I don't know if I should be sad or sad, at this time, the person I want him to appear most did not appear, and the person who finally appeared was Xu Zhiyong.

I was dragged up by him, he snatched the wine from my hand and threw it away, and he took off his coat and draped it over me in my trembling eyes.

Of course, this is definitely not a so-called story of heroes saving beauty, and no one will always be a good person. In fact, this is just a rich man who uses his usual means and tricks to get money at the right time to send a female dick who has just fallen out of love.

My eyes were full of tears, and I couldn't see Xu Zhiyong's expression clearly in the dim light, anyway, he took out a bank card, he stuffed the card into my hand, and said: "The password is attached to the card, this is the compensation given to you by my family." ”

I took the card Xu Zhiyong stuffed to me and looked at it, and I cried and laughed.

Hehe, compensation.

Even if the whole world moves over to me now, it can't fill the bottomless pit of bitterness in my heart, Xu Zhiyong He actually gave me a bank card and said that it was compensation.

Zhang Jingchi also said to give me a breakup fee before, hehe.

Alcohol dominated me, folded the card in half, and fell hard at Xu Zhiyong's feet, my voice was very blurry, so vague that I thought I was going to become dumb, I stared at Xu Zhiyong and asked coldly: "Xu Zhiyong, have you ever fallen out of love?" ”

In the heavy rain, this time I finally saw Xu Zhiyong's expression clearly, he glared at me fiercely and said, "I have never done such stupid things as falling in love, so I have always been standing." Also, you refused this money, don't regret it later. ”

I sighed, I pushed him away, and was about to go straight forward, but I was unexpectedly dragged by Xu Zhiyong, he threw away the umbrella, he leaned down and picked me up, he hugged me and quickly walked to a car, he opened the door and stuffed me in, he drove the car fast.

I turned my head and saw that the water was constantly stirring up, and the light of the street lamps was getting darker and darker in the heavy rain, and I kept staring at the bright lights. The city is still so good, it doesn't fade much because of the sad person in this moment, and I finally took it upon myself to wipe the tears that overflowed from my eyes.

Xu Zhiyong quickly parked the car in the parking lot of Zhang Jingchi's house, he dragged me roughly, pulled me to the door, and he grabbed my hand again to scan my fingerprints, and as soon as the door opened, he pushed me in.

He leaned against the door, and he said expressionlessly: "I'll give you 15 minutes to pack your things, you should get out of Shenzhen." You are such a fool, it is not suitable to stay in Shenzhen and affect the cityscape. ”

My amount of alcohol was not bad in the first place, and after tossing like this, it had already dispersed.

When I came to my senses, I knew I had no reason to live here, so I'd make room for it.

Unlike crying like a fool just now, I suppressed all my emotions and changed into dry clothes as if nothing happened, and then I took out the small brocade box containing the ring, took off the ring on my hand and threw it into the cover, and then threw the brocade box on the coffee table.

I walked inside the room, zipped up my suitcase, dragged it out.

I couldn't take the printer and the broken computer with me, so I had to keep it.

What's more, I can't take the person I want to take the most.

When I was about to walk to the door, I remembered that I didn't return the umbrella lent to me by the policeman at the sentry box near the water pavilion, so I turned back to the balcony and took it in my hand, and I walked towards Xu Zhiyong.

I stuffed the umbrella into his hand, and I said lightly: "Mr. Xu, please help me return the umbrella to the sentry box next to your house, thank you." ”

Xu Zhiyong took it with some disgust, he turned sideways and snorted coldly and said, "Stupid thing." ”

I swiped my fingerprints and opened the door so fast that I didn't even look back, and I just dragged my suitcase away.

I'm afraid that if I look at it again, those images of the past will come up again, and I am afraid that my tears will be urged out again.

I thought I might go find a small hotel and get some sleep first.

After entering the elevator, Xu Zhiyong pressed the minus one floor again, and I pressed the first floor, he didn't say anything, and stood there silent.

When I got to the first floor, I wanted to go out, but he held my luggage with one hand and grabbed my wrist with the other and said, "If you don't obey me, I'll do it on the spot, I haven't done it in the elevator, I often want to try." ”

I was in no mood to choke back, so I was silent trying to break free from his hands.

However, he increased his strength, and he said, "Don't move, I've been a fucking soldier for a few years, and I can't move even if I catch five big and three thick men." ”

I was dragged by him, and finally he stuffed my luggage into the trunk of the car, stuffed me into the car, and drove to the bus station on this side of the bamboo forest.

It was late, and there were a few people sitting in the waiting room, some playing on their phones, some chatting with the people next to them, and some sleeping on top of their suitcases.

Xu Zhiyong still held me and didn't let me run, he took out his mobile phone and made a call.

After picking it up, he said, "You come to Futian Bus Station and help me buy a ticket, and you want the bus to go immediately, wherever you want." ”

Before he could react, he put the phone away. He dragged me and shoved me to sit in a chair, and he let go.

I looked at my wrist, and there was a deep blood streak from the struggle.

I suddenly remembered the first time I met Zhang Jingchi's mother, and he also grabbed my hand red.

My nose ached, but fortunately I held back my tears, and I stared at the red streak in silence.

After sitting there for about fifteen minutes, a panting man came up to us, handed Xu Zhiyong a ticket and said, "Brother, I bought one from Xiamen, Fujian, and there are still 3 minutes to go, in the No. 5 ticket area." ”

The man glanced at me, and he cautiously asked, "Brother, do you want me to buy an extra ticket?" “

Xu Zhiyong glanced at the man lightly and said, "You go back to sleep." ”

The man was gone.

Xu Zhiyong said to me coldly: "Bring the mobile phone." ”

I looked indifferently at the people coming and going in front of me, and he finally took it out of my pocket, he lifted the back cover of my phone, pulled out the phone card that I had just replaced, and he threw the phone back to me.

After doing all this, Xu Zhiyong stood up, he dragged my luggage, and dragged me like a walking corpse, towards the No. 5 ticket area.

The car came quickly, Xu Zhiyong stored my suitcase, after the other passengers got on the car, Xu Zhiyong pushed me into the car, when the door was about to close, Xu Zhiyong looked at me with an indifferent face, he suddenly raised his voice and said: "Li Cheng, I'm sorry, I don't have a choice." ”

His voice was buzzing in my ears, and as the car slowly turned out, I saw Xu Zhiyong still standing there, too far away for I to see his expression, but he waved his hand towards me.

The car quickly drove away.

I was like this, on the night of completely falling out of love, in the night when I was completely defeated, on the night when I had not yet eased up, in this night of being isolated and helpless, and also in the night when I deeply felt the malice of this world, I was sent away from Shenzhen by Xu Zhiyong, who seemed to be understated but domineering, like sending a stray dog who was confused and lost because no one wanted.

It all sounds horrifying, it all sounds more like a farce, but I did put down roots in Fujian.

At first, I did get a good job because I had written on my resume that I had done design and projects at a big company like Broadlink, but the first time I went out to meet a client, I smelled leather and ended up throwing up in the bathroom.

So, I didn't get past the probationary period.

I needed money, and for the first time I felt so desperate that I couldn't afford to waste my time in hopeless interview after interview.

So, I rented a small stall in the county market, and I started selling my own handmade sausages.

I don't know if it's because I'm very talented in making sausages, or if those old ladies who have been mothers see me as a woman with a shy belly and have to carry two buckets of water to walk like flying, and see that I am only in my twenties wearing old clothes with balls of hair, and my hands are red and swollen like steamed buns because they have been soaked in water, which makes them pity and sympathize with me, in short, my business is not bad.

So, I got up at 3 a.m. every day, stayed open until 7 p.m., and when I got home, I would work with my neighbor Sister Hong, who lived across from me, to make a bunch of children's clothes with the sewing machine found in the second-hand market.

Of course, in the dead of night, I will also think of Zhang Jingchi in a bustling city like Shenzhen, which seems to wake up from a startled dream, and occasionally the hatred will diminish with the life beating in my stomach, and occasionally it will deepen because of the life beating in my stomach.

Because I would think that the man who planted a life in my belly, he was shushing at another woman at this moment, and he would take her hand and take her for a gynecological examination. And I was alone, and even one night my stomach hurt badly, and I was so frightened that I cried and crawled to the hospital with my stomach rolling.

Of course, during this period, I have looked for him once, I estimated that day was covered by God and accidentally received a fake money of 100 yuan, which is a great disaster for me who is doing a small business to save milk powder money, I actually viciously want to share my bad mood with him, I want to make a phone call to ruin his mood, so that he can not live happily, so I dialed the number that I know by heart, but in the end a very sweet voice told me that the number you dialed has expired.

So, the only clue left in my life by this man was broken.

I thought there would be a living child, as the mark of the past between us that hurt me the most.

But I couldn't keep the kid after all.

I was in pain for 36 hours in the waiting bed, and the last thing I was left with was a shocking scar on the bottom of my abdomen.

And I, in the spring of 2013, has stopped selling handmade sausages, I was recommended by my good neighbor Sister Hong, went to her Fa Fu tannery to run business, I let go of all the cheeks in the wind and rain, I drank with customers at the wine table, and I soon became the youngest salesman in that big factory.

In order to change myself from one of the best in performance to the first in performance, I was even willing to buy myself two sets of particularly high-end professional clothes, I learned to wear high heels, I learned to wear makeup, I lost my arrogance that was dormant in my bones, with fragmented self-esteem, I learned to disguise and maneuver.

In the past, I was at a loss when I heard the meat jokes on the wine table, but later I memorized a bunch of pornographic jokes on the Internet for business, and I could make customers laugh with one mouth.

I've even learned to keep my face blushing and my heart skipping a beat when some horny clients slap my ass.

I have completely become the very open-minded person in the eyes of my colleagues.

Of course, I know that they are very polite on the table to say that I am a bold faction, but in private, some people say that I am a vixen, some people say that I am a slut, some people call me a scheming bitch, and some people even more vulgarly scold me for using means to flatter customers to get orders.

The former Li Cheng died like this.

Died in the flow of time, died in the cruelty and hideousness of reality, died in the grief after losing the child, and died in the pouring rain in Shenzhen that year.

The naïve and indomitable Li Cheng who would blush when he heard some excessive words, and the Li Cheng who could write happiness far-reaching and long even if he was not well clothed and hungry, was bruised and scattered. She was completely destroyed, and then became another version of herself.

But I don't blame her at all.

For all I knew was that, apart from the hard armor that wrapped around her, she was nothing more than a mother who was angry and helpless, gritting her teeth and crawling forward even when she fell to the ground and was covered in bruises.

I still need money, I still need a lot of money, I need money that can afford to hire the best lawyers to help me with my lawsuit, and I need money that will allow me to send the unscrupulous doctor who killed my child because of a mistake in judgment and ended up pushing the blame to prison.

Yes, I need lots and lots of money.

However, even if I need a lot of money, even if I later know that the world is so small, Broadlink is also a rich customer, even if I still have Broadlink's address book, even if I used to be no stranger to Broadlink's purchasing director, even if Sister Hong intended to take care of me and said several times that she would give me Broadlink, I didn't want to get involved in Broadlink's business at all.

For I don't want to bow my noble head and my spine that I have finally straightened up in front of the man I hate. What's more, I don't want to see him again at all.

However, I didn't expect that I would finally reunite with him in a particularly unprepared posture.