Chapter 254: She's Gone Forever

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After coming out of the cemetery, Nan Xiu stuffed me into the co-pilot, I was shivering with cold, he helped me take off my coat, and put his coat on me, I looked at the front windshield blankly, and suddenly saw a car turn back, and soon a person got out of the car, it was Huo Ling, he walked to Wenqing's cemetery again with an umbrella.

I said to Nanxiu, "You wait for me here." ”

Nan Xiu looked up at Huo Ling, I had already pulled the doorknob, Nan Xiu called me: "Da Bai." ”

I turned around, and he leaned over to help me unzip my coat, then gave me the umbrella and said, "Go ahead." ”

I took a deep look at him, took the umbrella, got out of the car, and walked back to Wenqing's cemetery again.

The rain seemed to be a little lighter than just now, and it fell silently on the ground, and I saw a man sitting next to Wen Qing's tombstone, his umbrella thrown aside, holding a bottle of white wine in his hand.

I slowly walked to him, he didn't look at me, his eyes kept falling on Wen Qing's photo, I sat down next to him, reached out and gently touched the photo, and found that Wen Qing in the photo was long haired, and the smile on his face was so quiet, with a deep innocence.

There was also a box next to her photo, with a name in it, and I muttered the words engraved on it: "Huo Xuyan..."

"Our son."

I turned my head to look at Huo Ling, his eyes were full of pain, and he raised his head and poured a big gulp: "She hopes that her son will be as hopeful as the rising sun, like a flame rising and never extinguished." ”

I slowly retracted my gaze and saw an empty photo frame next to the two of them, and listened to Huo Ling say, "That one is mine." ”

My heart shook suddenly, and after a long time, I looked at Wen Qing's immature photo again: "When did she take it?" ”

"19 years old."

19 years old? I remember Wen Qing once told me that she had known Huo Ling a long time ago, and at that time, their family had not yet moved to Jiangcheng.

The light rain fell on Huo Ling's shoulder, and he didn't realize it, leaning next to Wen Qing's photo, intermittently recalling their past.

They were born in the military compound in Kyoto, Wen Qing's father and Huo Ling's uncle were old acquaintances at that time, and to some extent, they also did big things together.

So since the adults were joking, they ordered a baby kiss for Wen Qing and Huo Ling, Wen Qing didn't know what a baby kiss was at that time, and she always heard an adult joking and told her that Huo Ling was her husband, how old Wen Qing knew what a husband was?

chased after Huo Ling's husband behind her buttocks, Huo Ling was a few years older than Wen Qing, and after she went to elementary school, she hated Wen Qing for calling her like this, and secretly murdered her many times, not calling her her husband.

Wen Qing stared at him with red eyes and cried, probably like this, Wen Qing's husband called her husband all the way to junior high school.

One day after that, Huo Ling didn't know what she had heard, so he suddenly changed his name to Brother Huo.

Huo Ling took a sip of wine and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I obviously hate him calling me husband so much, she is a stupid person who doesn't know what her husband means, so she screams blindly, causing me to be ridiculed by my classmates, saying that I have a wife waiting for me at the school gate in class, I really want to tear her mouth apart."

But when she suddenly changed her name to my brother, I was so panicked that I just avoided her.

At that time, I was in high school, she was in junior high school, and she deliberately moved a small bench to sit in the yard and do her homework every day after school, and when I got out of school, I was skinny at that time, and I often played football with my classmates until it was dark and went back, and she waited in the yard until it was dark..."

The rain wet Huo Ling's face, he wiped it, and he couldn't see whether it was rain or tears, he said that Wen Qing at that time would always wait until he came back to secretly stuff him with an orange or apple, and then run home to eat.

The other children in the compound always laughed at her for being stupid, and the adults also liked to tease her, and she blushed at every turn, but she insisted on waiting for him.

Perhaps, in the heart of the little Wen Qing, Huo Ling is her husband, although she changed her mind after she grew up and became sensible, but she always thought that way in her heart, so she would unconsciously be good to him and follow his ass.

But Huo Ling's father was killed when his mother was pregnant with him, he grew up beside his uncle, and every time he mentioned his father a little, his uncle would beat him with a long stick, and the more he beat him, the more he hated his uncle, he hated him for taking him to Kyoto, hated him for separating him from his mother, hated him for slandering his biological father, and that kind of contempt look.

Hate the life he gave him, even hate the baby kiss he arranged for him, hate everything in the compound!

His first love was in high school, he said that he didn't like that girl, and he didn't even remember what that girl was called or what she looked like, but he clearly remembered that after he brought that girl back to the compound, Wen Qing wanted to cry little eyes.

He told me that since then, Wen Qing has not waited for him, and he has come home later and later, and the fights and troubles have become more and more ridiculous.

In the three years of Wenqing high school, he changed countless girlfriends, and even the best friend in the compound didn't let go of Wenqing's best friend, I can't imagine how Wenqing came over in those years.

Later, Huo Ling's reputation became a household name in the compound, and every time his uncle was angry, he simply ran away from home, and in the end, even his uncle couldn't do anything about him.

After Huo Ling's uncle was promoted, he suddenly transferred Wenqing's father to Jiangcheng, at that time, Wenqing was still in high school, she insisted on staying and refused to go to Jiangcheng with her parents, she said, let his parents give her more than a year, wait for the college entrance examination to be over.

At that time, Wenqing's parents considered the educational resources in Kyoto, so they agreed that she would take the college entrance examination after she finished it.

Huo Ling told me that after Wenqing's parents left, she lived alone in the compound, at that time she was already very beautiful, occasionally there would be little boys in the alley to tease her, she was late after school, she didn't dare to go home alone every day, she would wait outside the alley, sometimes wait for a lot to meet acquaintances and go back together.

Huo Ling patted his head heavily: "I know why she stayed, I knew at that time, the more she is like this, the more I want her to die for me, I take different women back to sleep, sometimes she meets in the morning, I will look at her provocatively and laugh, I am a fucking bastard!! ”

I suddenly hated why I couldn't have met Wen Qing earlier, if I had known her earlier, at least I would have been able to accompany her through those difficult years.

Wen Qing went to the bar to find Huo Ling once before the college entrance examination, Huo Ling recalled that it was already the middle of the night that day, she was dressed very purely, she looked like a student, but she came to that kind of place, probably, she didn't wait for him to go home.

At that time, there was a sexy girl sitting on his lap, and he saw Wen Qing cowering into the bar from a long distance, looking through the crowd to find it, he just deliberately didn't call her, looking at her confused and scared appearance, he felt a strange feeling in his heart, that kind of distress and hatred gnawed his reason clean.

Until Wen Qing rushed in front of him, his hand still fell on the sexy girl's body, Wen Qing's chest rose and fell and said to him that he wanted to say a few words to him.

At that time, Huo Ling said to her very frivolously, say whatever you want here.

Wen Qing held back for a long time before she mustered up the courage to ask him, she was about to fill in the volunteers, she asked Huo Ling if she wanted her to stay?

Speaking of this, Huo Ling's hand holding the wine suddenly stopped, and the whole person seemed to be in a fixed position, looking at a certain place blankly.

I asked him, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Huo Ling's eyes were red and he said, "I said to her... It's my business. ”

When Huo Ling said these four words, my heart actually throbbed violently, I thought that Wen Qing at that time must be a hundred times more painful than I am now.

So she turned around and rushed out of the bar, but she was targeted by a few Xu gangsters in the bar, blocking her way and asking her to have a drink before leaving!

Huo Ling just watched her being molested by a few Xu Mixers, but she didn't move a single step!

Maybe it was at that moment that Wen Qing was completely dead to him, she drank a lot of foreign wine and rushed out of the bar, and later, Huo Ling didn't see her again.

She was admitted to Jiangcheng University of the Arts and left that alley.

The memory seems to go back to the day when I only met her when I was a freshman, and I can't imagine that big-eyed girl who is a little outgoing and likes to laugh came to Jiangcheng with such a desperate mood.

Huo Ling said that since Wen Qing left, he felt that there was no one in the compound, in fact, he also came a few days after Wen Qing came to Jiangcheng, but he never told Wen Qing, nor did he go to see her.

After he heard that she had a boyfriend at school, he wanted to rush to school to kill Jiang Yi, but then he soaked in a bar and drank for three days before forcing himself not to disturb her life.

In those three years, he did a lot of things, did some business and made a lot of money, but in the end, time made him see himself clearly, he couldn't live without Wenqing.

However, he didn't think that when he turned Wen Qing into his bride, Wen Qing was no longer the original Wen Qing, whenever Huo Ling saw the hatred in Wen Qing's eyes, his heart was like being cut by a thousand knives!

He wanted to give her everything he had, but she had long since disdained him, and her heart had been given to another man completely!

He thought that this child was God's salvation for him, but he separated them forever.

He reached out and stroked Wen Qing's photo and muttered, "It's okay... It's good that at least there is a child by her side, and when I pass, our family can be reunited. ”

A bottle of liquor was almost drunk by him, he staggered and stood up, his expensive coat was full of water stains, he raised his hand and spilled all the remaining wine in front of the tombstone, and said in a choked voice: "I Huo Ling has only loved her one woman in my life!" ”

He bent down and put down the wine bottle and rocked the chair and turned away, I used to hate scourge so much, but looking at his distant back, I suddenly felt that I was connected to him with his fate!

I slowly moved my gaze to Wen Qing, and when I was leaving, I leaned in front of her and whispered, "On the day you got married, he came and stayed outside. ”

I took one last look at Wen Qing and slowly stood up, perhaps, in Huo Ling's heart, I hope to go back to Wen Qing when he was 19 years old and start again...

None of us expected that on the most important day of Wen Qing's life, this accident would happen, the moment she accidentally fell from the stage, it was like an angel falling to the mortal world, and finally returned to her own place.

Wen Qing left, taking away our reluctance and nostalgia for her, no one knows, when she left, the person in her heart was Huo Ling or Jiang Yi, she left us forever with this secret, forever... Left...