146 I don't have a chance

When I came out of the doctor's office, I kept thinking about what the doctor called 'more than a month'...... From breaking up with Jiang Feng at the beginning, to He Yi's illness, to now, almost 3 months have passed in chaos, and during this time, I have only had a few times with He Yu, so ......

As soon as I looked up, I found He Yu leaning against the wall in the corner, holding his hands in front of his chest, looking at me with a lonely expression. The resentment that has accumulated for many years towards him seems to have disappeared in this instant! I couldn't control my feet and approached him, walked up to him, hugged him excitedly, and said in a trembling voice, "The child is yours, I...... Let's start over! ”

I clearly felt him shaken with shock.

"What did you say?" He immediately wrapped his arms around me and stared at me eagerly, stunned and surprised, "Really? The child is mine? Are you sure it's mine? ”

Anyway, hearing his reaction, I, who was originally overwhelmed by joy, was more or less poured some cold water...... I calmed my heart a little and looked away, "It's just to tell you the facts, not to force you to be responsible, and it won't give you evidence to prove anything, anyway, the child is mine now, and it doesn't matter to me who his father is." ”

Yes, if I were 'normal' like other women, the child in my belly would undoubtedly be a shame for me, just like how my original existence made Han Qiaojuan feel...... But now, after experiencing that desperate blow, this child is my only hope, the last mercy given to me by God, I don't care at all who the child's biological father is, I only know that because of this child again, the future days suddenly become meaningful, and I will never be lonely again.

"I believe it, of course I do!" He Yu was also excited for a while, he laughed heartily, shook his head and laughed, helpless and unbelievable, wandering in front of me, chewing the news, and quickly and excitedly hugged me in his arms, his words were confused, "Yuncan, thank you, thank you, I seem to be dreaming...... You almost saved my life, I feel liberated~"

I just said 'um' and put my hands around him tighter.

This life has been full of the humble pain of being orphaned, and I can't let my child go my own way again, so I can't push away He Yu now, he is the child's biological father, only he can give the child a complete home, and my life and his life are tightly tied together because of this child.

He Yu's role as a father changed quickly, and he took me to consult the doctor again about precautions, dietary contraindications, etc...... After all, it is more difficult to have a child than to ascend to heaven, and we are all first-time parents, so we remember the doctor's instructions as holy decrees one by one.

Next, He Yu followed me inch by inch, although I am now moving freely, he still holds my hand tightly, even when I am slightly squeezed in the elevator, he has to scold the other party to be careful...... We went downstairs to get the medicine, and we were ready to go home.

Every corner of the hospital was full of cars, and his car was parked a little far away, so I was asked to wait at the exit of the east gate of the hospital first.

I stood in the shade of a few people on the side of the road, my mind was still immersed in the joy of pregnancy, and the pleasure was all over my body, and I found that from this moment on, I didn't feel any pain anywhere, and I saw that the world was brighter, and the people around me were pleasing to the eye, and everything was so beautiful.

After waiting for a few minutes, He Yu hadn't come yet, and I was about to look in the direction where he parked, but suddenly he dangled to the big tree behind me and leaned on a tall and familiar figure - Jiang Feng! The moment I collided with his gloomy gaze, my heart tightened, and I quickly turned around, feeling that my world was covered by another cloud...... I can't tell what kind of mentality it is, I just want to run out of his sight immediately, raise my feet and walk towards the side of the road, but as soon as I took a step, I heard his cold voice coming from behind me, "I miss you." ”

I froze, "......"

Ignore it and keep walking.

He caught up and grabbed my wrist, broke my body, and said in a low and strong voice, "Hear me, I miss you!" ”

I took a deep breath, stared at the face that haunted me again and again, and pulled the corners of my mouth and sneered, "There are so many men who miss me, how old are you?" ”

The anger in his pupils deepened, and the strength of his grip on my wrist couldn't help but increase, and I gasped in pain, but I didn't have a strong desire to break free from him, because I knew that the struggle was futile, and it might affect the child in my belly, so I let him handle it for the time being.

However, this tense situation did not last long, and his face softened, as if he was forbearing, "Okay, I was wrong." His voice was hoarse, and he seemed to have made a lot of determination and exerted a lot of effort when he said these words.

"...... "I secretly warned myself that I could no longer be brought into entanglements with him, suppressing my emotions and affecting the development of my children.

"Let the past pass, don't mention it again." I was calm on the surface, but my mind was very ethereal, "Everyone has a new life, respect each other, don't bother anymore, and leave each other a good memory." Don't make it too ugly, let's go. ”

He clamped my wrist and didn't let it go at all, the deep and sharp eyes, the heavy and burning breathing, all invisibly imprisoned me, made me feel breathless, and even disordered my calm thinking, my brain couldn't turn, my consciousness couldn't concentrate, in short, the whole person was messy......

He seemed to be full of anger, but he didn't lose his temper in the next step, but was more forbearing, almost dejected, repeating, "I really know it's wrong,"

I repeatedly turned my head away from his aggressive eyes, "It's not about me if you're wrong, you don't owe me, I don't owe you, go back and take care of your mother, don't naively waste time on competing with me, there's no point." ”

Snapping his fingers open, I turned my head to leave.

He eagerly held my face again, angry and painful, "Tell me, do I still have a chance?!" ”

"No," I looked directly at him, and my tone was cold, "I already have a child I meet, don't bother!" ”

"......" When he heard this, his eyes subconsciously looked at my lower abdomen, and then looked at me fixedly, his affectionate eyes suddenly became hideous and terrifying, and his hand holding my face couldn't help but move to my neck, and his fingers gradually tightened......

"Lu Yuncan, you are so shameless!" He gritted his teeth and cursed, but finally let go of his hand and strangled me to death without impulse!

After scolding, he clenched his head and turned around and slammed an iron street lamp pole beside him, which shook the street lamp and almost fell off, and blood oozed from his own fist, and passers-by threw strange glances at him...... There was no further entanglement, and he didn't care about a speeding vehicle, and walked directly towards the other side of the road, and when the car was about to hit him, it 'squeaked' and braked sharply, scaring me into a cold sweat!

"Grass, you fucking stupid, you don't have long eyes when you walk, if you want to die, you will jump off the building!" The male owner of the sudden brake rolled down the window and poked his head out and scolded Jiang Feng, "My wife still has a big belly, if something happens to the child, I will knock you to death again!" Stupid! ”

The owner of the car was about to drive again after scolding, but unexpectedly, Jiang Feng grabbed the pulled hair, forcibly dragged most of his body out of the car window, and waved it over with a fist, beating the owner of the car wow wow after screaming, and then punched him one after another...... The car owner's body was stuck in the car window, he couldn't move, he could only scream and be beaten by Jiang Feng, and Jiang Feng was like venting my anger on me on this unrelated car owner, and he couldn't stop at all...... The pregnant woman of the co-pilot hurriedly got out of the car, trembling and shouting for help, passers-by just watched and did not dare to stop them, several security guards ran over to drag Jiang Feng away, Jiang Feng kicked them all to the ground, and then swaggered towards his own car, got in the car and drove away quickly.

Seeing such a scene, I only stood there for a long time, touched the wallet on my body, took out a few thousand yuan from it and walked to the anxious crying pregnant woman, and didn't say anything, just stuffed the money into her hand and comforted her a few words.

At this time, He Yu finally drove in front of me and personally helped me into the car.

He smiled and said, "The car was parked too far, just now there was a woman who reversed in front of her and reversed countless times but couldn't stop well, and she was stuck in front of me, I really couldn't help her, otherwise I wouldn't be able to come now." ”

"What's going on, so many people watching?" He Yu really didn't seem to know that Jiang Feng had come, and his tone was very brisk.

I shook my head, "I don't know. ”

"There's something wrong with your face, isn't there something uncomfortable?" As he started the car, he said, "The first few months were the most critical and difficult, and I plan to move in with you so that I can take care of them." ”

"Cohabitation?"

"What kind of cohabitation, don't forget, we are a husband and wife with certificates, and besides, you even have my children now, do you still want to be separated from me?"

He has a point. Since I decided to give my child a complete home and accepted him as the father of the child, what reason do I have to separate from him? Show that if you don't accept it, you have to accept it.

He Yi is also in the stage of recuperation at home, and he has video contact with his honest classmates in Beijing every day, and his mental state is improving. After some hesitation, I told him the truth about my pregnancy, and indirectly expressed the hope that he would agree to live in He Yu.

After He Yi heard this, he was really silent for a long time, and then he reluctantly and coldly smiled, "Why are you asking my opinion, you have even chosen the father of the child, and you still come to ask my opinion, don't you think it's a bit hypocritical." Don't worry, I'm not so boring, you can follow whoever you want, and when I'm almost recuperated from my injury, I will return to Beijing and give this place to you 'family of three'! ”