145 Sudden joy
Jiang Wanru asked in a low voice, "Cancan, are you angry with me?" You think I lied to you...... I haven't told you that Jiang Feng is my son, you are so good to me, but I still hide this important matter from you, so you are dissatisfied with me, aren't you? ”
Me, "......"
She explained anxiously, "Don't you still understand my hardships, I am a mentally ill person, I can get sick at any time, and Xiaofeng now has a more decent identity, if people know that he has a mentally ill biological mother like me, it will only bring him humiliation and cause him a burden, and I gave him to his biological father when he was very young, and he has always held a grudge against me...... Really, I have failed in this life, I never have the face to meet him again, if it weren't for this car accident, he found out my whereabouts, I probably won't see him in my life, I just want to silently watch him start a family behind my back. Do you understand? ”
I was bored for a long time, "Aunt Jiang, congratulations on recognizing your son, I think he will be better than me to you in the future, and I will rest assured." Thank you for your concern for me, but Jiang Feng and I have really broken up, he has already moved out of my house, our relationship has broken down, and we are getting together and parting, so you don't have to persuade me anymore, go back quickly. ”
"How so?" She couldn't believe it, and became more and more anxious, "I remember that you are all about to get married, why is it so sudden that it is so serious?" You tell me why you are arguing, and I'll help you analyze it, okay? Cancan? ”
Seeing Jiang Wan's diligent and eager appearance, I really couldn't bear to tell the truth, especially now that she is normal and can recognize me, and let me find the feeling of being like a mother and daughter who lived with her before, I am even more unbearable and more entangled.
"Auntie, I can understand your feelings, but feelings are really something that can't be forced, you go back, I will come to see you often when I have time in the future, you can call me at any time if you have something to find me, but it is really impossible between me and Jiang Feng, please don't embarrass me......"
Jiang Wanru became depressed, her eyes were a little red, and her voice was choked, "Cancan, when I knew that you and Xiaofeng were already in love and were going to get married, I was really happy, I felt that you were the best gift God gave me." Count me begging you, make peace with Jiang Feng, just take pity on me, as long as I don't get sick, I can be a cow and a horse for you... Cancan, Auntie really wants to hear you call me Mom, I want to be a real family with you, you are the best girl I've ever seen, please don't go, okay? I beg you,"
Her tearful pleading made my originally cold heart collapse little by little, and I didn't even dare to look at her head-on......
It's just that once the earth-shaking scene of being expelled by Jiang Feng's evil words that day comes to mind, and the scene where Jiang Wan seems to turn a blind eye to me, I have no way to retreat, and I must stick to the most basic bottom line.
"Auntie, I'm really sorry," I took a deep breath and said calmly, "I have a new relationship now, and I'm about to get married, if you really treat me like a daughter, bless me, don't kidnap me morally and force me to do what I don't want to do." ”
Jiang Wanru's face turned pale when he heard this......
"Yes, you...... Do you have a new boyfriend? She asked in a trembling voice.
"Hmm."
Her eyes turned even redder, and she couldn't help but wipe her eyes with her hands, and choked up again, "Okay, then Auntie won't force you, as long as you feel that happiness is the most important thing, in my heart you are no different from my daughter, you are happy, and Auntie will be really happy for you......" said and wiped her tears with her hand.
Jiang Wanru These simple and simple words, every sentence hit my heart, and when it came to my sore spot, I couldn't help but have a sour nose and a softer heart, but after all, I swallowed the words that shouldn't have been said.
In the end, she left full of loss and didn't dwell on it anymore, but my world was even more chaotic...... I subconsciously still have expectations for that person, and I will always take out my phone from time to time to glance at it, and see that there are no familiar calls or other information on it, and the mood of the day will become very bad. In these lonely days, He Yu's figure filled every corner of my life, he picked me up and dropped off on time every day, made a few phone calls and sent some messages when there was anything to do, and often asked me out to eat for various reasons...... In order not to let myself be trapped in that gloomy mood, I approached He Yu again and again in a blur, and on the surface, it seemed that I had returned to the previous years with him~
I don't know if it's because I've been mentally depressed for too long, or because of frequent insomnia, I feel worse and worse during this time, I feel weak and have no appetite, my chest is very stuffy, my stomach is also very uncomfortable, and my head is often dizzy and swollen, sometimes I focus on reading the web page for less than half an hour, and I have an unbearable headache and want to lie down for a while...... What's more, once when I was entertaining a few clients in the office and pouring them tea myself, my hands were shaking uncontrollably, as if I was nervous.
I didn't care about this bad state for a week or two, thinking that it was just a cold, and I usually had to rest and drink more water, but in fact, the situation did not get better but worsened. On a Monday morning, I attended a meeting of the company's top management, and listened to the reports of the executives in a drowsy manner...... But I didn't expect that after only two or three steps out, my head was dizzy, my vision was ghosted, and the whole person fell to the ground uncontrollably.
I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I was lying in the hospital, and when I raised my eyes, I saw He Yu's concerned eyes.
In the luxurious ward, there is no one else, only He Yu.
"How are you feeling now?" He asked.
"It's okay, I'm ...... What's going on? How long have you been lying down? ”
"It didn't take long, it was only two hours," He Yu said with a somewhat solemn face, "The doctor said that there was nothing wrong with your body, but you were too tired and gave you some fluid." But when you wake up, you'll need to do some tests. ”
"Hmm."
I looked at the tests prescribed by the doctor, and there were blood tests, urine tests, ultrasounds, etc...... Seeing these projects, I was a little inexplicable and faintly panicked, is there any suspicious big problem with my body? Cancer?
With the help of He Yu, I quickly completed these tests. I waited for a few hours boredly, and finally He Yu went to get the examination report, but he didn't take the report to the doctor for consultation as soon as he held the report in his hand, but stared at the report in a daze for a long time, and his expression was indescribably strange~
"What's wrong?" I couldn't help but be a little anxious, "Is it serious?" Is it an abnormality in the blood? Is it some serious illness? ”
"......" He didn't answer me, but put the paper in his hand in front of me with a slight heaviness, and said in a strange way, "Congratulations! ”
I was stunned, and quickly took the top B-ultrasound report to look at it, only to see the following text description - what I saw in the ultrasound examination: the uterus is enlarged, the surface is smooth, the uterine muscles are echoy, and the fetal sac is seen in the uterine cavity......
It wasn't until I saw the words that summarized 'early pregnancy in utero' that my heart trembled, thinking that I had taken the wrong report, and when I raised my eyes again and looked at the name, gender, and age at the top, it was all me, and I was so shocked that I almost fainted again!
I'm actually pregnant!!
I couldn't believe it and looked at the following results, all of which showed the symptoms of pregnancy, but I still didn't believe it, I didn't believe it, I always thought that the hospital people had made a mistake in the report, and it must have been wrong, how could I be pregnant! When pigs fly! This sudden result made me unbelievable, but it also made my blood boil, and I was surprised and confused for a while, and I was entangled in joy and doubt...... So, regardless of the reaction of He Yu in front of me, I went to the doctor with the report by myself.
"But if you're mistaken," said the female doctor, who was in her forties and wore glasses, with a kind smile on her face, "you can't be mistaken, you are pregnant, don't doubt it." ”
"But my previous examination was bilateral fallopian tube blockage, and it was impossible to get pregnant until it was cured,"
The female doctor still smiled, "Your situation is not completely blocked, although the chance of conception is very small, but it is not completely impossible, it can only be said that you are very lucky, the child has a fate with you." ”
I was still skeptical in my joy, "Will it be ...... Is it an ectopic pregnancy? I've heard the doctor say before, even if I'm pregnant, it's very likely to be an ectopic pregnancy? ”
"Of course not. Didn't you see that the report said that it was an early pregnancy in uterus, you look here, the gestational sac is in the uterine cavity, don't worry, everything is normal at the moment. The doctor pointed to the ultrasound and told me, and then asked symbolically, "The child wants it, right?" ”
"Yes, of course!" I didn't think about it for a second, and blurted out firmly.
I have always felt hopeless about childbirth, and I always feel that I am not a normal woman, I will never be able to get pregnant in my life, and I no longer have any illusions about children...... Now that I have suddenly learned this good news that fell from the sky, it is like a poor man who won 5 million, how can he not regard it as a treasure? To me, this is like a second life given to me by God, like a person who has fallen into the abyss and grabs a life-saving rope, and his heart is full of the joy of 'being reborn'.
The doctor instructed, "Okay, then you remember to create a card in the hospital, now the fetus is still small, if there is no abnormality, come for a prenatal checkup once a month, and I will prescribe some medicine for you to protect the fetus first." ”
It was only when I came back to my senses from this ecstasy that I realized one of the biggest problems, this kid...... Who is it for?
"Doctor, how many months is the child?" I asked with mixed feelings.
"6 weeks, more than a month."