When I got home, I asked Jiang Feng to leave first, stayed alone in the upstairs bedroom, closed the door, turned off the phone, silently swallowed the cruel truth, and stayed in bed until nightfall.

I walked into the room full of He Yu's 'relics', and looked at every item here, they used to give me sadness, but also gave me strength, I was paranoid and unwilling to move a little bit, I had to come in every month to wipe the dust, and no one was allowed to touch it...... Now it seems that all these things related to him have become his insults and mockery to me.

Enraged, I picked up one of his used cups and slammed it against the wall, shattering! Immediately after that, my brain was hot, and all the bowls he used and the electronic products that could be broken were turned out and smashed, and I couldn't stop at all...... There was a crackling sound in the room, which alarmed Sister Tao, who was doing housework downstairs, and she soon appeared at the door and exclaimed, "Yuncan, what are you doing here?!" Isn't this your precious thing, how did you fall, don't, don't be impulsive......" Sister Tao tried to come over to stop me, but the ceramics and glass shards all over the floor made it impossible for her to enter the house.

In the end, it made a mess. And those things that can't be broken, such as clothes and shoes, books, photos, and other souvenirs, I rolled up in a ball and carried them downstairs, walked to the courtyard at the entrance of the villa, and asked Sister Tao to bring me a lighter.

"Yuncan, what are you stimulated by, don't be impulsive," Sister Tao is still persuading me, "These clothes and pants are all good, and there are so many photos, what a pity to ruin it, don't burn it, ah?" If you burn it, you will never come back, and it will be too late to regret it when the time comes. ”

"Stop talking nonsense, get it for me quickly!"

In this extreme venting, my blood was boiling, but my heart became cold and hard.

Sister Tao had to go and get me a lighter, and I didn't hesitate to light the pile of clothes, pants and shoes that He Yu wore 8 years ago! The fabric burned quickly in the fire, and the fire was very strong, which was particularly dazzling in this villa complex...... I threw the photos I had taken with him into the fire one by one, watched our once sweet smiles burn to ashes, and then tore off the hundreds of thousands of words of the diary I wrote for him, page by page, and threw it into the fire to burn it all...... My face was red from the flames, my eyes were sour, and I couldn't hold back my tears.

There is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, and I have fed the dog sincerely, and I and the man named He Yu have completely ended.

There are still a lot of things left in the room, and if you really want to burn them all at once, it is estimated that the surrounding neighbors should call 119. I extinguished the fire and asked Sister Tao to take out the rest of the 'relics' and throw them into the trash can outside, leaving nothing behind. Sister Tao had no choice but to do so.

After venting, I didn't go back to the empty bedroom, and I took my phone out of the door of the villa area, intending to breathe in the surroundings.

It's already night, the greenery of the villa area is very good, there are a lot of leisure facilities, many families come out to walk the baby and walk the dog, a group of happiness and happiness, which stimulates me even more...... I had no choice but to choose a path with few people and run along the way to see if I could ease my anger a little. After running for more than ten minutes, I was tired and out of breath, and just as I was slowing down again and again, and moving forward without distractions, I suddenly heard a voice behind me calling my name, "Yuncan!" ”

I looked back and saw a tall man in the shadow of a large tree not far away.

The streetlights were dim, and he stood motionless, staring at me like a sculpture. I stared at him for two or three seconds before I realized it...... What a fate he had!

"......" he tried to take a step closer to me, his eyes looking cramped and suppressed.

When he was still trying to get close to me, I finally broke down, turned around and ran, staggering, and after a few steps he caught up and grabbed my arm! I struggled desperately like an electric shock, almost frantically trying to break free from him, and roared in my mouth, "Get out! "I tried my best to break free from his hand, but I couldn't shake it off anyway, but I was grabbed by him even tighter!

"Get out!" I yelled again, my throat was almost bursting, and I raised my foot and kicked him down!

He was visibly ached and uncomfortable, but he still clung to me, and finally forced me into his arms, holding me so tightly that it was so strong that I couldn't move, no matter how strongly I resisted.

"Listen to me," he was also panting excitedly, his heart was beating like a drum, and it seemed to be even more chaotic than me, "Please, listen to me a few words, if you don't want to listen, I'll give you something first......" After speaking, he let go of me, suddenly pulled out a sharp fruit knife from his waist, forced it into my hand, and said firmly, "You stick a knife in me, first relieve the hatred in your heart!" ”

I really snatched the knife and plunged it into his chest without hesitation, but before the tip of the knife fell on his skin, the force in my hand collapsed, and my heart was defeated...... At this moment, I suddenly realized how ridiculous my behavior was! Why do you want to accept his knife, why do you want to obey his request, this unforgettable hatred, can I stab him and alleviate it?

yes, knowing that he had deceived me in that despicable way, I did want to cut him a thousand times during my depressed time, and I longed to pierce thousands of holes in him; Once, in countless late nights, I thought that one day when I saw him, I would definitely slap him a few times, cry bitterly and hysterically accuse him of hatred for him, and want to take revenge on him in the most cruel way in the world...... But now I find that I don't want to do anything, I don't want to say a word to him, I don't want to hear him say a word, I don't want to hear his breath, I don't want to see him as a person, in short, I refuse to touch everything that has to do with him, I just want him to disappear before my eyes at once!

It also takes strength to hate someone.

His betrayal, I have long been in my heart and will always remember it, but I will never be depressed and self-conscious about it again, let alone spend the slightest time and energy on the matter of 'hating him'. In this life, I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

I threw the knife in my hand, turned and left. He hurriedly followed, clamped my wrist again, I didn't have a senseless argument with him anymore, picked up the phone and prepared to call Jiang Feng. No matter what happens, for me, looking for Jiang Feng is always more reliable than looking for the police.

But before I could dial my number, he reached out and snatched my phone and said, "You'd better not call that man, or I'll be uncontrollable to fight him......"

I just think he's farting.

Looking away, I patiently asked, "Tell me, what the hell do you want to do?" ”

He thought that I had finally succumbed to his encirclement and interception, and opened his mouth solemnly and deeply, "I just want to meet you and let you know a fact...... That is, I have never stopped missing you all these years, and I have been silently following you, until last year, when I found out that you had a new man, and I was so jealous to see you and him going in and out every day, so I tried to let you know that I was still alive......"

I didn't take his insults to my intelligence lightly, and asked with a sneer, "So, are you going to do something?" ”

He looked at me for a long time.

Then, he sighed lightly and smiled wryly, "What else can I do?" Since I left for 8 years, I want to tell you the truth every day, tell the secrets in my heart, come back to you, and continue our simple and ordinary little days. But after all these years, I can't explain to you that I can't explain my most important thing to you...... I know that you have now fundamentally denied me and are full of hostility towards me, but I also have my bitterness...... You can't understand it, and I don't force it. It's just that I hope you can believe one thing-"

His burning eyes looked at me fixedly, and he said with some difficulty, "Yuncan, I have always loved you, and I have never changed. ”

I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth secretly, "Finished?" ”

"Let's go." I didn't break out again, but my whole body became surprisingly calm, because I couldn't listen to anything from his mouth at all, I didn't want to question, I didn't want to laugh, I didn't want to argue with him, and I knew very well in my heart that any response to him would mean that I didn't hate him thoroughly enough, and just as he pleased.

So, after figuring this out, I refused to communicate with him in any way, and I didn't want to show any emotions in front of him again.

Freed from his pull, I shuffled my heavy steps in the direction of home. After walking only four or five steps, he came up and put his arms around my waist from behind, hugging me tightly, and the rapid breath lingered above my head, and a low voice came from above my head, "...... Give me another half a year, you've waited for me for 8 years, can you wait another half a year, when the time comes-"

Before he could finish his sentence, someone suddenly pulled him away from behind me, and there was a cry of 'ah'!

turned around and looked, only to see Jiang Feng come out of nowhere, and violently pushed He Yu to the side, raised his foot and kicked him violently, kicked his head, his back, and kicked him several times, He Yu struggled to get up in pain and pounced on Jiang Feng, and pressed Jiang Feng against the trunk of the big tree next to him and wanted to beat his head, but Jiang Feng kicked He Yu in the abdomen again...... The two of them are like deep enemies, 'either you die or I live' scuffle together, Jiang Feng is estimated to have practiced, and his skills will be better after all, which will soon make He Yu's face colorful~

I couldn't stand it anymore, I didn't stop it, I didn't call the police, I let them go crazy there, and I went away silently by myself.