He Shishi, this name, has fallen into my heart for a long time with her person, and now when I mention it, I still pull the slightest pain.

I looked at the second uncle and said very seriously, "She and Li Zhao, can you tell me?" ”

The second uncle was a little surprised and said, "I thought that you had reconciled because the matter had already been explained, didn't Li Zhao tell you?" ”

My gaze fell back to the cup again, and the pure liquid revealed my bloody heart: "In the past, I doubted them, I thought He Shishi was the indelible cinnabar mole in Li Zhao's heart, but now I still think so, it's too naïve, so many things have happened, I have already seen his heart, just like me, I can only pretend to be one person."

It's just that I never know what role He Shishi played in his heart? Even if it is an old acquaintance, or because she is married to Li Zhaoyuan, she has a bad fate, but if Li Zhao has no affection for her, how can he be so concerned about her safety?

I don't understand, I haven't understood ...

Second uncle, this is my inner demon, the thorn in my heart, the thorn that is born between us, it hurts faintly when I think of it, do you know that feeling? I ask you, if you know the truth, please tell me! ”

The second uncle's eyebrows had a few deep wrinkles, and he took out his cigarette and asked me, "Do you mind?" ”

I shook my head, he lit it and took a deep breath: "I don't know if it's right or wrong to tell you, Ah Zhao always protects you very well, so he is willing to hide it from you and not let you know anything, but, although you don't have to suffer the same as him, but, it invisibly leaves a scar in your heart, in this world, many things, it is difficult to achieve the best of both worlds, it's just that, I don't want you to misunderstand him, he... I've endured too much over the years, forgive me for being a second uncle, I can't stand it anymore! ”

I held the transparent glass in my palm, and the second uncle said slowly: "Ah Zhao was fourteen years old that year, and when he encountered an accident, the steel bar penetrated his body and directly pierced the right kidney.

He Shishi and Li Zhao were in the same hospital that year, she didn't know what disease she had at the time, she was critically ill, I heard that He Shishi's family had given up treatment at that time, Ah Zhao later told me that He Shishi was pushed by his family in a wheelchair at that time, and he would pass by his ward every day, but he didn't expect that the girl he didn't know would donate her kidney to him!

Ah Zhao was discharged from the hospital after he recovered, and he always thought that He Shishi died not long after.

It wasn't until he met her again after he went to high school that he knew that the little girl had miraculously survived.

I don't know if it's called good fortune..."

I vividly remember that a few years ago, I stabbed Li Zhao with a wine bottle, and I insisted on looking at the wound, and he was soaking in the bathtub at that time, and I saw a very ugly scar near his waist.

I asked him when the scar was left?

He said that time at the construction site.

I asked him again, where were you hurt?

He said, "Kidneys." ”

……

How many times and how many times, memories draw life in a circle, and we have turned in the same place countless times, unable to extricate ourselves.

The second uncle slowly exhaled the smoke and said: "Ah Zhao has always paid attention to He Shishi's physical condition, for him, he always feels that he has taken other people's things, but fortunately, although the girl is weaker, she has always been healthy, but she has been in love with Ah Zhao, Ah Zhao later told me that you liked a person surnamed Song back then, and he went away to let go, if there is no you, Ah Zhao will be responsible for that girl no matter what."

But since he learned that your family had an accident, he couldn't control his own heart, and that girl heard that she also married abroad.

It's just that later, her husband's family had an accident, and a few years of unsatisfactory life completely broke her, and when Li Zhao got her back to China, her other kidney also showed symptoms of failure! ”

The cup I was holding tightly was still banging on the table because of the trembling hands, and I trembled and stretched out my hand to ask the second uncle: "Yes, can you give me a cigarette?" ”

The second uncle frowned and made a gesture of please, I snatched the cigarette case placed in front of him, lit it several times, and then lit the cigarette!

When the nicotine breath penetrated into my brain and inhaled deeply into my lungs, I controlled my trembling voice and mustered up the courage to ask my second uncle: "Is she now...?" ”

"After Ah Zhao left you, a while... During the very confused period, he told me that you were pregnant with a big belly at that time, and He Shishi's situation was getting worse, he could only use all his connections to help her find a kidney source, and after passing the threshold of his conscience, he hoped that you could give birth to a child safely, and you didn't have to worry about these things, I scolded him at the time, I said that you should tell Tang Wan if you are a muddy boy, she may be able to understand, and you don't have to carry it yourself, but he shook his head and didn't say a word..."

The second uncle sighed again, the tobacco burned out, and he snuffed it out in the ashtray beside him.

"He knows that you mind He Shishi, but that girl, the family doesn't care, and there is no trustworthy person around, Li Zhao even offered to return the kidney to her in order to repay the debt of conscience!

That girl refused, forced to die, and didn't do that for Li Zhao!

About a few months ago, I heard that a suitable kidney source had finally been found, but the girl refused to have surgery, unless, Li Zhao agreed to marry her! ”

"Boom", as if something exploded in my heart, we met in Paris, Li Zhao said that I was about to get married, and later he said that there was never her between us!

He also said that the divorce procedures are done, you give me time, and I will get everything back to square one as soon as possible.

I always thought that the marriage was used by him to test me, or deliberately provoke me, and then I thought that person was Pang Rui, but I never expected that all of this was because he wanted to save He Shishi's life, and at the same time redeem himself, let everything return to the original point, and let the past disappear!

The second uncle didn't know why Li Zhao hadn't told me all the time, because only the two of us knew this secret!

Back then, he was dragged to the construction site by me, and it was to save me!

No one knows, no one but the two of us!!

He didn't tell me because he didn't want to see me fall into the same abyss as he was!!

So he never told me that he had lost a kidney, and just as he didn't want me to let me know about He Shishi, because this is a debt of conscience, a debt of conscience that will follow me for a lifetime!!

I saw Jian Yi chatting happily with her friend in the distance, so I retracted my gaze and quickly told the second uncle about Pang Hua, and after the second uncle heard Pang Hua's name, his face changed a few times, and his eyebrows were full of contemplation.

After a long time, he spoke: "Tang Wan, I will keep an eye on the Xia family's side, I am also a companion with them now, what I can do is to try to control the Xia family not to do anything to Li Zhao, but, Pang Hua, the foundation is too deep, looking at the country, it is difficult for anyone to move him!" ”

I leaned back in my chair in despair, yes, Pang Hua, if he was really so active, how could Li Zhao succumb to work for him for three years!

Seeing that I was stunned, the second uncle straightened up and said very seriously: "I can't give you any good advice on this matter, Li Zhao has always been cautious in doing things, and he won't easily reveal his plans, so I don't know if he has any countermeasures, but in my opinion, it's difficult!" So Tang Wan, you can make your own decision, no matter what, I'm sure he will understand. ”

……

If you are like me at this time, standing at the crossroads of life, you know the end, will you go forward regardless of the big deal, or take a step back and let everyone open the sky?

Since I was a child, I was most afraid of doing multiple-choice questions, and I always felt that it was too cruel to decide my fate with a light stroke!

But the bell is about to ring at the end of class, it's time to hand in the papers, and no one will prolong the exam time for my despair, hesitation, and hesitation!

When I parted with them, I smiled and said, "Second uncle, you are so blessed, I hope to drink your happy wine soon." ”

Jian Yi smiled a little shyly, and the second uncle said, "Okay! ”

I said goodbye to them, and I went to the supermarket near my home, but I bought a lot of things with my small body, and my two thin arms were about to be hung up!

Then I called Tang Jia and pressed the hands-free to force him to teach me how to do it step by step.

At about seven o'clock in the evening, when the house was in a black hole, I heard the sound of the door, Li Zhao turned on the light, and I suddenly jumped out and shouted: "Surprise! ”