Chapter 255: I'm Waiting for You in Bull Bay
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As I left the cemetery, a thunderclap exploded in the sky in the distance, and I stood in front of the car staring at the black and oppressive sky, seeming... A heavy rain is coming.
I slowly retracted my gaze and looked at Nan Xiu in the car, he frowned slightly and looked at me through a windshield, it was the first time I looked at him so carefully, the memories of me and him for so many years were shuttling in my mind, and there were huge emotions surging in my heart that made me breathless.
I subconsciously covered my chest, and he dropped the window and shouted to me, "Get in the car!" ”
I just opened the co-pilot's door and walked up, the car was full of heating, and he immediately pulled my hand and put it on the warm air vent: "Look at you frozen, Huo Ling came out early, why are you still grinding inside, I'm going to look for you, you are not in good health now and can't blow the wind, why are you crying again?" Didn't the doctor tell you not to have mood swings? I said how do you..."
He suddenly looked up and saw the alienation in my eyes, suddenly paused, and without saying any more, I withdrew my hand and put it in the pocket of my clothes, looked out the window and said to him: "Send me to the train station, I'm going back to Rongcheng." ”
Nan Xiu was a little stunned, and then said: "If you want to go back, you will come back tomorrow, see that there is still rain on this day, and besides, you got up early in the morning, and you didn't rest well." ”
"Take me to the station!"
I said it again, and my tone was resolute, and Nan Xiu looked at me for a few seconds, said nothing, and started the car.
Driving all the way to the train station, I opened the car door and was about to get off, Nan Xiu suddenly pulled my sleeve: "I said what's the matter with this woman?" Is it the head that was hit and broken! Labor and management heard that he had an accident, and ran back to find you overnight, you don't even say thank you, anyway, you haven't been polite to me, what is your attitude towards me now? Just go, don't say hello! ”
My eyelids were trembling, and I withdrew my hand so hard that I didn't dare to look at him and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I want to go home." ”
Nan Xiu suddenly leaned over and pressed me against the back of the co-pilot's seat, his hot eyes were close to me, staring at me with suppressed anger, I didn't struggle, I didn't escape, I met his gaze, with rare alienation and exploration, I saw the light in his eyes gradually fade, and then pushed him away and rushed into the train station to buy the nearest train to Rongcheng.
I remember that Li Ziluo told me that the area around Rongcheng had convenient water transportation since ancient times, and that the people who rose later had the dual character of pirates and merchants.
They made extensive contacts with the coastal population, established many strongholds, and conducted business on the sea.
And Nanxiu's ancestor started by running a boat, and his father was also killed because of the trade of goods at sea, why did the above engage his father? It was all so coincidental, so coincidental that I felt a deep fear from the bottom of my heart!
I suddenly remembered one thing, after I went to college, I left Li Ziluo, and then I met Nan Xiu who pulled me to a cruise ship, when he got on the ship, he taught the waiter the importance of stockpiling durians, I just thought that he was idle, now I think about it, I'm afraid that the cruise ship is their family at all, otherwise how can he know the identity of the people on the ship! It turns out that his background is so bottomless, but I always thought that his family was poor!
I suddenly found that since Li Ziluo left me, everything around me made me suspicious, scared, and made me afraid to approach, I began to lose sight of who was sincere and who was false, I began to run away from everyone's kindness to me, I wondered if the enemy hidden deep in the shadows would find me? And who will it be!
After returning to Rongcheng, I went to find Du Ying, I don't know why I was looking for him, it seems that the whole world thinks that Li Ziluo is gone, but I just want to prove that someone is the same as me, thinking that he is alive!
Du Ying looked very haggard, she didn't seem to smoke in her memory, and I don't know why she was one after another.
I was waiting for her at a café near her house, and she looked a little decadent and full of anger from the moment she entered.
However, after sitting down and seeing my appearance, I was a little stunned, and my hand holding the cigarette trembled a little.
I asked her straight to the point: "Li Ziluo is not dead, right?" ”
Du Ying didn't speak, and I then asked, "You guys, what must you be plotting?" Isn't it? ”
She frowned and looked out the window, and I said eagerly: "Everyone told me he was dead, but I don't believe it, how can a person like him be easily killed, once so many people chased and intercepted him, he can be safe and sound, how can he die in an explosion, I don't believe it, you must not believe it either, right?" ”
Her knuckles were white, trembling slightly, and she was still smoking violently, and I suddenly felt a burst of irritability, got up and grabbed the cigarette from her hand and snuffed it out in the ashtray, looking at her with fiery eyes!
Du Ying turned his head suddenly, staring at me with almost anger in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth showed a cold mockery: "I also think that it is impossible for him to leave so easily!" I also think it's all a game! I personally rushed to the scene after the accident and found the person in charge of the case, the explosion was almost Celsius, do you know what those people were burned into? Have you seen it? ”
My expression froze, and tears overflowed in Du Ying's eyes: "There are still many people who can't even find the wreckage..."
She lowered her head and buried her face in the palm of her hand, and that painful look made me despair!
I never thought that Du Ying would become the last glimmer of hope in my life, and even at this moment, I would rather Li Ziluo be alive and be with her than be separated forever...
Du Ying suddenly wiped away his tears and raised his head, the hatred in his eyes hit me like a raging fire: "I really didn't expect him to use me!" For your sake, use me!! He's so ruthless, so ruthless! ”
I gradually frowned: "For me? You're not in and out, are you? Didn't he live with you? Don't tell me I'm living with you for me. ”
Du Ying looked at me fixedly: "He found a suite in our community, so that people outside think that we are living together, and I have been doing all this as if he was to tell others that he and our Du family have officially joined forces, so that those descendants of the Shang Gang know the situation."
It wasn't until after he left that I realized that I had been tricked by him! ”
I looked at her puzzled, and she wiped the corners of her eyes bitterly: "He is just using me to make others think that he is cheating in his marriage, in this way, he has become the party at fault, and he has left all his worth to you in a good name, if I guess correctly, you should be the top executive of M Hotel by now, right?" ”
I looked at Du Ying in a daze, and she said to herself: "I really don't understand why he bothered so much." ”
I got up from my chair with a "bang", ignoring Du Ying's stunned eyes, and rushed out of the café, the cold wind of early winter blew on my face like a knife, and every stroke seemed to be back and forth in my heart. Popping sound!
Du Ying didn't understand why he bothered so much, but I did!
He did this so as not to reveal my identity as Li Zhen's daughter!
There was another thunderstorm in the sky, I ran out of the coffee shop and forgot to put on my hat, I just ran through the streets, everyone stared at me like crazy, I kept running and running, I didn't know where the end was!
I used to think that Li Ziluo married me for a purpose, in order to stabilize the stock market at that time.
But to this day I know that he did marry me for a purpose, and that he had intended to give me all his belongings through a marriage from the beginning!
Only in this way can I justifiably get Li Zhen's shares, and M Hotel, and only in this way will I not be suspected by those who are trying to find me, only in this way...
If Du Ying hadn't told me in person today, I would have been completely kept in the dark, and he would have laid such a precise game in order to let me get everything from Li Zhen without being suspicious, who would have thought that Li Ziluo's wife was Li Zhen's own flesh and blood!
He is gone, but he paved a smooth road for me, but he doesn't know, and without him in the future, I don't seem to be in a hurry to move forward anymore...
I stood at the intersection in a daze, the cars were flowing from all directions, I felt my soul floating, the pain spread from my heart to my whole body, I was so uncomfortable that I squatted on the ground and cried!
A silent voice shouted in his heart: "Li Ziluo!" Where are you? If you do go to heaven or hell, please take me with you..."
But in the end, he left me in this world to face the unknown future alone.
Strangely, the stock market of M Hotel suddenly picked up with his departure, and everything... So unusually, the turmoil seemed to subside inexplicably.
After all, I still returned to the M Hotel, I was reluctant to give up the country he had worked so hard to hand over, as long as I still have a breath, I will guard the M Hotel, until... He returns, or... The day I went to look for him...
My life suddenly became a two-point line, company and home, or sometimes, I simply slept in the company.
After he left, I never tried to please anyone again, I often felt like I was nothing, there were only four senses left every day, sleepy, hungry and tired.
I used to forcibly stuff myself to Li Ziluo, my youth, my love, my nonsense, my hideousness and cuteness, I never asked him if he wanted it, I just knew that I didn't want to give all this to others.
After he left, for a long time, I was afraid of getting off work, I didn't know where to go after work, I often went to crowded places to sit in a daze, I have seen thousands of people, like his hair, like his eyes, but not his face...
Once, I suddenly smelled him on the street, and I was stunned for a few seconds in the middle of the crowd, the tip of my nose was sour, and I searched back and forth like a madman, but finally... Nothing was found.
After that, I returned the house I rented in the old city and returned to our villa in Rongcheng, where the key was still under the camphor tree, and it was still the place I left when I left.
When I got home, I suddenly wanted to give our little home a name, so I found a stake and nailed a sign on it, and it took me a long time to carve the words "Boer Bay", a name that only the two of us knew.
I think if he gets lost one day, he will remember that this is our home when he sees this name.
I uprooted all the plants in my yard, leaving only the camphor tree I planted 13 years ago.
At that time, Li Ziluo asked me why I had to be in this kind of tree, and I told him that I watched a Korean drama called "Blue Life and Death Love", and the heroine said that she wanted to make a tree, because the tree does not move places, and she can stay wherever it grows.
Actually, I was afraid that I would leave him one day, but I never told him.
I planted a yard full of hibiscus flowers next to the camphor tree, Li Fan always nagged me to be stupid, planting flowers in winter, not all of them were frozen to death, but I insisted on planting, I told her, hibiscus is cold-resistant, will not die!
yes, not going to die! Even if the whole world tells me that he is gone, in my heart, he will not die!
Otherwise, why did Dong Han disappear inexplicably? I don't believe it, I don't believe he will leave me!
I brought the wedding ring back to my ring finger and stared at it when I thought about him, but I really had a lot of memories with him, and now I realize that every breath I take is sustained by these memories.
I still get used to hearing his name and my heart chuckles, but I regret it every day, regretting that when I finally left him, I didn't have a chance to hug him.
He always called me stupid, but he didn't know that I was stupid because I didn't want to wear a mask in front of him.
I started working like crazy, working day and night, I was no longer kind to anyone, I started to play tricks with people.
It turns out that there is no such thing as "no" in this world, and when a person loses all his support, he will naturally have everything...