Later, the shop went from two, three, and then my father had his own processing factory!

At that time, my father was getting busier and busier, his business was getting bigger and bigger, and the level of people he was in contact with was getting higher and higher.

He is no longer the poor dick who rode a broken bicycle and got up early and pushed the stall in the dark, he slowly became a businessman hanging cigars and going in and out of places of sound and lust, and he was not surrounded by the neighbors and neighbors of those old alleys, but the businessmen who were unattainable to him at the beginning!

He began to realize that the existence of that woman was an unspeakable thing for him!

He couldn't take that woman out, he couldn't let himself be laughed at by others, everyone had slept with the women around him.

So he started to slowly snub the woman

The woman didn't make any noise, and waited at home all day for his return

However, he went from late to non-return, until one day the woman told him, "I'm pregnant!" ”

My dad realized that it was impossible to hide it anymore, even if he could hide the woman for the rest of his life, but he couldn't let his child not see the light!

It is even more impossible for others to know that the biological mother of their child is such a woman!

During that time, my dad was heartbroken and struggling, and it was the first time in his life that he encountered such a big problem.

In the choice of women and futures, my dad finally sacrificed that woman!

920617, the true meaning of that password is 6/17/92, the day she left us

On the seventh day after Tang Jia and I were born, my dad sent her away

Uncle Zhang told me the address of the old alley, and the afternoon sun was warm, and I went alone to the place where the dream began.

But there was no sunshine in the old city, and his and her dreams had long since dried with time! I'd love to know where she is? What does it look like? How are you doing? Do you miss me and Tang Jia from time to time?

I suddenly hated the world, when I knew from Tang Jia that my mother might still be alive, I didn't fluctuate much, because I felt that even if she was alive, she must have abandoned us and abandoned her father back then, and she didn't recognize us for so many years!

It was not easy for my father to raise me and Tang Jia since I was a child, and I think it must be that woman's fault!

But when the truth was so naked in front of me, I realized how cruel reality is!

The father who was like a towering tree in my heart, the supreme father, seemed to collapse in an instant, and my heart seemed to be soaked in sulfuric acid, constantly corroding and corroding until it festered!

I can't pay attention to what the outside world says about me, and I can't hug Tang Jia and cry, I can only hide in a dark corner alone and slowly digest this terrible tragedy!

Towards evening, Li Zhao found me by a flower-stand without a fountain, and I don't know how long I had been sitting there!

His car stopped on the side of the road and walked towards me, and then before I could get close, he stopped, and the light of the setting sun hung obliquely over him, making him look a little vague, a little ethereal, and the sharp wrinkles between his brows made him look very detached.

Thinking about it, Li Zhao and I have been together for so long, I thought we knew each other well enough, but I think it was just that he knew me well enough, and I was so strange to him from beginning to end!

He probably knew about my mom a long time ago

Thinking about it, I'm dull enough, I've mentioned this biological mother in front of Li Zhao countless times that I thought didn't exist at all, his expression was sometimes obscure, sometimes contemplative, and I never understood it.

I always wonder why Li Zhao's mother dislikes it so much, since I can remember, his mother looked at me as if she saw a garbage truck passing in front of me, disdainful and disgusted

She used to say I was dirty, and I never understood why she called me dirty! I was still naïve to ask Li Zhao!

I see! It was only today that I suddenly realized that my mother-in-law's disgust, my father-in-law's silence, and Li Zhao's desire to speak again and again, there is a secret hidden behind it!

When Uncle Zhang was leaving, I only asked him one thing, who else knew about that woman?

Uncle Zhang's wrinkled face was full of unbearable, he stared at my stomach, wiped his eyes, and didn't open his mouth after all!

I laughed miserably: "Li family! ”

Uncle Zhang reluctantly told me that at that time, he, my father, and Li Zhao's father started together, and everyone knew what the bottom was, even if the relationship gradually drifted apart after many years due to interest reasons, but the friendship of working together was still there, and this secret has been hidden in everyone's hearts, and Uncle Zhang didn't know why he suddenly poked it out!

I was still sitting on the edge of the flower platform, without any movement, looking at Li Zhao with empty eyes, he came to me step by step, squatted down and surrounded me, his voice was very soft, full of distress, he said to me: "Wang Xi did it, my mother was confused, I mentioned it to her before, I didn't expect her to let me send her back to her hometown, Xiaowan, come home with me." ”

I looked at Li Zhao, but there was him in my eyes, as if I couldn't focus, I asked him in a wooden way: "Home?" ”

Li Zhao frowned and held my hand: "Our home." ”

I gently pulled my hand out, "Do we have a home?" ”

"Xiao Wan"

"Your Li family has never treated me as a family, have you? My birth has disgraced your family, hasn't your mother always disliked me? Li Zhao, maybe you shouldn't have married me in the first place! ”

He held my head, his forehead against mine, his hot breath intertwined, and the light in his eyes kept rolling.

"If I had to do it all over again, I would still marry you!"

I said firmly, "But I won't marry you!" ”

In the world of the rich, a scandal can spread like a plague, devouring people's nerves!

It's not that you can put out the fire by sending Wang Xi away, and it's not that I'm ashamed alone, but the entire Li family, and even Furun!

So after their repeated discussions, the Li family wanted to send me to Grandma Li Zhao's hometown, which was a somewhat remote rural area to avoid the limelight, but Li Zhao immediately vetoed it!

That day, I was alone upstairs, and I heard the whole Li family making a fuss, with the sound of smashing things, the crying of my mother-in-law, the cursing of my father-in-law, and the shouting of Li Shunling.

They said I was a mourning star, they said I was born a cheap embryo, and they also said that I was not worthy of staying in the Li family

I looked at myself in the mirror, I felt a trace of despair about my life, I touched my stomach, and muttered: "Little Gesang, little Gesang, you are even more miserable than your mother, your mother was accompanied by her father and younger brother when she was a child, when you were born, we probably didn't know where it was."

I automatically blocked out all the noise outside the house, and walked step by step to the balcony, which was not high, only three floors, and I looked at the flower stand below, and my mind kept thinking, if I jumped from here now, would it all be over!

"Bang!" The door was slammed open, and my body was suddenly hugged tightly from behind, and he panted and shouted at me: "Tang Wan! What the do you want? ”

My body froze, and my voice was unemotional: "What can I do?" Do you think I want to kill myself? I won't, what if I die Xiao Gesang, what should Tang Jia do! ”

Li Zhao's arms gradually tightened, his face buried in my neck and shoulders, and kept shouting at me: "Xiaowan"

I said, "When are you going to send me away?" Is it okay if I want to take Tang Jia with me? The air in the countryside is good, maybe it will be better for Tang Jia's health, he lies in the cold ward every day, he must be very bored. ”

Li Zhao broke my body, and for the first time, I saw a trace of fear in the eyes of Li Zhao, who was always calm and calm!

He said to me: "I won't send you there, I'll take you away now, get out of here, let's go back to Grace Bend, you don't like here, we won't come back in the future!" ”

I still didn't move, so Li Zhao pulled me and put me on the chair, and he dragged out two large boxes and put our things in little by little, just like when he came!

When he took my hand and passed by the Li family, my mother-in-law stopped at the door and cried to tell Li Zhao not to go, I saw Li Zhao always gritting his teeth, and my mother-in-law pointed at me and scolded: "Hurt people, my son was killed by you!" Your mom is a bitch, you're a bitch, and you're as cheap as your mom! ”

I jerked my head up and stared at my mother-in-law, and Li Zhao immediately shouted at her, "Mom! She's my wife!! ”

The mother-in-law was trembling with anger: "She is your wife, am I not your mother?" Ah Zhao, you are laughed at for a woman, why are you so stupid! What kind of sin has our Li family created! ”

Li Zhao didn't say anything, and continued to pull me around my mother-in-law, and my father-in-law finally yelled at Li Zhao angrily: "You dare to go out of this gate"

Before he finished speaking, Li Zhao suddenly turned around and interrupted him: "I'm not your son, am I?" You didn't want me in the first place! And you, Mom! You have been planted on face all your life, you ask yourself, in the end, what do you have besides a decent shell? ”

At that moment, I saw my father-in-law and mother-in-law all staying on the spot, and I even felt that my mother-in-law at that time was a little flustered and overwhelmed!

However, Li Zhao didn't give me a chance to continue watching, he pulled me and left the Li family!

I have been in my belly for more than six months, and I think that there are still three months before little Gesang will come out, I have prepared a lot of small bottles, small clothes, small shoes, thinking of her cute appearance of growing to two years old, I can't help but buy a bunch of cute little hair ropes and small head clips!

My only hobby every day is to sit by the lake, holding breadcrumbs and feeding the little fish, and only when I think of little Gesang does I feel calm.

Li Zhao is even busier, I know that he has to run around for these gossips again, in fact, my mother-in-law is right, I am quite a mourning star, Li Zhao has not been comfortable with me for a day, and there is no smile on his face at all.

Occasionally, when I met him in the morning, I only saw the exhaustion on his face, and I don't even know when, the wrinkles between his eyebrows deepened a little.

I don't know how long the two of us can last like this, as if we all have a thought in our hearts, that is, to wait silently for the arrival of little Gesang, maybe the little things can change everything now

That morning, I suddenly asked Li Zhao, "Have you ever thought about divorcing me?" ”

I still remember that Li Zhao asked me the same question a long time ago, and I still thought about it every day, divorce can divide half of your family property and play with men everywhere, I feel happy to think about it, but then I seem to be very far away!

Li Zhao finally replaced the answer with silence!