348 Everyone is at his own pace

In a moment, she walked up to us, her face no longer as stunned as before, and returned to her old grandeur towards me.

"Why are you back?" She spoke as slowly as ever, and her tone was full of questions.

I didn't expect her to say such a thing, and she was slightly stunned in such a tone.

At this moment, she turned her eyes to look at Ruirui.

Because she didn't know her, Rui Rui had been looking at her before, her big beautiful eyes blinking curiously, and when she saw her looking at herself, she immediately opened her little mouth and smiled innocently at her.

Shen Yiru frowned lightly, her expression was a little complicated, she seemed to be embarrassed, a little annoyed, and a little disgusted.

I understood why she looked the way she did.

She once thought that Rui Rui was her granddaughter, she loved and looked forward to her birth, but then I was slapped on the head and humiliated to the ground. Hearing about this, she has been sarcastically ridiculed by Xu Manli until now.

How can she not hate me, not hate Rui Rui?!

Although I was indeed ashamed of her in this matter, it was because of her that I decided to leave Lou Shaotang. She is the fuse of all the wrongs, the source of our tragedy of parting ways.

But I never blamed her, especially after becoming a mother, I understood her better.

But at this moment, seeing that she was arrogant to me, I couldn't help but sneer, "Why can't I come back?" ”

Although I was holding Rui Rui, my waist was straight, and my arrogant attitude made Shen Yiru stagnate, and most of her arrogance was extinguished in an instant. But he soon settled down again.

"What are you doing when you come back?"

Seeing that her face was full of vigilance, I pierced her mind, hooked my lips, and said deliberately: "Find Lou Shaotang." ”

Actually, I'm not playing tricks on her, I'm telling the truth. However, she will misinterpret.

Sure enough, as I expected, she was startled, her eyes widened, and she asked unceremoniously, "What are you looking for Shaotang?" ”

I don't speak, I laugh inwardly. She was afraid that I would tell Lou Shaotang that she knelt down and begged me to leave him.

My silence made her even more alarmed. Although she didn't show it on the surface, her eyes showed it clearly.

After staring at me for a moment, she spoke again, "Tu Ying, you now have another family and have children, let the past pass." Shaotang is also doing well now, I hope you don't go to him again, everyone is safe. She lowered her posture and her tone softened significantly, but her attitude was clear.

Scold~

I smiled bitterly inwardly.

She's really light.

It's all gone.

Lou Shaotang is an eternal hurdle in my heart, and I can't get over it in my life.

But I really won't mention it again, because it doesn't make any sense to mention it, it won't turn everything around.

And it is true that as she said, Lou Shaotang is living well now, so why should I disturb his peaceful life again. Didn't he leave him because he was now smooth sailing, peaceful and worry-free.

Hiding the colics in my heart, I hooked my lips pretending to be arrogant and said, "Don't worry, I'm looking for him on business." ”

Shen Yiru's expression was obviously relaxed, and she immediately picked it up again, "That's good." He looked at Rui Rui again and said, "Your daughter is very beautiful, like her father." Eyes turned back to my face, and there was a hint of meaning in my eyes.

I knew she was reminding me again, and the heartache deepened a little, but her expression remained the same.

Seeing that I didn't dump her, she stopped talking and turned away.

It wasn't until she got into the elevator that I let go of the uselessness and strength of the strong support, and let the tears fill my eyes.

"Maman, who is that grandma? Why did she murder you? ”

Hearing Rui Rui ask me, I quickly wiped away my tears and smiled softly, "She is the grandmother of that brother just now, she doesn't have a fierce Maman, she does this to everyone." ”

"Then why are you crying?" Thinking that I was crying because I was murdered by Shen Yiru, Rui Rui asked while wiping my wet cheeks with her little hand.

My sad heart was instantly warmed by her intimacy, I took her little hand and kissed it, and said, "Mamang is not crying, but she didn't sleep well last night, and her eyes are a little sore." ”

"Oh?" Rui Rui smiled reassuringly, "Then Rui Rui helped Maman's eyes. As she spoke, she put her little hand on my eyelids and rubbed them gently.

Although leaving Lou Shaotang has made me feel painful so far, I really feel very relieved and satisfied to have Rui Rui, a cute and sensible little angel.

She is the only medicine for my emotional wounds, and the best solace for my soul.

"Well, Maman's eyes are no longer sore." I took her hand, "Let's go, Rui Rui's skirt is dirty, Marmans will go buy you a new one." ”

"Okay?" Rui Rui clapped her hands happily. She likes to buy new clothes the most, especially dresses.

I called Yvonne and told her that Rui Rui had been found, and asked her and Nino to wait for us at a French restaurant on the 3rd floor, and Rui Rui and I went to find them after shopping for clothes.

When I was shopping for clothes, I asked Rui Rui how she met Hengheng, she said that she was lost when she was looking for me, just Hengheng passed by, saw her crying and asked her what was wrong, she told him, and then Hengheng coaxed her, and took her to the toilet, and then bought her bubble water and a stuffed teddy bear, and took her to find me.

I was surprised to hear what she said, I didn't expect Hengheng to have such a warm and gentle side, but Rui Rui asked me why Hengheng was still very good to her before, and suddenly murdered her.

I couldn't explain those complicated things to her, and she didn't understand it, so I had to say that Hengheng was playing with her, he was playing the villain, and she was an angel. Rui Rui was immediately relieved when she heard this, and said that the next time she saw Hengheng, she would play with him, but let me take care of him and not hurt her again, and she was so scared.

I knew there wouldn't be another chance, but I patted her head lovingly and smiled yes.

When Nino arrives at the restaurant, she immediately runs over to Rui Rui and asks where she has been.

She hadn't seen her before, and Nino was worried.

Rui Rui didn't say anything, but showed him the bubble water and stuffed teddy bear that Hengheng bought for her like a treasure, saying that it was given to her by a very handsome and handsome brother.

Nino looked at the things, pouted, and his expression became a little apprehensive, saying that there was something great, they were all worthless, and he could buy them for her.

Rui Rui pursed her lips and snorted unconvinced, putting the bubble water back in her pocket, and hugged the teddy bear tightly with both hands.

Seeing that she liked it very much, Nino was even more unhappy and sat back in her seat in a huff.

Yvonne and I both laughed at Nino's jealousy at such a young age, and Yvonne comforted him by petting his little head.

Rui Rui didn't care if he was angry or not, picked up the juice on the table and fed it to the teddy bear, still learning what I said when I coaxed her to drink.

However, Nino never gets angry for more than 3 minutes, and soon he stops angry and tells Rui Rui to be Baba of the teddy bear. All of Ruirui's dolls are Nino, so she naturally agrees. The two of them named the teddy bear C?me and happily fed it together.

Seeing that the atmosphere was good and Yvonne was in a good mood, I gave my advice to Nino for surgery. Unlike in the hospital, Yvonne did not immediately refuse, saying that he would consider it. After all, it was a craniotomy, and it would also expose Nino's identity, so she still had a lot of concerns.

I understand very well, and I no longer insist on persuading her, and I respect and support her in the end whatever decision she makes.

I didn't sleep well this night, lying on the bed and thinking repeatedly about how to talk to Lou Shaotang about the spokesperson when I went to Tianyue tomorrow, and how he would respond to me, I was ready for him to refuse, but how to carry out my remedial work after refusal.

A series of chaotic questions rolled through my mind, and in the morning, after having breakfast with Rui Rui, I left her to Yvonne's care, and I went to Tianyue.

As if knowing that I would come, the secretary Cindy was not surprised, and unexpectedly took the initiative to let me into Lou Shaotang's office.

I thought Lou Shaotang was inside, but when I went in, I saw that he was not there.

I wondered and asked Cindy, "What about others?" ”

"Mr. Lou has something to do now, you sit down for a while, and I'll pour you a cup of coffee." Cindy is always polite.

I nodded my head knowingly, sat down on the couch, and asked, "How long will he take?" ”

Cindy was slightly stunned, as if she didn't know how to answer for a while, and thought for a few seconds before saying, "I don't know, it depends on the mood." ”

"Look at the mood?" My heart sank, and I wondered: "He can't be okay at all, deliberately let me wait, right?" ”

I felt that this was quite likely, but Cindy immediately replied, "No, there is indeed something wrong with Mr. Lou." ”

She didn't look like she was lying, but her expression was a little weird and indescribable.

"Okay." Regardless of whether Lou Shaotang really has something to do, the only thing I can do is wait.

Cindy quickly made me a cup of coffee and closed the door and went out.

The office was quiet.

I slowly looked around, although it had been renovated and enlarged compared to before, all the furnishings were exactly the same as before. The paintings hanging on the wall, the Song kiln vase on the flower stand, and the jade pen holder on the desk are all original, except for the crystal ashtray I bought for him on the coffee table.

A deep pain swelled up in my heart at once.

His gaze returned to the couch he was sitting on.

I used to come here a lot, and I sat in this position, when he was busy, or playing with his phone alone, or doing nothing, just quietly watching him busy, that kind of happiness and satisfaction is something I can still deeply experience, but can no longer have.

Looking down at the vacant space beside me, I stretched out my hand to gently caress and touch the smooth leather surface, and the sweet pictures of intimacy with Lou Shaotang here in the past appeared in my mind one by one, and the flesh-numb-love words he said while holding me and licking my ear beads are also echoing in my ears at this moment.

However, we can't go back, we can't go back.

Tears slowly slid down to his cheeks, his heart was burned and painful, he reached forward to draw the paper towel on the coffee table, wanting to wipe away the tears, his hand just touched the tissue, only to hear a woman's happy and soulless coquettish voice from the lounge behind him: "Hmm? Faster, faster?"

My body froze, and my brain went blank for a few seconds.

"Huh? Hard! Fast? Don't stop?" The woman's voice became more and more excited, and she felt that she was about to reach a high point.

I recovered from my shock, slowly turned around, looked at the closed door of the lounge, my heart was slowly torn apart by a pair of invisible hands, I couldn't believe the scene going on inside the door, I couldn't help but stand up and walk there......

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