Jin Xiyan wiped his hair with his hand, the beige towel covered his face, this time he didn't face me coldly, just replied lightly: "Sleeping pills." ”

I spread out my palm, took out a white pill from the other medicine bags, and made a gesture to put it in my mouth.

With my movements, Jin Xiyan took two steps forward and grabbed my wrist, and his pupils that had not yet returned to normal were facing me, and he closed them, as if to see me clearly: "Who gave you the courage to move my things?!" ”

"Tell me, what kind of medicine is this."

The corners of his eyes twitched twice, trying to get back to his ruthless state, but unfortunately the medicinal properties made his words less ruthless but fluttering: "An Jian, will you make Lao Tzu think that you care about me?" What's your trick again? ”

"Jin Xiyan, when I!" I tugged at my arm in frustration, and the pill hit the ground in the middle of the pull.

Jin Xiyan took the white medicine bag from my hand, turned around, picked up the white particles the size of a grain of rice, put them in his mouth, and swallowed them.

Before I could react, Jin Xiyan had already pushed me down on the bed, his arms wrapped around me like vines, and I couldn't breathe.

I kicked my legs to let him go, but he buried his head in my neck socket and closed his eyes: "Don't move, hold for a while"

My struggle, he rose there, I scolded him for being perverted, but he gave me shallow breathing back.

This sleeping pill is also really effective.

His heavy body lay on top of me, inhaling and scratching my ears, I craned my neck, and pushed him for a long time, but he became tighter and tighter.

In the end, I don't know how I fell asleep.

But at that time, I was awakened by a rumbling sound, rubbing my eyes, I saw Jin Xiyan fall on the door frame, and then stand up, his back was trembling, and his hands were constantly scratching his neck.

I wanted to roll over and get out of bed, but I was pressed all night, I was dry and numb, and I shouted hoarsely: "You"

Jin Xiyan put down his scratching hand and stumbled out.

I stumbled after him, only to see him flash into the closed room at the end of the hallway.

I banged on the door and shouted at him, "Hey, what's wrong with you?" Jin Xiyan? ”

“！！！” There was a violent smashing sound from inside, and I secretly screamed that it was not good, and I was more and more sure that he was some kind of addict, and the white pill he had taken last night was more like a strong sleeping pill for the mentally ill!

Why am I so sure of the pill's efficacy? Why?

I couldn't care so much, I slammed the door frantically, I couldn't explain whether the pain of wringing my limbs was out of pity for this man, out of my regret or the pain I had left in my heart by projecting him.

"Jin Xiyan! Open the door! Open the door! You don't want to die in it and stink, so that your son grows up to know that he has a dad, who is addicted to drugs, and is looked down upon! ”

The sound of the smashing stopped, and I breathed a sigh of relief, and I put my head against the door and said to the whining man inside, "I admit it, you are Doudou's father, no matter what the ending between me and you ends up being Doudou's father." Open the door and don't let Doudou down. ”

Aside from Jin Xiyan's joy and anger towards me, I also see his attitude towards Doudou.

I'm not blind, his eyes look at Doudou's kind love, it's true.

"For Beanie, Hold the Door"

I heard a thud and a thump, and my heart throbbed.

The door slammed more and more intensely, and the door ticked the alarm again, and I shouted in anxiety: "Jin Wangba!" Open the door! ”

There was silence inside, and the title I blurted out made me tremble, and I squatted tremblingly by the door, only to realize that a piece of my heart had been gouged out, and that piece had been on the other side of the door, in the man's hand.

At that time, I didn't want that piece of meat, I forgot about him, my heart didn't hurt, but I also became incomplete, so that I hesitated to face such a good Lu Bing.

"Anjan"

The voice was very close, and he and I were only separated by the ticking wooden door now, and he was angry, and I grabbed my chest and said, "Jin Xiyan, what you said, there are only one or two things I can remember here." It's really not easy for me before I figure it out, I can't carry your anger, your resentment, your hatred, your madness! Don't look like a turtle grandson! ”

"Hehehe, Anjan. When can you be justified Once, you said that you loved me, and at the same time broke our struggle, you slashed my hand one by one, and ruthlessly shuffled the cards and disappeared without a trace My mother died in the bathroom, heh, how much are you to let Hao Luotian clean her up so much"

The door pimple opened, and Jin Xiyan fell at my feet, curled up, stuck in his throat

"Jin Xiyan!" I broke his hand, he pinched my hand, his body began to spasm, and his pupils stared at me with dilated eyes: "You have to remember everything."

Falling the last sentence, Jin Xiyan opened his mouth and bit the back of his own hand, and turned into a self-harming beast with his nose in his mouth.

I couldn't tell whether my face was tears or sweat, I took off the cotton shirt on my upper body with one hand, I put the vacant sleeve to his mouth and said, "Loosen up, bite this!" ”

Jin Xiyan tossed on the ground for a while before he gradually calmed down.

I helped him into the room next to the master bedroom and put him on the bed, and some of his wounds were cracked open again, and he was wet, and I tried to get the medicine box, but he grabbed my hand.

"Let go of me first, I'll go get the medicine box."

Jin Xiyan sweated his eyes, and it took a long time to see me clearly, he slowly let go of his hand, his slender body turned over, and rolled directly to the side of the crib, holding Doudou's carefully with trembling fingers.

Xiao Doudou giggled, and his thin fingers grabbed Jin Xiyan's index finger, instantly provoking Jin Xiyan's eyes.

"Beanie."

Jin Xiyan's soft expression was poisonous, which made me feel distressed and bitter.

Turning around, I ran to the bedroom, sat back in front of the bed with the medicine box, and rubbed the medicine on his back a little rudely.

The word "how did you get it" was in his mouth, and he gritted his teeth: "This thing, it's not good, you have to quit." ”

I thought he would listen to the persuasion, but he looked at me faintly and said, "I can't help myself." ”

In spite of oneself?

My hand shook, and the alcohol spilled on his crack.

Jin Xiyan didn't move, his chin rested on the back of his hand, and he looked out the window: "It's almost over." ”

This is after I said goodbye to him, I communicated calmly, I tried to know more, so I slowed down my hand movements and said, "What do you mean, you can't quit now?" ”

He suddenly tilted his face over, his eyes were on my chest, covered with scars and a pale face, and the corners of his eyes were raised to give him some femininity: "You care about me?" ”

I tilted my hand and sprinkled a full bottle of alcohol on his back.

Jin Xiyan was sweating with fine sweat on his face, squinting his eyes as if he was staring at his prey: "Have sex, maybe I will forget about drug addiction!" What do you want Lao Tzu to do? ”

"Why don't I poison you!" Annoyed, I let out a low roar.

Xiao Doudou sensed that the atmosphere was wrong, and he pursed his lips and began to cry.

Jin Xiyan glanced at me complainingly, as if he blamed me for making his son cry, but when he fished Doudou, I turned over first.

I knelt on the bed to untie Doudou's diaper.

The smell of poop overflowed.

Jin Xiyan looked at me skillfully wrapped diapers, his eyes were very envious, he reached out as if touching Doudou's face, and I turned around and ordered him: "You'd better go to the hospital to test for HIV!" If you really care about Doudou, quit this thing. ”

I turned my face and stood beside the bed and looked at Jin Xiyan condescendingly.

"In this world, there is no absolute trust. Even if I look at a close partner on weekdays. ”

Is he talking about me? I put on my face and didn't refute it.

"After I was shot, it was the people on the road who saved me."

I repeated in a downward voice: "Yes, you are a cow, and the rivers and lakes are all your brothers, Xiye?" ”

"Huh." He took a breath: "There are borrowing and repaying, buying and selling, the rivers and lakes are moral, it is better to hold the handle in each other's hands." ”

Saying this, the crease on the bridge of his nose wrinkled, and there were cold fireworks in his eyes, which made me can't help but take a few steps back, Jin Xiyan continued to talk to himself: "They begged me before, and then they saved me who was dying, but En will never be able to pay the debt, they can't hold my things, so"

I quickly grasped what he meant, that he was saying that the people who had saved him had begged him and were trying to find a way to contain him. But after he was shot, I or his mother was gone, and those people had no blades to use. So they used the simplest addictive drug to control Jin Xiyan.

I hugged Doudou and looked at him from afar, I didn't understand why the man who was rolling on the ground in pain just now showed such a nonchalant smile.

"An Jian, telling you this is to remind you that you alone can't protect Doudou. Beanie has become my new weakness. ”

Jin Xiyan had a lot of rare words, and he deliberately said the situation, which made me lose the courage to step out of the house!

I suddenly remembered that in the operating room, Doudou was almost taken away, and I couldn't help trembling: "Let me ask you, when I was giving birth to Doudou, a doctor was replaced, did they want to take Doudou?" By the way, I want my life?! ”

But what I didn't expect was that Jin Xiyan looked at me with a dark face and said, "Say it again!" Tell me carefully the details of your production! ”

I told Jin Xiyan all the details I could remember, Jin Xiyan leaned on the head of the bed, reached out and held Doudou in his arms, his face was already black into an iron pot: "Those people around me, there is no need to kill you!" ”

I took a breath of cold air, that is, if I don't get better, there is a second group of people who want my life?

"Could it be Hao Luotian?"

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