As soon as we turned the corner, we came to the other one next door.

Door quilt.

A world of fairytale puppets appeared before my eyes, and I saw swaddling clothes in a small wooden bed surrounded by stuffed animals.

struggled to jump off Jin Xiyan's back, pushed away the two men who were standing on the side of the crib, and held Doudou in his arms.

The ups and downs made me collapse and sit in a pile of stuffed animals, I sobbed, and watched Jin Xiyan look at me with his fists clenched and red eyes.

"Xiye's side"

"I know, I'll go over and explain it myself."

The two men, nodding respectfully, walked out of the fairytale castle with the nanny.

I set my eyes on Xiao Doudou, and inadvertently, I saw the notebook on the table not far away, the divided section, and each room in the villa next door.

This also explains why he came back so quickly after leaving.

He had been next door, from the computer, watching my painful reactions.

But in the end, who is who can't bear it?

I suddenly remembered that he was holding me and whispering in my ear just now, and he said, "An Jian, you always have a way to hurt me, there is always a way to hurt me"

A battle that seemed like I had lost, he also lost.

I should have been happy, but the bitter liquid spread in my throat, and I swallowed and swallowed, and it became soreness in my heart.

"I'll let you send the child's things next door," he said, lifting two bundles of diapers, lowering his voice, "don't play tricks"

"I know." I interrupted him, looked straight at him and said, "As long as you don't touch anyone else, I'll try to think about what is going on between us, if you tell me what I owe you."

He was stunned for a moment, and his face darkened: "Do you think I will let you go?" As I said, pay less attention to this! ”

Jin Xiyan clasped my shoulder with one hand, in order to take care of the child in his arms, I let him hold me and take me to the villa.

I stood to the side with the child in my arms, and I couldn't help but look at the man who sat on the sofa with his legs on his legs and fell into indifference and coldness again.

He is like a mutilated sculpture, a distorted time and space, carrying his memories, facing my ruthlessness, making himself even more distorted.

Someone who was a complete stranger to me, but it made me panic for a while, I pursed my dry mouth and said, "How long have you been taking that medicine?" ”

Thinking of the white medicine bag, the blue medicine bottle, and the only few pills left in it, I think he has been taking medicine for a long time.

He turned his face and looked at me coldly: "Do you know that you are afraid?" ”

Fear?

I didn't understand what he was talking about, I really wanted to slap myself for this extra concern, gave up communicating with him, and I hugged Doudou and walked up the stairs.

After all, I'm a madman, and I can't see it in general.

Jin Xiyan blocked my way in two steps, and I was vigilant: "What are you doing." ”

His steely hand fixed on my shoulder, and my head suddenly poked over, and I subconsciously withdrew my head.

Just when I thought he was going to kiss me forcibly, he hunched his back and kissed Doudou softly on the forehead.

I was shocked and shocked by the gentle look he reappeared, so I stood more straight.

Jin Xiyan's thumb gently stroked the child's face, and said in a warm hoarse voice: "Doudou is good, Dad will be back in a while." You're good. ”

Doudou made two sounds, and spit out a milk foam with a small mouth.

"Huh."

He laughed, and the scar on the side of his face became a soft line.

My throat was clogged, because I never thought that Doudou would meet his biological father one day, and I thought that Lu Bing would also love Xiao Doudou and be affectionate to Doudou. But

The sound of a door closing from behind me.

I buried my head in Doudou's soft face, the warmth under my eyes continued to overflow, Jin Xiyan's extreme gentleness and extreme tyranny were too impactful to me now, and I couldn't help but carry his every move involving every nerve.

Carrying Doudou back to the bedroom, I hummed and moved the crib back to the big bed on the second floor.

The messy bedroom was cleaned up little by little by me again, during which I changed Doudou's diapers, fed him once, and Doudou fell asleep again.

The white outside the house turned black again, and I was hungry and scared when I was a child, so I was sad and lost, and I still had to eat.

In the kitchen, I easily find rice noodles and vegetables.

After washing the rice and putting it into the rice cooker, I began to wash and chop vegetables quickly, and soon two small stir-fries came out of the pot, but the rice cooker was still steaming.

"It's not going to break."

I looked at the half-used rice cooker on the counter with disgust: "Can you afford to live in a bungalow, but can't afford to buy pots and spoons?" With that, I began to knead the dough, roll it out into round pancakes, fold a few layers, and I cut it with a quick knife. Sprinkle white flour, shake it off, put it in the water, and stretch it out to be hand-rolled dough.

Noodles are the simplest and most filling food, and as I look at the bowl of white mist, two faint voices echo in my head.

The meaning of noodles is that they come and go.

I sat at the cooking table, and the relaxed conversation between the two people in my head kept rotating.

I have a crush on him.

This is one of the pasts I derived, and then I didn't fall in love, why did we hurt each other again?

Take a bite, the hot noodles are satisfying, but I still can't fill the heart that is beginning to be empty, I want to end the tugging war with Jin Xiyan early, I'm afraid I'll forget Lu Bing.

Thinking of Lu Bing, I gasped sharply, as if to cheer myself up: "Lu Bing, you have to wait for me and I will return to you"

Squeak

The folding door of the kitchen was pushed open, and I was startled, and the chopsticks in my hand fell to the floor.

"Why are you back?" I'm afraid that what I just said to myself will be heard by this madman again, and he will take Doudou away in a fit of rage or be bad for Lu Bing.

Jin Xiyan didn't hear what I said, his black pupils dilated a little, so that he didn't look sharp, and he looked a lot more energetic.

"Doudou fell asleep?"

Jin Xiyan sat at the cooking table opposite me, and the smell of smoke mixed with the sour smell of white wine and red wine made me can't help but hide back.

"Well, I'm full. I'm going to see Doudou. ”

I got up and walked to the sink, washed the dishes and chopsticks, and turned to go out.

"Give me a bowl."

I raised my eyebrows, thinking that he was full of cigarettes and alcohol, and he asked me to serve dinner, just to provoke me and provoke me. I didn't resist this time

I silently took out a bowl, set up a pair of chopsticks, and put them in front of him "obediently".

He grabbed the detached wrist, and I looked back, looking at his dark and dilated pupils, and my heart chuckled.

Did he touch that thing?

While I was stunned, he pulled me to his knees in a reversal.

I couldn't help but struggle, but he held my hand and held the chopsticks together: "It's so fragrant." ”

His voice was already full of pleasure, and I was always by his side, and there was no ditch of hatred between my heart?

"Jin Xiyan, you have hands, you eat by yourself."

As soon as the words fell, he reached into my shirt with one hand, through the cotton inside, tossed and pinched: "Feed me." You know why. ”

I took a deep breath, resisted the urge to splash him with noodles, gritted my teeth and said, "The posture is not right, let go of me, I'll feed." ”

Jin Xiyan laughed twice, which made me more sure that this person was not only crazy but also degenerate to touch the powder, and now he was a little excited, and his dilated pupils made my heart tighten.

He let go of me, holding his head in one hand, and looked at my oozing cotton coat with a slightly drunken look.

Carrying the bowl, I gritted my teeth and brought the noodles to his mouth.

Jin Xiyan opened his mouth, bit down on his chopsticks elegantly, and stared at my face with a seductive charm from the corners of his eyes, as if what he ate was not noodles but me.

The tighter my bite becomes, the more wooden my expression becomes, a bowl of noodles, to be eaten until the earth is barren.

The bowl was empty, and my back was covered with sweat.

I cursed in my heart, I think this demon can let me go now

But he whispered a drunken remark, which made my whole body tremble slightly:

"Your noodles have the taste of home."

I faucet, flushing the dishes and chopsticks in my hand, the louder the sound of the water, the clearer the picture in my mind, I look like a few years ago, I actually saw the white and elegant Jin Xiyan reflexively leaning against the pool.

He touched his nose and said in a somewhat shy and embarrassed tone:

I finally knew why the pool here was so familiar, why I knew where the dishes and chopsticks visited, and why the bedroom was so "shabby"

Here, it should be modeled after the blue porcelain bowl of my former residence, and the half-old rice cooker used to be what I used.

I blinked, my eyes were obscured by mist, and I blinked desperately, finally blinking away the illusion of the man I was hiding in my memory.

glimpsed him in the past, and then looked at him now, in addition to hesitation, a bad self-blame also came to my heart.

I turned around suddenly, and I wanted to ask about the injuries on his body, and the K he sucked up, and if the consequences were from me, then I should know more about the causes and consequences.

But there was no one there, only a pot with an open lid.

I walked quickly to the second floor, I saw a small electric plane hanging on the baby's bed, the rope of traction was still shaking slightly, Jin Xiyan's suit was thrown on the bed, the drawer for putting medicine was open again, and the medicine bottle was gone.

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom.

I sat on the edge of the bed and watched the sleeping little Doudou, who came out, suffering every second.

Finally, Jin Xiyan walked out of it in a bathrobe.

"Jin Xiyan, what is the medicine you are taking?"

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