This voice sounded so gentle and crisp, but I couldn't help but feel excited, so I took off the phone in an instant and hurriedly pressed it and hung up.

It turned out that Zhang Jingchi, he really lived in the Westin Hotel.

Then I'm going to find out if he lives with Qiu Jialing!

If yes, then I won't ask again, I will turn myself into a ball, how far I can roll, I will never have any intersection with him again, I will stay away from scum and sluts, I can also harvest other seafood in the sky if I live alone!

His uncle, I don't have to hang myself on top of his Zhang Jingchi tree!

After cheering myself up, I made up my mind and walked quickly towards the subway station.

The subway is still very crowded, there are still many couples desperately hugging each other to show affection, I suddenly remembered that night, Zhang Jingchi also used to hug me, when he hugged me, his hand on my waist was very stable and steady, he was afraid that I would be touched by others, he protected me like a treasure to protect him.

However, I didn't know until now that all the sweetness he had given me that had warmed me would only make me look back on it now, and it would be more chilling than my current neglect.

And I've never hated people on the subway for showing their affection for themselves on the subway like I do today.

I finally found a corner where there were not many people, I let myself face the other side of the subway, so every moment when the subway was speeding by, all that flashed in front of my eyes was a vague darkness, and all the love words that Zhang Jingchi said to me were constantly replayed in my mind, and finally blurred into a gloomy piece.

I pinched my phone and kept looking, thinking that if Zhang Jingchi could call, or I wouldn't feel so pathetic at this moment, but that broken phone was like being poisoned and dumb, quiet in the bustling subway.

After coming out of the subway station, it was raining again, and I quickly walked to the lobby of the Westin Hotel in the midst of the hurried people.

To be honest, I really didn't have that much courage to knock on the door right away, and I was subconsciously afraid that I would see a particularly unbearable scene.

So I was at the front desk of the hotel and asked if there were any empty rooms on the 11th floor, but fortunately, there was still one in the innermost.

When I took the elevator upstairs with my key card, I vividly remembered the scene of Zhang Jingchi heroically kicking the door and saving me from Feng Wenke's hands that night, and all the memories kept emerging and intertwined, just to tear my heart apart again and again.

After getting out of the elevator, I sneakily buttoned the hat on my head, lowered my head and walked to the door of the room and swiped my card in.

Room 1109 that Qiu Jialing said before was far away from me, so I let the door be hidden and stood there like a fool, staring at the door.

I stood for about half an hour, and suddenly saw Zhang Jingchi, I don't know if he was afraid of being recognized, he was still wearing big sunglasses at night, his face was so cold that others owed him millions and didn't pay it back, unlike his usual habit of walking and striding meteors, he walked very slowly, he walked to the front of 1109, and swiped the card into it with ease.

I watched all of this in amazement, and I sat on the floor in disarray, feeling like every minute was a torment.

Zhang Jingchi still didn't come out of that room. I'm debating whether to knock on the door.

Just as I was about to go up and knock on the door when I got the courage, Lin Xiaomei suddenly called, saying that she had a headache and couldn't stand on her feet after drinking some wine with the guest, and asked me if I could accompany her to the hospital to have a look.

Even if my heart collapses again, I can't bear to let Lin Xiaomei go to the hospital alone at night. Who knows, I went around and around to get there, and she said she took painkillers while waiting for me and was fine.

Lin Xiaomei's face was still quite pale, but when she saw that my eyes were red and swollen, she asked me what happened.

Lin Xiaomei has a very hot temper, she suddenly said that she would help me get a wine bottle to explode Zhang Jingchi's head or something, I was upset, and finally she suggested that I don't want his uncle to be entangled outside the door, catch the adulterer, catch the double, Zhang Jingchi is really cheating, don't wait.

Originally, Lin Xiaomei wanted to follow me to strengthen her courage, but it didn't take long for her to ask her leader to call her back to work.

By the time I got back to the hotel, it was almost ten o'clock.

I stood in front of the 1109 door and gritted my teeth, and finally started knocking.

The door was well insulated, and I didn't hear much of a sound coming from inside before it opened abruptly.

Standing in front of him was Qiu Jialing.

She was wearing pink strappy pajamas, her hair was all down, and she was holding her phone and didn't know what she was looking at.

I put all the scarf in my body, and pretended to look in calmly out of the corner of my eye.

It was a particularly luxurious room, which was so twisted and looped that there was no panoramic view at all.

Qiu Jialing quickly spoke, she said: "Hehe, are you willing to face reality? If you have any words of goodbye to Jingchi, let me tell you on your behalf, he is taking a bath in it, and he is not free now. ”

Even a few hours ago, I obviously saw Zhang Jingchi swipe the door card into this room, and now I see Qiu Jialing appearing here in pajamas, I still can't believe that Zhang Jingchi really lives here with her, I didn't answer Qiu Jialing's words, I just wanted to go in and rummage through it to see if the man who had sworn to me was in it at this moment.

However, Qiu Jialing stood in the middle quickly, she made a blocking gesture and said, "Li Cheng, we have no intention of inviting you in as a guest, and you don't want to break in like a shrew to confront Jingchi." If you do this, it will only make him feel that you are not worthy of sympathy, and it will make him feel even more that it is the right choice to leave you and choose me. You can't fight me, I love me, I'm pregnant with a child, even if my mother doesn't like me, but my grandfather likes me very much, he will marry me, I don't even have to retake wedding photos with him, we can use the previous one. Hehe, do you think you still have any chances? ”

My heart was devastated, my self-esteem was about to be ruined by me, but I was still unrepentant, and I wanted to confirm it completely, so I stood there in the doorway, and I opened my mouth to shout Zhang Jingchi's name.

However, Qiu Jialing swiped her mobile phone a few times, then handed it to me and said, "Look at it yourself." ”

Two affectionate text messages immediately came into view.

"Lingling, I know I've wronged you now, but can you give me time to explain it to her? I have been so good to her during this time, I want to compensate her a little, and I can feel less guilty later. I explained to you that you are still angry with me, I keep calling you and you don't answer, I'm about to be mad by you. Little vinegar cat, anyway, I'm still waiting for you in the same place tonight anyway, I've been waiting for you, and I love you. ”

"Stop moving there, I'll be there in a minute."

The time of sending the letter was last night, and the first one was when I called Zhang Jingchi more than a dozen times and didn't answer.

The second was when I was attacked from behind and unconscious.

And that sending number, I don't think I'll ever forget it in my life.

Because of Zhang Jingchi, in the past six months, he has called me with this number countless times, he has said a lot of love words to me, he has given me a lot of care, he has given me a lot of warmth, but at this moment, he has taken it all back.

Love you, these two words that used to be so tender, these two words that I thought he only said to me alone, turned out to be so overflowing, and became the most unbearable disaster in my life.

My self-esteem tells me that even if the sorrow in my heart is like a river bursting its banks, even if the pain in my heart is like tearing me apart, I must not shed tears in front of Qiu Jialing, I must straighten my spine gracefully, and leave proudly as if I had never been hurt.

I'm glad that Li Cheng, who can pretend to be happy with the bright sunshine on her face even if her heart is pouring rain, has been resurrected after being knocked down hard.

I turned around calmly, and I went to the hotel lobby to check out of my room as if nothing had happened, and walked out with an umbrella.

I felt that since I started in earnest, I should also finish in earnest.

So, I stopped when I walked to the entrance of Happy Valley, and I called Zhang Jingchi.

He quickly picked it up, still so familiar and still so cold, he said, "Is there something?" ”

I held the umbrella around my neck, I kept staring at the ring he gave me on my finger, pursed my mouth for a while, and I said, "Zhang Jingchi, we broke up, right?" ”

He didn't answer for a long time, and he was silent.

This long silence lasted about five minutes, and he didn't speak, he didn't hang up the phone, and we confronted each other in silence.

As the clock ticked by, I continued to ask, "Did we really break up?" ”

It was still silence to deal with me.

Eventually, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I tried to keep my voice calm and said, "What do you do with the ring you gave me?" ”

There was a long silence on the other end, and after half a sound, Zhang Jingchi said slowly: "If you like it, keep it and play with it, and throw it away if you don't want it." ”

I didn't respond to his words, but I said very jumpingly: "Zhang Jingchi, have you ever liked me?" Even a little? ”

I'm so uncute. I'm still a little bit hateful.

Probably because I was too strong, he remained silent.

I was angry, and I yelled at him on the phone: "Zhang Jingchi, your uncle is not a man!" I'll fuck your uncle! I'll fuck your uncle! It's a shame in my life to fall in love with someone like you! “

He hung up the phone.

All I was left with was the sound of beeping in my ears.

And God, it's really not lively enough, this continuous rain is getting happier and happier, as if trying to be my companion.

I suddenly remembered the early morning when I first met Zhang Jingchi, it was also raining heavily, I rushed over to his car window and begged him to save me, he said at that time that he was not a good person, but he reached out to me as a stranger at that time.

A lot of the things he did for me next all showed that he Zhang Jingchi was indeed a good person, and he was indeed an out-and-out good person.

And on today's rainy night of my lonely breakup, I finally understood that he was a good person, but he was a good person who didn't fall in love with me.

So, I became the person who needs to give up so ruthlessly as a good person.

Yes, he gave me so much cruelty, but because he was indeed a man who did not fall in love with me with all my heart, who did not put him into my heart without any distractions, and who put me into his heart without any distractions.

He doesn't love me, I blame him for what he does.

It's enough for me to hate him.

It's enough for me to hate him with all my strength!

I hate that he doesn't love me, I hate that he loves others, I hate that he doesn't love me and provoke me, I hate that he can't let go of others and treats me as the second person.

But I have so many reasons to hate him, but I hate myself even more.

I hate that I have a crush on him, I hate that I have an unwavering crush on him, I hate that all my armor is easily removed by him, I hate that I spread all my hole cards too far in front of him, I hate that I let him get it too effortlessly, I hate me even if I hate him so much, I still love him. I hated myself even more for not being able to rip him out of my heart at once, and throw everything else away like he had discarded me like a rag rotting fruit puppy.

I put my phone in my pocket, I took some money to buy a few cans of pure raw in the small shop next door, carried it in my hand, and held an umbrella around my neck, at first I was just a fool who had just fallen out of love, and after drinking it, I became a complete madman.

I drank and sang on the road that seemed deserted because of the rain, happy parting, wishing me happiness. I also sang that he didn't love me, he was too calm when he held hands, and he was too attentive when he was silent.

I want to borrow the saddest love song in the world to dispel the saddest loneliness in my heart, but the more I sing, the more sad I feel, and the more I sing, the more heavy I feel.

There are many images flying through my mind, Zhang Jingchi in my youth, and me when I was stupid. Zhang Jingchi, who has grown into a towering tree, is still so humble and cowardly. Soon the scene switches to that night at the Hong Kong Disney Resort, where he drank too much and hugged me and said we wanted to be together. Then the picture changed to that night, he saved me with Feng Wenke's hands, I called home and quarreled with my family, I cried very sadly, I said I had no home, he told me that I still have him.

I thought I could have him for the rest of my life.

But now I have nothing.

All I have are these memories.

So these memories were amplified in my mind again and again, like a balloon that had been over-inflated, "bang", and all shattered.

If I knew the ending, would I still have a crush, and would I still be with him? Even if I hurt so much that I couldn't hurt it, I still couldn't give myself a good answer.

I don't know why I fell, I really don't know why I fell, maybe I was too tired, maybe I was drunk, anyway, when I fell, the umbrella drifted far away, and the heavy rain fell on my face from the sky, I saw the dark sky through the gap in the leaves above the greenway, I thought that maybe I should be so wanton and unscrupulous that I should be so wanton and unscrupulous that I could wake up quickly, as I used to be so difficult to be knocked down, and try to wake up quickly.

However, I could not even have the opportunity to be so wanton in the rain, and soon another face appeared before my eyes, holding a large umbrella, and at once all the gray sky in front of me was blocked by him, along with the rain that was falling by the brush.