Chapter 205: The rain sends the dusk flowers and falls
Li Zhao's car stopped abruptly and stopped in the middle of the road, I didn't dare to look at him, I didn't dare to look at him.
In the small space, I could hear his gasping rage, and I clung to the edge of my chair, trying to hold my heart beating, but I found that I couldn't control myself in front of him!
I couldn't control my heart and ran to him, I pulled the door handle, rushed out of the car, and walked like crazy to the unknown front, Li Zhao quickly got out of the car, I was instantly pulled by him, he turned my body fiercely, his eyes seemed to hide countless cheetahs, but his voice was unusually low: "You tell me again!" ”
I smiled miserably: "Congratulations, you have successfully caught the rape, what do you think?" Don't you see who he is? The young man who was brought back to his hometown by you a few years ago, I just took a fancy to him, and I took a fancy to him a few years ago! ”
Li Zhao approached me step by step, his forehead against mine, each other's panting breaths blended, the pain in his eyes was too boundless, hot as iron, he asked me, "Why?" Why are you lying to me like that? ”
My pierced heart burst instantly, I cried bitterly, and my body could no longer control the trembling!
I said, "Look, I'm such a woman, I'm not willing to be lonely, you're too busy, you have too little time to spend with me, what I need is a man who can come home from work every day, watch soap operas with me, go out for a walk after dinner, go shopping and watch movies with me, and count the stars and watch the moon with me!" ”
"I said, give me time!"
"Time? For how long? Ten years? Li Zhao, I'm thirty! I don't have many ten years left! I don't want you to take me around the world again!! Do you understand? Do you understand??? ”
He had become a blur in front of me, tears blocking all my vision, and I heard the sound of my own blood flowing, a wail of pain!
Li Zhao grabbed my shoulder and held it tightly, as if I would run away as soon as I let go, he looked at me seriously, and his voice was like a storm, so that I could not breathe.
"For your sake, I'll do my best to settle the situation, I'll ... I will give you the life you want! ”
Tears slid down with a sneer, and I desperately shook him off: "Li Zhao, it's not worth it, it's not worth it for a woman like me!" You've been in love wrong since the beginning, have you ever thought that after we've been together for so long, my stomach hasn't moved, I might... I may never be able to have children again..."
Li Zhaomei looked at me tightly, I pushed him with all my might, he staggered back, and I shouted to him: "You go, you go!" Go find a young girl, you will have a group of children, you will have a happy family, you don't have to be so tired, you don't have to think about me everywhere, in this life, forget it..."
As I uttered the last three words, the strength in my body disappeared, and we looked at each other, seeing in each other's eyes the entangled fate, like ancient vines, intertwined, cut and unorganized.
His head lowered for a moment, and after raising it again, he looked at me with a firm look, and strode over and rubbed me into his arms: "If you don't want it, don't want it, if you don't have children, you don't have it, I just want you!" In this life, I only want you! ”
I couldn't control my heart anymore, flooded into a river of hearts, and couldn't help but flow towards him, all the strong support and efforts in the past half a month have collapsed...
He hugged my waist and kissed me deeply in the vast night, the night wind was blowing, the dead leaves were flying, and the whole world was only me and him! Non-stop spinning, spinning...
That night, I kept crying, the tear ducts seemed to have collapsed, I couldn't control my emotions, Li Zhao took me all the way home!
He stopped talking, he kept his face strained, he put the water in the bathtub well, I pushed him out, I wanted to come by myself, but he was stubborn and insisted on helping me wash, he always took care of me like a child, since a long, long time ago...
In the mist, he held my face and said in a gentle voice, "Look at me." ”
My eyes were so swollen that I couldn't see clearly, and he said again, "Look at me..."
I tried to keep my eyes focused, I looked at him carefully, very carefully, he didn't like to have long hair, his hair was hard, but he looked very energetic, he had a pair of eyebrows as thick as ink, beautiful like a painting, his eyes were sometimes deep, sometimes blurred, he had a pair of pitch-black pupils, which made it easy for people to fall into, his nose was quite straight, even if I pressed it into a pig's nose when I was a child, it didn't collapse, and his lips, sexy let me fall, and spit out a few words from there: "Promise me, don't leave me." ”
The eyes that were as firm as the night, but at the moment they were full of fear, fear, and uneasiness, pierced my heart, and I bit my lip desperately, not knowing how to respond.
It's like, you know that taking a step forward is an abyss, but you still can't control your steps, and your reason and emotions have been stripped away.
The uneasiness between his brows intensified, and he said, "I can't live without you anymore." ”
I was obviously smiling at him, tears still welled up in my eyes disobediently, and I said, "You are too stupid, leave me, you will lose everything, even yourself, Li Zhao, you are so smart, how can you be confused?" ”
His eyes were red, and he grabbed my hand to his lips: "This time, it was you who came to provoke me, how can I let you go!" Tang Wan, I may have fallen in love with you from the first time I saw you at the age of two, it's ridiculous, right? I also think it's ridiculous, and there are some things I can't explain myself, but I, Li Zhao, have only been ridiculous to you in my life.
Promise me not to leave me again..."
My soul is sinking, devouring reason little by little, at this moment, I can't care about what is the right choice, I only know that I love him, even beyond the sun, moon and stars, heaven and earth change!
From that day on, I stopped going to the bar, I started to get up early and go back to the studio again, and my life was calm again, but my inner torment got worse with the passage of time.
I often sit alone all day in a daze, entangled and hesitant, talking less and less, I often think, Li Zhao chose to leave me for my good, and if I didn't meet him again three years later, my displaced heart would have gradually calmed down, but I am staying by his side now, is it selfish? I can't tell.
Then I received another text message with just three words: countdown.
The number is very unfamiliar, but I still know that it was sent by Pang Hua.
I had just eased my emotions for two days, because of these three simple words, I began to panic again, so the nerves that were already tense all the time seemed to be broken at any time, I became more and more afraid of seeing Li Zhao, and I became more and more unsure of how to go down this difficult road!
Maybe the heavens can't see it, but finally, it showed me a clear way!
I remember that in late autumn, when I was standing under a dead tree in the street in a yellow trench coat, I saw a girl, maybe a few years younger than me, or about the same age as me.
She looks very ordinary, her facial features are as light as water, but she is such an ordinary girl, the quiet smile on her face attracted all my attention, she is on the phone, I think, the man on the other end of the phone must be the man she loves deeply.
She said, "I'm here, well, you slow down, don't rush." ”
I was suddenly curious about what kind of man made this pale face climb into a blush, so I also sat down on the wooden chair behind me and waited quietly with her.
About ten minutes later, I saw a man in a dark plum coat walking towards me, and I stood up instantly, and the man also saw me and smiled at me.
It was then that the woman noticed me behind her and turned to look at me suspiciously.
I was a little surprised and said, "Second uncle? ”
He walked up to the woman and took her hand: "What a coincidence, you are also waiting for someone?" ”
I shook my head and looked at the woman, and the second uncle said to me, "She is Jian Yi, we are going to dinner, if you have nothing to do, let's go together." ”
Actually, I shouldn't be a light bulb, but when I saw my second uncle at this time, I suddenly felt as kind as seeing my family, so I couldn't refuse.
When I was in the car, I sat alone in the back, Jian Yi occasionally chatted with the second uncle, the second uncle's hearty laughter, and Jian Yi's sweet smile, like a beautiful picture, I couldn't take my eyes off.
I thought they were going to a restaurant, but the car ended up in a garden-like restaurant.
The second uncle told me that this was opened by Jian Yi's friend, and I heard that the environment was good, so I rarely had time to come and sit.
A small path goes straight in, and you can get a glimpse of the eye-opening truth.
We were placed in front of a hidden table that looked like a natural oxygen bar, surrounded by greenery, and it was like stepping into a spring paradise in late autumn, and it turned out that many things could be faked and real.
The second uncle asked me what to eat, I said that just like you, Jian Yi does not apply powder, natural and refreshing, she does not have the immaturity and squeamishness of a little girl, but everywhere reveals the maturity that does not meet her age, she knows the preferences of the second uncle, and also considers the second uncle's body everywhere, so even if she asks the second uncle every point, the second uncle still nods with a faint smile.