my heart, especially when he drove down the valley desperately just now, and I had more contempt in my hatred for him, and I shook off his pull, and couldn't help but get into the rescue car and close the door. He didn't chase me further, just stared at me through the window, and the deep gaze made me feel a little heartbroken, and I quickly turned my face away......
I was not seriously injured, but I still went to the hospital for a simple bandage and a X-ray. He Yu came to the hospital to accompany me and run errands for me as soon as possible, but when I finally finished the examination and took the medicine to be discharged, I didn't have any communication with him.
"Looks like I'm still losing." Sitting in the car, He Yu sneered and said.
"......" I collapsed in my seat, my eyes closed tiredly, not wanting to speak.
"If you feel tired with me, then I will fulfill you." He said heavily.
"He Yu, you still let me down."
He snorted and gritted his teeth, "Yes, I let you down because...... As much as I love you, I hate Duan Peifeng as much as I am, you are my wife and my woman, and his possession of you is the greatest insult and harm to me...... He is not an understatement to me that a 'rival in love' can be defined, to be exact, he is my enemy, try to ask the revenge of taking his wife, how many men can endure it? Besides, this time he drove to provoke me first, and I couldn't bear it anymore, so I wanted to teach him a little lesson, and I didn't think about killing him. β
"Today I finally saw through, it turned out that the most hateful person was not Duan Peifeng, but myself......" he muttered to himself, "I deserve the fuck!" It's because I overestimated the love we once had, I thought it was 'love', I thought that no matter time, distance, even if it was yin and yang, it couldn't change your heart, I was still in the same place, but you couldn't stand the test of just a few years, and you had already run away with someone else... I've always blamed you for being ruthless, now that I think about it, it's not that you're ruthless, you're just no different from other ordinary women, you can't stand the loneliness and empathy and don't fall in love is really normal, but the person who is not normal is me, I'm fucking stupid enough to believe that there is a so-called 'love' in this world for a long time, and I stick to my body and heart wholeheartedly for a woman, and I am crazy and crazy for her, but I lost to a hooligan, heh, I deserve it, I suffer by myself! β
"......" I was still silent, my heart tingling faintly, but I didn't know how to respond.
"Get out of here," he scolded in a bad temper, "Lu Yuncan, if you want to take revenge on me for leaving in this way, then you succeeded, very successfully, and made me half dead and crazy, are you mentally balanced now?" β
I was so sick that I pushed the car door and got out of the car.
But before the legs could step out, He Yu grabbed my hand again, he didn't look at me with a dark face, but he grabbed me like this and didn't let me go......
"What do you want," I said weakly, "there are still a few years of forty people, can you be more mature?" β
"If I can solve our problems maturely and rationally, then you are dispensable with me, but in fact, I have been poisoned by you a long time ago, and there is no cure except you...... I hate the pain and torture when you made me 'poisoned', but it is impossible to leave you," he looked at me with pleading eyes, "Lu Yuncan, you torture me as much as you want, I still want you, I don't care how many men you have, and I don't care if you still have me in your heart, I just want you!" β
My lips moved, and I couldn't say a word, but I didn't want to run away.
In the following days, I was officially 'reunited' to a certain extent, but in view of He Yi's rejection, he and I only occasionally found time together. I can't tell whether it is pity for him, or unforgettable old feelings for him, or revenge on Jiang Feng, in short, I seem to have returned to the past with He Yu, and the loneliness in my heart has also been sent a lot, coupled with the gradual improvement of He Yi's physique, I also began to go to work normally in the company.
On this day, when I was working in the office, Jiang Wan pushed open the office door and appeared in front of me without warning.
I was shocked to see her well-dressed and focused face.
"Cancan, Cancan......" She walked up to me with a stunned and happy face, her eyes widened, "Cancan, don't you want me anymore?" β
I paused for a few seconds, and I couldn't help but feel a little wave in my heart, and for a moment I had mixed feelings, a little confused that I didn't know what to do.
"Cancan?"
"Do you know me?"
"Of course I know you, Cancan." She regained her kind eyes in my impression and spoke like a normal person, "Cancan, I'm sorry, I don't know what's going on, it seems like I've had a long, long dream, but I can't remember it at all, I'm sorry, can you tell me what's going on, why are you ignoring me?" β
"Didn't your son tell you?" I said lightly.
"He won't tell me," Jiang Wan said as if anxious, "I don't even know how he found me, I didn't dare to meet him before, for fear that he would see me go crazy......"
Immediately afterwards, Jiang Wanru said with a little joy, "But fortunately, he didn't know my condition at all, he told me that the doctor said that I had intermittent amnesia because of a car accident, and he forgot all the unhappy parts, and then he just saved me, so he recognized me, and then he recognized me like this, and I could only hide my true illness from him." I saw that you were gone, so I asked you where you went, and he said that you had a quarrel, and the quarrel was a bit serious, and they all broke up, so I persuaded him to come to you and coax you back, but his self-esteem was too strong, and he was unwilling to bow his head, so I had to come to you. β
I was bored for a long time before I said 'oh'.
"Cancan, can you look at my face and go back with me?" Jiang Wanru spoke softly, with a flattering smile between her eyebrows, "Cancan, Auntie likes you so much, aren't we all as close as mother and daughter, I recognize my son again, if you come back, won't we be complete?" β
"...... I still didn't speak.