A few days after we moved back to Grace Bend, my sister-in-law suddenly came to me, with a handful of snot and tears, and I said something in my heart!

She said that Luo Kai didn't study well, and he was addicted to drugs with others outside, and he forced his sister-in-law to give him money at every turn, and his sister-in-law hollowed him out, and then Luo Kai borrowed usury outside and couldn't pay it back, and the interest was getting more and more, and finally the sister-in-law couldn't sell the broken house.

Knowing that Tang Jia had an accident, I had a big belly again, and I was embarrassed to come to me, recently the city has cracked down, and yesterday suddenly a police officer came to the door to say that Luo Kai was suspected of drug use, arrested him, and asked me what to do!

It's a big head when I hear it!

Speaking of my sister-in-law, I am my father's only relative in the world, at that time, my grandfather's family conditions were not good, and I fostered my sister-in-law in someone else's house since I was a child, so my father and sister-in-law are not close.

In addition, my sister-in-law followed the man who didn't study well, and my father didn't treat them very well.

It wasn't until the man went in that the sister-in-law took Luo Kai to live a difficult life alone, and his father only helped them every now and then.

So in the final analysis, Tang Jia and I are not very close to my sister-in-law and Luo Kai, but in the end we are relatives, so over the years, I have occasionally taken money from the Li family to them.

It's just that my cousin is just as muddy as his old man!

I can't sit idly by, just let my sister-in-law go back first, I'll figure it out!

It was already late when Li Zhao came back that day, and I was a little surprised to see that I didn't sleep and sat in the living room, so I stood up and said straight to the point: "Luo Kai has gone in, can you think of a way?" ”

Li Zhao frowned and asked me what was going on, and I told him about it.

Li Zhao went out to make a call, his coat was thrown on the sofa, his pockets were bulging, I looked outside, I couldn't help but reach out and take it out, I took a quick look, it was something like a single type of laboratory test in the hospital, I couldn't quite understand it, but I did recognize the name on the head, He Shishi.

I was clutching Li Zhao's coat, and it seemed that there was another woman's breath on it!

I folded the slips and put them back in his pocket, I didn't want to quarrel with him, I didn't want to mess with him, I was tired, too many things were coming at me at the same time.

What if I even ask him?

I can't let He Shishi disappear from this world, maybe she is really not in good health, there is no personal care around, Li Zhao may think of the old love to help, but over time, there are nothing more than those things between men and women, maybe in the near future, or maybe it has happened.

But I don't want to pursue it, because now I know too well what it means that I fight with him and have no chips!

Maybe I didn't understand it before, I could toss around, but now I seem to have lost all my combat effectiveness!

Because he has become my only support, even if I don't want to admit it anymore, but the current Tang Jia, the future Xiao Gesang, including Xiaogu and Luo Kai, I can't bear it alone.

Perhaps in a person's life, there will always be a moment when we feel that life is a shield, and we are spears, thinking that we are hard, so we always like to rush against it with edges and corners to see what is hidden behind it.

But one day, we will suddenly wake up to the fact that the true face of life is the spear, constantly hitting us, hard and cold, so we can only turn ourselves into a shield, and no matter how painful it is, we will have to smooth out the edges and corners.

After Li Zhao came in after making a phone call, he told me that he had contacted a good person, and he would go over in person to bail him out!

I picked up the coat beside me, held it in the palm of my hand, and slowly handed it to him: "Pay attention to safety on the road, call me when I see someone." ”

Li Zhao touched my head: "Don't worry, rest early, I'll do the rest." ”

I looked at his back as he drifted away, and suddenly remembered the last scene in Spirited Away, where the white dragon pulled Chihiro to run wildly to the real world, but when he arrived at a barren meadow, Chihiro said that there was no water, and I couldn't go back, and the white dragon told her that she could go back by walking the same way, but she must not look back

Luo Kai is actually not bad by nature, he is timid and afraid of things, but it is a pity that the environment in which he has lived since he was a child, coupled with the lack of correct guidance, leads him to go astray easily!

After Luo Kai came out, the sister-in-law said that she was afraid that he would continue to mix with those who did not study well, this thing is like this, the environment is very important, so she planned to take Luo Kai to a small county in Jiangsu, saying that she had a friend there and wanted to go to other people, but she had no money.

I didn't say a word, and I gave her 100,000 yuan from the card Li Zhao gave me!

My sister-in-law held my hand when she was leaving, and told me to take care! I choked up and nodded! She took Luo Kai and left this city full of gunsmoke!

I still often run to the hospital, holding Tang Jia's hand and saying, I know who my mother is, I told Tang Jia what Uncle Zhang told me, and finally I buried it in Tang Jia's palm and cried, but he still didn't show any signs of waking up!

Sometimes, I envy Tang Jia very much, at least he can really block out all the distractions of this world, sleep quietly, and I even wonder, why is it not me who is lying down!!

But how can the world develop according to our thoughts?

One day not long after, on the way to the ward, I met Xia Ruofei, her eyes were red, thinking of that time Li Zhao told me that Tang Jia had loved her for many years, I think she also knew!

She was surprised to see me like this, stared at my stomach for a long time, and then we went to Starbucks next to the hospital.

She drinks her coffee and I drink mine hot white open!

Xia Ruofei's whole state looks very bad, in fact, since she returned to China, I always feel that she has changed a lot, how to say, she used to be a very quiet girl, but now the whole person has a little annoying rhythm, every time she talks to me, she rushes!

In fact, I really didn't dig up people's ancestral graves, knock on widows' doors, and bully honest people!

It's Song Qingyi, then it was you and I were willing to do it at the beginning, and I didn't pry her man!

After sitting down, I asked her tentatively, "Do you know Tang Jia about you?" ”

Xia Ruofei looked sideways at the window: "What if you know, this kind of thing is reluctant." ”

I said that your consciousness is quite high, why are you still desperate to get into Song Qingyi!

I found that the three words "Song Qingyi" are definitely more sensitive than the sensitive zone in Xia Ruofei, I don't say it's okay, as soon as she said it, she jumped up again.

Immediately, he stared at me with red eyes: "Tang Wan, I really didn't expect that you loved Song Qingyi so much that you would actually conceive Li Zhao's child!" ”

Outside the window, the flow of people on the street came and went, and everyone had a place to go in the end, and I smiled wryly: "yes, I didn't expect it either!" ”

Xia Ruofei's face was not very good-looking: "Do you know why Song Qingyi went to Germany some time ago?" Do you know how he spent this time? Since he found out that you were pregnant, he refused all activities and locked himself at home all day! Get drunk! I don't know why he came back in the first place! ”

My brow furrowed slightly: "I don't know about him during this time"

Xia Ruofei sneered: "Of course you don't know, your mind is not on him at all!" You don't deserve his love at all! ”

I tightened the cup in my hand: "A lot of things have been a foregone conclusion since I was 19 years old, and when he was leaving, it wasn't that he never thought of keeping me. ”

"Fart! He was at the airport, dropped his luggage and went back."

My hand holding the cup trembled, and I suddenly looked up at Xia Ruofei, and my body stiffened: "What did you say?" ”

Xia Ruofei was stunned for a moment, stood up in a panic and said that there was something, and left in a hurry!

I stared at the steaming coffee in front of me, and the song "Painting" was haunting in my ears in the coffee shop, and the lyrics made my heart tremble!

Keep your side and draw it in my heart

No one can take away the first picture

Even if it's the years, tamper with my red face

You're still the old man, an amorous teenager

The story of me and you, only skin

Lovers have long since changed their appearance

But I hold on tightly, and the pain is strong

The rampant memory remains

Don't forget

Don't be the truth

I stood up and rushed out of the coffee shop with my bag, screaming desperately on the streets in the summer, and waves of heat filled the air, but I still couldn't wash away the reverberations in my heart!

The moment I rang Song Qingyi's doorbell, I was extremely nervous, he was only wearing a thin white T-shirt, and I was surprised to see me when he opened the door!

There was a mist in my eyes, and he said, "Why are you all of a sudden?"

"You wanted to come back to me?" I looked at him eagerly, and Song Qingyi was stunned!

He let me into the house, which was a little messy, very different from the first time I had visited, and he sat on the couch in a decadent state.

I walked up to him and asked him excitedly, "Isn't it?" You tell me? Did you plan to come back to me? ”

He lowered his head and propped his hands on his head: "Wanwan, don't ask, it's all over!" ”

"Nope! Song Qing translation! Maybe you don't understand! This answer is so important to me! At the time, I always thought you were gambling with me, I always thought you were going to come to me, and on my wedding day, I was even ready to be a runaway bride! I've been thinking all these years that if you had come back, nothing would have happened! Do you know? How desperate I was when I learned that you had left without a word!

But just now! Xia Ruofei said that you have arrived at the airport, or are you back? But why didn't I wait for you? You tell me why? ”

He looked up at me, and the look in his eyes made me feel so heavy.

Then he slowly lifted his trouser legs, and I saw an ugly and horrible scar extending from the calf to the knee above!

His voice was full of gloom: "Because I had just left the airport and had a car accident." ”

I can't describe how shocked I was at that moment, I covered my mouth with my hands and tears burst out of my eyes in an instant!

"I didn't leave on the second day of your wedding, to be precise, I booked a ticket to Germany two months before you got married, and I broke my leg in that car accident, and now it's a steel bar!"

I said incredulously, "So you didn't show up again?" ”

"Wanwan, I couldn't even walk at the time"

"Why? Why is this happening? ”

Song Qingyi folded his hands in front of him, his knuckles were a little white, and then he slowly stood up, took out a ziplock bag from the room and handed it to me-