195 In the blink of an eye, he fell into the abyss again
Gu Minyi became a vegetative person, which is unacceptable bad news for everyone. The doctor said that she now only retains some instinctive nerve reflexes and the ability to metabolize matter and energy, cognitive ability, including the cognition of her own existence, has been completely lost, there is no active activity, her brain stem still has the function, when delivering nutrients to her body, it can also digest and absorb, and can use these energy to maintain the body's metabolism, including breathing, heartbeat, blood pressure, etc. She can also produce some instinctive reflexes to external stimuli, such as coughing, sneezing, yawning, etc., but her body no longer has consciousness, perception, thinking and other advanced neural activities unique to humans.
Jiang Feng stayed in front of her hospital bed every day without sleep, and became very depressed in this great grief, not eating, drinking, or sleeping, and never leaving her as if he was atoning for his sins. As the 'culprit', I also had to put down my normal life and work and stay with him, but every day I saw him immersed in this pain and guilt, and he didn't cry, make trouble, or speak, and fell into a sickly silence, I felt more uncomfortable than him.
That day, when I happened to walk into the ward, I happened to see him holding Gu Minyi's hand and secretly wiping away tears...... I felt a slight tingling in my heart, and I couldn't tell the nature of the pain, so I quietly walked over to him, took out a tissue, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"If I could, I really wanted to exchange my life for her," he looked at Gu Minyi's lifeless face, and muttered to himself, "I finally understand that she is the one I owe the most in my life...... When I came to Duan's house, she was the first person to smile at me, gave me her most beloved doll as a companion, always followed me like a little follower, waved the flag for me, relieved my worries and boredom, skipped school with me and ran away from home together, took my words as holy decrees, and worshiped me very much, I always felt that she was stupid, so stupid that she was deceived by me, and always laughed in front of me, quarreled with her in the last second, and took the initiative to make me laugh in the next second, so I thought I would never hurt her, thought she was very arrogant and heartless, so she never took her thoughts and feelings seriously...... She always said that she 'loved' me and wanted to marry me, but I only treated her as if she was my own sister, and I was too familiar with her since I was a child, and I couldn't have feelings for her between men and women. Later, in order to 'get revenge' on you, I decided to make a play with her, and I promised her that I would marry her, and I would marry her immediately, the sooner the better...... But only I know that I lied to her from the beginning, without any psychological burden, and I will never marry her, so in that half a year, I have never even been in bed with her, and the relationship is too familiar, so I can't go to the naked step with her...... I thought that she had long been accustomed to my deception, used to my temperament, and would not make a fuss, but I didn't expect—"
His voice was a little choked, and he couldn't speak anymore.
"It's happened, no amount of self-blame is in vain, accept the reality." I hugged him bitterly, "If I had expected her to be so strong, even if I died, I wouldn't have robbed you with her...... But now, what's the use of saying these words, all we can do is do our best to minimize this tragedy, really, accept the reality, and try to live. Everyone has everyone's life, and no one can predict it at this time, I don't want you to bear the condemnation of your conscience anymore, drag your body down, cheer up. ”
"......" He didn't seem to hear me, but still held her hand and stared at her face.
Maybe time is the best cure for his heartache, I thought, it was only two weeks after the incident, and it was unlikely that he would immediately calmly accept the reality and cheer himself up.
Another dull and silent morning passed. Unexpectedly, when you were at two o'clock in the afternoon, the door of the ward was opened, and Duan Hao rushed in with a red face and a drunken scolding, "Duan Peifeng, you ...... This bastard, she is such a living dead, why don't you fucking die......" He tightened the clothes on Jiang Feng's chest, his eyes screaming with fire, "Robbed my father, robbed my company, ruined my family, killed my woman, Lao Tzu will stab you to death now!" After Duan Hao finished speaking, he pulled out a fruit knife from his waist......
The moment I saw the Xueliang Fruit Knife again, I was so frightened that my soul was about to fly, seeing him stabbing towards Jiang Feng suddenly, I instinctively reached out and grabbed his knife edge, pinching it tightly, and the skin on my palm was quickly cut by the knife, and the blood flowed!
"You dead woman!" Duan Hao was about to pull out the knife from my hand, when Jiang Feng punched Duan Hao's temple, knocking him to the ground in one fell swoop!
After defeating Duan Hao, Jiang Feng saw the blood on my hands, and his face, which had been in pain for several days, finally had a different emotional change, and he grabbed my hand anxiously and angrily and walked towards the nurse's station! He was not moved by my heroic act just now, on the contrary, he was very angry, and scolded me in a particularly bad tone, "Can you not make trouble for me, I don't think I'm annoyed enough now, right?" How brainless do you have to do such a stupid thing?! I can't fight that idiot Duan Hao! At the same time, he was also very sad and anxious in his eyes, and came to the nurse's station and repeatedly urged the nurse to bandage me quickly, and even the nurse was in a hurry by him.
I understand that he has been under a lot of pressure recently, and his heart is depressed and depressed, so I patiently comforted, "Didn't I worry about you just now, such a sharp knife is about to stab you at once, where can I react, you are fine." ”
"......," he sneered, and said dejectedly, "Death is death, and my life now is no different from death." ”
I breathed for a moment, looked at him in disbelief, saw his devastation and depression, and felt that my world was clouded again~
Yes, he and I are now legally married, and we have just received our certificates, and we didn't even remember to eat a celebratory dinner, and we fell into such an abyss, as if we were cursed by God......
Back in the ward, Duan Zhicheng and his wife, the old lady of the Duan family, and Duan Qian all came.
The old lady kept crying, touching Gu Minyi's cheek lovingly, shouting her name, and shaking her head in disbelief; Duan Zhicheng put his hands behind his back with a calm face and kept sighing, while Lin Xiping cried for a while and then looked at Jiang Feng with hatred, his words were tough, and he asked him in a trembling voice, "You hurt my Minyi like this, don't you plan to be responsible?" You said! What the hell are you going to do? You give me an explanation! ”
At this time, Duan Qian immediately stood up and said angrily, "What should I do? Of course, let him afford Minyi for the rest of his life! Minyi still has a normal heartbeat anyway, she is still a living person, she will need long-term rehabilitation treatment in the future, as well as her diet and daily life, these things must be taken care of by him! Don't talk about hiring a nurse," she glared at Jiang Feng, "Minyi was originally so young and healthy, if it weren't for your personal scum, she could continue to enjoy the excitement of this world, and she might find a man who was really good to her to marry and have children and live happily ever after, just because of you, you hurt her and destroyed her, if you have a little conscience, you have to take care of her for a lifetime!" ”
Duan Qian scolded me again, "And you, Lu Yuncan, don't think that you can live a happy life with Duan Peifeng from now on, I warn you, if you don't want the ghost to knock on the door in the middle of the night, it's best to take care of Minyi, if you can't stand it, then break up with Duan Peifeng quickly!" ”
I barely put Duan Qian's nonsense in my eyes, I know what to do, whether I want to be responsible or not, and how to be responsible, is not determined by her words.
"Ah Feng," the old lady of the Duan family also interjected coldly after crying, "Since the direct cause of Minyi's car accident lies with you, then I am afraid that you will never be able to get rid of the relationship with Minyi in the future, if you harm other girls, I will not force you to be responsible, but now it is Minyi who is lying on the bed, Minyi grew up with you since she was a child, and she is half of your relatives, she has become like this, whether she is conscious or not, but I believe that what she needs most in her heart is your companionship and care." So, please come up with an attitude of 'atonement', first divorce this Lu Yuncan, break off the relationship with your lover, and then give Minyi a new name, and take care of her wholeheartedly in the future...... I think if you can do this, Minyi will forgive you even if she can't say it and can't see it. Minyi, this child, has no parents since she was a child, and it is pitiful enough to send people under the fence, she has called me my grandmother for more than 20 years, and she has been filial to me for more than 20 years, I have not given her anything precious, and the only thing I can do now is to fulfill her wish...... So if you want to recognize me as a grandmother, you will agree to my request! No, to be exact, 'command'! ”
"......" Jiang Feng sulked his head, did not respond to the old lady, did not agree, and did not veto. Yes, he didn't immediately deny it.
I felt a chill in my heart, knowing that I no longer had the right to express dissent at this time, so I quietly turned away...... It can be regarded as seeing through, he is not 'Jiang Feng' at all, but 'Duan Peifeng', he has such a complex background identity, how can it be just me? He is carrying too many burdens and shackles, he has to be grateful to his grandmother, he has to be responsible for Jiang Yiru, he has to be responsible for Gu Minyi, and he is responsible for me, he has too many strange feelings in his heart, where can he completely revolve around me alone?
At this time, Duan Hao, who had been looking at Gu Minyi for a long time, also shouted madly, "Why let this bastard harass her again?" Grandma, and Mom, are you nervous, he has already woken up Minyi, what qualifications does he have to take care of her, he will only evade responsibility and secretly cover her to death! Let him! Get out of here! I want to marry Minyi, I want to take care of her for the rest of my life, and no one is qualified to touch her except me......"
The others didn't speak, Duan Qian said calmly, "Brother, don't come to make a fool of yourself, don't be bitter about yourself, you are cheaper than some people, and Minyi doesn't want to see such a result." To be realistic, you don't necessarily have the patience, and anyway, let him take care of Minyi, and Minyi's estimated recovery effect will be better. ”
Hearing such a discussion, I only felt more and more pain in my heart, and I couldn't help but quietly leave the ward.
Sitting in a corner with his forehead propped up, the sentimentality of imminent loss lingered in his heart...... After sitting for a few minutes, I raised my eyes and found Duan Zhicheng quietly appearing in front of me, looking at me quietly, and saying, "Yuncan, let's talk." ”