349 What must I do not hate me?

As I got closer and closer to the room, the woman's voice grew more and more resistant.

The heart is falling rapidly, and the steps are getting heavier and heavier.

Finally, I walked to the door.

As soon as I stood still, the turbulent sound of Lou Shaotang Diya, mixed with the sound of the drama being shaken, clearly entered my ears through the heavy door panel. In an instant, my heart felt like it had been slammed by a jack of weight, and I couldn't stand on my feet in pain, and I immediately raised my hand to support the wall.

The next moment, the two climbed to the top at the same time.

I held my hands tightly against the wall, and I felt my fingers almost embedded in the wall, but I couldn't stop my body from trembling, and my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.

I know that he has had countless women in the past 3 years, and he has masochistically imagined the scene of him rolling the sheets with those women, but at this moment, hearing it with his own ears is very different from what he has heard and imagined, and it is thousands of times more cruel.

Hearing that there was no sound inside, they must have been warming up afterwards, and when they boarded, the scar of Shaotang's name on the left palm was like a thousand needles piercing.

I curled up my palms and clenched them tightly, trying to escape, but my feet seemed to be stuck and couldn't move.

Just as I was trying to move my feet, the door to the break room suddenly opened.

Seeing me, Lou Shaotang didn't seem surprised, as if nothing had happened, as if I didn't exist, he quickly turned his face away.

I also quickly reacted from my shock, and just as I was about to look into the door, the door was quickly closed by Lou Shaotang's backhand.

I didn't see the bed, only a quick glimpse of a messy pile of clothes on the floor, and the woman's black lace underwear stinged my eyes.

My whole body froze again, and I stood motionless, my whole body cold to the bone, but my eyes seemed to be burned, and they were hot and hot.

Lou Shaotang didn't give me a look, and walked past me to the bar.

I turned my head slowly and looked at him.

His body has not changed, and he is still strong. She only wore a pair of trousers, and her back was scratched by her nails with red marks of different lengths, and several of them were scratched bloodshot.

You can see how fierce they were just now.

His eyes were stinged again, becoming more and more sore, and slowly accumulating moisture.

Knowing that I have no right and no right to be sad, I have no relationship with him for a long time, and it has nothing to do with me who he sleeps with, but my heart is as painful as a knife.

Feeling the tears coming out, I quickly raised my head slightly, opened my eyes wide, and inhaled secretly, forcing all the dampness in my eyes back.

As if I was really air, Lou Shaotang didn't say a word, poured himself a glass of red wine, raised his head and drank it all, then put down the empty wine glass and turned around.

I was stunned again.

His chest was also covered with deep and shallow kiss marks.

Seeing that I was staring at him fixedly, the corners of Lou Shaotang's cold and hard mouth hooked slightly, contemptuous and frivolous, "Why, the live broadcast is scared, and the horse flea is made." ”

Unexpectedly, he would humiliate me with his mouth, I was stunned for a moment, and after quickly composing myself, I forcibly suppressed my grief, and pretended to be useless and said calmly: "You didn't mean to let me listen." ”

Just now I realized that the reason why he asked me to come into his office and wait was so that I could hear him and Yu Ying doing this.

But I can't guess what his intentions are, he wants to prove to me that what he said before is not a lie to me, he is indeed using Yu Ying, my stand-in?

But why didn't I hear it?

All I heard was that the woman was enjoying herself, and that she was fulfilling all her demands on him. Where did he use her as a pig?

If he was trying to irritate me, it worked.

But he would never have done so for that purpose.

He didn't love me anymore, and he thought I didn't love him anymore, and it was unnecessary.

I can't guess, and I don't want to guess anymore, my heart hurts so much that I'm about to suffocate.

Lou Shaotang snorted coldly, put one hand in his trouser pocket, and walked towards me step by step.

The painful heart was so nervous that I swallowed my saliva unconsciously, trying to retreat, but my feet seemed to be frozen, and I couldn't move at all.

In a moment, he walked in front of him, his upper body slowly approaching my body, and his handsome face pressed against my face little by little.

My face turned red and burned to the base of my ears, but my body still couldn't move, and I froze in place.

Just when I didn't know what he would do to me next, I saw his cold lips open lightly, "Get out of the way." ”

The cold sound of the cold wind hit my face, which made my face cool down instantly, and also made my brain clear.

I'm not completely calm, but I'm calm.

He reached for the couch behind me, and I looked sideways, and it turned out that his shirt was on the couch, and he wanted to take it.

I immediately shifted my foot to make way for the empty seat.

He took his shirt and put it on, buttoned it one by one, and after buttoning the last one, he walked to the desk, picked up the diamond cufflinks on the table, and then sat down on the executive chair, picked up the cigarette case on the table, opened it, took out a cigarette from it, tapped the cigarette holder on the table a few times, put it in his mouth, and flicked the lighter to light it.

He didn't say a word or look at me during the whole process, and his breath was so cold that the room temperature dropped by several degrees.

Talking to him requires a strong mental endurance, and I was prepared, so I was not impatient, walked to his desk and stood still, and waited quietly.

After taking a puff of his cigarette, he finally raised his eyes to me, slightly raised his chin and spat out a circle of white mist in my face.

I knew he did it on purpose, and although he choked on the smoke, he held back his cough and remained calm.

"That's not my business."

He knew exactly what I was looking for him, and his voice was as cold as ice, and he gave me a straight shut.

But I wouldn't give up so easily.

"Who's in charge?" I calmed down.

He turned his head to look at the lounge next to him, "My woman." ”

The three words fell lightly, and he obviously felt that his face stiffened, and at the same time, his heart was like being smashed by a heavy hammer, and the pain instantly spread to his limbs.

Once, the person who these three words in his mouth represented me.

Now, it's Yu Ying.

My clenched left hand tightened again, and the scar on my palm seemed to crack again, and I was suffocated in pain.

With heartache, I said with a pretended unassailable calm, "Then can you let her come out for a while, I'll talk to her." ”

"I can't." He looked at me with cold eyes, and his tone of refusal did not allow me to discuss with him, and said, "You also heard it just now, she is tired, and now she needs to rest." ”

Listening to his words revealing a bit of love for Yu Ying, my broken heart was pulled again, and I quickly held my breath, forcibly endured the pain that was about to suffocate me, and forced back the tears that were about to pour into my eyes.

Maybe it was vinegar, I actually chuckled, and my tone unconsciously became sarcastic, "Didn't you say that you treat her as a bird, why is it distressing?" ”

Lou Shaotang was not sarcastic by me at all, his sword eyebrows were slightly raised, and most of the remaining smoke was extinguished into the crystal ashtray, and the corners of his mouth were lightly hooked with a smile, "I forgot to tell you that on the day you reappeared in front of me, I have decided to make up for the suffering and abuse she has endured on your behalf for so many years, and love her well." ”

His expression and his tone made it impossible for me to doubt what he was saying.

He really wants to love Yu Ying well.

A bone-chilling chill ran through my whole body from the soles of my feet, and the broken heart in Yuehun instantly became numb with pain, and I stood stiffly in front of him, not knowing what my expression was.

But Lou Shaotang seemed to be very satisfied with my performance, and looked directly at me with a smug smile in his eyes.

"Know why?" He asked, leaning back in his chair leisurely, his long, knobby fingers tapping rhythmically on the armrest, "Because the real body is back." ”

His smiling lips spat out cruel words that killed invisibly.

How could I not understand what he meant?!

He's going to abuse me, and he's already acting, isn't he?

Feeling that the tears were about to flow out again, I immediately closed my eyes, locked all the hot liquid in my eyes, clenched my fists, forcibly restrained my emotions so that my voice did not tremble, and asked him: "Lou Shaotang, what do you want me to do so that you don't hate me?" ”

When the words fell, there was silence in the room.

When I opened my eyes, the tears were forced back into my stomach, and only the eyelashes were a little wet.

I saw Lou Shaotang staring at me for a moment, and his dark ink eyes seemed like a bottomless cold abyss.

"Die." His voice was slightly hoarse, but there was still no trace of warmth.

The cold two words hit me in the face like two cruel slaps, and I looked at him in shock.

"When I'm dead, do you really hate me anymore?" My heart ached terribly, my body trembled uncontrollably, and so did my voice.

Lou Shaotang didn't answer immediately, the Adam's apple rolled deep in his throat, and there seemed to be some unknown emotion surging secretly in his cold eyes, but in just a few seconds, his gaze returned to ruthlessness again, and he smiled coldly, "I don't know, or you try." ”

Swallowing the sourness in my throat, I hooked my lips and pulled out a smile that I felt extremely sad, "Lou Shaotang, do you know, I died 3 years ago." ”

The corner of Lou Shaotang's eyes jumped, and his handsome face was stunned for a moment, but he immediately turned cold again, even more gloomy than before, "Tu Ying, I don't have time to play word games with you." One more warning, hurry up and go back to France, and if you continue to stay here, don't blame me for being more unkind to you. Get out! ”

His tone betrayed that he was annoyed.

The grief in my heart was swelling to the extreme, but I didn't want to show it anymore, so I walked back to the sofa with my back straight, picked up my handbag and walked out of the office.

As I reached the door, I stopped and turned to look at the lounge again.

There was still no movement there. Yu Ying should be asleep.

In the past, every time I tossed with Lou Shaotang, I would be exhausted and fall asleep. At that time, Lou Shaotang would hold me by my side, either quietly resting with me, or sleeping with me.

The warm and sweet pictures of the past floated in front of me, my heart was once again cut open by a sharp knife, and I felt that the tears were about to strike again, so I hurriedly stepped up and left the office.

Entering the elevator, I no longer forced my grief, leaned my body against the cold metal wall, and let the tears flow wildly.

Although I am heartbroken, but the spokesperson's matter has not been solved, my heart is difficult to dissolve, since Lou Shaotang said that this matter is not in his hands, then I will go to Yu Ying!

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